I sat in the monoblock chair in front of the beautiful moon, it was so peaceful indeed. “I love how the dark comfort me,” I mumbled in a low tone. I tilted my head when I accidentally gaze at a shooting star, my heart started to thump violently. I feel the adrenaline rush through my whole body. The grief and sadness came back again ferociously. I close my eyes to feel the breeze of the cold air from the west. Remembering the past can bring me weakness. “Hello, I’m Lavender, but you can call me Lav for short,” I giggled while handing him my hands for a friendly shake. “New?” He asked in a cold tone. He is cute and maybe I would love to be friends with him. I thought it would take a month before he would accept my friendship but I think he just examined me and accepted my hand. We shake hands and then he leaves me abruptly. I now feel that I need to eat more healthy foods to be more beautiful like models, am I conscious of my body? I shrug my shoulders. Hah! I like him. “Why do I n
Thinking about my creepy conversation with Logan gives me chills and goosebumps. “Someday I’ll be with you again I promise, but now I would like to watch from behind first…” What does he mean by that? I thought he was imprisoned for molesting a minor. That maniac deserves it anyway, I clenched my fist while going back to a traumatic experience he gave me and his friends. I know to myself that I’m over it but I can’t stop feeling extreme anger toward them. Soon I’ll touch on my sweetest success. I don’t care if I need to dig my own grave by taking the things I deserve. So much adventure and foreplay to succeed. I take off my three inches sandals. When my feet touched the ground of my room, I removed my clothes piece by piece while going to the bathroom for a good bath. I feel the cold floor of my bathroom, I stop at the sink and get the lipstick I left earlier. I painted my lips again with the intoxicating red lipstick. Red represents manipulation well suited for me. I smirked at my
I tap the table because of the excitement I’m feeling. “Okay everyone you can now go back with your activities for this day,”We all clapped our hands after the breakfast was done and also the head’s announcement. I licked my lower lip. I turn my head to look for Jake, my new friend, and my new crush. I giggled when I saw him arranging the seats. “Jake!” I scream at the top of my lungs. He turned to me looking distressed with what I'd done. He pulled me across the crowd. “What the heck are you doing?” He asked angrily. I pout, now he’s mad I have to make it to him. “It’s our free time,” I said with my puppy eyes to be a little more convincing. “Fine, let’s go,” he said before pulling me again towards the paradise he’s been trying to make. I woke up feeling dizzy, with my beautiful nightmares again. I felt a liquid gush on my face. I open the lights and rush for my water and sleeping pills on the bedside table. I’m trembling so badly that all I can do is wait for my tears to fa
"What does that candle do?" I pointed to the candle sitting on the glass table. “It’s a calming candle,” he gently said while reading an article that was well obviously it’s screaming my name with a little stinky bad influence. Right, influence is the appropriate one about that piece of trash. “It’s not true,” I blurted out of the blue. He glace at me and ogles at the article again. This is so irritating. I leaned my back on the sofa whoever wrote that freaking article I’m sure he’ll burn in hell for lying that bad about my profile. Monroe didn’t even do something to clean the mess. I gritted my teeth before sipping the tea Jairo’s assistant gave. “You’re pretty rich huh,” oh gosh he is so sexy with that raspy voice. Wait, he said I’m rich and pretty? I smiled cheekily. “Many people said I’m quite a beauty,” confirm it’s my first time to tell him a fact. He smirked while flipping the paper he was holding.“How are you feeling that you stayed here for a while?” he spoke as he cros
I tap the table because of the excitement I’m feeling. “Okay everyone you can now go back with your activities for this day,”We all clapped our hands after the breakfast was done and also the head’s announcement. I licked my lower lip. I turn my head to look for Jake, my new friend, and my new crush. I giggled when I saw him arranging the seats. “Jake!” I scream at the top of my lungs. He turned to me looking distressed with what I'd done. He pulled me across the crowd. “What the heck are you doing?” He asked angrily. I pout, now he’s mad I have to make it to him. “It’s our free time,” I said with my puppy eyes to be a little more convincing. “Fine, let’s go,” he said before pulling me again towards the paradise he’s been trying to make. I woke up feeling dizzy, with my beautiful nightmares again. I felt a liquid gush on my face. I open the lights and rush for my water and sleeping pills on the bedside table. I’m trembling so badly that all I can do is wait for my tears to fa
Thinking about my creepy conversation with Logan gives me chills and goosebumps. “Someday I’ll be with you again I promise, but now I would like to watch from behind first…” What does he mean by that? I thought he was imprisoned for molesting a minor. That maniac deserves it anyway, I clenched my fist while going back to a traumatic experience he gave me and his friends. I know to myself that I’m over it but I can’t stop feeling extreme anger toward them. Soon I’ll touch on my sweetest success. I don’t care if I need to dig my own grave by taking the things I deserve. So much adventure and foreplay to succeed. I take off my three inches sandals. When my feet touched the ground of my room, I removed my clothes piece by piece while going to the bathroom for a good bath. I feel the cold floor of my bathroom, I stop at the sink and get the lipstick I left earlier. I painted my lips again with the intoxicating red lipstick. Red represents manipulation well suited for me. I smirked at my
I sat in the monoblock chair in front of the beautiful moon, it was so peaceful indeed. “I love how the dark comfort me,” I mumbled in a low tone. I tilted my head when I accidentally gaze at a shooting star, my heart started to thump violently. I feel the adrenaline rush through my whole body. The grief and sadness came back again ferociously. I close my eyes to feel the breeze of the cold air from the west. Remembering the past can bring me weakness. “Hello, I’m Lavender, but you can call me Lav for short,” I giggled while handing him my hands for a friendly shake. “New?” He asked in a cold tone. He is cute and maybe I would love to be friends with him. I thought it would take a month before he would accept my friendship but I think he just examined me and accepted my hand. We shake hands and then he leaves me abruptly. I now feel that I need to eat more healthy foods to be more beautiful like models, am I conscious of my body? I shrug my shoulders. Hah! I like him. “Why do I n