I touched my cheeks because they're still red. A man kissed me in a gentle way. I'm already in Meggay's room but I'm still blushing. Two kisses happened earlier!How can I face him tomorrow?!I was startled when my phone vibrated, so I quickly grabbed it.Unknown person:This is Caelum. Sorry for being rude earlier, but I'm not sorry for kissing you."What?!" I touch my temple. "This man is unbelievable!""Who's the man?" I almost spat out because of Savannah's voice.I looked at her and saw she was holding food because it's already morning, and I still haven't slept!"Looks like our Phoebe has a man again, huh?" She smirked before handing me the food. She looks so proud. She also put down her bag, which contains my clothes and uniform."Patricio is here, he said he'll watch over Meggay for now," she sighed. "You go ahead and head to school.""B-but.." I said and looked at Meggay."No buts," she said and started using her phone. "She'll be mad at you if you don't go."I sighed and wen
"Thank you," I smiled at him when I sat. He kept looking at me with a small smile."Can I kiss you?" He asked so fast, so I glared."Kiss me here?! Behave!" I giggled. He just looked at me. He looks at me like I am his world."So what do you want for today, beautiful?" He smirked, making me bite my lower lip."I want some carbonara and a cola, please," I said while looking at the menu."Such a simple choice. Then for me, a steak and wine, please," he said to the waiter and suddenly looked at me. "What for dessert?"I just looked at him before realizing I needed to choose a dessert, so I quickly looked at the menu."I-iced shaved ice cream!" I said. He just smiled."Well, I don't like dessert, so probably just like that," he said to the waiter. The waiter nodded to us before leaving, so I looked at him."You don't like desserts?""Well, yeah. Too sweet for me," he smiled, so I thought about it."W-well, I like desserts! I like chocolate, ice cream, cake, some cookies, and many more!" I
I sighed when I finally realized what I did. Did I fucking shout? I should be cute at least. I slumped out with those thoughts, I didn't control myself this time.Has my mood changed again?!I should be cute every time! He's too really annoying about what kind of relationship he wants and how possesive he can be at this point.I was about to start walking when someone held my arm and hugged me tightly. I froze because of that. I looked up at Caelum, and that's when my whole face started to heat up. Why was he hugging me right now?!"E-eh?!""I'm sorry for what I did earlier," he whispered, so I stared at him. Why was he sorry?"W-why?" I shyly said."It's supposed to be a date, but I ruined it, right?" I heard the fear in his voice as he said those words."I am the one who ruined it... I'm really sorry," I whispered to him. He kept brushing my hair. He released his hug on me and looked at me closely."Then can we have a date at least in Bohol?" He said, making me wide-eyed in shock."
"Can you tell me?" He said with a pleading voice, but I can't... I can't bring this back... Please stop. I don't want to talk about this one!"I want to help you, Phoebe," he said, making me confused."How can you help?" I snapped at him. He stared at me. Something had changed to my behaviour once again."I can help you with this, so tell me," he said softly, making me so damn confused about it. "Just tell me this... I can complete you. I will complete you," he added."You can't..." I whispered, putting aside my spoon."I can.""No, you can't," I said firmly, making him shiver."I will understand you... Phoebe, I can complete you," he said with a pleading voice.Complete? No, I wasn't a broken glass, so why would I need someone to complete me?!"You will never understand me!" I snapped again. He looked at me in wide shock."Do you think I'm fragile?! I'm not a broken glass! I don't need someone to complete me!" I shouted at him."You can help me?! What the heck is that?!" I shouted ag
It's been a week since the last time I saw Caelum. It's actually Saturday today, and Meggay is already awake. She was sitting with me on the sofa."Savannah said that you went to Bohol," she said, furrowing her brows at me, making me nervous."And with a boy," she smirked. "Finally moved on to Kevin?" she teased again, then ate chips afterwards."He wants to court me, eh! I just think maybe this time I should fall in love again?" I said, questioning my last words."You can fall in love every time, but don't forget the pain he caused you, Phoebe," she said firmly. "I don't want to see you hurt again because of a man."I sighed at what she said. "I was actually scared that maybe history may repeat itself?""If the history of you loving again repeats the pain that the Kevin man caused you, it means he's not the one for you," she said while smiling at me.I was looking at her directly, taking her words in because I know it will help and benefit me someday."How about you! How are you and
"Yes, you're always there, right? You won't betray me, right?"Those words keep coming back to my mind. I don't know why, but I feel she knows something! And why would I betray her?I didn't answer her last time because I was left dumbfounded by what she said to me.It's been days since Meggay and us fought. We saw her crying that night and left us dumbfounded. I supposed she's with her mother, so I kept calm."You're thinking too much," I heard Olivia say as she smoked a cigarette.We're here at our base, on the rooftop exactly. I was telling her what Meggay said to me. It's only noon today."Later, we are going to raid that man who kidnapped Meggay. He was threatening us," Olivia said with a sigh, so I managed to keep calm."What else does he want from us?" I asked sarcastically."Here comes Phoebe's bad side," she said while smirking as she blew air from the cigarette."Calm down."Hours passed, and night came. I didn't expect who was with Lim."Hmm, you must have missed me," Megga
SPICE WARNING.It's been days, and it's now Friday! It's actually a holiday today, so I feel lucky because Saturday and Sunday are the best!I'm with Caelum today because we planned it.I was surprised when someone closed my eyes. "You're thinking deeply, baby."My face flushed red. "W-what b-baby?!""You're my baby, but you haven't agreed yet. It's been a month since I started courting you," he said, chuckling.I grew attached to him. I love being with him. I enjoy his company every time we go out.He showed me a world full of love. I found him! I found the man I will treasure again!I pointed my two fingers at him and looked at him. "Actually, I'm considering it. I grew attached to you."I saw his smile widen suddenly, shocking me.How can this man smile like that?!He suddenly pinched my cheeks. "Then what do you think?"I hesitated, but I remembered what Meggay said."You can fall in love every time, but don't forget the pain he caused you, Phoebe."Meggay was right. I can love wh
The weekend ended so fast, and here I am again in my classroom, wondering what Caelum's doing. I'm longing for him right now and I keep thinking of him. Gosh.My cheeks went red when I remembered our first night in Bohol. I feel so embarrassed about it! I can't even look at the fries in the same way! I can't forget about it, it gave me so much pleasure that I can't even forget about it."Hey, airhead," Savannah teased, startling me. I looked at her with wide eyes, she looked at me dumbfounded."What?""The bell rang a while ago, and you're here daydreaming! We've been waiting for you, Phoebe Ivory Santos!" She added with a smirk. I just shrugged. I stood up and joined them.Meggay looked at me blankly before walking away, sending shivers down my spine. It feels like she's reading me, gosh! She's so scary when she knows something.This has been happening to me every time I come home. My thoughts are always deep, and Meggay always watches me closely. She's analyzing every moment I do ha