The restaurant is no livelier than usual this evening. Ironies of all ironies, that continues to work in my favor.
During a particularly bleak and depressing lull—following a particularly bleak and depressing dinner “rush” that consisted of one couple celebrating their anniversary (and selected us because they’re out-of-towners and I surmise they didn’t know better—though we did make a big deal out of the event) and a double date with teens—I gather my primary staff, such as it is, and make my very first announcement regarding my takeover of the establishment.
“I’ve been charged with resurrecting this place,” I inform the five people settling around a high-top table in the bar area. I don’t confess to having charged myself with this task. For the moment, I opt to play this fast and loose while I assess the reactions from this portion of my crew; then I’ll address the others when they come in for their varying part-time shifts and see where the chips fall.
“So, my most immediate changes will include the décor and the menu,” I alert them. “My goal is to bring in a high-end crowd. In a successful scenario, that equates to reservations on the books every day, loftier food and beverage prices, and a boost in tips. However…” I pause. I take a moment to gaze at each person assembled. “The only way that’s really going to work to our advantage is if our food is stellar and our customer service is off the charts. Beyond sensational.”
There’s notable disgruntlement. All nonverbal and ranging from extra slouching to a semi-eyeball roll.
Yeah, I’m pretty sure I’m going to be interviewing new candidates to fill these positions.
Fortunately, though, my tried-and-true bartender, Mitch, perks up considerably—so I’ve got that going for me.
“Excellent news!” he declares. “My ride needs tires and the battery’s about to kick. I could use a bump in tips.” He snickers, good-naturedly, and adds, “I could use tips, in general…”
I get his meaning. None of them has made a mint by working here. It is literally a slacker’s utopia. But my hope is that the prospect for more money on a regular basis might be the inspiration necessary to ignite a fire under everyone and motivate them to hustle.
I’m not exactly holding my breath for this, mind you. I’m still planning to put up an ad for new hires. Because…
“Here’s the thing,” I tell them, quite excitedly, though with tempered caution as to how they might react. “The reason I’m going to require a commitment from those of you who choose to stay on, insisting you go above and beyond from the moment you clock in until the moment you clock out so that you garner and earn those better gratuities, is that our new clientele will be accustomed to first-class, gold-star service. I’m bringing in a ‘customer experience’ consulting team that will train you to provide that service, teach you to anticipate and then exceed our guests’ expectations—and you will reap the reward for it!”
It’s an impassioned speech I want them to embrace.
Also, it’s all I can do not to bounce on the balls of my feet and clap my hands like a cheerleader losing her shit over her boyfriend scoring the winning touchdown.
The mere thought of being able to pair up with a group who will customize a program that ensures my staff is prepared to offer exemplary assistance at every point of contact—from taking a reservation, to managing the hostess stand, to waiting and bussing and cooking and mixing cocktails—has me through-the-roof ecstatic.
Every single detail will matter in this new paradigm and I’m beside myself with glee.
Mitch is demonstrating the appropriate level of eagerness as well.
The rest of my peeps?
Eeeeh…
Server #2 hops from her barstool and walks off.
Walks. Off.
Right out the door.
We all stare after her.
I mean, I know her aspiration is to be a nail tech at a fancy salon, not a server, but she can’t afford the training and certification—and here I am handing her a golden ticket to save money for all of that, to fund her future!
“Shake it off,” Mitch murmurs as I gape. “Not a surprise, right?”
True.
But I’m still taken aback. A bit insulted, really.
But I remind myself this was never her jam, anyway. And I’m confident I can find someone awesome to replace her. Plus, it’s best to know this is her ruling upfront, right?
I tear my gaze from the entrance and return it to my small conglomeration. “Anyone else want to bail before the consultants arrive? Because, to be perfectly honest and candid, this isn’t going to be a breeze-through program. It’s comprehensive, aggressive, and intensive. And, in the long run… Worthwhile. If you want to be making hundreds of dollars a night, not tens, I promise you this is the place to be. If you’re not interested in putting forth the effort… Then I’ll find others who are.”
