"I hate you!"
*Slap!
"Ooooow." (the crowd)
My head turned to the left-right after this bitch slap my handsome face. I immediately touch my jaw and looks at my friends Josh, Arthur, Abegail and Jessica who were smiling and chuckling except for Max who was just serious watching the scene.
I felt my cheek heat up by the force of her slap but instead of enduring the pain, I smirked and looked at them. The three women were crying while this one young lady in front of me was looking at me furiously. She's the one who slapped me a while ago.
I stand up straight and stared at her from head to toe. Who is this — ow! She's the cheerleader of the University's basketball team, right? I don't know her name but not bad. I grinned.
I look again to the other girls. They are crying so bad.
Why are they crying? I hooked them up at the same time. That's it. That's all. Is that a big deal?
It's their fault. I didn't force myself on them from the start. As far as I know, they approached me, offering themselves then they fell in love? It's not my fault anymore. I just give them the happiness that they wanted. If they want my body, go. But, except from falling in love.
I approached her direction closer and brought my lips close to her ear which she gasped in shock and move one step backwards. I could feel her breath became unstable due to what I had done.
She's still affected in my presence even though she's angry, right? I chuckled. My grin grew even bigger on my face because of that thought.
I slowly touched her hair down to her shoulder until it stops in her butt.
"Hate me, I don't care bitch."
I whispered then squeeze it. I immediately left in front of her and walk away. Leaving her dumbfounded and unable to move for a second because of what I have done.
"Aaaaaarg! I hate you, Alexander! You fucking asshole! Go to hell playboy!" she shouted at the top of her lungs before I could even get out of the cafeteria.
"I don't mind!" I shouted back while smiling even though I knew she would never heard it. I clung my bag on my right shoulder.
The group followed me.
"What the fuck, dude?! Four girls in one day! No! Wrong! Four girls in half a day! You are supreme! Please teach me, master!" Josh jokingly said with a laughed. Arthur suddenly appeared on the other side and stared at my reddened cheek.
"Dude, Cassandra's hand looks powerful. It's much stronger than the previous ones you hit, huh. Is she good in bed?" he asked and laughed right after asking it.
"Hmm... Maybe. If you wanted to know what she tastes like? Go and do it to her." I laughed in response and shook my head left and right while smirking.
I looked in Max's direction. He was staring at me, blankly. I don't know what's running in his mind so I shrugged it off and focused myself on walking. I'm getting used to him for being quiet. He always reading a book and having a headset plugged into his ear like right now. Nothing new about him.
I was startled when Jessica's suddenly appeared next to me while rubbing softly my left arm. She pushes Josh away by my side so she could occupy his space.
"Does it still hurt?" she asked. Concern was evident on her face. I know she's worried and I knew she likes me a lot but I can't reciprocate her feelings. She's been making me feel that for a long time but I don't give a fuck.
If we are friends, just be friends.
"I'm fine, Jessica." I just said and keep focus on walking.
"Are we going to bar, troops?" Josh started. The group roared in happiness as we walked down the hallway.
Almost all the students are looking at us. They are giving us away and no one dares to block our path. They all knew who we are. We're a celebrity here. We are the bully group. No one dares to beat us.
"Hi, Alexander!"
"Hi boys!"
Girls calling and flirting with us.
All that I can do as well as Arthur and Josh are giving them a wink in exchange while Max has no emotion drew in his face. He's just looking straight at our path.
Woah! The boring of Max. Anyway, I'll teach him how to flirt sometimes.
The girls got even crazier about what we did.
We smile widely at their reactions we see. We are no longer struggling. They are openly offering themselves to us. Can't blame them, we're too handsome and gorgeous to look at.
As well as the other boys watching Abby and Jessica. Appreciating the beauty of the two that our group expected they got a slap and punch from the two amazonas.
"You know Alexander, you should stop toying girls." Abegail suddenly yelled as we approached the car.
I frowned and immediately looked in her direction. Arthur and Josh chuckled at what they've heard.
