KATANA.
I found myself standing in front of a two-storey house beside my brother. Just like him, I'm scanning the whole view in front of me.
It was a cool house, though it's not modern. It was a... let's say, a bit of vintage. Halos lahat ng dingding ay gawa sa kahoy bukod sa mga haligi na gawa sa semento.
It's not the same as our house in Manila, because this house is way bigger than our home there, but I must admit, it was beautiful.
Pinanood ko si Kuya nang katukin niya ang pinto, while I stood still in my position with our luggages. It took a minute or so before the door finally opened, and a petite girl stood there with... surprise expression on her face.
Her mouth was wide open and I think a handful soil could fit in there. She was also immobilize for about thirty seconds as if she was some sort of robot who malfunctioned. When she get herself together, she suddenly inched the gap between her and Kuya and... unexpectedly, she jumped in for a hug. A very big hug.
Kuya stared at me, stunned with the girl's sudden movement. While I stared back at him, trying to stifle my laughter.
"Uh, Y-Ynah," Kuya awkwardly said as he pulled himself away from the girl's grip.
"Karlos!" the girl beamed and stared at my brother's face with awe. Parang hindi siya makapaniwala na nabubuhay siya sa mundong-ibabaw. "Ang tagal nating hindi nagkita!" sabi niya pa at ngumiti ng matamis. "Saglit lang! Tatawagin ko sina Nanay!" paalam niya pa at bumalik sa loob ng bahay.
Nang makaalis siya, napatitig ako sa hangin dala ng gulat.
And uh... did she just ignored me? Didn't she saw me standing here? Didn't she felt my presence?! Wow, ha!
"What the hell..." I uttered in disbelief, but my brother just awkwardly looked away.
Matapos ng ilang sandali, muling bumalik ang babaeng tinawag ni Kuya na Ynah. Behind her is a chubby woman, probably around her late 40s, walking towards our direction with huge smile plastered in her face.
Her eyes first landed on my brother. Just like how Ynah did earlier, she gave my brother a big hug. Pero hindi tulad kanina, mukhang na-i-enjoy ni Kuya ang yakap ng babae ngayon. He even uttered, "Nana Neli!" in a tone that tells us how much he missed her. He also has this weird smile plastered across his face from ear to ear so I guess, this woman is someone dear to him.
Unfortunately, I know no one in this place. Kaya hindi ko ma-gets kung bakit nagyayakapn silang lahat ngayon. Kahit mga lugar nga ay walang pamilyar sa akin dito. Ang tanging pamilyar lang ay ang ilang pangalan na nababanggit nina Mommy at Mamala noon sa bahay.
Umalis daw kasi kami rito noon when I was only three years old. Kuya was seven that time at siya lang ang pamilyar sa lugar na 'to.
So, basically, I'm a total stranger in here.
I was pulled out of my own thoughts when the woman suddenly walked closer towards me with a huge smile. I was about to greet her, but I was halted by her big hug.
"U-Uh..." I groaned as her hug became tight. "I-I can't b-breathe..." I uttered in a hoarse voice, probably because my body was being squished.
The woman let go of my body, but then she cupped my face with both of her hands. "Katana!" she exclaimed with tears in her eyes, as if staring at her long lost... daughter. "Ang laki-laki mo na!" sabi niya pa at muli akong niyakap.
I can't believe the tables are turned now! Kuya was the one who's trying to stifle a laughter while I was staring at him, dumbfounded.
Dahil hindi pa rin bumibitaw ang babae, I decided to just tap her back and let out an awkward laughter.
"Ang ganda-ganda mo, Katana..." sabi pa ng babae ng bumitaw na siya sa yakap. I just awkwardly smiled at her.
Maya-maya pa, may tatlong lalaki ang lumabas ng pintuan. Hindi nalalayo ang tangkad nila kay Kuya at kung titingnan, parang magkaka-edad lang din sila.
Pinanood ko silang tatlo nang makipag-batian sila kay Kuya. They did the... boys' thing. That handshake, fistbump and shoulder tapping thingy.
"Karlos, pare, gago! Tagal nating 'di nagkita, ah?! Kamusta?!" sabi ng isang lalaki bago ngumiti kay Kuya ng malaki.
