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CHAPTER 78: Memories
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Martin could hear the strong wind hitting the windows of the hotel room they were staying in. Martin woke up in the dark and thought about things he had to do.
Martin hadn’t slept, and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t sleep. There were way too many things on his mind; what he had promised and what he had to do, and things he still left unsaid.
He carefully took back his arm that was initially resting on Celine’s waist and got up from the bed. Celine was still sleeping soundly, and he didn’t want to disturb her. Under the moonlight, he could see her cute sleeping face, and just the sight made him smile. He thanked her in silence for always being there for him. He was grateful to have her as the only clarity in his world of uncertainty.
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