"I didn't do anything wrong. I just gave in to what they wanted. I reminded them from the start and they knew my reputation. They're just insist on it. "
Abegail nodded boringly in front of me and raised an eyebrow at my answer.
"What do you think on why they're approaching you?" she asks out of the sudden and crosses her arms. I scratched my neck while looking at her grumpy face.
"To scratch their itch away or... Maybe... they are hoping that they can able to change me? Huh! Hell no!" I said mockingly and laughed. I waved my hand to dismiss the topic and opened the car door for them. Jessica got inside the car. Before Abegail in short Abby get inside, she looked at me straight in the eyes.
"You don't force them but you knew what would happen in the end. Meaning, you are responsible too for what happens to you and them. I'm not saying this to educate your dickhead. I'm saying this because I'm a girl too, Alexander." she finished as the two monkeys, Josh and Arthur laughing at me and at the same time they said "burn " in unison.
I raise my middle finger at the two as a response. Damn monkeys!
I turn my gaze to Abby again. I raised both of my hands as if giving up the conversation.
"Whatever, mom." I teased and emphasized the last word which she absentmindedly rolled her eyes in annoyance and reluctantly just got inside the car. I smirked.
"Come on boys! You drive the car, Josh." I throw my car key in his direction which he caught immediately.
"Alexander!"
I was about to enter inside the car when stops by someone calling my name. I look behind me.
"Problem?" I opened it when he finally could get close to me.
"Where are you going? And them?" He motioned his hands to my colleagues inside my car.
"You still have a class, don't you? If you're going to cut classes together with your friends, you'll be dead with Tita—"
I cut him off by harshly grabbed the collar of his uniform.
"I wouldn't be dead if you didn't tell Mommy, would you?" I said and look at him emphatically. Damn! Why are we studying in the same school? He often ruined my plans.
My cousin smirked at me which annoyed me. I know what his smirk means.
"I'm not afraid of you, cousin. All right! Do what do you want to do. I won't get tired of reporting all of that to Tita anyway." he said then chuckled.
I was dumbfounded for a second as if what I heard exploded like a bomb in my ears. After I collected myself again, I looked straight at him furiously.
"Bleh!" he added and ran away in front of me.
"Mi-Miggy!!!" I shouted at the top of my lungs but he never look back at me again. Fuck! In billions of people across the globe, why Miggy is my cousin?!
Damn it!
I just combed my short hair out of excessive frustration.
Arg! My Mommy!
"Dude? Aren't you coming?" Josh asked while playing my car key on his right hand.
I got back to my senses and turns my head in his direction then shifted again to the place where my good cousin had run away. I was torn between I'm going to follow Miggy or going to the party in a bar.
After contemplating things, I choose the first plan.
"I'm in." I finally answered and got inside the car.
"Alright!" Josh exclaimed happily before driving the car towards the bar.
I just looked outside of the car window.
I sigh.
When I came home later, I am dead to my Mommy. Arg! But, I'm not a kid anymore! No matter what happens, let it be!
* * * *
"Where have you been?"
I startled when the lights of the whole house suddenly turned on and I was stops climbing upstairs right after I heard my Mom's voice.
I shut my eyes tightly and slowly face her direction.
Dang!
"Where have you been?" she repeated. Her voice was calm but you'll feel the authority on it.
I gulp and look at my wristwatch. It's already three in the morning.
I sigh and keep my hands inside of my pant's pocket before looking at her.
"At the bar, Mommy," I answered. I instantly lowered my gaze after I saw how her eyes shut tightly and massage her temple. Mommy is getting angry. I know a matter of a second, she'll transform into Hulk. Geez.
"Miggy told me earlier that you cut classes again. How could you do that to me? To yourself?" she sermon. I was speechless, scratching my head and just looking left, right and anywhere. Just to avoid her gaze.
"Why don't you put as a role model your cousin, son? Go bonding with him. Always go with him. He's smart student, not taking alcohols and cigarettes, not a headache of his famil— "
With what I currently hearing, I couldn't control myself anymore.
