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Mason's povSaturday 18th September 2021************************************It's my birthday today! I'm 27 years old which is getting too close to 30 for my liking but I'm trying to forget about that. My parents are on their way to come and see me before I go to Master's house anyways so they can get my mind off how old I'm getting. Cole and Will each called me to say happy birthday and that they'll see me at the club tonight which I can't wait for. The doorbell rings and I answer to see both of my parents stood with smiles."Happy birthday Mason!" My mum says as she kisses my cheek and hands me a wrapped box."Thank you mum," I say as my dad gives me a hug and I invite them inside. I forgot to clean up my paintings so I cringe as they both glance at the mess. "I love your paintings but you really need to clean up after yourself," my dad says and I blush as I open my present. "I was tired last night and didn't get a chance to put it all away," I explain as I tear the wrapping pap
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Mason's pov Wednesday 29th September 2021***************************************I finally finished the portrait of Master! It's of him in the armchair with a flogger over his shoulder, his dominance radiating through even in paint. He didn't want his face on it so I blurred it out with skin coloured paint. I really hope he likes it, it took me so long to finish. I'm taking it to Master's house now because he called to say he's back from work and wants me there and prepped. I've already showered and trimmed my pubes so I get the painting safely in my car and head to Master's house. My hands even feel a little sweaty as I hold the wheel. What if he doesn't like it? There's a few things I'm not happy with but I can't change it now so I push those thoughts away and try to imagine what he'll say when he sees it. I hope he smiles, I love when he smiles. It's very very rare but it's so beautiful. Maybe he'll even kiss me again, I know he doesn't enjoy it like I do but I really hope he'll
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Mason's povMonday 11th October 2021***********************************I love my collar. It symbolises my devotion for Master in every possible way. It can't be taken off which shows I'll always be his slave. He'll always own me and I love that thought. I love being around him. I love when he touches me. I love when he kisses me. I love... I can't love him. He won't ever love me back. I'm his slave and that's it. He uses me for pleasure and in return I get to worship him and get used how I like. It's all about the sex and the power and I'm okay with that. I think. I hear a loud knock on the door and I frown before a chill of fear runs through me. I'm an hour late to meet Master. I was supposed to meet him at the club but I've gotten too engrossed in this painting and I've completely forgot what time it is! I jump up from my stool and put down the paints and brush to answer the door. As soon as the door swings open I feel more fear course through me. My blood runs cold at Master's
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Damon's povSunday 17th October 2021*********************************"What do you feel for Mason?" Orion asks me for the fifth time today. I'm getting impatient with his questions so my foot hasn't stopped tapping against the wooden floor of his office."He's my slave. He gives me his devotion and I give him pleasure," I say coldly and Orion sighs. "I know you like him more than you're letting on. How would you feel if he left you?" Orion asks and I frown. "Why would he leave me?" I ask quickly and Orion shakes his head."He won't leave you, but if he did would you still be happy?" "No. I like having him around me. He's good at sex, he does everything I ask, and he's cute," I say and Orion smiles. "You think he's cute?" "Well yeah. He is." "Have you ever thought about anyone else like that?" I pause before I answer. I haven't ever thought anyone was cute. I don't think anything is cute other than Mason."People usually annoy me unless they're doing something for me," I say ca
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Damon's povThursday 20th October 2021*********************************Why did I agree to this party? It's Mason's cousin's birthday and I was invited alongside Mason. There are too many people wanting to talk to me because I'm Mason's new boyfriend and his family are obsessed with asking me questions. As soon as I got through the door to the event hall I had Mason's parents greeting me and asking me personal questions that I'm sure is normal to ask but it made me uncomfortable. Thankfully I managed to sneak away to the corner of the room so I can watch Mason socialising with his family and friends. I smirk as I reach into my pocket where I have a remote for a vibrator that's currently inside Mason's front hole. I thought I'd make this interesting for me. I turn it on a low setting and see Mason pause his sentence which makes the woman he's talking to ask if he's alright. The rule of the game was whenever Mason strays from me to talk to other people I turn the vibrator on. Mason g
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Mason's povSunday 31st October 2021********************************It's finally Halloween! Halloween is my second favourite holiday, second to Christmas. Everyone is going to the club tonight because Marcus opened it for a Halloween. Well, almost everyone. Vincent is still in prison and Damian is too much of a wreck to come alone. We don't know when Vincent will be out but Cole told us he said he wants us to enjoy ourselves without him. "Mason are you nearly done?" Cole shouts from the other side of the main room. I'm helping him put up decorations with Nathan and I'm hanging some orange and black balloons. "I'm done!" I shout back. I turn to see Cole on Nathan's shoulders hanging a happy Halloween banner above the stage. I cringe as Nathan wobbles but they somehow safely get the banner in place and Cole on the floor. He pecks his daddy's lips and skips over to me excitedly. "This will be so fun! We have to go change into our costumes, Will should be at the subs room now," Cole
