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13. More than Words
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Matthais silently pleaded with her, 'Please don't go! Don't take off on me!'
He was so afraid that he would lose her forever.
How could she even fathom that he would be destroyed? His soul would be so fractured and broken that he would not be long for the netherworld.
He just couldn't live without her and he tried to tell her that with just the depth of pain in his eyes.
Before he could react, she faded again and flew around the room several times. He sensed that she was filled with pure adrenaline and not hatred as she landed on the marble slab, and stood in all of her glory.
In her excitement, she shouted, "Ta da!" and she laughed!
Emma was lost in her moment! Flying was beyond her imagination and this was, ... what to say - unexplainable, shocking, awesome, crazy, freeing,....
She could go on forever....
His heart melted as he saw her still there.
She hadn't run away.
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