"Mommy! Please! Don't compare me to your stupid nephew—"
"Watch your mouth kid! The person you're cursing is your cousin!" she yelled.
"But Mommy—"
"Stop! You're an ache in my head, Alexander. Besides of cutting your classes, another complaint reached my office. My biggest investor Garry, his daughter named Cassandra. Why did you toy— " She cut her lines in the air. In frustration, she combed her long hair with her fingers. I could see in her face that she was holding back the emotion in front of me.
Cassandra... Who is Cassandr— Oh! I see. The one who slapped me earlier at the university. What a squeal.
"You're giving me a hard time Alexander. If you learned that attitude from your friends, leave them—"
"No!" I cut her off immediately to what she was supposed to say. My friends shouldn't be involved in this.
"I choose to be like this, Mommy. They have nothing to do with it. "
"If you can't change Alexander, I'll arrange you a marriage with my best friend's daughter just to make you stop from your bad doings." she threatens. I exaggeratedly sigh and scratch my head in a short-tempered manner.
"Here we are again, Mommy. I don't want to. I don't want to get married yet and I don't even know who she was. You've been insisting that to me for almost a year, Mommy. Please... Just drop off that plan."
"Why don't you acknowledge first—"
"No."
"Alexander!" she raised her voice telling me to shut up.
"I can't see anything to discipline your behaviour. Last month, I hired different services just to correct your practices, attitude and behaviour but no to avail. You became even worst because you toying girls. Even Doctor Haile gave in to your stubbornness. My god! You should respect girls. Remember, your Mommy is a woman." Mommy's long sermon. I can see her face slowly turning to pinkish-red because of the rage she's feeling right now.
I sighed.
"I will take care of the marriage as soon as possible just to end you from your bad habits and toying girls, Alexander."
My eyes widened in horror at what I've heard. Mommy was about to turn her back to me when suddenly I spoke.
"If you do that, I'll run away. I will leave this house. I will live on my own." I dare. I could see Mommy stops her from what I've said. She looks at me in disbelief. She looks in my eye intently. Wondering if I'm serious about what I've said lately.
I stand still and didn't bother to blink just to send her that I am dead serious about what I've said.
It wasn't long before Mommy shifted her gaze upstairs. She just shook her head from left to right before she climbed upstairs. Leaving the conversation dead in the living room.
I leaned against the wall and crosses my arms while recalling everything we had talked about.
"Huh! Miggy is always the best. Why am I being compared to that monkey? Every person is unique." I rant even though Mommy is no longer in front of me.
Remember, your Mommy is a woman.
My Mom's voice echoed in my head.
I frustratedly combed my short hair and tiredly climb upstairs heading to my bedroom.
"How are you?""Fuck you!"He laughed after I scolded him. I shook my head."Tita scolded you last night, isn't she?" he teased and wiggled his eyebrows as he followed me walking down the hallway of the university."Because you're such a pain in my ass. You always wanted to be the best." I hissed bitterly. I could see the grin on his face slowly fading. He averted his gaze to our way.I hate him! I hate him for being my cousin!"Haven't you had breakfast yet? Let's eat. My treat. Let's go to the cafeteria." he offered. I took a glance at him and keep my both hands on my pant's pocket.He never changes. I know this is how he says sorry since we were little up until now."Okay." I agreed and we went to the cafeteria together.* * * *"Carbonara with one p
After a long ride, at last, we are here. Miggy and I wake up early for this trip. We step out of the bus while holding our bags and suitcase. Every person in this place is almost broken their necks just to stare at us while the others look at us critically.Dude, it's creepy.Later, Miggy housemaid arrived on a tricycle. A tricycle is a three-wheeled vehicle.They put my suitcase on the roof of the tricycle while Miggy's belongings were on the back. They even tied it with a rope to keep it from falling.When we were sure our belongings are okay, we got inside the tricycle.The place is crowded.I said at the back of my mind as I looked around. I notice the houses got fewer and fewer and fewer. It seems that we are crossing the province right now. The road is a bit forested to look at.I gulp. Nothing else enters my mind but wrong turn the movie that Arthur, Josh
