The drive home felt tense, the silence heavy in the car. My mother’s face was set, her jaw clenched, and her hands were locked onto the steering wheel. She kept checking the rearview mirror, a small crease forming between her brows each time she looked.
I wanted to say something to break the tension, to tell her everything would be okay, but a part of me knew that wouldn’t help. I’d never seen her this serious, and it made my stomach twist with worry. The world outside the car grew darker as the sun started dipping below the horizon, casting long shadows over the trees on either side of the road. "Mom, are you... are you sure we’re safe?” I whispered, my voice barely above a murmur. She glanced at me, her expression softening just a little. "I’m sure, Amelia," she said, her voice as steady as she could make it. "We’re almost home." But as she spoke, I saw her grip tighten on the wheel again. Her eyes flicked up to the rearview mirror, then back to the road, and her jaw clenched just a little tighter. Without warning, a dark shape blurred past the car, fast and shadowy. My heart leapt into my throat, and I felt my hands instinctively clench against the seat. "Mom… did you see that?" She didn’t answer, but I could see the tension in her shoulders ratchet up even higher. She pressed her foot down, accelerating, her gaze flicking from the road to the mirrors, searching, scanning. Another shadow darted out from the trees, closer this time. I caught a glimpse of eyes — sharp, amber eyes that glowed in the darkness. “Hold on, Amelia,” she whispered, a tremor in her voice. “Just stay calm.” But her words barely had time to sink in before there was a loud, thudding impact. Something heavy hit the back of the car, sending it skidding sideways. My mother fought to keep control, gripping the wheel with white-knuckled intensity as the car swerved across the narrow road. My heart hammered in my chest, a pulse of raw fear I could feel in every nerve. “Mom! What’s happening?” “Amelia, just hold on!” she shouted, trying to steady the car. “We’re going to be alright. I promise.” But even as she said it, I could see the fear in her eyes. Another impact. This time, it was so powerful it shattered the back window. I felt shards of glass spray over me, small and sharp, as something heavy clambered onto the car. My mother cursed under her breath, her face pale. “Amelia,” she said urgently, her voice low but intense, “listen to me. If anything happens, if I say ‘run,’ you run. You hear me?” “But, Mom —” “No questions, Amelia!” she barked, and I fell silent, my heart pounding. She was serious. I’d never heard her use that tone, never seen that raw determination in her eyes. Suddenly, the roof of the car dented inward, a guttural, animalistic snarl filling the air. My stomach churned as claws raked across the metal, the shriek of tearing metal making me want to cover my ears. My mother swerved hard, trying to shake whatever was on top of us, but the weight didn’t budge. And then, in a blur, it was gone. The sudden silence was deafening. I barely had time to catch my breath before something else slammed into the side of the car, flipping it. We were thrown sideways, my head smacking against the door as the world turned upside down. Glass shattered, metal crunched, and then… everything went still. Dazed, I forced my eyes open, pain radiating from my shoulder and head. I blinked, trying to focus, to get my bearings. The car was tilted on its side, the windows smashed. My mother groaned beside me, her hand reaching out to touch my arm. “Amelia… are you alright?” she whispered, her voice weak. I nodded, swallowing hard. “I... I think so.” But before I could say anything else, movement caught my eye outside the shattered window. A figure was approaching, slow and menacing. He was tall, muscular, with glowing amber eyes that locked onto me. The rogue’s face twisted into a dark smile, his teeth bared in a snarl. My mother turned, her gaze hardening as she saw him. She unbuckled her seatbelt, forcing the door open with a grunt of pain. She stumbled out, her body tense, and positioned herself between me and the rogue. “Stay back,” she snarled, her voice low and dangerous. “You’re not getting to her.” The rogue just laughed, a cold, mocking sound. “Oh, Mira, you know you can’t protect her forever. Why not just make this easy on yourself?” My mother’s stance shifted, a ripple running through her as she let her wolf surface. “Not while I’m breathing,” she growled. The rogue lunged, and they clashed with a fury that left me breathless. My mother moved with the precision of a trained fighter, her movements swift and controlled. But the rogue was