ANTONIO
"So explain yourself," I said as we finished ordering our lunch, normally I would send Sophie to get me my normal lunch but something about this girl made me want to get out of the office, but it's also to make Wood think I'm interested in her.
She was quite intelligent, the way she told me off about the case made me want to snap but all I could do was tell her she's looking at two different cases, she seemed more interested in the double homicide and honestly, I am too.
"Basically what it says is that Jonah stabbed Marlon and Marcia, his best friend's because they had a huge argument about the sudden relationship the deceased had, mind you Marcia was always Jonah's crush so I guess you could understand the argument part.
What I do not understand is how he could kill them when he has hemophobia meaning that he can not stand to be near blood, the smell of blood and just a teeny tiny drop is able to make him pass out immediately! So I don't think he did it," She shrugged, finishing off her statement. I stared at her for some time and she cleared her throat, "Do I have something on my face?" I couldn't help but grin at her.
"No. I was just thinking of how much of an amazing lawyer you could become. You have valid points, but phobias are things a person could overcome, so how would you explain that in court?" I challenged her and she seemed deep in thought.
"Gimme a minute," She mumbled skimming through the file, "Ahah! Jonah had had this phobia ever since he was a kid after he witnessed his mother being slaughtered by his own father, hmm poor kid. And according to his psychology records, which he has been attending since he was nine, he's never been able to get over his phobia and it's quite impossible, it also says that he was a happy person without any anger issues, just a fear of blood," She said and took a sip of her chocolate milkshake.
"But he could've been easily angered by what happened."
"Or he could've pretended to be happy for them and went to cool off and some crazy ex of Marlon or enemy came and slaughtered the MMs knowing of Jonah's condition to pass out, he or she waited until Jonah came back and saw the blood and passed out planting the evidence on him. Easy," She popped a chip into her mouth and carried on reading.
"How would you prove that?" She let go of the file, rolling her eyes at me, she seems to have a tendency of doing that and I have a sudden urge to punish her for it. Wait, what?
"Honestly, for a lawyer, you seem to be an idiot. Investigate about their private lives, not only what has been provided to you. There's always more to see than what is being shown," She closed the file and looked at me.
"Wise words. And I already did all that you talked about, there's no one."
"Look deeper, there's always someone,” She took a bite of her burger and moaned, "This is really good."
"It's not ladylike to speak with food in your mouth."
"What's that? Sounds fancy," She asked looking confused and then barked out laughing, "Sorry, I don't know anything about being ladylike. I had no mother to teach me."
"How do you have so much knowledge of cases?" I've been meaning to ask since the office.
"Oh uhm. Dad was a lawyer, so yeah," She looked out the window.
"How'd he end up broke?" I had to ask.
"A woman or should I say 'lady'. Excuse me," She got up and walked away in the direction of the toilet.
I really wonder what happened to her, she's honestly a beautiful young girl, bubbly and smart but broken. Just like how you were...and I find her funny.
She came back and slumped on her seat, sighing, "Are we going back to your office or can we go home?"
"I still have work to do, but I guess I could finish it off at home. Let's go," I paid the bills and got up with her trailing behind me to the car.
We drove home and she was silent the whole way looking out the window. Once we reached the house she released a silent 'wow'.
I parked my car in the garage and got out. I was heading inside the house when I noticed she wasn't following me, I turned around and saw her admiring my baby.
"Are you fixing it?" She asked as she lifted the cloth I covered it with.
"Yes."
"What did you do to him?" She asked as she looked in the hood and touched a few things.
"Her, and don't touch her."
She raised her hands and smirked, "Hey I was just trying to help her. But it's cool."
"What do you know about cars?" I asked her, why does it seem as if she's skilled in almost everything?''
"A lot, probably more than you do but it doesn't matter. Show me to my room please?" She got into the house and stood waiting for me. I walked upstairs and the first door I saw, I opened it.
"It hasn't been used. I'll bring you clean sheets," She nodded her head and looked at the room. It was clean but just not used by anyone because I don't have guests or any family. I brought her sheets and she thanked me.
I walked into my room and took a shower letting the hot water soothe my tense body. I really don't know why Wood has decided to come back now, and why he thinks I owe him. It doesn't make any sense to me at all, but I have to think of a plan before he attacks and finds me unprepared.
Wood is an idiot, but he can be smart when he's focused. I get out of the shower and wrap a towel around my waist, heading downstairs where I hear two sets of voices and laughter, an incredible smell whiffs my way and my stomach growls.
"Hey man. Did you forget about tonight?" My friend Charles asked me, I met him when I first arrived in this city and we sort of kicked it off. He's a cool guy and laid back, "Oh Lord you did, didn't you?"