A bottom-line statement.
Mitch gives a nod of approval. And says, “Count me in, Bailey. This is a good-sized restaurant in a spectacular location. There’s no reason that with a spruced-up dining room, a new menu, and attentive servers and bartenders we can’t compete with the yacht club.”
“Yes,” I fanatically concur. “Precisely my vision.”
To Servers # 1 and 3 (Tanya and Alex, respectively), who are still with me, though visibly waffling, I compellingly assert, “Do the math. Bottles of wine and champagne that will go well into the hundreds and even the thousands of dollars spectrum; lobster and filet mignon; appetizers that cost more than our current entrées; a dessert cart that will be too irresistible to pass up—because we’ll have a pastry chef onboard to create them. Your earning potential will, quite seriously, be capped only by how well you perform. Aside from that… The sky’s the limit. We’ll have the guests. We’ll have the exquisite tables and expensive place settings. We’ll cover every base. You, however, are the ultimate key to our success. And the compensation will follow.”
I can now see the dollar signs flashing in their eyes.
I’ve hooked them.
That’s a fantastic, fresh beginning.
Unfortunately, I’m delivered another jolt as my cook gets to his feet and says, “I’m not into snooty meals and the hoity-toity hors d’oeuvres.” (Which he pronounces whores dovers, with extreme sarcasm.)
Mitch inches closer to me—instinctively and almost protectively. He crosses his arms over his wide chest and tells the cook, “Have fun flipping burgers at some fast-food joint, man. This is an opportunity not to be missed. Your shoes won’t be difficult to fill.”
This seems to spark exhilaration in Tanya and Alex, and they exchange a look. Apparently, Mitch’s endorsement is golden and I’m now thinking that promoting him to manager is my next brilliant move.
My cook tenders his resignation on the spot, but I retain my first three “next-gen restaurant” employees. Not a fab statistic, but it’s a foundation to build upon.
Someone wanders in off the street and good Lord! Tanya springs from her stool and rushes to the front to greet him, escort him to a table on the deck, proffer a menu, and even indicate her two faux-favorite items as recommendations. Salads, considering we’re sans a cook—aside from me.
Emotion burns up my throat. I am so, so close to a big win here. I have my own training and skills. I have a degree in restaurant management, and I’ve been instrumental in running this place for a hands-off Cristoff. He’s been hugely absentee as an owner. I believe this is an asset, a gift. I was put into this role with almost complete autonomy. Meaning, I’ve learned a lot about practical application. I’ve made all the primary decisions. I’ve kept us afloat.
I’ve also had all this time to evaluate improvements and enhancements. I have a crystalline idea of how we’ll ascend to the level where I can seek the opinions of top food critics and reviewers. Maybe even attempt a famous starred rating.
I’m over the moon now.
I grip one of Mitch’s flexed biceps and say, “You sticking around is a godsend, without doubt. It’s also uplifting to Tanya and Alex. To a few others as well, I bet. I can’t thank you enough.”
He glances down at me and gives one of his charming smiles that has a decent patronage of female barflies frequenting the lounge on Friday and Saturday nights. Truly, he’s our best-kept secret. And if I can sway him to start a mixologist blog or some such thing, and promote us on socials, we’ll really pack the ladies in.
He caustically inquires, “So with this ‘charge’ to reinvent a tired restaurant comes your own personal bodyguard?”
His chin jerks in the direction of the snazzily attired man who’s occupying the table closest to the entrance.
I wince.
I’ve done my damnedest to ignore the “ armed suit” who’d slipped into the limo with me on the drive here, from the estate. Nick insisted I have “coverage,” and I’d been too euphoric from the sex to argue with him—or question what he really meant by that.
Now I’m sort of concerned about the message this sends, considering Secret Service guy will be coming with me, leaving with me, and studying everyone who steps into the foyer, maintaining a scrutinizing eye on them as they eat.