relentless, his strikes brutal, fueled by some dark, savage rage. I watched, frozen, as claws met claws, teeth bared in snarls and growls. Another rogue appeared, circling the wrecked car, his gaze locking onto me. Panic surged through me, my heart racing. I couldn’t stay here. I had to get out. I crawled through the broken window, my hands shaking as I stumbled onto the ground. I glanced back, watching my mother fight with a desperation I’d never seen. But she was outnumbered, her strength waning. The rogues had her backed up against the car, their movements coordinated, deadly. “Run, Amelia!” she screamed, her voice cutting through the night. I hesitated, my feet frozen, torn between obeying her and staying. But the fear in her eyes, the urgency, told me everything I needed to know. With a sob, I turned and ran into the forest, the sounds of battle echoing behind me. Branches scratched my face and arms as I stumbled through the dark, my breath coming in ragged gasps. I didn’t know where I was going, only that I had to keep moving. The image of my mother fighting, her fierce determination, played over and over in my mind. I’d barely gone a few hundred yards when I heard it — a terrible, gut-wrenching scream, one that made my blood run cold. I knew that scream. It was my mother’s. “No,” I whispered, my voice breaking. “No, no, no…” But I couldn’t stop. I had to keep going. She’d told me to run, to survive. Tears streamed down my face as I pushed myself forward, my chest heaving with sobs. The pain in my heart was overwhelming, a raw, searing ache that felt like it would tear me apart. Somewhere behind me, I heard footsteps. The rogues were following. They wouldn’t let me get away so easily. I stumbled, catching myself on a tree, my mind spinning with fear and grief. I was alone. Truly alone. And the weight of that realization nearly crushed me. I forced myself to keep going, though every step felt heavier than the last. My mother’s face, her last, desperate plea, haunted me with every breath. “Please,” I whispered to the darkness, my voice barely a whisper. “Please... let me be safe.” The forest seemed endless, and my legs were growing weaker with every step. But I kept going, because that’s what my mother would have wanted. To survive, no matter what. Somewhere deep inside me, I felt a small spark of strength, a reminder of her courage. She’d fought for me, given everything to keep me safe. I couldn’t let that be in vain. And as I stumbled deeper into the forest, surrounded by shadows and the chilling memories of what I’d lost, I clung to that one small hope — that somehow, I’d find a way to keep going, just like she’d wanted.The trip back to the pack felt like a dream, or maybe a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from. My legs ached from running, but I’d barely noticed until I stumbled into familiar territory. Everything around me seemed dull, muted, like the colors and sounds of the forest had drained away with my mother’s life. I couldn’t get her last scream out of my mind; it echoed in the silence, piercing through every thought. My heart was heavy, and guilt was an unbearable weight pressing down on my chest. I had left her. She told me to run, but every step away from her felt like betrayal, like I’d failed her. The memory clawed at me, a jagged, raw wound I knew would never fully heal. I reached the edge of the pack’s territory, and the first person I saw was Bea. Her face lit up when she spotted me, but the light in her eyes quickly faded when she took in the look on my face. She rushed over, her hands reaching for me, but I couldn’t move. I was frozen, staring at her, lost. “Amelia,” she said softly
It wasn’t the silence that hurt the most; it was the whispers. The soft mutterings that followed me everywhere. They were always just low enough that I couldn’t quite catch the words, but loud enough that I felt them in my chest, each one like a pinprick of ice slowly turning into a dagger. The pack wasn’t kind to me. The shock of my mother’s death had faded, but what followed only deepened the wounds I couldn’t seem to escape. I could feel their resentment swirling around me, coating everything with a layer of cold that even Bea’s presence couldn’t melt. The looks from the others, the snide comments when they thought I wasn’t listening — it was all too much. I knew I didn’t belong anymore. Not here. Not with them. I hadn’t realized how much I’d relied on my family’s presence until they were gone. My mother had been my protector, my anchor in this world, and now I was lost. The pack, once a place of safety, now felt like a prison, and the walls were closing in. It wasn’t just that t