"Sorry man, today just got really hectic and it might've slipped my mind. Let me go get dressed," I heard Lotus mutter a ‘Thank God’. I pretended as if she wasn't gawking at my torso.
Once I finished dressing, I went back downstairs to find Charles still flirting with Lotus, she looked up at me and swatted his arm after he whispered something in her ear.
"You guys want to eat before you leave?" She asked and we both nodded, she dished up for us and sat on the other side of the table looking at us.
"Why aren't you eating?" I asked her suspiciously.
"Relax Antonio, I'm not trying to poison you or anything. I had cooked enough for two but Charlie came over," I raised my eyebrow at her.
"Charlie?"
"Yeah! I think Charlie is cuter than Charles," She giggled while walking to the fridge to take out a bottle of water for herself. Once we were done eating she took our dishes and washed them, dried and packed them. She's really taking this seriously.
"Well, we are going out. Don't open the door for anybody else," I told her, grabbing my keys, she nodded her head and closed the door behind us.
I grabbed Charles by his neck and slammed him into the closest wall.
"Stay away from her! She's way too young for you," I growled looking at him.
"And you're not too old for her?" He choked back and I tightened my hold around his neck
"Just stay the fuck away from her. Understand?"
"Yes sir!" I let go of his neck and he wheezes, "Oh I'm excited to see where all of this goes." He chuckled and I glared at him making him laugh harder, "I'm just joking mate! No hard feelings?"
"Your British accent fucking annoys me!" I walked away unlocking the car.
"Oh, I love you too, my Italian prince." He got in the car and I drove away from the house going to the playhouse.
I watch Antonio and Charlie leave and I close the door behind them. With a sigh, I collapse on the couch and switch the big screen in the wall on. Everything that's playing sucks so I switch my phone on and it's flooded with texts. Devil in human form: Did you manage to meddle your pretty ass into his life yet? - It's been a whole week Lotus, how much more fucking time do you need! Remember your life's in my hands. - Time is running out beautiful flower. I don't reply to any of his texts knowing he already has somebody following me around to see if I'm doing as he instructed. I see that an unknown number texted me. Unknown
I get out of my bed and groan, stretching my muscles. I walk to my bathroom and take a shower, brush my teeth and get dressed in sweatpants without a shirt I walk downstairs and I'm whiffed with the smell of food, I groan out forgetting I had a girl living with me now. I find her in the kitchen dancing to a song, mostly her ass. I smirk as an idea comes up and I walk up to her caging her between me and the island, pressing myself on her ass and she gasps. "What are you doing?" She stuttered out breathing heavily, you sure do got it with all the ladies Antonio. I skimmed my nose along her neck and sniffed, Eucalyptus. Nice "So... you like to watch," I said biting her ear lobe.
"So that's your uncle?" Jake muttered after Antonio went upstairs. Jake had gotten here an hour before Ant and we've been seated on the couch since catching up. "Yup. My grumpy uncle," I said looking away, I had to think about something on the spot and uncle was the best I could do. "And that's his girlfriend?" I nodded again, "Rather we carry on with us?" He asked again and I grinned "Please," There was a moment of silence after I said that. "I don't know why I never had the guts to approach you in school," He said and my head snapped to him. "Wait what?" I spoke out after looking at him for the longest time ever and he chuckled, shifting closer to me and twirling his finger around my braid.
