Irina:
“A failure as always,” he said, and I looked away from him, avoiding the man’s eyes.
I knew to expect his anger, but the last thing that I did expect was to be insulted by him. At least, not over something that I had no power over.
I didn’t even know who that man was. But his blue eyes were stuck in my head for hours as I tried falling asleep yesterday. I didn’t even have the courage to speak to my mother about this. I didn’t know how she would react, but I knew better than to risk things.
“Alpha…”
“Did your mother speak to you?” He asked, and I shook my head.
“She wasn’t at the hotel when I arrived, and when I was leaving in the morning, she was asleep.” I said, wrapping an arm around myself. He scoffed, looking away from me, and I looked down at my feet. I didn’t know how I was going to face my father when I was going home. The man was supposed to be free of being in debt to the man. But I failed, again, and now he was still in danger of being a slave to a mistake that he made in the past.
“Sit,” he said, getting up from his desk. I gulped, but chose to do as told. I was scared, I had to admit that much, but I didn’t show it as I took a deep breath, reminding myself of the lessons that I knew too well. “At least you are trained enough to follow orders.”
“Alpha, I didn’t mean to… I don’t even know who that man was…”
“And that makes it even more stupid of you!” He said, snapping at me. “You are lucky that I am going to need you alive. Otherwise, you, your father, and mother wouldn’t have survived the night.”
I looked down at my lap, avoiding his gaze. He poured himself a glass of scotch. He knew not to offer me a glass. I didn’t drink, not in the morning and not with Alpha Cosimo.
“Someone is coming to meet you, my son.” He said, and I frowned in confusion. I didn’t dare look up at the man, but I had to admit that I was surprised by his statement, especially since I knew that he never even spoke of a son. “Your mother should have spoken to you about it. But considering that she hasn’t, I will.”
I looked up at him as he walked toward me. He put two glasses, one for me and the other for him before he took a seat on the chair in front of mine. This was a first, and considering that he was offering me a drink, I knew to be worried.
“You are to marry him,” he said, making my heart drop to my stomach.
“I’m sorry, what?” I asked, looking up at the man. “I am going to do what?”
“You are going to marry my son. He is to be your husband, and he is to believe that you are going to give him a son. One thing that you will do, is that you will eventually get rid of him. But that would happen when I tell you to do so.” He said, and I frowned. The man’s eyes studied my expression as I leaned in to pick up the drink, gulping it down in one go. Alpha Cosimo didn’t say a word for a few seconds, and I shook my head in question.
“Alpha, don’t get me wrong, but this is too much for me. I cannot marry a man that I do not know…”
“Your father will be free of his debt.” He said, stopping me. It was the one thing that he knew tied me down to whatever he told me to do. No matter how painful it was, he knew that it was a weak point for me. My father was a weak point for me.
“What if he doesn’t accept me as a wife? If I can’t give him a son…?”
“You are not going to give him the son.” He said, stopping me. “You are going to please him. You are to be his wife. You are to make him fall deeply in love with you. I don’t want him to suspect anything from you. The world around you is going to believe that you love him, and you are going to earn everyone’s trust, even if it means saving the pack if under an attack.”
“Then, when they least expect it, you're going to kill him. You will be doing it slowly, and he shouldn’t even suspect that it is you.” He said, and I sucked in a harsh breath. “When he is dead, and when his rogues submit to you as the pack Luna; I will be taking charge of the rogue pack. Your father would be free of the debt, and I will have myself the new pack’s loyalty.”
“You want me to be the reason behind the submission of rogues?” I asked, and he smirked. “Your son is a rogue?”
“He is a bastard.” He said, and I looked away from him as I chewed the inside of my mouth. “If he wants to be legitimized, my condition is that he has an heir. I don’t want that heir to be born, but I don’t want him to know that.”
“Why do you want to get rid of him?” I asked, daring myself to ask. The Alpha raised an eyebrow at me, and for a second, I believed that he would end up killing me. To my luck, he was quiet as he looked at me, studying my expression for a second too long before he chose to answer.
“He betrayed me,” he said, looking down at his glass that was still on the table. “And I have a thing for those who stab me in the pack. One punishment, but when it comes to his case, he doesn’t know that I am aware of his betrayal.”
“Now, without further questions, because I doubt that you are going to want to deal with the consequences of asking them.” He said, getting up from his seat. “You are to marry him, and you are going to do as I say.”
“What if I…?”
“Then you all die. But I will be sure that you are the last to take that breath of mercy, as I will choose to call it.” He said, glaring at me as he spoke. “The decision is yours, and I believe that you are wise enough to make the right one.”
“Which decision might that be?” A familiar man’s voice asked, making me frown as I caught sight of him. He was masking his scent. I got up from my chair and he smiled.
