They planned on staying in that resort for those two days since it would be way more hassle if they’d go back and forth from the resthouse to the resort, especially when they were together with Ngel. Luckily, she was able to pack enough clothes to get through those days. It was also with the help of Theresse that made it possible even after feeling such roller coaster of emotions. The girl had been surely a big help to her, not just in terms of work, but also emotionally.
She was glad that the management gave her the girl as her personal assistant because she couldn’t even imagine it if things were different. Even when they hadn’t been friends for long, she could already feel the emotional bond between the both of them. It must be because even when they hadn’t really that much time with each other, the girl had already seen that side of her that other people hadn’t seen.In fact, even when her life wasn’t great to begin wThere was no word that could ever explain how better she felt after that two-day break. It was even like she had forgotten that she literally had other responsibilities, and that she wasn’t there to live an island girl life; that she was an actress with acting duties. It wasn’t that she no longer liked acting, it was just that things had been stressing her out lately, and she knew that it was because she was literally staying for work with her ex-boyfriend. It had been taking a toll on her. Besides, it was fun acting as if she was an island girl, especially when she was with three of the few people whom she trusted.They even drove Ngel back to the airport, and the guy was obviously sad with the fact that he wouldn’t see her again until the next few weeks. He even looked like he wanted to stay there, but of course, they were already adults that had to make a livi
The information was still processing inside her mind. That was why it was like she was in a state of shock, somewhere in between denial and acceptance. She couldn’t believe what was happening, and was already convinced that the universe was playing games with her. It seemed like yesterday when she was thinking about that, about people shipping her with Raphael. Why the guy? Why not anyone else? Why not Carl? She certainly had more interactions with Carl, her co-actor, than the former. She just couldn’t understand.“What’s up with people?” she asked as she watched Theresse searching through the laptop. After knowing about the fact that people were already shipping the both of them, she was quick to ask Theresse about it, and the girl was already assisting her, wanting to show her to video clips that could possibly be the reason why.
They were trending on twitter. The series itself was also trending, but Raphael and her, specifically, were trending on Twitter. Apparently, a schoolmate of them before thought that it would be great to share a picture of them to the public. She couldn’t really remember when the picture was taken specifically, but in there, they were in the same table, eating together. She was certain that they didn’t eat together alone in school, though, since they never did that without other people. The picture was cropped, it was obvious, but of course, it would be easy for people to think that they were really eating together.When she saw that on twitter, she felt a huge desire to create a new account, and to clear things out, that they weren’t on a “date” unlike what other people were saying. Of course, that would be a dangerous thing to do. It would look like as if she was being defensive. She remembered what Rory told her. It was true that she coul
It felt like there were some fireworks inside her chest as she was getting her hair and make-up down. That was the first time that she was getting ready for an invitation. In fact, that was the first time that a tv show invited her to be their main guest. That was why she couldn’t stop herself from feeling a little nervous about it, but at the same time, she was excited. She didn’t have a personal hair and make-up artist yet because who was she to begin with? So far, only the ones who had been longer in the industry, and the ones who had already built their name have their own artists. She was looking forward to experiencing that in the future. That was why she was there, remember? She was done sulking. She was done feeling anxious. She knew that she was there because she deserved to be there, and no one, not even her ex, could stop her. She had already started getting more in
She felt like she was floating on clouds the moment the show ended. There were even several people from the audience who wanted to take a picture with them. That was the first time that people were actually ecstatic with the thought of wanting to take a picture with her, well, as an artist. She had already experienced quite the same thing way back in college since she was an active theatre club member as well, and being an active member of the theatre back then meant that people knew her, and a lot even idolized her. But that feeling was way different than the feeling that she felt at that time. People were shouting for her name, “Tim! Timothee! Look this way!” It felt like she was under the spotlight, and people were happy to see her. She even forgot that Raphael was literally standing beside her as well.
