My wolf was absolutely exhilarated to have finally met our soul mate. A part of me was relieved and even excited, but another part wasn’t ready to give up my life of freedom and independence for a mate—especially not an Alpha.
Alphas were notorious for being extremely territorial and controlling of their mates. Some people dreamed of having an Alpha mate, but I was not one of them. “NOOO!!” I screamed, shifting instantly. I didn’t care that I had just shredded my clothes—all that mattered was escaping this nightmare. Before my mother died, she always told me I was different, special compared to other wolves. One reason was that I had Alpha blood, which made my wolf twice the size of the average wolf. The other reason… She never really told me. I aggressively shoved a wolf that happened to be in my way and darted away from the group. As I ran, all I could hear was the whimpering and whining of my wolf, begging me to go back—to not run away from our mate, to accept him. But I couldn’t do that. It was asking too much of me. Accepting my mate didn’t just mean giving up my lone freedom—it meant becoming the leader of a pack. It meant putting my trust in someone I barely knew. And I couldn’t do that. I couldn’t trust anyone. Before I could process my thoughts, something slammed hard into my side, sending me crashing headfirst into a nearby tree. The last thing I heard was the sound of stampeding footsteps rushing toward me before I slipped into unconsciousness. I woke up gasping for air, immediately sitting up as I scanned my surroundings. Sunlight streamed through the window, illuminating the enormous room I was in. I was in someone’s bedroom. A lingering, familiar scent filled the space, calming my senses and bringing a strange tranquility to my mind. I surveyed the room. It didn’t feel very personal—just a plain white space with dark oak furniture, including a wardrobe and end tables on either side of a queen-sized bed, which also had a dark oak frame. As I shifted under the blanket, I suddenly realized—I was completely naked. My eyes darted to the side, landing on a neatly folded set of clothes beside me. They looked a bit small, but as I picked them up, the calming scent surrounding me became clearer. It was my mate’s scent. This must be his room. Panic surged through me, and I hurriedly put on the clothes before rushing to the door—only to find it locked. My chest tightened as fear clawed its way through me. Memories from my past resurfaced, flashing like haunting specters in my mind. The suffocating sense of being trapped, the pain, the helplessness. No. A sudden rush of energy swelled in my bones, primal and uncontrollable. Without hesitation, I channeled it, lifting my leg and slamming my foot against the door. It flew off the hinges. Without looking back, I bolted down the hallway, my heart pounding. The corridor stretched endlessly until I finally burst into a large living room—where a group of people stood gathered, staring at me with a mixture of confusion and amazement. So this must be the pack house of that Alpha… which meant I was currently a rogue inside an unknown Alpha’s territory. Ignoring their stares, I bolted out of the pack house, my eyes locking onto the forest entrance beyond the buildings and civilization. Without hesitation, I shifted and sprinted toward freedom once more, my mind already plotting my escape. But before I could get far, something—or someone—slammed into me, knocking me violently off course and sending me flying in the opposite direction. Dazed, I scrambled to my feet, immediately falling into an attack stance. My attacker stood tall with jet-black hair, slightly long but not as long as mine. His skin was darker than the Alpha’s, naturally tanned. And, annoyingly, I couldn’t deny that he was gorgeous. Just… not as gorgeous as my mate. I couldn’t believe I had just thought that. "Do not deny destiny. You know, deep in your heart, you want to give our mate a "Chance and see the type of man he is; do not deny your attraction to him," my wolf spirit said. It was in moments like these that she felt useless to me—we were separate spirits with separate opinions, even though we usually agreed on everything except one thing: mate. "Someone call for the Alpha and tell him the rogue is attempting to escape!" my attacker shouted. I didn't want to see him. I didn't want to melt at his feet just because we were destined to be together. I wanted to run away, far away, so that our mate connection would sever and we would be separated for good. I knew that the moment I saw him, I would hesitate and wonder what my life might be like if I stayed with him. I didn't want to give in. So I snapped.I charged at the man trying to hold me hostage, tackling him to the ground. My enormous body weight pinned him down, restricting his movements and keeping him from attacking me. He raised his arms to shield his face, but I could see the fear clouding his hazel eyes.Then, I felt a warm hand comb through my fur, sending shivers of delight through my body.I had always imagined that a mate’s touch would be electrifying, almost magical. This wasn’t quite that, but it still felt… nice.A soft whimper escaped me as his hand traveled up to my ear. He gently tugged on it, leaning closer, his breath stirring the fur around it."Could you please shift for me, love?" he whispered.Something inside me snapped.I didn’t want him calling me love. I didn’t want to be his. I wanted to be my own person, free and untethered.Yet deep down, beneath all the resistance, I knew the truth—I did want to be loved.And that terrified me.I wanted the love and affection that had been stolen from me when my par