It’s funny, really. The way people can look at you — at me — and see nothing but weakness, a flaw that can never be corrected. I used to think that turning sixteen meant I would finally feel like I belonged in this pack. That the years of training and waiting would culminate in something that made me feel like I was part of something, not just a forgotten shadow lingering on the edge of a family I no longer fit into. But here I was. Sixteen. And still no shift. My hands trembled as I sat on the edge of the forest clearing, watching the others. They were all there, gathered around, the pack in full swing. They were running, laughing, practicing their forms, showing off their strength. I had never joined them. I didn’t even know how. The shift — the first change, when you become your wolf — was supposed to happen when you reached sixteen, the sign that you were ready to take your place within the pack. It was the mark of adulthood. It was what made you a true member, a part of the p
I had heard of fated mates. Of course, I had. Everyone in the pack had heard of them. It was the bond that transcended time, the connection between two wolves that could not be broken, a deep, instinctual pull that united two people in a way that couldn’t be explained with words. The bond was sacred. It was supposed to be something to cherish, to protect. But me? I didn’t believe in that kind of magic. Not for someone like me. Someone who hadn’t even shifted yet. Still, when the pull first came, I couldn’t ignore it. It was subtle at first — a whisper of recognition in the back of my mind, a tug on my soul that made my heart race. I’d felt it before, but I had no idea what it meant. I thought maybe it was just my imagination running wild, like the other girls in the pack who talked about the future and their mates as if they were already real. But I wasn’t like them. I didn’t fit in anywhere, not in the way they did. Then, it happened again. Stronger. Clearer. The pull, like an invi
The rejection left me hollow, as if Nicolai had taken a part of me when he walked away. I tried to go on with my life, to sink back into the pack and pretend that everything was the same. But I wasn’t the same. Something in me had changed, like a thread had snapped, one I couldn’t untangle or repair no matter how hard I tried. Days passed, blending into each other like the gray winter skies outside. I kept my head down, worked through my daily routines, and tried to ignore the ache that pulsed in my chest. But it was impossible to ignore Nicolai. He was everywhere. His scent lingered around the pack, and each time I saw him, his chosen mate was by his side, a cruel reminder that I wasn’t enough. One afternoon, I saw them together near the training grounds. She was laughing, her head thrown back, and he was looking at her in a way that once would have been meant for me. I froze, rooted in place, the air searing in my lungs. The pain hit me harder than I expected, piercing me like shar
The day had started like any other. I woke up early, as usual, and stared at the ceiling, waiting for the weight of another day to settle in my chest. It was my eighteenth birthday, but it felt like any other day—unremarkable, just one more day in a long, drawn-out existence that I couldn’t escape. Turning eighteen should have been a milestone, something worth celebrating, but for me, it felt like a countdown to an inevitable disaster. I could already feel the weight of the pack’s expectations, of the whispers that followed me everywhere. They had no idea about the bond, about Nicolai, and how it still twisted in my chest despite his cruel rejection. I pushed the thoughts away, willing myself to get out of bed. Today, I had promised Bea I would join her for a run in the woods. A small thing, but it was a reminder that not everything about this pack was suffocating. Not everything in my life had to be tied to Nicolai. I pulled on my clothes and stepped outside. The early morning air
I didn’t know how long I had been running, but it didn’t matter anymore. My feet were pounding the dirt beneath me, my body moving on autopilot as my mind spiraled into a place I couldn’t escape. The trees blurred around me, and the wind whipped past my face like it was trying to erase the tears that kept falling. But no matter how hard I tried to run from it, the pain followed. The pain of Nicolai’s rejection—again. It was suffocating, crushing. The words he had spoken burned into my heart, leaving a scar I wasn’t sure would ever heal. “I don’t want you,” he said, his voice cold, indifferent. The same words as before. The same cruel rejection. The weight of it all was too much to bear. Every breath felt labored, as if my lungs were full of lead. My wolf, the part of me that had once felt strong and powerful, refused to answer my calls. I could feel her inside me, but she was silent. She wasn’t answering. She wasn’t coming. Maybe she was rejecting me too. Tears blurred my vision as