"Nevermind." She squealed bolting out of my office. She must've ran so quickly because I heard her door slamming closed. She probably locked her bedroom as well.I look at the broken pen in my hand and sigh running my fingers through my her, now I've got to clean up all this mess. How the hell did she find out about Stacey... Stacey.After cleaning up the mess I made I tried so hard to concentrate on my work but was very unsuccessful. I retired to my bedroom but first going to Lotus's bedroom.I knock and hear no response, I open the door slightly and see she's deep in sleep. Her one leg. Is hanging over the bed and one arm is covering her eyes. Messy sleeper.I close her bedroom door and head to mine closing the door. I sit on my bed and release a heavy breath, today has been a drag honestly and irritating as well. I guess the good thing about today is that I had a break-through with the case.I allow sleep to consume me...another dreamless night.°I groan out as the alarm brings me
What the hell just happened! No ways, no fricking ways. Let's recap all of this, I might be still dreaming...nope, not dreaming. Ouch, why did I pinch myself?So I basically avoided him for a whole week because I was scared he pissed at me for going through his stuff. And when he finally catches me in the act of avoiding him, he took my virginity.Hard, raw and fast. It was incredible! And painful but it was incredible! I have never in my life felt such immense pleasure and would definitely want to do it again.Does that mean he likes me? Does that mean he wants me too? Or was he just looking for relief and I was the closest thing. But he has Jesse for all of that, come on Lo think positive! Ant looks like a person who knows what he wants.And he wants you?Well, the more I think of it, things did go a bit too quickly.The now cold water brings me out of my thoughts and out of the tub. I wrap a towel around my body and wal
"Hey, Jake. What do you say I take you on that offer for drinks?""Sure. Say 6?""Can you come fetch me now?""Be there soon."I found myself wiping a stray tear well, I guess rejection does hurt, although that was totally indirect but still. Fuck him!I go upstairs into my room and find something to wear, well this is going to be tough considering I don't really have dresses but I can totally mash something up.I find my long-forgotten tight black high-waist leather pants and a black see-through crop hemp and a black jean jacket, for shoes I wore my black heels. This outfit was really dark, just like my mood. But in conclusion, I just really love black.I apply my matte Maroon lipstick and some mascara, I don't know why dad ever bought me such things, I guess he always knew the time would come when I would be a girl... because of a fucking guy. Wise old fool.I finish my business and walk downstairs and find the co
I wake up to somebody harshly speaking over the phone and look around the room. This isn't my room and my head hurts so much!Charlie appears with a scowl on his face but he is shirtless, oh no please don't tell me I slept with..."No, we didn't. Relax." He must've noticed my panic, "How are you feeling?" He asked as he sat on the edge of the bed."Like shit. You look pissed." I said and he sighed running his fingers through his hair."Come on, let's go eat." He got up from the bed and extended his hand towards me."May I please freshen up first?" I asked and he hit his forehead with his hand."Of course I'm sorry, the bathrooms right over there. On the left cupboard, there's extra towels and brushes. And I'm sure you can find your way to the kitchen right?""Yeah, thank you." I said and headed to his bathroom."And I'll put some extra clothes on the bed for you, I took yours off after you vomited at night." My breath imm
"Good morning." She whispered taking a sip of whatever was in her mug as I walked into the kitchen. I looked at her, then the bruises on her cheek and neck. I did that to her.I grabbed a bottle of water clenching my jaw, I walked away, "Good morning to you too." She mumbled under her breath, "jackass." I broke out into a grin and looked at her."Heard that Fiore." "Then why are you ignoring me?" She asked and I sighed."Because I'm angry.""At me? I'm sorry I went out and got punched." she pointed to her left cheek like it was nothing."It's not that but it is also that," I said and she snapped her fingers."Oh! It's because I kissed Charlie!" She said as if she figured something out, well she did. I'm really pissed she kissed Charlie after I told him to stay away from her."It's because I strangled you Lotus! I put my hands on you and every time you'd tell me to stop I would add more pressure and I-..." "Ant, calm down. Come on breath, breath for me." "Stacey! Stacey." A bucket of
So I lost the bet, Johnny the big guy didn't win against the small guy and I was hurt, to say the least. "So are you ready?" Antonio whispered cockily in my ear and I frowned, following Johnny with my eyes, I will get him later. Where in the world has the big guy ever lost against the smaller one! Where!? Nodding my head trying to seem confident yet I was crapping myself, I wasn't ready for anything but a bet is a bet and I will keep my end of the bargain and carry out with the bet, I'm no wimp. "You know, it's okay if you don't want to," he said as we walked together hand in hand. "No!" I shouted and cleared my throat, "I mean I want to," I nodded my head trying to convince him but all I was doing was convincing myself even more. "Okay then, you will love it!" He exclaimed and I pressed my lips together and slowly followed him to our room, "Wait we have to eat." "Yes! Totally agree, I'm starving, I'll go make us food," I rushed to turn around but he caught me by my waist. “Tha
"Good morning Mrs Rossi," a voice whispered in my ear and I pushed his face away from me, mumbling a pained no. "Come on, it's time to wake up." "But I don't want to, leave me alone please," I turned my body away from him and the idiot seemed to follow me. Sticking his wet finger into my ear I jumped out of the bed and looked at him horrified. "What the hell is wrong with you?" I shouted at him and he laughed looking at me. "Come on, you promised to watch them today," he said walking over to me with his arms open for me, walking right into the hug I wrapped my arms around his waist and his hands touched the edge of his shirt before grabbing my ass. "They're not kids Ant, they will be just fine," I mumbled sleepily against his chest and he moved my hands from his waist wrapping them around his neck, picking me up as he walked us into the bathroom. "A promise is a promise Fiore," he said, sitting me down on the countertop as he opened the shower for me. "But there's always next ti