Not at all appetizing, right?
Not to mention… He seems to pay particular attention to Mitch. Or rather, Mitch’s proximity to me.
“You don’t have to tell me anything,” Mitch says. “About the mysterious, dark-haired guy who showed up here one night, about how you’re taking over the restaurant, about Kevin Costner over there. All you have to do, Bailey, is let me know if something’s not right.” His voice drops so only I hear him.
I instantly have mixed feelings about this.
I want to throw my arms around him for being so sweet and conscientious.
I want to melt over the fact that Nick is the “dark-haired guy” and that I really am taking over the restaurant.
What I do, however, is tell Mitch, “Turns out, I have a benefactor. An inheritance. And… Well…”
Here’s a dangerous “want.” I want to explain to Mitch that I’m involved with said benefactor.
Truly, I will have to explain at some point why I look like I swallowed a basketball, yes?
But I haven’t yet concocted that story.
And I’d prefer not to get caught in a web of lies.
So I simply add, “Change is good, right? Let’s embrace it.”
I leave him with that, while also contemplating how I’m going to make my new bodyguard blend into the woodwork, rather than stand out like a good-looking sore thumb.
I’m mindful of all of this as I manage the front-of-house closing duties and reconcile the receipts.
Then the limo pulls up to the curb and “Kevin” and I depart.
I’m riding a high from all I believe I can achieve with the soon-to-be-renamed Crescent Cove Crab Shack.
I’m also wildly anticipating the evening ahead of me.
With Nick.
And wondering what the sexy and seductive man might be up to tonight…
~ * * * ~
I arrive at the mansion and go directly to my suite to shower. I then style my hair in loose, fat curls around my shoulders, apply a faintly tinted moisturizer to my face, some mascara, and shimmery lip gloss. Afterward, I go in search of the perfect nightgown.
In my dressing room, my fingertips skim over the luxurious materials—silk, lace, satin, chiffon. All so delicate, so exquisite. It’s near impossible to choose just one. But my gaze lands on a particularly sensational, full-length, midnight-blue number I innately know Nick is going to like, given he’s already mentioned he prefers me in blue, and that is evident in how the entire wardrobe does slant toward that color, in varying shades.
I carefully slip into the garment. The bodice as lightly structured lace with tiny crystals embedded to make it sparkle delightfully, not overwhelmingly. The V’d neckline plunges provocatively, and the inner swells of my breasts are plumped up and fill the opening. The lace cuts away at the top of my ribcage and cascades at an angle to my sides. The satin skirt is smooth and A-line fashioned, flowing flawlessly to my feet and morphing into a slight train.
I survey the back to ensure the straps are laying correctly over my shoulders. They purposely twist at my spine and then sweep downward to meet the lace at my sides.
The satin portion dips almost to my tailbone in a sultry manner. The entire effect is sensuous and becoming—and I pray Nick thinks the same when he sees me.
I turn my attention to the shoe selection; however, I’m compelled to bypass the slippers, even the pretty, dainty ones. Instead, I leave the room, barefoot. I cross through the bathroom again, stopping briefly to spritz some expensive perfume at my wrists and neck before I exit into the hallway and travel it to the main portion of the house. I walk by the doors that lead to the swimming pool I intend to partake in at some point. Hopefully. And farther down, on the right, is the alcove with the grand piano and I wonder if I’ll have time to take a lesson or two while I’m living here.
These thoughts fade into the distant recesses of my mind as I approach the wide mouth that leads to the sitting area. The aroma coming from the kitchen is too decadent to ignore.
I descend the few steps and rather than allow the opened patio doors to entice me toward the deck and the ocean vista beyond, I veer to the left, where the enormous island is situated. Behind it, Nick is at the stove, taking a peek inside a Dutch oven he’s placed on one of the six burners.