We are now sitting in the living room. I was next to Verna while I was opposite Tatay Mario and his sons. The others sitting on the floor.They just stared at me while Verna just bowed her head. Looks like she was embarrassed about what's happening right now.I feel like I was going to melt like ice cream the way how Tatay Mario glared at me. I gulp. It losing me the courage to speak even more. I feel like everything I am going to say should be favoured by them all.I glanced at Miggy's room when the door opened. My monkey cousin busy stretching his arms and yawning. When they saw us sitting in the living room, he spoke."Good morning! What's happening in here, guys? What's up?" he innocently asked while there's a smile on his face. Tatay Mario and his sons just stared in my cousin's direction. Didn't utter any word.Miggy's smile on his face fades away. He shifted his gaze in my direction
Mom is here in the province. She was waiting for us in town to pick her up. We immediately ride in the three-wheel vehicle tricycle to go to her place.When we got in there, we get out of the tricycle then pay the fair fee to the driver. My mother saw us quickly. She runs in our direction and hugs me tightly."My honey!" She exclaimed and then after a second, let go of the hug."How are you here, son? Why you cannot go home yet?" She asked worryingly and look at my cousin."Let's talk about it Mommy in Manang Leti's house," I replied weakly and got inside her car."Okay, honey," Mommy replied and look again at my cousin. Seems she's asking my cousin what's happening by using her stare. Miggy just silently shrugged his shoulders.After half an hour, we're already here at Manang Leti's house. My cousin carries the baggage of my mother then we entered inside. We saw Tatay Mario in the living room silently sitting on the wooden chair."Ma
The next morning."Cousin, can you go with Verna for a walk at the river?" asking a favour of Miggy who is now chopping wood here in the yard.I looked at him in disbelief."Me?" I fantastically asked while pointing at myself.Miggy stopped chopping the wood and wiped his sweat with the clothes he had taken off. I winced at what I saw.This man is gross."The brothers are in the rice field right now. They helping Tatay Mario on the farm," he explained and sat down on a wooden chair. I sat next to him."And so?""Come with her." he sparingly answered without even looking at me.I thought for a moment about his favour then suddenly, I smiled widely. Maybe, there's no one else in the river, right?"Okay." I agreed while there's a devilish smile on my face.My cousin looked at me critically. To my surprise, he glared at me."Don't do anything stupid. That's Manang Leti only daughter."
This is the day, the day that I will lose my freedom. Shit!I walk back and forth to the room I am occupying. I've already dressed in a tuxedo for the wedding. I kept biting my fist and couldn't help but look at the clock.Damn! Why do I have this feeling that I will be hanged on to sentence death?I do not want to! I don't want to!I quickly grabbed my bag hanging behind the door and grabbed a few pieces of clothes, shorts and underwear. After I packed all the things I need temporarily, I was about to leave the room but the door suddenly opened. My cousin appeared in front of the door."Oh? What's wrong with you?" he asked in surprise when he saw that I was tense then, he shifted his gaze at the bag hanging over my shoulder. I tightened my grip on the strap of my bag.The two of us stared at each other."Don't do anything stupid, Alexander," Miggy warned and slowly close the door."C'mon man! C'mon! In the first place, I reall
After the wedding, Mommy and I went home to Manila. Not only me, my mother and my cousins, also include Verna, Manang Leti, Tatay Mario as well as ten male siblings are coming with us.Mommy took them on vacation in our home which made me gasped in irritation. I thought I would be able to breathe lightly and move freely when I got home in Manila but...what a stroke of bad luck.Time passes by quickly. They were staying here at home for almost a month now. Mommy was so happy and always entertained by the family. She said it is refreshing to see another person in our house.She's genuinely happy to see again her boy best friend. She was even more pleased with the thought that his best friend's daughter was got married to me. Like what the hell?Now, it's time to say goodbye to Verna's family. They are now going back to the province. Tatay Mario can't let his farm be unattended and no one would take care of it if he wasn't there. My mother gave them an aerop
Today is Monday, starting of the school day. My Mommy enrolled Verna in the fields of culinary. Verna shared she went to college before but she only finished one semester and she has not been able to continue schooling due to financial problems. So, my Mommy went to the idea to ask her if she wanted to continue studying and she answered yes. That's the reason why we will study at the same university.Till now, I still remember her face when Mommy ask that question to her. It was priceless. You can see in her face the desire to finish school.I am now driving going to school. I have noticed that Verna had been restless and got tense in her seat."Hey." I could no longer bear to ignore her."Could you stop acting like that? It distracts me while driving." I added. She didn't say a word or even answer my question which annoyed me. I irritatingly look at her face.But after a second, I breathe deeply into what I've seen. She's nervous.I don't k