Hindi ko na alam kung ano pa ang mga pinag-usapan nila. Pinanood ko na lang si Kuya dahil parang tuwang-tuwa siya sa mga taong kaharap niya ngayon. Dahil tuloy sa ngiti niya, may kung ano na naman sa dibdib ko ang tumutusok sa konsensya ko.
Parang ang sama kong kapatid dahil hindi ko man lang iniisip ang epekto ng paglipat namin sa kanya. I always think about my feelings that I forgot about his.
Parang... sobrang saya niya talaga.
However, meron pa rin sa aking nagmamatigas. Pilit na sumasagi sa isip ko ang bilin ni Mamala na huwag kaming babalik ng Terryn.
Pero bakit kaya? Ang sabi niya, wala na kaming babalikan pa rito. Malinaw iyon. But how did my brother knew that we had a house here? Did he had a communication with these people all these years?
Muli akong bumalik sa realidad ng hawakan ng may katandaang babae ang braso ko. From what I heard earlier, she's Nana Neli and Ynah's probably her daughter. Tulad kanina, may ngiti na naman siya sa mukha. Pero iba na ito ngayon. It's a sad smile...
"Kamusta kayo, Katana?" tanong niya na nagpagulat sa akin. "Kamusta ngayong... wala na ang Mamala ninyo?"
I was taken aback by her words. Lalo na nang mapansin kong malungkot ang mga mata niya. I couldn't help but tear up dahil muli ko na namang naalala sina Mommy at Mamala.
They used to asked me that same question everytime. Whenever I go home from school, whenever I wake up in the morning feeling so gloomy, whenever I don't like the food served in the table, or whenever I was soaking wet because of the rain. Parati nila kaming kinakamusta.
And now that Nana Neli did, I felt a nostalgic emotion inside my chest. I suddenly picture her with us, serving us food, and acting like a mother who loved her children so much.
"M-Mahirap po..." sagot ko sa kanya kasabay ng buntong-hininga. "S-Sobrang hirap..."
She looked at me sadly as I teared up. Then slowly, she held my hand and squished it lightly. "Magiging maayos din ang lahat, Katana. Nandito ako."
I stared at her with tears in my eyes, and I suddenly saw myself with a mother again.
KATANA.Kuya introduced me the people earlier. The three dudes are Jerome, Neil and Santi. They were my brother's friends back then and they kept in touch all through these years that passed. They also remembered me when I was still a kid when even I, myself, don't. They even stayed for a sleepover dahil miss na miss daw nila ang isa't-isa.Ang babae naman kanina, si Nana Neli, she was my brother's nanny and Ynah is her daughter. They were also the ones who took care of the house when we were in Manila so they lived here for almost 16 years.Kaya naman nag-desisyon si Kuya na hindi na sila paalisin pa. I mean, it's a win-win situation. Walang bahay sina Nana Neli kaya pabor sa kanila iyon. Kami naman ni Kuya, magkakaroon kami ng kasama. Nana Neli was even more than willing to work for us dahil napakarami raw naitulong ng pamilya namin sa kanila. Turns out, Mamala gave Ynah a scholarship kaya napaka-thankful ni Nana Neli.I didn't k
KATANA.Days went by smoothly at namalayan ko na lang ay pumapasok na ulit ako sa school. Si Kuya ang umasikaso ng lahat at tulad ko, nag-aaral siya ulit. He's pursuing his course in Manila— engineering. Habang ako, Grafe 12 student.Nagkaroon ako ng ilang kaibigan sa eskwelahan, pero ang pinaka-close sa akin ay si Santi at Daryl. Daryl and I are classmates— unfortunately. And he just wouldn't stop pestering my life. Maging si Santi ay tuwang-tuwa kapag pinag-ti-trip-an ako.Mga siraulo.I remember this one time na kinuhanan kami ng dugo ng school. I didn't know what it was for pero sabi, requirement daw ng eskwelahan. I was scared of needles kaya matagal na pilitan ang nangyari. Matapos no'n, hindi na 'ko tinigilan ng dalawa. Maghapon ata nila akong inasar tungkol doon.Unti-unti ko na ring nagugustuhan ang pagtira namin ni Kuya rito dahil tulad nina Mamala at Mommy, napaka-maalaga ni Nana Neli sa amin. Parati n