“You…”
Kai:“You…”“I take it that you are the fiancé that my father told me about.” I said, quickly changing the subject. The last thing that I wanted was for the man to know that I stole the pendant. And with no one here by my side, I knew that I was going to have to react fast. The man was going to ask questions if he grew curious, and I didn’t need him doubting that I was ‘loyal’ to him. “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you,”He had to believe that I was. It wasn’t a matter that I needed to put as an option.“When did you get here, Kai?” Cosimo asked, speaking before the woman, Irina did. His eyes met mine, and I was forced to look away from the girl, knowing that she was going to be more of a fuss to me. I didn’t want to deal with that, but I was aware that I was going to have to consider the fact that I ‘stole’ something that she had.“I arrived a while ago. Your secretary told me that you had someone over. But when the clock hit ten, which was when you asked me to be here, I took the
Irina:“You didn’t tell me that you were sending me as a bride, mama.” I said, looking at my mother. She raised an eyebrow at me but proceeded to drink her wine. This was the third bottle that she’s drowned down so far. “Mama, you are going to end up hurting yourself…”“You shouldn’t be caring what I do,” she said, and I looked away, avoiding her eyes. “What did you tell the Alpha?”“What am I to tell him?” I asked, shaking my head at her. “It seems to me that things were decided already; I just had to go with them.”“Good. Then for the first time, you chose to do what was best for this family.” She said, making me hold my breath. “Did you meet him?”“He is taking me out in a bit. The two of us are going to…”“You are not going to say or do anything that would upset him. He is the Alpha’s son, and I think that you should know better than to annoy the man.” She said, and I nodded, knowing it best not to argue. She was tipsy anyway, and I knew that it was only a matter of time before sh
Kai:I kept my eyes on the woman, waiting for her response. My grip was firm, but I was sure not to hurt her. I wasn’t the type to harm a woman, but I knew not to trust anything that came from Cosimo. And for the woman to quickly accept eloping when she didn’t even know me wasn’t normal, not in my eyes at least. “Let me go,” she said, and I let out a low growl. I was careful not to catch anyone’s attention, knowing that we were still in public. The last thing that we needed was to catch anyone’s attention. “Until you answer my question, you are…”“He has my father in debt. I am going to pay for it by marrying you. There, you got your answer?” She said, pushing me back. I frowned and she looked at my beta. “You can rot in hell for all I can fucking care…”“You are going to pay your father’s debt by marrying me?” I asked, and she looked away from me for a second. She stayed quiet, not answering, but I already got my answer. The man was selling her off to me to pay a man’s debt. I sho
Irina: “What the fuck do you mean that the two of you eloped?” Alpha Cosimo growled, banging his desk. I kept my eyes on my lap, leaving his son to talk to him. Nevertheless, I knew that the man was going to have his own tow with me. But I was going to have to deal with that later. “I told you, I was more than willing to marry her. She is a beauty anyway, might as well make use of it.” He said, and I let out a warning growl. I was no slave or prostitute for him to be speaking about me in such a manner. “There was a wedding to be planned. We had to have guests…” “I wasn’t going to have a wedding without my mother’s presence, and I think that you know very well why she is not going to attend an event, no matter what it is, where you are present in.” he said, his tone growing harsh. I looked at him for a second and Cosimo drew in a breath. “Fair enough.” He said, and I watched as he turned his attention to me. “Did you constitute the marriage?” “We agreed to do it when we’re bac
Kai:“YOU DID WHAT?” Mom yelled so loud that I believed that the windows would crack.I had to force myself to look away from her, knowing that I had done something that I knew she wouldn’t like. “Mama, you refused to listen to all reason, and you refused to look at what I wanted to do, what I needed to do…”“NEED?” She asked, her eyes widening in surprise. “What the fuck do you need from a bastard like Cosimo? The man abandoned you, he neglected you, and he chose to announce you a bastard in front of everyone. You can’t seriously be thinking of defending him!” “I am not defending the man, mama. But if he is going to live without giving us what WE deserve, what YOU deserve…”“He can rot in hell with what he thinks that he can offer me.” She said, stopping me. Her heart raced against her chest and I could visibly see her chest rising and falling as she fought to catch her breath. “We don’t even know who this woman is, we don’t know what she is up to, and she is working FOR him, Kai.