“Duck confit?” I venture, with great interest. No more so, though, then my captivation with Nick’s backside. His ass wins out over one of my absolute favorite dishes.
He’s dressed all in black—dress pants and shirt, no tie. His sleeves are rolled up to his powerful forearms and when he glances at me over one broad shoulder, I reach for the edge of the counter to steady myself.
His grey-green eyes are alight with mischief—at first. But then he puts the lid on the pot and faces me, his gaze sliding over me. As much as he can see, at any rate, because I’m standing on the opposite side of the island. Apparently, it’s a sufficient visual, because his jaw tightens and his irises glow with notable heat and he seems to have trouble pulling in a breath.
The corners of my mouth twitch. No smile forms, though. I’m much too mesmerized. And…
I can’t breathe either.
He doesn’t say a word and that actually speaks volumes.My stomach and my heart flutter. My inner thighs quiver, like there are flames flickering against them—or his tongue.We are both riveted, and I couldn’t tell you if there was anyone else in the mansion, in one of the wings or currently tidying up my suite.I literally have tunnel vision; my sole focus is on Nick.I’ve even tuned out the crashing of waves onto the shore that’s close by.I am a million percent preoccupied.Nick tosses aside the potholder in his hand and rounds the end of the island, his gaze still locked with mine.I’m not sure I’ve taken a breath yet—or if I ever will. Every fiber of my being ignites and anticipation mounts within me. Lightning quick. So that I can’t even be bothered to worry about the dinner or the bottle of champagne he’s uncorked or… Anything at all.Nothing matters, other than this man as he inches toward me, his expression smoldering so that I could simply melt at his feet.I stay rooted whe
No, we’re definitely not playing by the rules.He’d called me “babe,” for one thing.Terms of endearment are… Such a no-no in a scenario like this. Correct?Second… We’re being reactionary with each other, rather than paying close attention to the fertility testing and the monitoring that’s at our disposal, which can accurately alert us of the perfect time to copulate.And, hell… We’re not exactly “copulating” in a clinical sense.What we’re doing is something altogether different.Nick and I are hot for each other, plain and simple.Except… There really isn’t anything plain or simple about this.We should not be so caught up in each other, so tangled up.He knows it too. And murmurs, “This is going to be a problem.”He withdraws from me and climbs off the couch. He crosses the vast room that’s filled with other sofas, chairs, and accent tables. He ducks into the bathroom, of which I’ve discovered there’s one in each of these wings. When he returns, he’s wearing the shirt I’ve all but
He laughs sexily again. “Not everyone. My closest friends call me Nick. And I’m primarily known as the Prime Minister.”My brow jumps. “You hold a political position?”“It is my country,” he simply says.True. But… “I once read the Queen of England doesn’t have real political power, mostly she’s considered influential.”“My immediate family and ancestors have always been part of the overall governing body. Within small realms, as well. We’re a melting-pot region. An asylum for a hodge-podge of ethnicities. Our strongest persuasions are French, British, and Italian; however, we have a secondary balance that is an eclectic European mixture, we basically cover the gamut.”Hence the reason I’ve detected so many different hints of accents without a particular one being more predominant than the others.“It gives us diversity, culturally, yes,” he continues. “Also constitutionally, religiously, and ethnically.”“A real ‘one nation,’” I muse.“Absolutely,” he asserts. “That was an original p