KATANA.Hindi ko na napansin kung nasaang parte na ako ng perya. Pero ang unang pumasok sa isip ko ay ang tumakbo patungo sa parking lot sa pag-aasam na naroon sina Kuya at hinihintay ako.On my way there, I saw long metal pipes on the ground— probably some parts of one of the unavailable rides. I didn't know what has gotten into me but I picked two of the pipes and continued running. Minsan pa akong napapalingon sa likod ko but whenever I do, halos bumigay ang mga tuhod ko sa tuwing nakikita ko ang mga mapupulang mata ng mga taong humahabol sa amin.Saka ko lang din napansin na marami ring mga sugat ang mga humahabol sa amin. Puno sila ng mga dugo at parang bali-bali na ang mga buto. It was as if... they were zombies...No...That can't be...I shrugged the thoughts off my head and continued running. Nang marating ko ang parking lot, naiiyak akong nagpa-ikot-ikot sa pwesto ko para hanapin sina Kuya."KAT
KATANA.The woman on top of me was like a maniac. She was trying hard to bite my neck but I was also giving my all to fight back. And although her eyes scare the hell out of me, I tried my best to get her off of me."KATANA!" I heard Jeran's voice, pero hindi ko maigalaw ang ulo ko para tingnan siya dahil sa ginang na nasa ibabaw ko."Help me!” sigaw ko habang umiiyak at pilit na inilalayo ang mukha ng babae sa akin. "Jeran!"The woman was really eager to hurt me, but as her head hung lower down my neck, a long pipe hit her head and she flew away like a bird that was hit by a stone in an instant.Imbis na tumayo ako kaagad, napatitig lang ako sa maitim na langit habang umiiyak. Kung hindi pa ako hinila ng dalawang pares ng kamay, hindi ako makakatayo kaagad."Katana! Katana!" Jeran called out as he tapped my cheeks nonstop. Pero imbis na pansinin siya ay napaiyak lang ako ng napaiyak.The woma
Everyone agreed on my plan, so the first step we should do now is to go home.Usually, it will only take us twenty minutes to go home from the amusement park. But the road was, unfortunately, in disaster right now and it's taking us long. Right now, we've been in this van for half an hour already.When I peeked outside the window, it was the same view.There were cars everywhere. Lahat ay nakahinto at nakaharang sa kalsada. Ang iba ay nakabukas, senyales na wala na ang may-ari sa loob, habang ang iba ay nag-aapoy na.The owners of the cars probably left in a hurry, or maybe... they're already dead undead.Yes.It's hard to explain, but that's that.If you were bitten, you should be dead, but you wouldn't, so you'll be undead because you're no longer alive.Get it?Even I, myself, don't understand it.
KATANA.It was probably because of adrenaline, but whatever his reasons are, I want to shove Jerome's face off the ground for making such a dumb move.I tried to stop him— both Jeran and I did— but he was so eager to save his sister that he didn't even thought of what might happen next when he attacked the zombie on top of Jehanna, unarmed."Tangina!" sigaw ko nang siya naman ang dakmain ng zombie. "Ang bobo, ampota! Susugod-sugod, wala namang armas!" galit kong bulalas at naghanap ng maaring gawing panlaban.I wandered my eyes around the dark alley to look for something I could use as a weapon, but the dim light from a distance wasn't enough for me to see things clearly. Mabuti na lang at inabutan na ako ni Jeran ng isang mahabang kahoy. Nang tingnan ko kung ano ang hawak niya, nakahinga ako nang maluwag ng makitang isa iyong mahabang tubo na gawa sa bakal."You go get Jehanna
KATANA.The whole van smelled blood and dirt and sweat, but no one's complaining about it.Even Belle and Sandra were quiet about it— at nakakapanibago iyon dahil sobrang aarte nila.We were just silent as my brother drove the car, and it was the type of silence that's calming.I was leaning on my seat and my gaze is outside. Tulad ng mga naunang nadaanan namin, magulo na ang kalsadang tinatahak namin pauwi. Nagkalat ang mga nag-aapoy na kotse at dugo sa paligid, at nakakatakot iyong tingnan."G-Guys..." Ynah suddenly uttered, breaking the silence. All of us turned our heads towards her direction, ready to listen for what she might say. "W-What if the zombies already reached our neighborhood?" she asked, voice's trembling and eyes are brimming with tears. "P-Pa'no si Nanay? Pa'no kung... pinasok 'yong bahay tapos... tapos...""Ynah..." Neil called out. "'Wag ka munan
