Well she shook her head as she still was in a daze now that she was in a room that could suffice to an entire room back at Derricks place. She could see the difference her derrick was wicked and his place was not this big and comfortable just full of evil to which she didn’t like but she was becoming comfortable here.
She shook her head still as she leaned at the door frame for a moment so she could conserve the energy she was feeling whilst there. She rested for a while before she closed the door and made a walk towards the big door of the wardrobe, she opened it just to have a peek inside, at least now she had regained a little energy to which she could walk around and have like a patrol of the area. She looked in and for a moment a swerve of courage passed through her as she had the courage to enter there it was a walk-in closet. While back at her captives place she had not been given this type of freedom to move around so now that she had it, it somehow felt strange to her and she wanted to make sure that she made so much fun with the freedom she was feeling. Closing the wardrobe after she had made her walk in it, making sure she had seen her mates dressing style, it sure was warm although he had a firm and emotionless facial expression. She looked out the door of the room as she opened the door and was met by the corridor she had seen when she had been carried into the house at the morning time. Moving carefully as she stepped slowly hoping not to fall down as she wanted to do things by herself and not be carried around just as how Xavier had carried her when they were coming here. There were a few more doors just as she had seen on the second floor as she went downstairs, the walls were covered in the pictures of the Alpha and his family the faces were homely and his mother the big Luna sure looked like she was a good person to be beside. Or maybe that was just her thoughts because well she had already fallen in love with the family just by seeing their pictures. As she stood she remembered that back at their house as she grew up she was blessed with their walls filled with their pictures but when the rogues came they made sure they shattered all of the pictures they had seen on the wall. She flattened her hands on the doors as she heard some music to which she thought maybe there was a party going on and maybe she wasn’t invited because Xavier wanted her to rest. But now she was up which meant that she could maybe go into the party, she looked at her dressing she was casually dressed but it was at home. So she wondered there would be no problem if she went in there. Curiously she followed the musical vibes which lead her to another set of stairs. ‘Damn! Why so many stairs?’ she thought as she knew she had to be extremely careful so she didn’t fall to her knees. Slowly and carefully she made her way down the bottom stopping a few times so she could catch her breath as she had been walking and descending stairs. She looked around and still she could see no one but then there was a door to which from outside the rhythms from the music were extremely loud. She somehow felt they were games or something because she knew that back at Derricks place she had to sit in her dirt as she saw the guards guide the door of every party they were having. Looking down she saw Xavier. She watched in pain and shock as he was dancing with a little girl and he was smiling, smiles she was sure she had not seen on him since she had come to this pack. The young lady was beautiful, extremely beautiful as her hair was full and she didn’t look like some dead meat that had to be saved, she didn’t have wounds on her body that had not healed and she looked lovingly at Xavier and it felt like she was disturbing his happiness. For sure she had always known that she was a burden and had wanted him to kill her or something because standing there she felt numb, her emotions where running a haywire and she didn’t know how to handle it. Surely! Maybe she was his friend! But he looked extremely happy with this friend of his. She leaned on the doorframe and immediately eh turned and saw as it showed she must have made some noise and his emotions swiveled for a while as he looked at her and just then hot tears began to drip down her face as all she felt was the fact that she had been betrayed again by the one she had almost began to start loving unconditionally. Maybe she didn’t deserve love that’s why she always used to go through all of these she thought. What might have caused her to come down here? If she knew she would have focused her views on other parts of the house and not here. The girl looked at her shocked and the Xavier looked panicked. Of course the lady had to be shocked she was ban ugly looking wolf who had lost herself fifteen years ago so why not. She would have ran back to Xavier’s room but she didn’t have the force hence she forced and her wolf gave her the strength and within seconds she was in his room. She locked the door behind her placing her palms on the door she began to sob harder than she had been when she had seen them downstairs. She could feel Xavier pound on the door but she had bolted it. She didn’t want to see him at all, she had crumpled to the floor and she was a complete mess as she began to shiver from the fear and hurt