Damien's POVThe moment I stepped out of the room Iinstantly regretted my words. She didn't seem dangerous at all in my eyes, she was powerful indeed but she was also just scared, who knows how long shes been alone as a rogue and I was trying to force the pack life onto her.The moment I laid eyes on her I knew she was the one for me. She had beautiful long jet black hair with a unique white streak that seemed slightly unkempt and unbrushed from her days of being in the forest alone. Despite her dirty face you could see the slightly faded frecklesalong her nose and cheeks, some plastered up her nose bridge and onto her forehead. Thought she seemed a little malnourished and woreloose fitted clothes you could still make out the accentuated curves of her body. Her eyes werewhat stood out to me were her big and round bright green eyes. Despite her cold attitude her eyes told a different story, they said that she was actually a sweet person who was justscared and used to living on the
"Yes, he's the Alpha of the pack. By the way, I don’t want to sound rude, but is there a reason Damien is keeping you in the packhouse?" Danielle asked, eyeing me curiously."Normally, he doesn’t let rogues set foot near the territory—he just kills them on sight. You must be important." She studied me carefully.I shifted uncomfortably, avoiding her gaze. I wasn’t ready to admit to her—or anyone—that Damien was my mate. But it was as if she could read me like a book because the next second, she let out a high-pitched squeal, practically jumping up and down in excitement."Oh my gosh! You must be his mate! Damien has finally found his mate!" She continued squealing, clapping her hands.I merely nodded, unwilling to comment further."What’s your name?""Iris."Danielle’s blue eyes sparkled as she smiled. "Aww, Damien and Iris. I can see it now," she giggled."I see you’ve already met her and started harassing her," Damien’s deep voice rumbled from the doorway. He chuckled, his broad sho
Damien decided to move me back into his room after quickly getting the door fixed. We sat in silence—me on the floor, him on the bed—where he continued to stare at me.I had nothing to say to him. I didn’t have anything to say to anyone. After being alone for so long, with only my wolf as company, I had forgotten what it was like to interact with others who weren’t trying to kill me."Is there nothing you want to say to me?" he finally asked."No. I want to leave. Now," I replied harshly."There’s something I’d like to say to you," he said.I rolled my eyes. "I don’t care what comes out of your mouth, honestly."When I looked up, I caught him staring—intensely, unblinking. Heat burned in his gaze, his eyes locked onto mine with an intensity that made my breath hitch. A strange warmth crept up my face. Embarrassed, I quickly looked away, breaking eye contact."Your face says otherwise, Iris." My name rolled off his tongue smoothly, sending an uninvited shiver down my spine.I scowled.
"You heard me," he chuckled.I stood up from the ground so that we were face to face, though he still slightly towered over me due to our height difference."What do you mean it's too late?" I pressed, narrowing my eyes.He lifted his hand to my cheek, gently caressing it. His slightly rough skin against my face was surprisingly pleasant, calming my senses. His scent wrapped around me, melting into his touch, making me momentarily forget my worries."I'm already attached to you. I barely know anything about you, yet I never want you to leave my side. If you were to go, my wolf and I would be shattered." His voice was low and sincere. "The moment I laid eyes on your wolf, I knew you were different—that you had to be mine. If only we had met under different circumstances."I felt myself leaning closer and closer until my entire body pressed up against his. His hands traveled down to my lower back, resting there without moving further. We stood like that—two complete strangers, engrossed
My wolf spirit and I often fought about one thing—what would happen if we ever found our mate. But it was never about independence or freedom. Now that we had found Damien, it was like she was ready to forget all of that, to assume the role of Luna just because he was an Alpha. I had always assumed my mate would be a rogue like me, that we could go off together, free and independent. But now that she had connected with Damien, she never wanted to leave his side. The fact that a single touch from him could make me melt or that his scent could instantly calm my senses angered me. The way my body reacted to him felt like second nature, like we belonged together—and it disgusted me. Like I had no choice in the matter. I didn’t want the responsibility of an entire pack on my shoulders. I didn’t want someone ordering me around. I finished my shower and stepped out, grabbing a towel to dry myself off. When I glanced back into the mirror, I smiled. It had been a while since I’d seen a cl