He takes a shower while I lay completely sprawled and limp across the bed.I stare up at the glamorous ceiling fan, never having realized the style was a “thing.” This one has a stunning, crystal, subtle-heart-shaped dome. The brackets on the cherry wood blades are ornate with a little bling that catches the golden light emitted.Only Nick can distract me from the lovely sight. The vision of him, even the slight one out of the corner of my eye as he comes from the en suite, has me focused solely on him.My head rolls to the side and I watch him strut back into the room, a towel slung low on his hips. Droplets trickle along the thick cords of his throat, one pooling in the indentation at the base, the others tumbling from his collarbone to his pecs.I bite back a sigh, my teeth sinking into my bottom lip.Oh, the pecs…The swells are magnificently defined and so enticing. They give way to cut abs and tapered obliques.My gaze continues to follow the beads of water left over from his sh
“Good morning, Mr. Angelini. Miss Storm. My name is Edward, and I will be serving you,” he announces in a tone meant for an ostentatious wedding reception at Buckingham Palace. And while Nick is a royal, isn’t this just brunch? Not even on a holiday.Edward inquires, “May I start you off with a Bellini, bloody Mary, hot tea?”Nick allows me to order first, and I request a champagne mojito, which seems to catch the waiter by surprise. I’m prepared to offer the ingredients, but he doesn’t ask. Rather, he directs his attention to Nick, who says, “I’ll have the same.”When we’re alone again, Nick peruses the menu, but I’ve already decided to sample the buffet, so I can glean a wider indication of what’s on display and how it all tastes.Nick concurs with my logic and follows suit when we give our orders.Our drinks are delivered, and we lightly tap rims and sip. I’m not overly impressed. In fact, I’m certain the bartender looked up the recipe—this is obviously the first time he’s made the
I gasp.My eyelids fly open.“What is it?” Mitch asks with great interest. Standing, as well.Blue had not been a hue I’d contemplated, for fear it would meld right into the ocean scenery. No, I want something that grabs and commands attention.I immediately visualize a shade so rich and brilliant, a blue-turquoise so sensational, it truly would be a beacon.Turquoise and white. With a darker blue or possibly black as a faint enhancement around the fringes to make it all pop.I tell Mitch of my choice and add, “Imagine an awning out front in turquoise with ‘Bailey’s’ in white script, sitting on top of ‘CALIFORNIA CLAMBAKE,” capped in a stamped-type font, along with a logo that’s in the blue and outlined in white—a pot with a lid leaning against it and a lobster, crab, and prawn rising out of it, but it’s filled with, you know, clams and oysters and mussels. I don’t fucking have the concept down—I need a graphic designer. You get what I’m saying though, right?” I very enthusiastically
What am I to do here?Sure, I can ask for another day. Perhaps two.Except, my fertility window has closed and there’s no real reason for him to stay.I mean… There is a reason. Ten of them, at least. All twisted up in my ruminations and misconceptions of being engaged in a romance with Nick Angelini.But, as usual, I’m in need of reminding myself this is not a romance.Oh, one-thousand percent, it feels like a romance. But it’s not.So I buck up and smile and pretend there aren’t a million daggers piercing every inch of me as Nick exits the vehicle.Just act as though this is no big deal. Easy come, easy go. That kind of thing.Problem is, he doesn’t simply walk away.No, instead he extends his hand to me, and I have no choice but to get out of the limo too.We walk toward the jet. It’s not as small as a Lear, yet not as jumbo as a 747 or anything of that ilk. Decently sized so that I imagine a dozen people can party the night away, despite me already knowing that’s not Nick’s style.