she was feeling. Her heart was breaking and with the way she felt it was pouncing on Xavier as he felt that she was hurt. She had given him a chance, she wanted to try and she wanted to trust him so bad but then he had thrown it out the door, why was he with her? Why was he laughing and making memories with her when she was his mate? Man! She didn’t even know how to dance he could teach her if he wanted a dance partner. Standing on that door his heart broke by the minute as he saw Nathalia try her best to run off the stairs. She indeed was strong, for someone who didn’t have the strength she had taken the bends so fast and she indeed was the silent moon his father always said would return. As the silent moon would never wait to be caught up but will make sure she had gotten to her destination. “Go to her” Joy had had said immediately she had seen that Nathalia had the different mentality. She was his sister, he had thought she was sleeping reason why she had not yet been introduced to his family and they wanted to see her too. He was banging on the door and all he could hear where the sobs that emitted the bedroom his heart was breaking by the minute as he heard her cry so much. “Nathalia…” he roared as he kept pounding on the door. “Let me in please” he begged hoping she could let him in and he would sooth her heart and make her know what she thought was going on was indeed not going on. “Let me in, I can explain please” Stopping he heard as she crumpled to the floor, now he didn’t know if she was up or having a convulsion as she had when she was stressed. It seemed he was indeed her problem because when she wanted to trust him there always was something that will come up and he was going to have to start back from the beginning. Anger and hurt rushed through him as somehow his feelings told him she still was alive but just hurt by what her feelings where telling her. He slowly went down the stairs to go meet his sister and the look in his eyes held that he indeed didn’t want that his mate should feel that way. “She locked the door” he explained as he passed his hands through his head frustrated. “Why didn’t you hit the door open with force” his sister asked because she knew her brother could break the door in one push. “She is traumatized and deaf Joy, if I do that then it means I simply just want her to her a convulsive attack and hate me even more than she does now” he said. “And also I heard her crumple just right next to the door if I use force to break the door open I would have hurt her and she is super hurt right now” “But why didn’t she let you explain from here, because from the onset he just began crying” “Her emotions run haywire, she has been hurt too many times and somehow I feel she was beginning to trust me and seeing me with you, she has never met you so I think she feels I am seeing another woman” Joy’s mouth open to say something but she knew better than to do that now she knew her brother was in a lot of stress and he had to find a solution to that stress before it went overboard. “I really am so sorry Xavier; I just wanted to help make you feel better who knew if she saw us together she was going to behave that way? She said as she was clearly getting upset. “I know Joy I know, it isn’t your fault, she just misinterpreted things and I would find a way to explain to her she will listen to me” he said. “Please tell her I am sorry for looking at her weirdly too, it wasn’t intentional I just didn’t know what to say when I saw the tears dripping down her face” Joy said sadly as she picked her jacket and decided to leave and go home. He groaned as he slumped down to the chair and just when he wanted to have a cool thought on how to handle Nathalia Ax mind linked him. “There is a tiny rogue attack Alpha” “Oh Goddess, why now?” he asked as he got up and was ready to devour them like stupid because they were the reason as to why his mate was damaged and needed to be repaired so he was going to tear them limb for limb. Mathias came into play and he fronted for the forest, these where the times where he hated the fact that he was Alpha because he had his problems but it seemed he had to be there for his entire pack and it was his duty. He was not going to pity any rogue today as in limb for limb they were going to feel his wrath and hope they had never tried to come here even for once.After they had handled the rogues he returned home after four hours.He sure had taken his time to make sure each rogue saw their lives dangling before their eyes before they got their last slashes.There were rogues who had been banned from their pack as they had done the unlawful and could not be kept there.Hence when he had told them to leave, they didn’t want to as they wanted to infiltrate the Silent Moon pack and somehow it seemed that they thought they could fight the workers there and then enter without a fight.Just some wild thoughts they could have after knowing that the Silent moon was one of the biggest and tightest packs to have had that kind of thoughts.He couldn’t let them walk away; he just saw each rogue as Derrick and just wanted them to feel pain same as Nathalia had felt those pains.He also looked around hoping Nathalia had not been around to see him killing a rogue as she had done the other time because after she had seen this she was so shocked and now had be
