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2024-10-29 19:42:56"Stacey," That's all he's going to say? Stacey!?
"Hi, Antonio," Nyi nyantonio, with her small wave and big eyes. She's gorgeous, to tell the truth, but what is she doing here!? And can't she see me standing right here?
"Lotus move so she can get in," Antonio pushed me to the side! I wasn't even standing in front of the door or is he trying to say I'm fat!? I know my ass is big but shit I am not big! Well, that big that I would have to move.
Stacey entered with her duffle bag...is she moving in already? I watched Antonio lead her to the living area, the guy was extremely happy and nervous at the same time. What happened between them?
I trailed behind them and sat down on the couch opposite them. They are smiling at each other, like long lost lovers. They're just smili
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