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The Return to Crimson Dawn Monday, May 13th Pt. 8
“Are you okay, Carol?” I ask the nurse, uncertain how far his flailing had reached. “I’m fine sir. I’m going to get this to the lab for processing. Once he’s calm you can try to get him up and walking. Do you have any clothing for him?” “Yes ma’am.” “I think you should be able to get him dressed and I’ll start on getting discharge papers put together.” “Yes please.” He whimpers from beneath me. “I’m sorry that’s what you woke up to. You have a lot of blood in your urine which usually means you have a severe infection. Catheterization is usually a little uncomfortable but not painful. Not the level that you felt. You did very well. I’ll return in an hour to check on the medication on the feeder. Hopefully we can start the discharge process and get you out of here then.” “Yes ma’am. Thank you.” I finish up the conversation. “Are you ready for me to leave you?” I turn my attention back to him. “Yes sir. I’m sorry.” “It’s okay.” I try to reassure him as I slowly climb from around
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He finally breaks down, releasing his fears in the form of tears. He yelps several times when a knock on the door signifies the nurse coming back. “What happened? He seemed to be doing fine when I left.” Carol walks in with a large clear plastic cup filled with ice and several bottles of cranberry juice, protein drinks and water. “No! Don’t do it again! I can go on my own!” He shouts as he fights. How has he gotten himself this wound up? I again pin him gently to the bed, fighting to help him gain control of a very broken mind and soul. “I’m sorry. I didn’t realize doing the cath would create so much fear. There’s no reason to do another unless you find yourself unable to go on your own.” She chimes in. Gratefully, it helps him to hear those words as she puts what she’s carrying on the bedside table. “Would you like me to fix him a drink?” “No ma’am. He needs to do it. Thank you for the offer.” “You're welcome. You have a little over half an hour left on the feed. I’m going t
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I lift my eyes from the screen as the scent of my mate hits my nose. I close everything up and hurry to the door not wanting any knocking to wake Cole. I step outside into the hall wrapping my arms around Ari sweeping her into a chaste kiss. She giggles as I pull away, my mom coming up from behind. “He’s fallen back asleep. I’m trying to keep stimulus to a minimum since he ended up in three panic attacks the first hour after he woke up.” They both nod. “Are they giving him Valium or anything to calm his fear?” My mom asks as we walk into the room. “That would do the opposite of what we need him to do.” Nurse Carol walks in behind the rest of us. Cole stirs with subtle whimpers as he attempts to curl into a ball. Carol walks over to him, petting his head in an effort to wake him gently. “I know my first round waking you was rudely painful but I think the discomfort you’re in now is from not using the bathroom. Will you let Cassius and I help you to the room? All I ask is for you
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“Let’s get your legs up and lay you back.” Carol encourages gently. “Is everything okay?” Mom asks from just inside the door. “The uti is causing him a lot of pain.” I explain quietly. “Can I get my shirt? Please. This isn’t enough.” He whines softly. “It’s better if you stay in the gown until this second medication is finished.” Carol attempts to calm his nerves. “Please. Can it wait? I’m feeling really sick right now and it hurts to throw up.” “As soon as this is done we can get you out of here.” I try to calm him as well. “That’s what I need to talk to you about.” She starts cautiously. “The sonographer isn’t available until tomorrow morning and Dr. Atkinson will not approve of releasing him until after he has the ultrasound.” “You’ve spoken to him.” “Yes. When I retrieved the second antibiotic from the delivery system I called and spoke about releasing Colton. He wouldn’t budge.” “Can you get him on the phone again? Colton is not staying the night here.” “Yes sir.” She
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“No Cole. You can’t do that.” I chastise gently as I place my hand on his stopping the ineffective yet desperate clawing he has resorted to when the tape failed to give. “Please. It needs to stop. It hurts.” He’s absolutely frantic as I climb into the bed with him. Somehow his instincts are very strong and he immediately submits to the hold I had on him last night. His broken arm is between us as we sit chest to chest. He’s actively crying from the panic and pain that this medication has caused yet none of us know enough to stop the machine. “What’s going on here?” The patient, kind voice of Carol comes back into the room. “Why did you speed this up?” “It’s supposed to run over half an hour, not a full one.” “Which means you didn’t read his chart before coming in here.” “The call button was activated while you were using the bathroom. I came in to see what he needed. I didn’t realize I needed to research him first.” “Then why did you change the feed? Extending the time reduce