Turning in the bed she knew that she had slept on the floor why was she on the bed now? The moonlight streams on the balcony for sure made her know she had been carried and put on the bed. Or was she now sleep-walking? Questions she asked herself because she was certain she was on the floor is being on the bed either she had been carried to the bed or she had sleep walked herself there. The memories of her mate dancing with that girl came rushing back to mind, but the tears she had shed during the afternoon should be enough for such. She rolled over the bed struggling a bit because her ribs still hurt although not so much. The screen screamed a very fat twelve o’clock. Which meant she had cried herself to sleep till midnight? If she had to get better by sleeping this long she didn’t want. If she kept sleeping this way she was indeed going to be a burden and maybe Xavier was already seeing her as a burden that’s why he was with the girl this afternoon dancing. She wasn’t bruised
As they headed to the room so they could go to bed Xavier pulled the bucket yet again and threw up as his stomach was so weak from the alcohol he had taken.She frowned from seeing this as she now just got up and made her way to the kitchen.When she got there she saw a plate full of fruits bananas and apples so she carried an apple cut them into pieces and some bananas too.She looked around and saw the blender to which she made a smoothie.Something within her made her know that if he drank that he was going to feel full and was going to stop throwing up.“I will b e fine I promise you my wolf is healing” he said as he looked at her and she was confused by what he meant by his wolf was healing.“It means I’ll be fine in a few hours I am sorry that I am disturbing your sleep I want you to rest and trust me if Jacqueline finds out I am stressing you this way I would be in serious problems” he explained ending it with a small smile that also held what she could make out as nervousness.
Stirring she groaned from where she was laying. She knew she had gone to bed with him awake at nine as they had gotten up super early.For the first time in the one hundred and forty four months she had spent at Derrick’s rogue pack she had actually slept and dreamt of something beautiful. It was not a dream to make her weary and tearful as she had laid there she had indeed, dreamt of something she wished could always come up when she was in such a dreamlike state.She had dreamt of Xavier kissing her and in her dream she had given him the go ahead of everything he had wanted to do and she felt so many emotions in that dream and somehow she wanted it to happen in real life.Just from that she thought she could definitely trust him, because they were things he had expressed to her last night when she had helped him out of his drunken state that she thought where things he would never discuss with someone he didn’t love at all.And he had mentioned so many times to her how much he loved
She made her way to the bathroom and shut the door behind her slowly.She didn't bolt the door because she has gotten to trust Xavier to know murmur wanted to come into the bathroom he was going to ask her.At least the little steps of trust towards him was going to be worth it because she had seen that the man indeed wanted her to be better hence she had to make sure she was better and even go a little further to trust him.She loved when he smiled when she gave him a compliment or told him something that made his heart warm.She undressed carefully and as she looked at herself in the mirror goddess in the moon she was skinny and it was scary to her.To think when growing she was a chubby baby girl and now she barely looked like someone who could be called a human being was crazy.Derrick had indeed spoilt her life if she could say so many times because she hated the way she looked.She cringed at the sight of herself, she looked like a mess, she really didn't know why she was his ma
The dinner smelled so heavenly. But now the problem was she didn’t have the appetite for it. How would she had have had the appetite for such food, especially food that she had not been given leverage to when kidnapped.She had been given rotten food and whatnot.After they had had breakfast this morning, Xavier had taken her to the space she had wanted to go to, which was the library. She wanted to use that as an opportunity to study those books she had not been given leverage to study when she was being treated badly at the rogue pack.He had also kindly made sure there was nobody at the library who was going to make her uncomfortable because for sure she knew people where inquisitive, they obviously where going to want to know who she was and what she was doing at their pack and why she was looking super malnourished.He had to leave and go attend to alpha duties but he had made sure that she read her books and then had come to discuss with him what she had learnt and what she foun