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Mason's povWednesday 1st December 2021************************************"It's finally December! I wish Vinny was here to enjoy this with us," Cole says as we shower with Will in the subs room. "Me too, he missed Halloween and now he might miss Christmas too," Will says with a frown. "I can't imagine how upset Damian must be," I say as I rinse the soap off my body. "He's holding steady but he really missed Vinny. He wanted to spend this Christmas with his boyfriend but they can't," Cole says with a sad face. "Let's not dwell, Vinny would hate for us to pity him," Will says and I nod. "So what are your plans for Christmas?" I ask Cole."I plan to get Nathan and Marcus a new car. Nathan's is on it's last legs and Marcus just got rid of his and I finally have a good enough job to afford it," Cole says with a grin. "That's so cool! I don't have a significant other to buy a gift this Christmas, so I'll have to make do with you guys," Will says and I laugh. "I don't know if I'm s
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Damon's pov Thursday 2nd December 2021***********************************What the fuck? Why did he have to say that? We were doing so well just being Master and slave, why did he decide to ruin it by saying he loves me. He can't love me I'm a monster. I enjoy hurting him and seeing him cry as I fuck him, how can he love me? But I also enjoy hugging him and kissing him. What the fuck is happening to me? I slam the playroom door behind me and go straight to Marcus' office where I pray he is. I need to tell him and get his opinion because I have no idea how to respond in this situation. I knock on the door and open it to see Marcus fucking Nathan over his desk while Nathan sucks off their sub. I didn't think they'd be fucking in here, should I leave?"Damon what the fuck?" Marcus says as he pulls out of his husband and pulls his leather pants up. "I need to talk to you," I say and Marcus grumbles as he walks me out of the office and closes the door behind us. "What?" He asks blu
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Mason's pov Thursday 20th October 2022************************************I just gave birth. I birthed a whole human. And he's so beautiful. I named him Liam because he really suits it. He looks so mischievous already. He's still crying which is normal, he was just born and that's a pretty scary thing. My body is so sore. All my muscles hurt off straining so hard. My whole crotch is numb, I don't even want to know what it looks like. I feel dirty and sweaty. Omg I'm so tired. "What time is it?" I ask Damon and he looks at his watch. "2am," he says with a yawn. "I was in labour for so long," I say surprised and Damon nods. "You did so well," he says and I feel myself smile. "Thank you. It was all worth it for this little man," I say and look down to Liam who's started to calm down. He opens his little eyes properly and looks all around him. He has brown eyes. He's so gorgeous. "He's quite cute," Damon says and I smile. "He's adorable," I say just as the door opens and the mi
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Damon's pov Wednesday 19th October 2022************************************Work is all I seem to be fucking doing these days. It's constant phone calls and emails needing me to check this or call this person and it's exhausting. I can't wait until the baby is here so I have en excuse to ignore work. I have someone to take over from me while I'm off but he's useless and keeps calling and texting needing my advice. It's not that hard! My phone rings and I groan out loud from my desk. If it's him again I'm going to fucking scream. "What?" I say as I answer the phone. "Mason's gone into labour!" I hear Cole shout into the phone."Is he okay?" I ask quickly as I stand up and start packing my stuff together, my phone balanced between my ear and my shoulder. "Yes he's okay he's just started contractions and he called his midwife and she said to come to the hospital so Lacey is driving us there now," Cole explains happily as I finish getting all my stuff together."I'll meet you at the
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Mason's povSunday 18th September 2022*************************************It's my birthday today! I'm 28 and my parents are on their way to come see me. Cole and Lacey are already here because I want to paint the nursery mural and build the crib for my baby boy. It's just more than a month until my due date and I'm stressing out because I've got nothing ready yet.Master woke me up with a blowjob this morning and blindfolded me to show me what he got me for my birthday. I got suspicious at the blindfold but Master assured me I'd love it, and I did! He got me a new car! My car was old and kept breaking down so he got me a red Mini! I love it so much! I can't believe he got me it but he said he's been saving and saw it and knew I'd love it. I can't lie, I sobbed when I saw it. He's just so sweet when he tries.However right now I can't drive, my stomach is way too big and I'm sore all over and very tired. My baby boy is always kicking me and stepping on my bladder which means I need