Verna's POVHere I am. Walking alone. I don't have a cellphone to contact Miggy. I don't have any money left because we had to share it earlier for our group project. I thought Alexander and I would go home together.I was crossing down the road when suddenly rain."Unlucky me..." I whispered to myself. I ran and looked for shelter. I only see a shelter for about a long distance. I had no choice. I kept running until I was sheltered in there.Maybe I'll before I walk again after the rain.I looked up in the sky and witnessed how dark the sky was. Add the heavyweight of the pouring rain.Pip!!! Pip!!!"What the fudge?!!!" I exclaimed in shock then quickly grabbed my chest. As if I was going to have a heart attack.I looked at the driver of the car who's the culprit on why I felt this way.I was all ready to throw many words but stopped when the car window get down. I saw Miggy's smiling face."Hop in," he said and smiled. He even got
Today is Monday, starting of the school day. My Mommy enrolled Verna in the fields of culinary. Verna shared she went to college before but she only finished one semester and she has not been able to continue schooling due to financial problems. So, my Mommy went to the idea to ask her if she wanted to continue studying and she answered yes. That's the reason why we will study at the same university.Till now, I still remember her face when Mommy ask that question to her. It was priceless. You can see in her face the desire to finish school.I am now driving going to school. I have noticed that Verna had been restless and got tense in her seat."Hey." I could no longer bear to ignore her."Could you stop acting like that? It distracts me while driving." I added. She didn't say a word or even answer my question which annoyed me. I irritatingly look at her face.But after a second, I breathe deeply into what I've seen. She's nervous.I don't k
After the wedding, Mommy and I went home to Manila. Not only me, my mother and my cousins, also include Verna, Manang Leti, Tatay Mario as well as ten male siblings are coming with us.Mommy took them on vacation in our home which made me gasped in irritation. I thought I would be able to breathe lightly and move freely when I got home in Manila but...what a stroke of bad luck.Time passes by quickly. They were staying here at home for almost a month now. Mommy was so happy and always entertained by the family. She said it is refreshing to see another person in our house.She's genuinely happy to see again her boy best friend. She was even more pleased with the thought that his best friend's daughter was got married to me. Like what the hell?Now, it's time to say goodbye to Verna's family. They are now going back to the province. Tatay Mario can't let his farm be unattended and no one would take care of it if he wasn't there. My mother gave them an aerop
This is the day, the day that I will lose my freedom. Shit!I walk back and forth to the room I am occupying. I've already dressed in a tuxedo for the wedding. I kept biting my fist and couldn't help but look at the clock.Damn! Why do I have this feeling that I will be hanged on to sentence death?I do not want to! I don't want to!I quickly grabbed my bag hanging behind the door and grabbed a few pieces of clothes, shorts and underwear. After I packed all the things I need temporarily, I was about to leave the room but the door suddenly opened. My cousin appeared in front of the door."Oh? What's wrong with you?" he asked in surprise when he saw that I was tense then, he shifted his gaze at the bag hanging over my shoulder. I tightened my grip on the strap of my bag.The two of us stared at each other."Don't do anything stupid, Alexander," Miggy warned and slowly close the door."C'mon man! C'mon! In the first place, I reall
The next morning."Cousin, can you go with Verna for a walk at the river?" asking a favour of Miggy who is now chopping wood here in the yard.I looked at him in disbelief."Me?" I fantastically asked while pointing at myself.Miggy stopped chopping the wood and wiped his sweat with the clothes he had taken off. I winced at what I saw.This man is gross."The brothers are in the rice field right now. They helping Tatay Mario on the farm," he explained and sat down on a wooden chair. I sat next to him."And so?""Come with her." he sparingly answered without even looking at me.I thought for a moment about his favour then suddenly, I smiled widely. Maybe, there's no one else in the river, right?"Okay." I agreed while there's a devilish smile on my face.My cousin looked at me critically. To my surprise, he glared at me."Don't do anything stupid. That's Manang Leti only daughter."