Xavier was happy that she loved his siblings she had bonded with them so well but then again he felt a type of way because the way she bonded with his siblings it had taken at least two weeks for her to get comfortable with him.“You are mad because she communicated with your siblings better than you?” Mathias asked as he could smell that his owner was now behaving like a child.“For Christ sake she still is about to trust me yet she gives all the likings to my siblings?” he asked as he had now switched to his wolf self and was running inside of the forest.“You behave so childish sometimes and it feels like I am the Alpha, would you man up and go be happy that your woman is now becoming better to have accepted your family with no issues?” Mathias asked now somewhat angry at Xavier.He had his moments but most times he allowed his childish moods come to life.He lets out a loud howl as he whipped between the trees, he ran for a while trying to think and bring himself back to the state
He slowly left his siblings in the midst of the forest as they were there to meet up with some friends and just do their night games as they always used to do.He made it back to the house a few minutes later as he for sure made his legs run even faster than he could and Mathias just huffed in a little annoyance because he knew when Xavier was in this kind of mood it was difficult having to calm unless he wanted to calm down.He got in took some clothes and put them on a she made his way upstairs to the room hoping he was not making any noise if she was asleep.But when he got the there was Nathalia wide awake as she was waiting for him, he had not told her what was wrong with him as he had ran off and indeed even though she had not said she felt bad she was disturbed.“It is almost three in the morning, where were you?” she asked raising her head up so she could meet his eyes as she signed those words to him carefully and also hoping she didn’t ask a question that was going to make h
“Okay” she responded as she looked at him deep into his eyes and somehow she saw that he was having now another eye flip but not the silver to bluish, almost like she was seeing a need in his eyes like he wanted to lay her down on the bed and then make her feel happy. She guessed that was what should have been done the day she had been marked.“Xavier?” she called out making him pull back abruptly trying to control himself.“I am sorry sometimes Mathias just has his ways of doing things and just right now you got to meet Mathias who had come out to have a kiss at you at his will” he explained.She looked at him nervously not really knowing what to say at this point as it showed that he not only like her but his wolf also had fallen in love with her and she could only say thanks to the Goddess for this.“Hello Mathias” she finally said as she bit her lip.Mathias lost his growl as he growled now a little harder which sent vibrations through her body and gave her a grin before Xavier’s
How could he still be looking for her? Why had he not thought she had been captured and killed as she had ran away?With the way she was malnourished and left with nothing but bones and a few broken ribs, why did he think it was perfect to come looking for her still?“We had another couple of rogues come to tell us that they didn’t think you were dead because somehow Derrick could feel your presence and I don’t know why he has such a feeling about you when he had not been able to penetrate or mark you” Xavier said as he continued to explain to her what had happened.Oh Goddess! Why could Derrick not leave her alone? Why did he think that he still had a ho9ld on her life?.“How did he get my scent past your territory, you have marked me and the rogue scent is gone, the blood and wounds all healed and I smell like vanilla and musk, that’s you and I mixed in one right?” she asked nervously looking at him and he could see the scare in her eyes and goddess he didn’t like seeing her like th
“You are in love with me?” she asked a she had in her life not expected for him to fall in love with bones.Yes she literally called herself bones as all she could see were the stripes of skeletal form when she viewed herself on the mirror all she saw was a woman who had and will never be fully formed with flesh even though now she could see that it was getting full from the drugs Jacqueline was giving to her.He can’t be in love with her right?“I am in love with you Nathalia Chadson Hills” he signed adding his name to her names making her even more shivering with what she could term anxiety.The love coming from this man and those who were by him was something she was super shocked of.She liked it, and at the same time she hated it because as it was one could lose them all just like the same way she had loved her parents and her sister and finally ended up not having them for the past fifteen years of her life.Maybe she shouldn’t fall so much in love with him when he could leave h
As she walked through the pack she found herself before his he was in deep conversation with Ax and Jordan discussing something about having to find whoever it was that had planned the attack on him.She didn’t look happy and Ax and Jordan all knew where this was going to having found their own mates too and even before Xavier they knew when women where mad and they knew they had to go extra lengths to make them happy.Probably something Xavier was yet to learn as he always took everything on the serious note he sure was going to learn now that having to deal with his mate held a lot of tolerance, attention and emotions he had hidden for reasons best know to him.He just left and now he was here giving orders forgetting he had a mate who was upper worried about him.Somehow he was lucky to have had a mate who was deaf and couldn’t really scream out loud because if she for sure knew how to scream he should have heard his name from the moment she entered through the small door dividing