Later that day, I spent the rest of my time in the room with Damien. We didn’t talk much—I wasn’t a big fan of conversation anyway. Besides, I was having yet another argument with my wolf in my head. ‘Stop fighting the pull between you two. I know you can feel it because I can feel it too. If you leave our mate, you will never stop regretting it,’ my wolf whined. ‘Leave me alone. Not only is this the best choice for us, but it’s also better for this pack—and for my mate. I refuse to bring my problems here and be the downfall of anyone. I don’t know how to be a Luna, and I know I will never be more than a mere rogue to him.’ My wolf was the only one I ever opened up to. She knew my deepest secrets, my fears—because she was a part of me. We shared thoughts and emotions, and that built an unshakable trust between us. Even though we fought often, it was usually because I was stubborn. And I hated that she was always right. "What are you thinking about so hard, flower?" The voice sta
"Well, I have to clear up the fact that you are indeed my mate, but... I'm going to need you to come with me," he said hesitantly. I crossed my arms. "I have no interest in meeting your parents." "Yes, I'm aware," he sighed. "But I can't just tell them you're my mate without introducing you to them." "What part of 'I don't want to' do you not understand?" I snapped. He groaned, rubbing his face in frustration before looking up at me with an irritated expression. "I don't understand why you're being so difficult right now. I'm not saying you have to be in love with me—they just want to meet you." I hesitated, lowering my gaze. "What if they don't like me?" I muttered under my breath. His surprised expression told me he had heard me loud and clear. "You're worried my parents won't like you? Where is this coming from?" I scratched the back of my head, shrugging. "What if they order my execution or something?" His laughter boomed through the room, startling me. He doubled over, w
I was released from the hospital hours later, with Damien tailing my every move. There wasn’t much else for me to do besides rest, so I ended up back in his room.For the most part, I ignored Damien, my thoughts consumed by the rogue attack. Had I been specifically targeted, or was it purely random? How had they even dared to enter pack territory alone, thinking they could escape unscathed?"Iris, listen to me when I'm talking to you," Damien’s Alpha tone boomed through the room, catching me off guard."What?!" I snapped, irritated."You need to reconsider joining the pack for your own safety. This attack should be a wake-up call for you," he said."I told you before, and I’ll say it again—no, I will not join your pack. I’m not a pup anymore, Damien. I can take care of myself," I argued.He sighed and looked away.I had expected more of a fight, honestly.Instead, he walked over to the bed and sat beside me, the mattress dipping under his weight. As he raised his hand to my cheek and
"Are you planning on giving me a birthday present? Because I have something in mind."Damien wiggled his eyebrows at me.I laughed and pushed him away. "Ew, no, Damien. I'm not ready for that yet."He rested his head on my stomach as we lay on the bed together.I had to admit, these past few days had been enjoyable. The bond between Damien and me had grown stronger, and we’d gotten closer with each passing day, solidifying our attraction to each other. Damien had agreed that I wouldn’t have to be introduced to the pack until I was absolutely sure I wanted to join—and be marked by him.Since I didn’t know anyone else, I had been spending a lot of time with Danielle and Blake. They were the only people I could truly consider friends when Damien wasn’t around. Surprisingly, Blake and I had grown closer.Of course, due to Damien’s jealousy, I was only allowed to be around Blake when either Danielle or Damien himself was present."You remind me of someone," Damien said, tracing circles on
Shopping Trip"When we met, you tackled me and headbutted me in the side, so now we're even," I grinned.Danielle giggled. "Come on, you two, the mall is this way."Once we got to the mall, Danielle did most of the shopping for me. I was measured, fitted, and forced to try on so many outfits. We even made Blake come into the stores that made him uncomfortable."I think it would be best if I waited outside while you guys shopped for underwear," Blake said uncomfortably.I giggled and pulled him into the store anyway.After our shopping spree—where Blake ended up paying for everything—we left with way more bags than I expected."Now, hopefully, you don’t shred all of these clothes," Danielle said, narrowing her eyes at me.I laughed, realizing how much I had enjoyed my day with Danielle and Blake. I was actually starting to like Blake—strictly in a friendly way, of course.We decided to stop by a milkshake shop since I had never actually had a milkshake before. Before we knew it, Damien
I opened my eyes and realized I was still in wolf form. Looking around, I suddenly noticed a midnight-black wolf lying next to me, watching my every movement. It raised its head and whined when it saw I was awake. I immediately recognized it as Damien’s wolf. He jerked his head in the direction of the pack as if telling me we should go back. I nodded and got up.When I looked into his eyes, I saw hurt and regret swirling within them. They say the eyes are windows to the soul, revealing true emotions.We walked side by side back to the pack. As we moved through the trees, pack members rushed toward us, bombarding us with questions. Damien growled loudly, silencing them instantly.The moment we reached the pack house, we shifted back into our human forms, and someone handed us blankets to cover ourselves. As soon as we entered Damien’s room, he began frantically apologizing."Iris, I am so sorry. The moment I said those words, I wanted to take them all back. I was out all night searchin