Irina: “Do you want to tell me how you managed to make the rogue Alpha marry you as fast as he could?” Mom asked, shaking her head in question. “What is that supposed to mean, mother?” I asked, shaking my head in question. She looked me in the eye, studying my expression, and she smiled. “One minute you were against the fact that you were to be married. Next, you and the Alpha have spent the night here as husband and wife. I am curious as to how you have managed to do so in such short notice.” She asked again, verbalizing her question. “It is my father’s life on the line, mother. I believe that you would know me enough to know that I would do anything for him.” I said, and she scoffed. “For him? Or for the power that you can get from the rogue?” Mom asked, shaking her head in question. Her eyes studied my expression, and I shook my head. “I will choose to not discuss such a matter. I already dealt with my father's anger, and now…” “You chose to go against all traditions, you
Kai:I watched as mom had the maids unpack the things that she had them bringing in. She wasn’t speaking nor was she looking at me, and I knew that it was going to take more than just a simple apology for things to be fixed this time. I don’t think that I have ever seen her as angry with me, but I wasn’t going to go back from my decision.“What is all this for, mama?” I asked. She looked at the maids, nodding at them, silently dismissing them from the room. They all walked out without saying a word, and I shook my head in question. “The woman is coming as an Alpha’s bride. She has to look like one. As far as I understand, she is an omega…”“I am an Alpha, but I am an outcast…”“An Alpha is an Alpha whether or not you want to admit it. You seem to be going high about being that demon’s heir that you forgot that IF you are an Alpha now, it is because you earned it by blood. The number of nights that I stayed up tending to your wounds are countless, and I know that you would have fough
Irina:I looked at my reflection for a second, getting lost in my thoughts as I found myself being completely alone.In theory, I knew that I was.But when it came to such an event, it hurt me to see that no one was even bothering to help me get ready as a bride would.My bedroom door was knocked, breaking my train of thoughts as I caught the Alpha’s scent. “Come in.” I called, standing up from in front of my dresser.I turned to face him, and lowering my head to the ground, I was sure not to look him in the eye. He had done more than enough for me as it was, and I was still embarrassed of the situation that I put myself in with him.“Your husband should be here for a bit.” He said, and I nodded. “He called to inform me that he was on his way.”“I am ready,” I said, looking down at the white dress that I was wearing. It wasn’t a wedding dress, but as wolves, we didn’t wed to begin with. The dress reached my knees, and it was more of a traditional dress that symbolizes our pack. A br
Kai: I had my arms wrapped around my mate, pulling her closer to me as I felt her tighten around me. I swelled inside her, throbbing with each thrust, knowing that I was nearing my edge. Her canines and mine were already bared, and our wolves were more than willing to mark one another. The café was empty, and the rooms that we had there were going to need us to both rearrange and fix them later. But then again, I figured that what better way to mark our new spot than with a marking for our love. It was something that even Irina understood. Something that the two of us loved. “Fuck…” Irina said, crying out when she felt me hitting her G-spot. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head, and I knew that if I didn’t mark her now, both of us were going to end up out of energy. But then again, I doubted that she would mind. It wasn’t until she woke up to find out that she was with a limp that we would be making the smaller difference. “You are so fucking tight.” I said, shuddering over her
Irina:“What do you want to do today?” Kai asked, breaking my train of thoughts.I looked at him and smiled, shaking my head in question. It has been two months since my mother left the pack, the woman that I called mother, that is. I didn’t know what I should address her as anymore. But I knew one thing, I was thankful that she went without more trouble. She has caused enough as it was anyway.“I have nothing in mind, but I can assume, since you asked, that you might have something that you want us to do?” I asked, and he smiled. He walked toward the edge of the bed where I was sitting, reading through a few emails.“What are you doing?” He asked, and I shrugged.“You have work that you assigned me to do, remember, boss?” I teased, and he smirked.“Well, having you as my assistant ended when we were in the office, that is, of course, if you don’t want me to take you here and now, on the desk.” He teased, biting my bottom lip as he leaned in to kiss me. I laughed and wrapped my arms a
Kai:I watched as Irina walked out of her mother’s infirmary room, looking as if she had seen a ghost. And though I heard everything that went on inside, I knew better than to walk in. I knew to leave her to deal with things with the woman by herself. Had I interfered, she wouldn’t have been able to see her true face. A face that I saw long before she had seen it.Flashback:“She is not going to understand anything from her, Kai.” Mario said, looking at me. “While I know that you want her to try and listen, she is going to be more hurt than she has been. You are going to need to be there for her, and if they do talk, you are not going to interfere. If the answers that she gets do not satisfy her, I am going to speak to her.”“A little too late for that, Mario. The woman doesn’t even know you as her uncle. I doubt that she is going to accept a word from you…”“I am going to try to speak to her. If she is willing to listen, then I am more than open to telling her what happened. If not,