The wind howled like a wild animal, swirling around me, pushing me back toward the edge of the cliff. My heart pounded in my chest, still reeling from the moment I had almost let everything go. Bea’s words echoed in my mind, but I couldn’t shake the gnawing ache inside me, the one that told me I was nothing, that my existence had no meaning. And yet, I stood here, breathing, alive... at least for now. The cool breeze stung my skin, the salt of the ocean air mixing with the bitter taste of fear. Bea had walked me away from the edge, and we stood side by side, silently watching the trees sway far below us, the waves crashing onto the rocks far in the distance. The silence between us felt thick, like something unsaid hung heavy in the air. Suddenly, the silence was broken—not by Bea, but by a voice. “You shouldn’t be here.” It came from behind me, low and smooth, like velvet, but edged with something darker. The words seemed to cut through the air with an unnatural sharpness, and my b
The morning light filtered softly through my window, illuminating the delicate necklace in my hand—the necklace Alpha Cedric had given me. The simple silver chain was adorned with a small, ruby pendant that caught the light with a subtle glow, reminding me of the mystery that still shrouded my past. I wondered if wearing it at the coronation would be a mistake. It might spark questions from the court, raise eyebrows, stir fears… but maybe, in a strange way, that was what I wanted. Maybe it was time for the truth, for others to acknowledge that I was different—and that I was proud of it.I ran my fingers over the pendant, lost in thought. I felt a deep longing for answers, for some connection to my family that went beyond whispers and cautionary tales. So many people feared what I was without even knowing me, and the thought of spending my life under that shadow felt like a
The palace buzzed with a tense but lively energy as preparations for my coronation resumed. It felt surreal to think that I was just a few days away from becoming a true princess, and, soon after, the bride of Grey and Blue. The weeks since Darius’s disappearance had left me unsettled, but as my training resumed, I found myself oddly grateful for everything he’d taught me. He may have left with more questions than answers, but his lessons had stuck with me in ways I didn’t expect.Each morning began with a rigorous schedule designed to refine every aspect of my future role. Every step, every tilt of my head, every word I spoke was carefully scrutinized by the royal teachers. But this time, I didn’t falter or feel overwhelmed. I moved with a confidence that I hadn’t felt before, and I knew, deep down, it was because of Darius. I silently thanked him every time I f
Days had slipped by since Darius had vanished, his absence like a shadow that clung to every corner of my life. I’d been growing accustomed to our lessons, to his sharp wit, his guidance, and even to the way he always seemed to know the exact moment my mind began to wander. He was more than a teacher; he was becoming an anchor. So, when he disappeared without a word, I couldn’t ignore the pang of betrayal that settled in my chest.In the days that followed, I found myself making excuses for him. Perhaps he’d been sent on an urgent mission or called away by a family matter. But each passing day without a single word from him chipped away at my hope. In desperation, I turned to Lea, asking her to look into his whereabouts quietly. Her return brought news that felt like a punch to the gut.“Lady Amelia,” sh
The palace gardens were like a hidden world, their beauty nearly stealing my breath every time I wandered there. Today, sunlight danced on the dewdrops resting on the flowers, casting a soft glow on the neatly trimmed hedges and winding paths. It was a relief to be outside after so many tense days within the palace walls, where whispers followed me and the weight of judgment lingered in every room. With Lea by my side, I felt I could finally breathe again, at least for a moment.“Lea, do you ever feel like this place is almost too perfect?” I asked as we walked slowly through the garden, taking in the floral aromas that floated in the warm air. “Like it’s hiding something?”Lea chuckled softly, shaking her head. “Every place has its secrets, Lady Amelia. And some gardens can be dangerous, too. Beautiful, but thorny.”