KATANA.11 PM nang makarating kami sa bahay.Bago kami tuluyang bumaba ng van, siniguro muna naming walang mga zombie ang nasa paligid ng bahay bago kami pumasok sa loob. Dahan-dahan lang din ang bawat galaw namin sa takot na baka hindi na si Nana Neli ang maabutan namin doon.Ynah was offended by that, of course, pero wala siyang magawa. It's better safe than sorry, after all.Thankfully, si Nana Neli pa rin naman ang naabutan namin sa bahay. Nag-panic pa siya ng makita ang mga itsura namin dahil wala pa pala siyang alam sa nangyayari sa labas. Nahirapan din kaming magpaliwanag sa kanya dahil iniisip niyang nababaliw na kami."Nana, totoo po ang sinasabi namin!" Kuya blurted out with a frown, face-palming himself. "Sa tingin niyo po ba gagawa kami ng ganoo
KATANA. “MAMALA?” Pagkapasok ko pa lang sa dining area ay siya kaagad ang hinanap ko pero wala siya ro'n. “Mamala?” tawag ko ulit at pumasok sa banyo, sa sala, sa garden, sa kwarto niya, at sa buong bahay. Pero walang Mamala. Suddenly, there’s an unexplainable swirls in my stomach that made me want to puke. My heart’s starting to pound loudly against my ribcage while the corners of my eyes started burning with the tears threatening to fall. Hinarap ko si Kuya. Tulad ko ay natataranta na rin ang mga mata niya but he’s somewhat… calm. “Where could she be, Kuya?” tanong ko sa kanya, nangangatal. He took a few steps forward towards me, grabbed my shoulder and smiled at me assuring. “We’ll find her. Now, calm down. Walang nangyaring masama sa kanya, okay?” “Pero pa&r
KATANA. I JOLTED up awake and chased my breath when I felt a strange feeling as though as I was falling out in the darkness. Hawak ang sariling dibdib at nanlalaki ang mga mata, paulit-ulit akong suminghap ng suminghap ng hangin na para bang kaaahon ko lang sa tubig. “S-Shit...” Nangangatog ang mga kamay kong hinimas ang dibdib hanggang sa tuluyan nang kumalma ang puso ko. I blew out a sigh of relief and let myself fall in the matress where I was just lying seconds ago. Then I jolted up again when I realized where I was. I'm in my room... Not that one from Terryn, but the room where I always walk around naked and the same room where I always listen to Imagine Dragons and LANY on max volume. I’m in my room in our house in Manila. Holy shit. What the hell’s happening?! Inilibo
THIRD PERSON'S POV. HINDI PA man tuluyang nakakalayo sina Jeran, Karlos st Katana mula sa pintong pinanggalingan nila ay tuluyan nang naupos ang oras dahilan ng pagsabog ng buong lugar. Karlos and Jeran rolled on the ground from the impact while the almost unconscious Katana flew away from the facility. Nanlaki ang mga mata ng lahat dahil sa gulat matapos makita ‘yon bago nila isa-isang nilapitan ang tatlo para tulungan. “KATANA!” “KARLOS!” “JERAN!” “KUYA!” There were lots of voices, and noises and frantic movements as the facility started blowing fires. Gayunpama’y mabilis na nagtakbuhan ang lahat upang saklolohan sina Katana at Jeran na tila ba nawa
KATANA. “SHIT! WE only have ten minutes!” Napasigaw na lang ako sa sobrang taranta at frustration kasabay ng pagsabunot ko sa sariling buhok. Nang mahimasmasan, saka ko lang naisip ang pagbawas ng oras. Napalingon ako kay Kuya at kay Roldan, pero tulad ko ay natataranta na rin sila. Mabilis akong naghanap ng orasan na maari kong bitbitin at agad na dumapo ang paningin ko sa relo ni Roldan. Without any words, I immediatley grabbed Roldan's wrist and took his wristwatch, making him frown in irritation. “I'll be needing this!” depensa ko kaagad bago pa man siya makapagsalita. “And you think I won't?!” Hindi ko na siya sinagot pa. Nagsimula na lang kaming tumakbo palabas na pinangunahan ni Roldan dahil siya ang may alam n