"No, I don’t have to watch how I talk to you because you are not my Alpha. I’m still a rogue, and you have no control over me," I hissed, stepping closer and jabbing my finger into his chest.Damien’s eyes darkened as he grabbed my wrist, yanking my hand away from him. He leaned in until our faces were mere inches apart."If I had a choice, I wouldn’t pick someone like you to be my mate. An emotionally closed-off rogue wouldn’t even be my last choice."I already knew that. Someone like him would never willingly choose someone like me as a mate. But hearing him say it still hurt.It hurt deep.A sharp ache settled in my chest, spreading through me like wildfire. Even my wolf whimpered at his words. Without another thought, I turned and stormed out of the room, desperate to get away from him. I ran through the packhouse doors and into the open air, my vision blurring with unshed tears."Iris, wait!" I heard Damien call after me, but I ignored him.I shifted into my wolf and bolted into
She was a tall woman—not as tall as Damien or his father, but still quite tall. Strands of silver ran through her brown hair, yet her face showed no signs of aging. Her skin had a youthful glow, and there was something warm and kind about her presence.As I studied her features, I noticed that both Damien and Danielle took after their mother. Her kind blue eyes, strong jawline, and delicate yet defined features were reflected in them.His father, however, was a stark contrast. He stood against the wall in the living room, watching me with an intense, unreadable gaze. There was nothing warm about him. Every now and then, I glanced his way, only to find him still glaring at me with intimidating eyes."Iris is such a beautiful name! It definitely suits you!" his mother squealed excitedly.As she pulled Damien aside, I noticed his father approaching. He leaned in close, his voice a low warning only meant for me."I'll be watching you closely, rogue." He emphasized the last word with disda
"Well, I have to clear up the fact that you are indeed my mate, but... I'm going to need you to come with me," he said hesitantly. I crossed my arms. "I have no interest in meeting your parents." "Yes, I'm aware," he sighed. "But I can't just tell them you're my mate without introducing you to them." "What part of 'I don't want to' do you not understand?" I snapped. He groaned, rubbing his face in frustration before looking up at me with an irritated expression. "I don't understand why you're being so difficult right now. I'm not saying you have to be in love with me—they just want to meet you." I hesitated, lowering my gaze. "What if they don't like me?" I muttered under my breath. His surprised expression told me he had heard me loud and clear. "You're worried my parents won't like you? Where is this coming from?" I scratched the back of my head, shrugging. "What if they order my execution or something?" His laughter boomed through the room, startling me. He doubled over, w
Later that day, I spent the rest of my time in the room with Damien. We didn’t talk much—I wasn’t a big fan of conversation anyway. Besides, I was having yet another argument with my wolf in my head. ‘Stop fighting the pull between you two. I know you can feel it because I can feel it too. If you leave our mate, you will never stop regretting it,’ my wolf whined. ‘Leave me alone. Not only is this the best choice for us, but it’s also better for this pack—and for my mate. I refuse to bring my problems here and be the downfall of anyone. I don’t know how to be a Luna, and I know I will never be more than a mere rogue to him.’ My wolf was the only one I ever opened up to. She knew my deepest secrets, my fears—because she was a part of me. We shared thoughts and emotions, and that built an unshakable trust between us. Even though we fought often, it was usually because I was stubborn. And I hated that she was always right. "What are you thinking about so hard, flower?" The voice sta
My wolf spirit and I often fought about one thing—what would happen if we ever found our mate. But it was never about independence or freedom. Now that we had found Damien, it was like she was ready to forget all of that, to assume the role of Luna just because he was an Alpha. I had always assumed my mate would be a rogue like me, that we could go off together, free and independent. But now that she had connected with Damien, she never wanted to leave his side. The fact that a single touch from him could make me melt or that his scent could instantly calm my senses angered me. The way my body reacted to him felt like second nature, like we belonged together—and it disgusted me. Like I had no choice in the matter. I didn’t want the responsibility of an entire pack on my shoulders. I didn’t want someone ordering me around. I finished my shower and stepped out, grabbing a towel to dry myself off. When I glanced back into the mirror, I smiled. It had been a while since I’d seen a cl