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Wow that’s a fucked up thought
I admit that’s fucked up even for me
I rolled my eyes and sluggishly tried to sit holding my hand to my head to try and ease the pain that had gotten worse.
I think I have a concussion or something...
You don’t say
I struggled against the pull of sleep I need to stay awake that is what you do with concussions right?
No you need to lay back down and sleep let your mind drift away whilst you think of before the world went to hell.
Hmmm tempting but I think not, I need to stay awake and aware of my surroundings.
After managing to sit up I watched the dog with weary and unfocused eyes as it crawled towards me.
“What are you doing?” I watched as closely as I could as it paused and lifted its ears.
”Do you understand me?”
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