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It takes an additional two hours to get Colton situated and released from the hospital but in the end I did succeed in getting him out against medical advice. The big win was gaining Dr. Atkinson’s cooperation on working with Deven on additional tests. Dr. Hamilton has also requested that he return for additional MRI scans as the number of breaks he’s found on the young man was unexpected to say the least. I promised I would talk to Cole but emphasized that the young man needs the ability to make his own decisions and I would not force additional tests for exploration purposes. Colton has fallen asleep in the car. It is expected considering the medication that he’s on. I encouraged him to lay against me when he could no longer keep his eyes open. I can tell by the change in the trees outside that we will be pulling into the pack house garage shortly. I run my hand through his hair attempting to wake him gently. It has taken me very little time to discover that his head is the easiest
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(Deven’s POV)‘Cass, I know it’s been a long day but something happened while Colton was waiting for you at the pack house. We need to convene a meeting with you and Lunas Charlotte and Arianna.’ I wait patiently for his response. ‘I’ll be there in ten.’ ‘Thank you. Do me a favor?’ ‘What’s that?’ ‘Change your clothes. Non business without the need for a belt. Sheila and I have already changed into night clothes even though we just finished dinner.’ ‘What’s going on? You’ve never requested that.’ ‘You’ll understand when we start talking about the issue that was run into. Have you heard anything from Braysen?’ ‘He stumbled out of the hallway with a bloody nose and decently bruised face shortly after I came back downstairs. He gave me a story claiming that Colton intercepted him taking Clayton to my office for punishment.’ ‘Why did you say “a story”?’ ‘Have I ever told you how much you read into my wording?’ ‘No. I didn’t think it was an issue.’ ‘Sometimes it’s annoying but n
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“Can you tell me what’s going on between you, Lauren and David?” He shakes his head. “No?” Cassius is easily as shocked as I am. “Why, little buddy? I can’t help you if I don’t know.” He shakes his head as he speaks. “I tried to go to you. I talked to Braysen instead. He started meeting with them and now he adds to their punishment every day.” “You feel that talking has made it worse?” He asks gently. I can tell that he’s hoping to gain a little confidence to keep him talking. “It did!” He suddenly steps back forcing Cass to grab his hands. He yelps and screams again, fighting to get away. I’m surprised when he succeeds. I know that Cassius allowed him to pull free. What I didn’t expect was Colton’s reaction to the child’s desire to flee. With energy he shouldn’t have while under the drugs he’s on, he leaps from under my arm and across the room pulling the young pup into his legs. Clayton immediately wraps his arms around him, crying softly into his thigh. Colton leans his should
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“I’m concerned about you Andre.” Julius now has my attention only he has crouched down to my level. “While your statement seems to have helped Hayden it gave me the clue I was looking for.” “A clue to what?” “The true reason behind the terror you have in gaining custody of your kids. While any other wolf in this pack saying such a thing would be passed off as simply being very serious about their statement, you stating that you nearly died once to fight for them is something I take very seriously. What happened the last time they were taken from you?” I shake my head hard, holding my breath as I fight against the flashbacks trying to invade my thoughts. “Andre?” He tries again but all I can do is shake my head slowly. “Papa Redmen hit him. He made him bleed.” The innocent voice of my daughter breaks through. “You saw it?” Abe seems shocked that it would be done in front of her. I watch as she nods her head. “Mommy spanked me for crying.” She whines hard before laying against h
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I wake up yelping, screaming and fighting from the fitful dream I fell into during the ride to Red General. I cling hard to the back of Alpha Julius’s shirt as he silently embraces me. I had no idea how hard dad had been on me until I went to Blister Ridge. I had to harden up while I was back at Red Fang which has not only delayed my ability to process what has happened but it has added to the trauma I’m already struggling with. Josh has diagnosed me with complex PTSD, he did shortly after I moved into this pack after Cole disappeared. He simplified the description as being multiple traumatic events instead of just one causing the post trauma anxiety. Julius waits patiently for me to get myself together as going into the hospital with my own PTSD on full display won’t help me with my kids. I lift myself from his shoulder slowly, taking several deep breaths with my eyes still closed. It’s only as I open them and look into his blue-green eyes that he speaks. “Are you ready?” His voic