I can’t decide which is more alarming—the fact that when Nick uses my full name, it’s because he’s bent on making a point; or that he’s fearful of how I’m going to respond to this particular point.But I’m not prone to shying away from anything he has to say. Thus, I hitch my chin and square my shoulders, taking a silent “lay it on me” stance.On the inside, however… My stomach knots and my pulse jumps.I can’t, for the life of me, guess what it is he’s about to reveal. I’m still in shock over him having requested I fly home with him. Meet his friends. See his country. (I’m also still stunned to the core that I didn’t bite on the lure, given how damn tempting it was.)Nick’s expression turns somewhat grim and that only tightens the pretzel within me.Now I’m getting worried.“Whatever it is,” I quietly implore, “please tell me, immediately, because the suspense literally will eat me alive.”This time, when the corner of his mouth quirks, it really is a grin. A sexy, devilish one. His
~ NICK ~How could I not request this?Other than… Well… There are the standard obstacles, of course.She’s entangled in a “should I stay, or should I go?” tug of war that involves me, a child, and a restaurant—a dream she’s had forever. One that’s significant and fulfilling, given she’s achieved it primarily on her own. What help I’ve provided is financial. She’s the true victor in this vein, with her vision, ingenuity, and initiative. With her hard work.Thus, I understand I’ve just tossed her into a new mix of uncertainty. We haven’t resolved our current situation and now I’ve gone and complicated matters to the degree that her jaw slacks, she gazes at me with wide eyes, and she’s at a complete loss for words.That’s advantageous for me, so that I can explain, “I didn’t plan that, Bailey. Not necessarily. Though… It’s been on my mind. For some time. A long time, truthfully. Even before you came here.”She blinks. I’m guessing that’s to let me know she’s heard me. She just can’t res
~ BAILEY ~Of course, I’m blown away. How can I not be?Sure, I’ve been made fully aware, at every turn, this is to be a formal event, and so I did have it in my head that no expense would be spared. However, that’s actually a vague phrase. While it’s true I can come up with some impressive dining and décor scenarios, and even went a little over-the-top with Bailey’s Clambake, I have not been sufficiently exposed to the word “excessive” in such a concentrated manner.Granted, the palace fits the term. Certainly. Though, it’s incredibly vast and spread out and not something that you take in all at once. Like, seriously, I can only process its grandeur in bits and bites.This gala, however, is in my face.There are chandeliers so beautiful, I want to weep. The one in the center of the room, hanging in the domed ceiling, is so huge, so stunning, I just can’t even… Fathom it.Coming from the gilt edges, which I have no doubt are twenty-four-karat gold (as is every fixture, I’m sure), are
~ BAILEY ~We’re trapped in some bizarre time warp where our eyes are locked and there’s an electrical current arcing between us and every second that slips by is laced with anticipation.It’s Grayson who finally breaks the ice, discreetly clearing his throat. And quietly announcing, “The limo is ready.”“Thank you, Grayson.” Nick manages to speak.He raises a hand again and his thumb skims over his bottom lip.I resist the urge to bite mine, his absent gesture being so subtly sensual. Yet I remind myself not to ruin my lipstick.He takes a couple of wide strides toward me and my breath catches. He hears it. Sees it. And there’s a spark in his grey-green irises because of it.“You picked the most striking dress of all,” he tells me.Miraculously, I’m able to reply. Albeit breathily. Like, full-on Marilyn Monroe. “It’d probably look a lot better if I wasn’t pregnant.” Not that I regret being pregnant. That’s a total no-brainer.He comprehends my unspoken sentiment and gives another sha
~ BAILEY ~I’m trying to breathe, but the gown I’m being fitted for doesn’t allow much opportunity for that. Time is of the essence today and I feel as though my entire existence is moving at the speed of light. Claire has taken over my schedule and there’s barely time to pee. Though, you know… I’m pregnant, so I must insist she build in potty breaks to avoid any sort of accident.And I won’t let her nix my daily reading with Antonio from my calendar. Unfortunately, it will be later in the morning and that will provide ample time, I’m sure, for word to reach him that I’m attending a gala with His Highness.Oh, that phrase completely curls my toes, when I actually know better—I shouldn’t let it curl my toes. Or send a rush of exhilaration through my veins. For the hour that I’ve been standing on a platform surrounded by full-length mirrors while two women work simultaneously to nip and tuck, and another one continually holds up shoes for inspection and then puts them against the dress
