I thought the pounding in my head was what had woken me from sleep, but soon, a sound began to register through the fog in my brain. Someone was crying. Was it Lily? She had bad dreams sometimes.
"It was just a dream Lily, go back to sleep.""My n...name isn't...isn't Lily. It's Rain." At the unfamiliar voice, my eyes snapped open, and I sat bolt upright scattering scalps of cloth. Lightning shot through my head at the sudden movement, making me curl forward, clutching my throbbing temples with a whimper.“Don’t...don’t move too... too fast if you can hel... help it.” I groaned in acknowledgment and tried to uncurl slowly.The room was almost completely dark, except for a sliver of light peeking under what looked like a door up a flight of stairs. To my right sat the girl who had spoken. Her white-blonde hair glowed faintly in the darkness, allowing me to see her face. Subsiding tears had washed rivers through the dirt smudged cheeks that were too hollow. Her eyes were also sunken in, and had lost any sparkle of life that had once been there. She looked tired, hungry, and… sad.“Where...am I?” I asked, looking around. This place was so foreign. My home was warm and full of light and laughter. This place certainly was not. “Where’s my dad? I wanna go home!” I scrambled to my feet and ran for the stairs only to be jerked backward by a chain fixed to a cuff around my ankle. I hit the floor face first, smacking my chin on the concrete.“They won’t let us leave.” Rain said softly.I looked back to the girl, where she huddled in a small nest of torn fabrics against the wall. “Why?” My shout echoed in the barren space.Rain held a finger to her lips and shushed me. “Don’t wake the others.” I hadn’t realized until then that there were several other nests like the one I had sprung out of. Each nest had two or three sets of breaths coming from them. “You also don’t want to attract the attention of anyone upstairs. Trust me. Apparently, there is some big prophecy that revolves around one of us, or so I gleaned from passing conversations that I listened in on. They say that the Silverwolf is the alpha of all alphas and that if they can mate her and control her, then there would be no one to stop them." She glanced up at the sliver of light from the door, fear sliding across her face like a liquid mask.I let out a soft whimper and curled into a ball where I lay on the floor. Then the tears came. I sobbed into my knees until I started hiccuping.“Hey,” Rain crawled over to where I lay and started rubbing my back in gentle circles. “I know it sucks, but we’ll look after each other, okay?” As she rubbed, my tears slowly began to subside."But I… I'm the Silverwolf." I sniffed and looked up at Rain. Sympathy colored with pity in her eyes. "I don't like it here. I want to go home.""Hush now. I don't want to be here either, but we don't have much of a choice."“Everything okay, Rain?"“Yeah, it’s just the new girl.” Rain responded to the voice from the corner of the room.“Mmm… The first week is always the worst.” There was a sigh and the rustling of fabric, then the soft snores resumed.“Come on, let’s go back to bed. Long day tomorrow. ” Rain crawled back to the far wall and patted the rags beside her. With a sniff, I crawled over to join her. “There you go. You never told me your name.” I snuggled up against Rain’s side, letting her cover me with a threadbare towel.“I’m Kendra.” I said after a moment.“Well Kendra, welcome to the Shaded Paws pack. Welcome to Hell.”I quickly learned why Rain had called this place Hell.A harsh cold light accompanied by the slamming of a door shocked me awake. I wasn't sure how long I had even slept."Wake up!" A man stood at the top of the stairs, one hand still on the heavy metal door. At his shout, the other girls scrambled to their feet."Come on." Rain hauled me up with her. I found my feet and stood looking around. Everyone else had their heads down, so I copied them, watching through my lashes as the man descended the stairs.He reached the floor and looked about quickly, then approached one girl who was still lying in her nest. A look of disdain crossed his features as he nudged her with his toe. When she gave no response, he kicked her, and her body jiggled limply."Carter!" I flinched at the sudden noise as he turned and shouted up the stairs. "Got another one.""Damn it!" A second man clomped down into the basement coming to stand beside the first. "Fucking useless." He grumbled and unchained the girl from the wall."Get the rest of them in order. I'll deal with this." The second man grabbed the girl by the ankle and began to drag her to the stairs.As they passed, I let out an unintentional squeak of fright. The blank stare boring straight through me was the same glassy stare I had seen in fish washed up on the beach. I had never seen a dead person before. There was no breakfast following that experience, and when I made the mistake of asking, I was slapped across the face and called a greedy little pig. I didn’t stop crying for nearly twenty minutes.Around midday, I was introduced to the rest of the pack in a twisted version of a welcoming ceremony. A guard dragged me up onto a stage before everyone where the alpha had locked a heavy collar with sharp spikes on the inside around my neck."There," He declared, smiling. "Now you belong to us." The spikes bit into my skin, burning any flesh they encountered. The collar would not sit comfortably no matter how much I fiddled with it. Now I matched Rain and the other slave children. "Welcome to the pack."The chain that had bound me to the wall now tied me to Rain, who was instructed to teach me. Rain did her best, but the ever-present attendant made doing the daily chores extremely difficult. She hampered our actions whenever she could and punished us when we fell outside the allotted schedule.If a dish wasn’t washed to her expectations, the attendant would break it at our feet and make us clean it up by hand even if the pieces were sharp. If dinner didn’t taste just right, it was dumped over our heads regardless of the temperature, often burning our faces. Sometimes, we were allowed to keep the spilled food when we cleaned it off the floor. We would always share with the others, and they would share with us when they could, though we were constantly pitted against each other. The basement was home now to eleven kidnapped children, all with pale blonde hair. Lyra, the one who had asked Rain if everything was okay my first night here, had said that the Alpha was looking for the Silve
