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Chapter 36

Author: Crystal L
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Irina:

I sat on the windowsill, keeping my eyes on the sky above, not bothering to even turn when I heard the door open as Kai entered his bedroom.

The sill was large enough for me to sit comfortably on, and though ‘unsafe’, I didn’t care. I didn’t want to be inside the house, especially not in the same room with him.

“Irina…”

“Please don’t talk to me,” I said, stopping the man. He froze, not even approaching me, and I tightened my arms around my knees as I pulled my legs to my chest.

The idea of being called a whore was not one that I liked. It pained me to be called so, especially since the woman didn’t even know my story. The way her eyes were focused on me, and the way that she was clearly letting me know that she was despising me was one that I hated.

“Irina, I didn’t want things to escalate the way that they did…”

“I don’t give a damn,” I said, stopping him. “You dismissed me to the room as if I were some child. You chose to allow her to disrespect me, and I am required t
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