~ BAILEY ~Nick snickers at me.I tell him, “Don’t you dare try to separate me from lobster mac and cheese.”He carefully unravels us. Grayson assists me into the chair he’s once again pulled out.I accept the napkin. Even bounce excitedly in my seat, which pleases both men. They’re clearly convinced I’m cured of the seafood curse, whether it was a psychological manifestation, or that the peanut genuinely isn’t into fish.But the truth is, her mom can’t go long without her fix. So.To tide me over, there is a prime cut of beef with an aromatic Hollandaise sauce I’m certain Grayson would have added crab legs to if I’d previously expressed my interest in dipping my toes into the water, as it were, this evening. Or he’d have gone straight for Oscar-style.No matter. I’m instantly famished and reach for the steak knife and a fork, completely bypassing the salad he’s also delivered.Normally, he does the customary presentation of individual courses, but given the hour and how Nick and I de
~ BAILEY ~I might be building the perfect bridge.Well, maybe not totally perfect. But darn close to it.An hour of reading to Antonio leads to a half-hour of him sharing a quaint story from his childhood. One that does not involve magnificent horses and banners flying, or silver platters piled high with glorious desserts, or anything else expensive and exquisite that screams privilege. It’s simply a remembrance from when he was a small child and had wandered off in the forest during a group hunting expedition. He was alone and had panicked that he might not be able to find his way back. But he learned a handy trick. Look to the sky.The sun at noon offers a southern alignment. Since it rises in the east and sets in the west, Antonio was able to gauge an appropriate direction by the movement and shadows. He navigated toward the hunting encampment by the western lakeshore. His father had not yet sent out a search team for him. He’d allowed Antonio the opportunity to get his bearings a
~ BAILEY ~“His baby mama?” I inquire, my brow raised.Her eyes pop again. “Absolutely not what I was going to call you! No one’s used that term. You’re his special guest. Though…” She turns more conspiratorial now. Even glances about to see if anyone’s within earshot. Satisfied no one will overhear us, she says, “Between you, me, and the lamppost—”“You know that phrase?” I’m surprised, truthfully. Despite her being quite capable of keeping up in our conversations without hitting language barriers too often.She squares her shoulders this time and tells me, “I’m well-versed in colloquialisms favored in numerous countries. However, I’m mostly fascinated with American adages. You have a very rich and diverse culture. I’m particularly intrigued with your musical stylings—such as hip-hop.”“You listen to hip-hop?”“Oh, yes! I have an extensive playlist. Anyway, I see why His Highness takes a great interest in your country.”A golden nugget is embedded in there, somewhere. I sense it. I j
~ BAILEY ~Of all the lovers for me to take, I had to choose the one with the sort of skill set that left me wondering how on earth I’d ever catch my breath.Nick finesses us into a comfy position where I’m on my back, propped against the pillows. As usual, he has a forearm braced against the mound to hold himself slightly off me, to keep from crushing me.Also as usual… I want him to crush me. I want him plastered to me.But I get that he considers I’m in a “delicate condition.”That’s very sweet.He’s still inside me.That’s very hot.I can feel him pulsating and pushing deep.I know he lost it, right along with me. But he’s still burning, and the truth is… So am I.My pulse races. My heartbeats skip, wildly.I love that he does this to me.Every single time.It’s just a little embarrassing that I’m utterly boneless.My insides are sizzling, yet I feel fabulously limp and serene.In fact, it takes some effort to lift my arm so that I can sweep a lock of hair from Nick’s forehead. I
~ BAILEY ~Regardless of that word only rambling through my head, not falling from my lips, it chokes me up.I press a hand to my quivering mouth as tears crest and tumble.This is not the sort of room I had to put thought into before I came here.Nick hadn’t even been aware I was on my way for a visit—or that I ever would be. And yet… He’s already tackled this huge undertaking. Amazingly so.Emotion skitters through me, causing my still-scarce breaths to skip, like stones over placid water. There is a definite ripple effect.I hear Nick behind me, propping himself against the doorframe. Not fully entering and not crowding me.As if that could really happen. This space is vast, though truly, so inviting. So lovely. A creamy, fluffy wonderland.I could spend hours upon hours upon hours in here…Not exactly the most sensible thought to have, right?However, it’s an inescapable one. So there it is.Nick is the first to speak. Quietly, unobtrusively. “Will she like it?”I cry a little, wi