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2020-08-24 15:29:16It's the beginning of the week which means back to work again. Great! Antonio would be an awesome boss if he'd stop being so....him! The guy rarely cracks a smile when we're in the office.
I get that he's the CEO but hey I didn't want to be here either...just saying.
"Hi, Sophie," I walked past her old ass, carrying a million files that someone sent me to get because he needs them. Mxm.
I opened the door with a push my hip and he looked up at me, a struggling me and he still sat down looking at me. What a gentleman.
I dropped the files on his desk, I saw a smirk playing on his amazing lips but I ignored it.
"Could you go..."
"No," I groaned collapsing on my chair.
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