Time flew faster when she was no longer pressured to do things. Sure, after every good news that had happened, and the more her name became even more popular among the netizens, it meant that there should be even more pressure for her. She didn’t know why, but she could feel the need to do good in order to prove herself worthy of the attention that she had been getting. Of course. She just couldn’t get herself to do the bare minimum, especially now that people were already exerting time and effort towards her. Her schedule was already fixed. By the time that they’d finally fly back to Metro meant that she was meant to do celebrity things already, although she was still having second thoughts calling herself one since she was still a new face in the industry. She had different guestings and differe
Even when she had already told the two girls that she was already fine, that the tweet was no longer bothering her, they still asked from time to time whether she was already feeling alright. She couldn’t have a heart to tell them that it was really bothering her a lot because she couldn’t even explain what she was feeling. She couldn’t just tell them that she felt as if it wasn’t just an ordinary hate post, that there was something behind it, or at least something that could happen in the future. Something bad.That was why even when she couldn’t really get it off her mind, she chose to act as if everything was alright already. “You guys are being paranoid. I was just taken aback, that’s it,” she said. “It’s totally fine now. I’m fine now. Don’t worry so much, okay? Come on. Let’s just go out and eat and drin
There was no word that could describe how bad she was feeling when they were on their way home. It wasn’t just the hangover. In fact, even when her head had been throbbing because of how much she drank the night prior which even caused her to blackout once again. She really needed to control herself next time because even when she knew that she was safe there or that the people that she was with didn’t really have any malicious intent towards her, who knew what things she could say or do during that time. Even when she could feel an intense feeling of wanting to know what happened the time when she blacked out, she chose not to because it would only make her feel worse about herself.Rory couldn’t tell her anything as well, though, as she also drank a lot and also blacked out just like her. The two of them were even part of the ones suffering because of the immense han
For years, Timothee thought that everyone was the main character of their own lives. That even when things seemed boring from time to time, every single person in the world would always have stories to tell about their lives.After all, writers tend to only write the parts in a story that were interesting. No one wanted to read about the mundane parts of the character’s life in detail.And that was when she realized that it was just like her case as well. A lot of things had happened. Good and bad things. Maybe she was in a story as well? That was a thought that would always make her smile.“Okay, eyes on the camera, three, two, one…and action!”Her life flashed between her eyes as the camera rolled and as the lights that were set up pointed right at her—the star of the day.She was the main character for sure.Everyone was all claps and cheers the moment the scene was cut, and she was finally done for the day.
Why should love be so complicated?She tightly held her cup of coffee as she walked towards the railings of the rooftop, overlooking the view of the busy city nightlife. She chugged it down as she felt the night breeze brushing against her skin as the warm drink flowed down her throat.She took the time just staring at the view, taking time to breathe properly. Inhale, exhale. It had been a tiring day for sure, but her body still felt like she was in an adrenaline rush. Maybe it was because of the coffee, but her heart was already beating so fast that she was already catching her breath.Turning her head, she saw that there was a trash bin in the corner, which she immediately used to throw her empty coffee cup to before walking back towards the railings of the rooftop.Luckily, she was only alone there, and luckily, she wasn’t afraid of hospital ghosts, if there were any, because she couldn’t possibly stay there if she were the opposite.
