I sighed when I finally realized what I did. Did I fucking shout? I should be cute at least. I slumped out with those thoughts, I didn't control myself this time.Has my mood changed again?!I should be cute every time! He's too really annoying about what kind of relationship he wants and how possesive he can be at this point.I was about to start walking when someone held my arm and hugged me tightly. I froze because of that. I looked up at Caelum, and that's when my whole face started to heat up. Why was he hugging me right now?!"E-eh?!""I'm sorry for what I did earlier," he whispered, so I stared at him. Why was he sorry?"W-why?" I shyly said."It's supposed to be a date, but I ruined it, right?" I heard the fear in his voice as he said those words."I am the one who ruined it... I'm really sorry," I whispered to him. He kept brushing my hair. He released his hug on me and looked at me closely."Then can we have a date at least in Bohol?" He said, making me wide-eyed in shock."
"Can you tell me?" He said with a pleading voice, but I can't... I can't bring this back... Please stop. I don't want to talk about this one!"I want to help you, Phoebe," he said, making me confused."How can you help?" I snapped at him. He stared at me. Something had changed to my behaviour once again."I can help you with this, so tell me," he said softly, making me so damn confused about it. "Just tell me this... I can complete you. I will complete you," he added."You can't..." I whispered, putting aside my spoon."I can.""No, you can't," I said firmly, making him shiver."I will understand you... Phoebe, I can complete you," he said with a pleading voice.Complete? No, I wasn't a broken glass, so why would I need someone to complete me?!"You will never understand me!" I snapped again. He looked at me in wide shock."Do you think I'm fragile?! I'm not a broken glass! I don't need someone to complete me!" I shouted at him."You can help me?! What the heck is that?!" I shouted ag
It's been a week since the last time I saw Caelum. It's actually Saturday today, and Meggay is already awake. She was sitting with me on the sofa."Savannah said that you went to Bohol," she said, furrowing her brows at me, making me nervous."And with a boy," she smirked. "Finally moved on to Kevin?" she teased again, then ate chips afterwards."He wants to court me, eh! I just think maybe this time I should fall in love again?" I said, questioning my last words."You can fall in love every time, but don't forget the pain he caused you, Phoebe," she said firmly. "I don't want to see you hurt again because of a man."I sighed at what she said. "I was actually scared that maybe history may repeat itself?""If the history of you loving again repeats the pain that the Kevin man caused you, it means he's not the one for you," she said while smiling at me.I was looking at her directly, taking her words in because I know it will help and benefit me someday."How about you! How are you and
"Yes, you're always there, right? You won't betray me, right?"Those words keep coming back to my mind. I don't know why, but I feel she knows something! And why would I betray her?I didn't answer her last time because I was left dumbfounded by what she said to me.It's been days since Meggay and us fought. We saw her crying that night and left us dumbfounded. I supposed she's with her mother, so I kept calm."You're thinking too much," I heard Olivia say as she smoked a cigarette.We're here at our base, on the rooftop exactly. I was telling her what Meggay said to me. It's only noon today."Later, we are going to raid that man who kidnapped Meggay. He was threatening us," Olivia said with a sigh, so I managed to keep calm."What else does he want from us?" I asked sarcastically."Here comes Phoebe's bad side," she said while smirking as she blew air from the cigarette."Calm down."Hours passed, and night came. I didn't expect who was with Lim."Hmm, you must have missed me," Megga
SPICE WARNING.It's been days, and it's now Friday! It's actually a holiday today, so I feel lucky because Saturday and Sunday are the best!I'm with Caelum today because we planned it.I was surprised when someone closed my eyes. "You're thinking deeply, baby."My face flushed red. "W-what b-baby?!""You're my baby, but you haven't agreed yet. It's been a month since I started courting you," he said, chuckling.I grew attached to him. I love being with him. I enjoy his company every time we go out.He showed me a world full of love. I found him! I found the man I will treasure again!I pointed my two fingers at him and looked at him. "Actually, I'm considering it. I grew attached to you."I saw his smile widen suddenly, shocking me.How can this man smile like that?!He suddenly pinched my cheeks. "Then what do you think?"I hesitated, but I remembered what Meggay said."You can fall in love every time, but don't forget the pain he caused you, Phoebe."Meggay was right. I can love wh
The weekend ended so fast, and here I am again in my classroom, wondering what Caelum's doing. I'm longing for him right now and I keep thinking of him. Gosh.My cheeks went red when I remembered our first night in Bohol. I feel so embarrassed about it! I can't even look at the fries in the same way! I can't forget about it, it gave me so much pleasure that I can't even forget about it."Hey, airhead," Savannah teased, startling me. I looked at her with wide eyes, she looked at me dumbfounded."What?""The bell rang a while ago, and you're here daydreaming! We've been waiting for you, Phoebe Ivory Santos!" She added with a smirk. I just shrugged. I stood up and joined them.Meggay looked at me blankly before walking away, sending shivers down my spine. It feels like she's reading me, gosh! She's so scary when she knows something.This has been happening to me every time I come home. My thoughts are always deep, and Meggay always watches me closely. She's analyzing every moment I do ha
I felt devastated as soon as I saw my reflection in the mirror. The bruise in my mouth had stopped bleeding, but it was still very obvious.What would Meggay say if she saw this? How should I face them? I'm so, so stupid! I let her hurt me again!They would just keep worrying about me because of this. It's really too much. The abuse is too much for me to bear.My head suddenly feels dizzy once again. Just kill your sister, Phoebe. Everything will be fine again if she dies.I shook my head to dismiss those thoughts. Even if I wanted to, I just can't hurt or do anything about my sister.Even though they keep hurting me... I just can't do anything. They are my family.I grabbed my bag and hopped on my motorcycle, speeding home to our apartment.When I got there, I quietly made my way inside. They were all sitting on the sofa, drinking coffee. When they saw me, their faces suddenly became worried at the sight of me. The bruises on my lip, my cheeks were so red because of how strong the sl
Spice warning.Meggay's words kept echoing in my mind. They were all happy about my new relationship, and I was happy because they accepted and understood me. They were the best people in my world!Unlike my own family who didn't even support me and Diana stealing my ex to me."My, my, someone looks happy," Caelum said with a wide smile, making me chuckle. He kissed me on the forehead, causing me to blush."I love you, baby."I narrowed my eyes at him. He's so attractive as ever. "I love you so much, Caelum."He pouted suddenly, making me confused. So cute. He really can make my heart flutter this way. Godness."Why won't you call me baby?" he asked, making me laugh a bit. I looked at his eyes who looked intently on me."E-eh? Should I call you that?""Of course! I'm your baby too!" he demanded. I bite down my lower lip and looks at him, trying to down my laughter.There was a big difference between Kevin and him. He was more demanding and so cute."What if I don't want to?" I stuck m