I screamed as one by one, my fingernails were torn from their beds with a pair of pliers. I screamed as red hot nails were driven through the soles of my feet. I screamed as the Alpha carved away little strips of my skin with a knife and inch at a time.Eventually, the shock my body was experiencing grew too much, and I willingly succumbed to unconsciousness. I hoped to hide there in the warm nothingness, safe and unaware of the horrors that reality held, but reality wasn’t done with me.My heart leaped and took off like a startled rabbit, sending my back arching up off the table. Every muscle strained against the straps that bound me, but to no avail. This place was designed to hold werewolves. There was no escape.“I wasn’t done with you, Little Silver. You can’t sleep now, not when we’re just getting to the good part.” He held a syringe up where I could see it. “Adrenaline works wonders on the fight or flight response I’ve discovered.”I whimpered, a huge wave of despair and terror
We were forced to watch as he pinned Lyra to the wall by her neck. Lyra squirmed, trying to shove him away, but he squeezed the hand around her throat until she started turning purple and went limp, still conscious but no longer resisting.The Beta grinned, letting off the pressure so she could breathe. "I'm going to enjoy turning your body against you and fucking that tight virgin pussy full of cum until you bare my pup." He murmured in her ear and pushed his hand down her threadbare sweatpants.Lyra's eyes popped wide open and she began to squirm again, this time trying to press her thighs together. The Beta only pushed her legs apart with his knee and did something with his hand that made her squeak."There you go." He said. "Don't that feel good?"Lyra whimpered, biting her lip, the scent of her unwilling arousal starting to fill the basement. When she started to twitch the Beta stopped whatever it was he was doing only to angle his wrist making Lyra gasp and arch her back. A low
I awoke from my dream memory again, silent tears streaming down my face and sniffled. It had been one year since that day, one year of waking each night after the same dream, one year of reliving Rain and Lyra's death nightly. Lyra's blue eyes bored into my own as they began to cloud over.I rose from my nest of rags and cardboard shivering in the cold air. I hated this place, and I hated them.I slammed my fist into the wall and waited, both for my captors and for my knuckles to mend now that I'd broken them, again, punching cement. They'd be down soon to fetch me up to make breakfast. Their personal slave. The only one left.I heard the rattle of the key in the lock and light flooded into my "room." There were no windows down here. No warmth or comfort. Just the same old rusty pipes and bare cement walls. It had been easier when the other captive children were still here. We had huddled together during the freezing winters and held each other when we cried. But they were all gone now
I turned slowly, fully expecting to be hit. Instead, my jaw dropped open. There was no swinging fist, no angry glare, Logan wasn't even facing me. He stood in front of the stove with his head cocked to one side and tongue sticking out of his mouth as he poked at the eggs expiramentally.It was so unexpected that I let out a tiny hysterical giggle, then immediately slapped a hand over my mouth, shrinking when he looked my way."You have a cute giggle." Was all he said before turning back to the eggs. Then, a moment later, "Hey, are these done?"Hesitantly, I stepped forward to where I could see the contents of the giant cast iron pan. It looked… perfect.The eggs were lightly browned in places, the onions were translucent, and the cheese was a beautiful gooey mess around chunks of meat and tomato. It smelled heavenly."Yes, sir." I squeaked."Just Logan. Here, you plate, and I'll start setting the table." He was still smiling as he handed the spatula back to me. Confusion swirled throu
Through the wall, I could hear congratulatory remarks and joyous welcomes seemingly directed at Logan. From what I could hear, it sounded like Logan had just gotten home from a boarding school for young alphas or anyone who tested dominant enough to get in. This made him a bit older than I had initially thought, closer to 18 than 15.He had learned everything he needed to know there and now was home to train under his father to take the mantle of Alpha when the time came.The laughter from the dining room sent a sudden pang of homesickness through me like a hunter's arrow. I missed those happy meals with my family when things were simple, when I was innocent and unhurt.Suppressing a forlorn sigh, I finished scrubbing the last pan and left the kitchen to start collecting the dirty laundry hampers from everyone's rooms.The rest of the day was oddly uneventful. No one tripped me or pushed me down the stairs. No one yelled at me or called me names. It got to the point where my anxiety k
"Don't you fucking touch her!" He roared at the older man, anger making him shake like a leaf.Instead of watching, I curled into a ball and retreated inside my head. I had built a safe space where harsh reality couldn't hurt me. It was a pillow fortress made from every single happy memory I could salvage from a childhood I could barely remember. Only about four years worth.Blackberry picking with Thomas and Lily. Eating more than we put in our buckets.Riding around on my father's shoulders, tiny pudgy hands grasping for wisteria blossoms overhead.Grandpa Zeckle teaching us about the constellations. Stargazing and pointing out the ones we remembered. Making up names and stories for the ones we didn't. "Silver?"Playing hide and seek with a few of the older kids."Silver?!"I furrowed my brows in concentration. I didn't want to go back there, not yet."Come on, snap out of it."Learning to swim in the river near the house. "Silver?" This voice was new, gentle, warm like hot cocoa
After that first trip to the infirmary, Logan kept a much closer eye on me. Any time someone tried to hurt me, he stepped in like my own personal guardian angel. There were still occasions when he was kept busy, but on those occasions, he would always help me to the medical building where Skye would patch me up and send me on my way.It was during one of these visits that I discovered why Logan trusted Skye around me without any protective or jealous tendencies. Skye had no interest in women, and that made him safe for me to be around."I don't have to worry about him pulling anything or trying to take you away from me." Logan had explained sending butterflies fluttering in my stomach. "You're too special for me to share."Sadly, the newfound protection was cut short when the Alpha caught on and began to actively separate us. While still infrequent, the beatings got more severe, and I was left to crawl to the medical building on my own, leaving a trail of blood."Dear God!" Skye hastil