Her heart was loud and clear that the beating of it was even deafening already. She said it. She already said it. All the confusion that she felt during those times when things were still way too hard for her to handle, when destiny was like trying to destroy her life, was all now washed away.It was now crystal clear. It was like she was already watching her reflection in a clear body of water, and there was no turning back already. She had already said what she had to say, and no matter what the outcome was, she knew, deep inside her heart, that what she said was the truth.Ngel was already about to say something when the door of the hospital room opened and Celestine and the rest of their family came in. Surprise was evident in their faces when they stopped talking and saw that the guy was already awake, st
His stares were even more intense after she said that. It was even like the tension inside the room was even more evident, as if she hadn't said the same thing before, as if he wasn't expecting her to talk that way.Was that really how he viewed her?Was she really that bad of a friend that it wa surprising for her to talk about stuff like that?She heard him let out a sigh, making her raise her head to meet his eyes. She saw that there was already a hint of sadness in there, making her chest pang in a sudden wave of sadness as well. For a moment, she was afraid that he was gonna bring up anything about what happened, why the accident happened, because the truth was, she didn't want to hear about that.She didn't want to hear that she might actually be the reason why that accident happened, although it was already clear that it wasn't the case because accidents were meant to beacciden
“You’re awake,” she said in disbelief. When she turned her head to look at the rest of the room, she saw that it was only her who was in there. She didn’t exactly know where his family was, but by the looks of the time on the clock, it seemed like they grabbed dinner.It was only the two of them.His eyes were loud, loud in a sense that they were trying to communicate a lot of things to her, but they were too loud for her to understand what he meant to say.Somehow, she couldn’t even help but miss those times when things weren’t complicated between the both of them, when it still wasn’t hard to read his mind.Things were already different. Way different than before.“And you’re awake as well,” he said before letting out a small smile in his face that immediately made her chest flutter.She tried her best to gather her composure back before clearing her throat. She was po
Timothee had drifted off to sleep without her noticing, her eyelids finally closed even when she was already fighting the urge to do so as she didn't want to miss Ngel waking up.it wasn't a dreamless sleep.In her dream, it was like a memory. In there, she was sitting inside a familiar. She would never forget the car because of the scent of it that was already stuck at the back of her mind. The lemony scent that was lingering in the air embraced her with nostalgia.She was no control of her body as her head turned towards the guy who was driving. She immediately recognized the scenario, the memory, but there was nothing that she could do to change how things would turn out.She memorized the memory like she memorized the back of her hand.That was when Raphael wanted to show her the surprise that he had been keeping from her, the land where they would bui
They were already squeezing themselves on the sofa while the kids were sitting on the stools available inside the hospital room.It had already been thirty minutes since they arrived, but Ngel had yet to wake up. Celestine had also excused herself as she went out to get themselves cups of coffee.“I really wanted to visit you, dear, even told Ngel about it, but he said that it’s best for me not to.” She let out a sigh before squeezing her hand. “It must’ve been hard for you. I know how hard you worked just to be an amazing artist, which you have always been already, but if things seem so hard for you, it’s never wrong to let go of something that has been doing you harm.”She couldn’t help but smile when she heard that. She just nodded, and didn’t say anything as she remembered those times when Ngel’s mother had been treating her as if she was her own daughter.The truth was, they even told her th
Timothee often thought about her love language after she learned about it way back in college. As far as she knew, there were five love languages. Words of encouragement, spending time, getting presents, acts of service, and physical contact were five various methods of showing and receiving love. Not everyone expressed love in the same manner, and not everyone liked to receive love in the same way. That was probably the reason why her relationship with Raphael lasted for years. They had almost the same love languages, which are words of encouragement and physical contact. She learned that when a couple shared the same love languages, there would be a high chance that the relationship would last or that they would really end up together. However, it didn’t mean that a couple who didn’t have the same love languages wouldn’t end up together.For Timothee who had been in a long-term relationship, it was way easier to understand your partner
Waiting felt like a drag, and it was that period of time when the body would realize the exhaustion that it should’ve felt by now, and she really did feel the exhaustion even when what she did was only wait.They were already inside the hospital room, waiting in silence for Ngel to have consciousness.There was a huge bandage wrapped around his head and part of his arms. There were also wounds and bruises all over his body, especially his face, but the doctor said that none of those were lethal. They said that he was lucky he was in that part of the accident where he didn’t receive that much of an impact from the colliding cars or else, his body wouldn’t even be in one piece, just like what they said to the two unfortunate victims.She didn’t even wan