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Chapter 34

Author: Alex Ross
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Damon's pov

Thursday 3rd March 2022

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I fucked up. I should have been listening. I should have checked up on him. We just got married and I've already scared him. He wouldn't even let me do aftercare with him. Marcus was so mad at me, after Mason came to say goodnight he shouted at me for a good twenty minutes. He told me I was getting too comfortable around Mason and I'm still a Dom so I need to follow the rules. He called me a bunch of names while I just let him because I did deserve it, I didn't listen to my slaves safeword. I broke the number one rule. From now on if I fuck up even a tiny bit then he won't let me see Mason anymore.

I missed him last night. The bed felt too big and I couldn't sleep without him there cuddling into me. When I woke up I felt cold without Mason acting like a radiator to keep me warm. I had to shower alone and it felt weird not having him with me.

When I checked my phone I saw a message from Cole threatening me but I won
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