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Mason's pov Friday 25th June 2022*****************************This baby bump is going to be the bane of my life. None of my clothes fit over it anymore so I've had to buy big t-shirts and I rarely wear pants when I'm in the house. Master loves it because he has easy access to my hole and can lift up the shirt to see my ass. I'm so excited to meet my baby boy. Not long now until I can hold him in my arms and protect him from Cole trying to put him in fancy dress costumes. He's already bought my boy a dinosaur onesie. Although I have to admit it is very cute.I've not started any baby shopping yet. I'm stressing because I don't have anything yet but Master said he'll sort it and I don't need to worry. I'm planning on painting the spare room to be a jungle themed mural for my little boy to see all the nice colours when it becomes his nursery.Master has just left for work so I pour myself a cup of tea and go to the living room to watch some tv. I'm going to enjoy just having a quiet
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Mason's pov Tuesday 14th June 2022********************************Vincent and Damian are finally married! It's been such a long wait but it was totally worth it because the day has been beautiful! Vincent paid for us all the fly to Italy to Vincent's home town for the wedding and it's been amazing! The hotel is gorgeous and the ceremony was in front of the sea in a courtyard! My baby bump is much more noticeable now so I wore a suit that covered me mostly and stuck by Master's side all day. For the pictures Cole stood next to me in a way that covered my stomach and I nearly cried because it was so nice of him. Damian and Vincent did the Italian tradition of cutting a log together after the ceremony. Master didn't see the point but I think it's so sweet! It's a symbol of them working together for their first day married to each other. And as Cole said it's hot to watch their muscles bulging under their shirts. Master hasn't enjoyed the day because he sees weddings as a waste of t
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Damon's pov Friday 3rd June 2022******************************Today we're finding out if the baby is a boy or a girl. Mason is very excited and made us leave the house early so we're ten minutes too soon and waiting in the car before we go into the doctors office. "Do you think it's a boy or girl?" Mason asks me and I look over at him. "Boy," I say confidently and he looks mildly shocked I gave him a straight answer. "Why so certain?" "I just know," I say. "What do you think it is?""I'm not sure. I can't decide," he says gently as his hand rests on the bump on his stomach."Should we go inside?" I ask and he nods as he takes off his seatbelt. We get out of the car and I hold his hand as we walk into the doctors. Mason's wearing one of my larger hoodies so it covers his bump. He doesn't want anyone else to know he's pregnant because it makes him dysphoric so I don't mind him wearing baggy clothes.We sign in and sit in the waiting room, Mason's leg bouncing excitedly as he hold
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Mason's pov Tuesday 3rd May 2022*******************************I wake up to the feeling of Master tapping my stomach three times. The bump is slowly getting bigger and more noticeable and Master has started tapping three times to say he loves the baby. It's adorable and makes me so happy to see."Goodmorning," I say with a smile and Master tilts his head down to look at where I'm cuddled against him."Goodmorning. Your parents are coming in about an hour," he tells me and I look at the clock that says 9:43am. "They are. Are you not supposed to be working today?" I ask because usually he'd be gone by now."I'm going at 12," he says and I nod."I'll make us breakfast," I tell him and he watches me get out of bed and pull on some comfortable shorts and one of his hoodies. I go downstairs as he gets a shower to make us something to eat. I've been getting cravings for omelettes so I make us each a ham and cheese omelette with a couple of slices of bacon too. When the food is nearly do
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Mason's povFriday 22nd April 2022********************************I'm now about 12 weeks pregnant which is so exciting, a third of the way through! I've been getting morning sickness again which is shitty but I don't mind too much, Master is always there to rub my back and give me hugs. I'm very excited because today is my 12 week scan to see the baby, which means if everything is going okay we'll tell our friends and my family. I've started to notice my stomach isn't as flat as it was and I'm so excited to get a baby bump and be able to see the proof of my baby growing."You ready to go?" Master asks me and I nod quickly and we go out to the car. Master drives us to the doctors and I notice my foot is tapping with excitement. "We get to see our baby," I say with a smile and I look to see Master smiling too. My eyes widen in shock at the sight of my Master smiling. He rarely smiles. "Don't look so surprised, I'm excited too," he says and I can't even form words. "Keep staring and
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Damon's pov Saturday 19th March 2022**********************************Tonight I'm taking Mason to the club for an intense scene since I won't be able to when he's more heavily pregnant. I'm planning on doing some shibari to make him look pretty and helpless so I can fuck him and abuse his body. The past week we've been doing research on how pregnancy and birth and parenthood work. Mason is getting more excited while I'm getting more and more nervous. There's so much to remember; I can't leave a baby alone, I have to feed it like 8 times a day, I have to change it every time it shits, it'll cry and I have to go see what's wrong. I'm worried about how I'll do it but Mason seems confident I'll be a good dad."Master," Mason wheezes and I snap back to reality and remember I'm choking him and in the middle of fucking him. My hand loosens and he takes a deep breath while I look down to where my dick is buried in his asshole. Mason coughs a few times and I move my hand from his neck and