Mom is here in the province. She was waiting for us in town to pick her up. We immediately ride in the three-wheel vehicle tricycle to go to her place.When we got in there, we get out of the tricycle then pay the fair fee to the driver. My mother saw us quickly. She runs in our direction and hugs me tightly."My honey!" She exclaimed and then after a second, let go of the hug."How are you here, son? Why you cannot go home yet?" She asked worryingly and look at my cousin."Let's talk about it Mommy in Manang Leti's house," I replied weakly and got inside her car."Okay, honey," Mommy replied and look again at my cousin. Seems she's asking my cousin what's happening by using her stare. Miggy just silently shrugged his shoulders.After half an hour, we're already here at Manang Leti's house. My cousin carries the baggage of my mother then we entered inside. We saw Tatay Mario in the living room silently sitting on the wooden chair."Ma
We are now sitting in the living room. I was next to Verna while I was opposite Tatay Mario and his sons. The others sitting on the floor.They just stared at me while Verna just bowed her head. Looks like she was embarrassed about what's happening right now.I feel like I was going to melt like ice cream the way how Tatay Mario glared at me. I gulp. It losing me the courage to speak even more. I feel like everything I am going to say should be favoured by them all.I glanced at Miggy's room when the door opened. My monkey cousin busy stretching his arms and yawning. When they saw us sitting in the living room, he spoke."Good morning! What's happening in here, guys? What's up?" he innocently asked while there's a smile on his face. Tatay Mario and his sons just stared in my cousin's direction. Didn't utter any word.Miggy's smile on his face fades away. He shifted his gaze in my direction
After a long ride, at last, we are here. Miggy and I wake up early for this trip. We step out of the bus while holding our bags and suitcase. Every person in this place is almost broken their necks just to stare at us while the others look at us critically.Dude, it's creepy.Later, Miggy housemaid arrived on a tricycle. A tricycle is a three-wheeled vehicle.They put my suitcase on the roof of the tricycle while Miggy's belongings were on the back. They even tied it with a rope to keep it from falling.When we were sure our belongings are okay, we got inside the tricycle.The place is crowded.I said at the back of my mind as I looked around. I notice the houses got fewer and fewer and fewer. It seems that we are crossing the province right now. The road is a bit forested to look at.I gulp. Nothing else enters my mind but wrong turn the movie that Arthur, Josh
"How are you?""Fuck you!"He laughed after I scolded him. I shook my head."Tita scolded you last night, isn't she?" he teased and wiggled his eyebrows as he followed me walking down the hallway of the university."Because you're such a pain in my ass. You always wanted to be the best." I hissed bitterly. I could see the grin on his face slowly fading. He averted his gaze to our way.I hate him! I hate him for being my cousin!"Haven't you had breakfast yet? Let's eat. My treat. Let's go to the cafeteria." he offered. I took a glance at him and keep my both hands on my pant's pocket.He never changes. I know this is how he says sorry since we were little up until now."Okay." I agreed and we went to the cafeteria together.* * * *"Carbonara with one p