I spent the days after the trial in a strange, muted haze. Everything I had learned in the court gnawed at me, refusing to leave me in peace. I tried to find solace in my room, hiding from the curious gazes of the palace staff, but it didn’t help. The truth was, I didn’t know where I belonged anymore. Being here in the kingdom felt like a betrayal of everything I’d been through, and yet, returning to Wood Mist Pack seemed impossible now.Lea was my constant companion, her quiet presence a balm to my aching soul. She sat with me for hours, talking softly, trying to distract me with stories from her own life. She even brought books from the palace library and offered to teach me about Lycan history, though the thought of it only twisted the knife in my heart. History, after all, was what had condemned my family and left me with nothing but questions.
Sitting in the dim light of my chambers, I couldn’t escape the thoughts that had plagued me since that awful duel with Astrid. Accepting her challenge had been a terrible mistake; revealing my Lycan form in front of everyone had been even worse. Now, it seemed my every action had consequences, rippling out far beyond what I’d intended. I thought about Alpha Cedric’s warnings and how he’d tried to protect me, telling me to tread carefully, not to let my emotions rule me. And yet, one bitter taunt from Astrid had been enough to send me into a blind rage.My hands trembled, and I wrapped them tightly around myself, trying to stave off the creeping chill of regret. Somewhere deep down, Astrid’s words had wormed their way into my mind, infecting me with self-doubt. Could it be that she was right? That my mother’s death, my struggles, all the pain—had it al
The first few days of training were like stepping into a dream—and a nightmare. The palace teachers, with their strict postures and watchful eyes, observed my every move, correcting even the slightest misstep. They drilled me in all the finer points of royal etiquette: how to stand, how to hold a teacup, how to speak with an air of calm authority. Every gesture, every word, had to be perfectly measured. I fumbled at first, feeling clumsy and out of place. But as the hours wore on, something strange began to happen. Movements I thought would feel foreign instead came naturally, almost instinctively, as if some hidden part of me had always known how to move with elegance and grace.A few times, I heard whispers as the teachers glanced at each other, nodding with satisfaction. “She’s a natural,” one of them said quietly, as if marveling at something unexpected. A warmth b
Settling into the palace was surreal. I had a spacious room, luxuriously furnished and positioned just a few doors down from Blue and Grey’s quarters. Every piece of furniture gleamed with polished wood and metal accents, while soft, heavy curtains framed windows that overlooked a lush garden below. It was strange to think that this place, so far from everything I’d known, was to become my new home.The first morning, a gentle knock sounded at my door. I opened it to find a young woman with a warm smile and an air of quiet strength. Her hair was braided back, and she wore a simple but elegant dress that matched her unassuming nature. She bowed slightly, then introduced herself. “Good morning, Miss Amelia. I’m Lea, your personal assistant. I’ll be helping you with anything you need during your time here in the palace.”
As we stepped into the kingdom, a peculiar silence settled over the streets. Everything looked normal, yet my senses tingled with a mix of nervousness and awe. People whispered among themselves, some pointing our way as we passed by, their eyes shifting from the twins, Blue and Grey, to me. I knew most of these people weren't entirely human; there was a palpable aura of power around them. And beyond that, a feeling in the air, almost instinctive, told me that most of these onlookers were Lycans. It was overwhelming. I could feel my pulse quicken, and my fingers dug into Blue's arm, seeking some form of reassurance. Blue turned his head slightly, his gaze soft and comforting. "How are you holding up, Amelia?" he murmured, so only I could hear. I swallowed, trying to steady my voice. "Honestly? I’m terrified," I admitted. "It feels like everyone is watching… judging." Grey’s voice came from my other side, smooth and steady. "You’ll be okay," he said, offering me a quick, reassuring s