Irina:I walked inside my mother’s room, daring to face her after everything that happened.I had to admit, I was just as scared as Kai was, if not more frightened and worried. But I didn’t want him to see that. I didn’t want him to see me weak and I didn’t want him to think that I wasn’t going to be willing to do this. For him, for us, and for myself.I knew that this was something that I was going to have to do. Otherwise, I wasn’t going to be able to cope. I knew that about myself, and I knew that he saw it in my eyes.“You came.” Mom said, taking me off guard. The fact that she was speaking to me was something that I didn’t expect, but I knew not to expect any less. She has hurt me enough to be ignored. And I knew that many would have done so.“You still raised me as a daughter. One that you both abused, I understand that much, but I was still growing under your roof for a very long time. I might as well value that, right?”“Irina…”“I am not going to be long, but there are a few
Kai:“Are you sure that you are going to want to do this, Irina?” I asked, looking at my mate, remembering the pain that I saw in her eyes the other day.The fact that I knew that she wanted to speak to her mother wasn’t one that I was going to deny. But I was worried that IF she did, that she would be falling back into the cocoon that I barely managed to get her out of.“I know that you are worried, Kai. But I have no other choice right now. I am not going to run away from the woman. She still is the person who raised me, and considering the fact that I can’t get answers elsewhere, this is the one place that I have. Plus, it is not like I am a child.” She said, and I shook my head at her. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder, turning her to face me.“Irina, I don’t want you hurting. And you know that IF you try hiding it, I am going to feel your pain. This is going to make it a lot worse, because this time, I am going to have to look at the woman without breaking her face for breakin
Irina:“I want to be left alone, Kai.” I said, knowing that Kai was going to try and comfort me. While I was thankful for his attempt, it wasn’t what I needed right now.“I know, but I am not going to leave you to deal with your pain alone. Plus, it is not like you don’t know me as a husband to think that I would be willing…”“Me knowing you is not going to change the reality of me wanting to stay alone. I really need to be alone to allow myself to process what happened, and though it might not matter to you…”“Do you really believe that it doesn’t matter to me, Irina?” He asked, and I took a deep breath. I knew that it did, but right now, I also knew that I was bursting out over so many things. He wasn’t the one that I was angry with, and he knew that. But the idea of him not willing to leave me alone was one that I didn’t like. I didn’t want to be beside anyone. I just wanted to vent, but I wanted to do it by myself.“I don’t want you to see me in my worst state, Kai.” I said, and h
Irina:“Hey,” Anastasia said, putting a drink on the table in front of me.I looked at it for a moment then at her, and she smiled. “It is not poisoned, I promise.”“The fact that you would think that I would be concerned about it being poisoned amazes me. But then again, you lived your life dealing with Cosimo. I doubt that you would be living in any less worry or concern.” I said, and she smiled. I took a sip of the drink, wincing when I felt it burn my throat. It was vodka.“Are you okay?”“Would a person in my shoes be okay?” I asked, and she sighed. “I need to think straight, and no matter how much I want to, I really can’t find myself doing so. And to make matters worse, I know that nothing that they are going to tell me is going to make this any better. I am going to need to try and understand things my way, and it is going to be a lot harder as time goes.”“Well, if it makes you feel any better, I am exiled from both my brother and mother. Neither one of them is going to want
Kai:“Irina…?” I frowned, seeing that she wasn’t by my side.I got up from bed, and walked out of the room, frowning when I heard the fuss that was going on. The idea of her not being here was something that I didn’t like. I didn’t want her to be alone, especially when I knew that she was holding a lot more than she was supposed to inside her.“What is going on?” I frowned, seeing that mom was walking with her robe. She was wearing a white one, and the idea of seeing her awake at this time was one that I wasn’t used to.“Irina’s mom woke up.” Mom said, making my eyes widen in surprise. “Rustem saw her first, and Irina is there now.”Anastasia, who was here, looked at me. Her eyes met mine and I nodded at her, but the woman looked down at her feet. I knew that she was thrown in tough situation, but I wasn’t going to leave her alone. Not after everything that she went through.I put my hand on mom’s shoulder, gently squeezing it, before turning to the infirmary.I looked at Irina who wa
Irina:I woke up, careful not to wake Kai up, as I got out of the bed.The man had barely slept, and the last thing that I needed or wanted for him was to end up exhausting himself more than necessary. He needed the break, and I wasn’t going to deprive him from it.I walked out of the room, knowing that I wouldn’t be able to go back to sleep anytime soon, and to the dressing room to freshen up. Washing my face in the suite’s bathroom could end up waking him, and I wasn’t going to take that risk.My heart ached with each step that I took, and it wasn’t long before I found myself in the garden, walking around, knowing that I would be finding most of the pack members asleep. Some were walking around, others patrolling, but it was almost empty.We have been here a week, and I still couldn’t find myself accepting what happened. And with my mother still being asleep, I knew that I couldn’t help but find myself falling deeper into the cocoon that I was in. Kai was the one reason that I was a