KATANA. I didn't know how we ended up in this different room but all I know is I don't care about anything and anyone anymore. My mind's a mess. My system’s haywire and I can't think straight. Parang kinakain na nang poot at sakit at guilt ang buo kong katawan— internally, emotionally and physically. The guys in whites made us laid in another metal beds after entering another room with my brother and strapped us down yet again. Sumunod lang kami ni Kuya sa kanila. Hindi kami nagreklamo o nagpumiglas o ano. Basta na lang kaming sumunod at hinayaan sila sa kung anumang balak nilang gawin sa ‘min. Ni hindi nga ako nag-reklamong masakit ang katawan ko at ayaw kong pang mamatay— parang sa mga oras na ‘to kasi, hindi na iyon ang kaso. ‘Cause after hearing the unveiled truth out of Jerez’s mou
KATANA. “THEY... T-THEY were my family...” Those words silenced us like a knife and painfully left a thick and heavy ambiance inside the room. We all watched Jerez as he painfully sobbed on his hands, not minding our presence and curious stares. While my heart throbbed in slight pain, alam kong tulad ko, nakaramdam rin ang mga kasama namin ng super duper slight na awa para sa doktor na 'to. “W-We were happy...” mahina niyang bulong maya-maya habang patuloy pa rin sa paghikbi. “Everything’s working out fine. We were contented. We were complete... not until Lloyd ruined everything!” galit na sigaw niya dahilan para mapapiksi ako sa gulat. “And up until this moment, it still hurts!” he wailed, bringing gloss in my eyes as tears threathened to faill. “I’ve lost them years ago an
KATANA. I COULD feel my chest tightening with the sight of Belle and with the sound of my friends’ cries. Tears continued to flow recklessly in both of my cheeks, signifying deep pain, as we all watched the retreating figure of Roldan and Belle. I felt numb physically after all that had happened, but deep down inside me, I’m slowly dying. Mad wasn't enough to describe how I feel right now. It's as if my chest is burning with anger and my mind is flooded with nothing but the thought of killing Jerez. Napupuyos ako sa galit bagaman pinapanatili kong kalmado ang paghinga ko. I know that Jerez can feel and see my rage, but my fury seems like a carousel to him. The more I fuel the ride with my madness, the more he enjoys. And God knows how much I want to punch the life out of his body right now. &
KATANA. “KAT! KAT! Katana!” “Shhh! She’s still asleep! Shut up!” “Baka dumating na ‘yong baliw!” “Just... Just let her rest for now!” I woke up when I heard noises— whispers to be exact. I slowly opened my eyelids, but I immediatley closed it again because of too much light from the ceiling. Nang unti-unting masanay ang mata ko sa liwanag ay agad akong napalingon sa pinanggalingan ng mga boses. I tilted my head to my right, but due to the straps— yet again— it was hard. But I still managed anyway. “K-Kuya...” I called out softly when I saw him. Mabilis siyang lumingon sa ‘kin, bagaman hirap din tulad ko dahil sa mga
KATANA. THE WOMEN’S brisk conversation was ended quickly as they walked closer to my directions. Nanigas kaagad ang laman ko sa takot nang tuluyan silang makalapit, pero nang hilahin nila ang bagay kung saan ako nakahiga ay bahagya akong nakahinga ng maluwag. Not until they started pulling me out of the dark room and in the brightly lit hallway. “Hey...” mahina kong sabi sa dalawang babae nang pumwesto sila sa magkabilang gilid ng parang metal stretcher kung saan ako nakahiga. They were pushing me— or the stretcher, while their focus are up front. They didn’t budge when I spoke, so I assumed they didn’t hear me. “Hey, where are you taking me?” muli kong tanong, pero tiningnan lang ako ng babae bago muling ibinaling ang atensyon sa harap. &