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2020-08-18 19:58:27Antonio has been giving me nothing but mixed signals! One day he's all 'You're mine' then the next he's kicking me out of his office telling me to stay away from him or better yet...stay in my place. He must enjoy saying that.
Well, fuck him! I'm tired of his games, how the hell can a man be so moody and indecisive yet so devilishly handsome? If it hadn't been for Charlie I would've left and gone straight ahead to Wood. Give him my head on a fucking silver platter!
"Here you go Wood, Antonio is a dick and just won't let me through. Why don't you just go to him and get whatever it is and stop sending me to do your stupid job? Kill me so I can join my dad in a way better place than this...at least I understood him. Fucking hell!"
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