She ran into the room where Xavier had been said to be in. She had finally awoken from the faint and dizziness she had felt when she had just come there and looking closely now she saw what she wouldn’t have wanted to see on anyone she loves body.Xavier was covered in blood and he had a wolf bite on his lap and looking upwards to his chest there were approximately if counted correctly three bullets holes all trying to target his heart.Terrifyingly Joy tried to pull her out as she watched Jacqueline try to revive him out of his convulsive state.The smell of crimson filling the air and because bullets where silver like she could smell the stench of burning flesh her heart hurting as her mates pains met with her as she screamed. Previous pain recurring and reminding her slowly, this was what she used to go through and maybe she just had to witness it yet again. Her chest heaving the pains he was feeling and Xavier tried his best not to share it with her, but the more he tried not to
Joy grinned as she scarfed the meal down and Nathalia’s jaw dropped as she somehow knew that what she had cooked was a meal she knew that he was going to compliment it even if it wasn’t so good but she knew that she was going have to explain to her sister in law what she had made but seeing that she had loved it was so complimentary to her life and she for sure knew that now she could continue her cooking spree when at home.Joy finished the food in a few minutes and when she looked up at her she ended up bursting into laughter as she saw that her expression was a mix of amazement and also a mix of what seemed to be shock that she had ate of the food with so much happiness.“That right there Nathalia was delicious and somehow I feel so envious of my brother right now because he seems to be living the life that I want” she signed before she arose from the seat she had been on enjoying the food she had been served.She went downstairs and returned after she had washed the bowl of food t
Welp! Looking at the mark at the spot he had placed she knew everyone was going to know that he had marked her and she was his.Sighing she undressed before she got into the bathtub, she washed her hair and slowly she began to clean herself, this was the furtherance she could go to and she was happy she had gotten to thus spot.She had never known she could be this clean since she was taken to that rogue pack.Looking at the bruises on her body her mind moved back to those times that she had go through the beatings and the hell she had gone through even when she was being injected the wolfs bane that had made her almost to the spot of never being hurt.They had almost disappeared and that was a happy feeling she felt, she just saw the black lines that where now lining the parts of her body and she for sure knew that she had made the right decision that night to run away.Maybe if she still was at their pack she would have been death by now, because she knew at a time Derrick was getti
She stirred as she woke up from a good night’s sleep. She had slept so peacefully in the arms of the man she had seemingly began to love so much immediately after the fact that they had been marked to each other.Rolling around she was face to face with the man she loved so much.Xavier Chadson Hills.She smiled gently as she rubbed his arm, which caused him to stir. She was an early riser as per the fact that she had not been able to sleep while she had been in the heat of Derrick hence, she had awoken him even if he didn’t want to wake but he was happy looking at her because just as he had wanted it, she was his.He curled her in his arms and she felt the warmth she had for years always wished to have and somehow this romance made her giggly as she tried escape.Eventually she broke free from his hold and shakily she walked to the bathroom trying her best to find stamina in her movement.She came out a few minutes later to find Xavier seated on the bed a little bit worried. He looke
He nodded happily as he heard her say those words, she wanted to be marked by him, did this mean they had finally crossed the stage of her being scared of him that he bas gotten to the point of wanting him to mark her.He stood still, because she could have started she wanted him to mark her but she had not given him the go ahead.Permission was important when it came to her, he didn't want a case where he would have to start everything back afresh.She has already trusted him to mark her and that was important at this moment."I have a question Xavier" she signed slowly as she looked at him hoping she was not going to spoil the mood because she was loving the mood already as he was somewhat becoming comfortable to her."Yeah Nathalia go on" "Can you smell the scent from the spot you wish to mark?" "Yes I can and from every indication, it is rioe and ready for marking, why ask?" Xavier asked a little confused and scared too."Oh okay, good, it's just that when Derrick had held me ca