Antonio stood at the altar waiting for his bride to be, officially and right this time to come out. He too couldn't believe that the day had finally arrived and they were both ready to settle down so quickly together and yet surprisingly they were both more than ready for this change. It wasn't really a change considering that they had been living together for a long time and they had already been technically married just without Lotus knowing but now they had to do it in front of everyone this time and with her clear knowledge that it was happening. Antonio stood staring ahead at the door Lotus was supposed to come out of, which she hadn't yet and it made him feel nervous and panicky, that's why he had sent Charlie to go get her and Tiffany. They weren't late per se, but he just wanted to see her and hold her. He heard a noise that sounded like cheering on and he wondered what it was all about, the doors bursting open and causing everyone to look at them, out came Charlie and Tiff
Antonio stood at the altar waiting for his bride to be, officially and right this time to come out. He too couldn't believe that the day had finally arrived and they were both ready to settle down so quickly together and yet surprisingly they were both more than ready for this change. It wasn't really a change considering that they had been living together for a long time and they had already been technically married just without Lotus knowing but now they had to do it in front of everyone this time and with her clear knowledge that it was happening. Antonio stood staring ahead at the door Lotus was supposed to come out of, which she hadn't yet and it made him feel nervous and panicky, that's why he had sent Charlie to go get her and Tiffany. They weren't late per se, but he just wanted to see her and hold her. He heard a noise that sounded like cheering on and he wondered what it was all about, the doors bursting open and causing everyone to look at them, out came Charlie and Tiff
The preparations for this day were stressful and fun at the same time, having my best friend or should I say my sister here to help me was a huge relief! Sitting on the bed together I watched her as she tried to fit her gown but it wouldn't get past her hips. "You have been gaining a lot of weight these days Tiff," I commented paging through the book she brought for me to get back in the mode of reading hardcover books, and so far? Still not interested, which is crazy cause I remember how much I used to love them when I was a kid. Oh well, I guess growing up changes a lot of things. "Yeah, I think I've been eating quite a lot." "Out with it Tiff, you pregnant?" I asked her closing the book and looking at her, her head dropped and she slowly nodded. "Why were you quiet about it?" "I didn't want to seem careless when I told you the news after you had just...you know," she said in a small voice and I frowned. "I'm sorry Lotus, it wasn't even my intention to get-" stopping her with a
After months of having to attend therapy sessions, eleven torturous months of sitting in front of Dr Meyer and telling her all about my problems and how I feel, it has been absolute hell and I am very happy that this is my last session with her. At first, I never opened up about anything and would always fire back her questions to her, for example, she would ask me 'how do you feel about that?' and I would answer her with a 'how do you think I feel about that?' I know she is here to help me get over my guilt and try to understand my emotions a bit better but come on, even you have to admit that some of the questions are a bit retarded. "So Lotus, how do you feel about this being our last session together?" "Uh, am I supposed to feel some type of way?" I asked her, does she want me to be sad and weeping that I won't be seeing her anymore and I won't have to answer questions and have her prove a point to me that would bug me out for a whole week until I see her. "It's all up to you
I had just taken a shower that Tiffany forced me into taking because for the past three days I had been sitting next to her, watching her curly hair become flatter. Grabbing my shirt I walked to the room Lotus was resting in, buttoning my shirt up I opened the door and I heard her melodic laugh. "There you are!" She chirped and I stood by the door fazed, I wasn't here when she woke up. "You're up," I whispered, not believing my eyes, she gestured to her body and giggled. "I'm wide awake, are you just going to stand there and watch me or are you going to come hug me?" She said in a suggestive tone and still, I stood there just watching her. "You would think he was the one that got shot," she mumbled, Charlie and Tiffany laughed and she laughed too but ended up coughing. Rushing over to her side I helped her sit up straighter and gave her some water to drink. "Are you okay?" I asked her and she waved me off. "I'm fine, I missed you," she said and I smiled, looking up I saw we were
I was sitting on the chair next to Lotus's bed as she lay there sleeping off the heavy doses of medication that they had pumped into her body after surgery. I had never felt so useless and terrified in my life. The thoughts that kept running in my head were horrifying, only if I had moved quicker then maybe she would be awake right now annoying the crap out of me, but instead, she was here on this bed bandaged and being helped by a ventilator in order to breathe and it's all my fault. Holding onto her hand I looked at her and brought my hand to touch her curls, the curls I love twirling my finger around when we lay in bed talking about anything and everything. It's really easy to talk to her, but with her sleeping it's difficult and I just want to hear her voice, even if it's just to curse me out. I tried squeezing her hand thinking she will respond and squeeze mine back but she doesn't, her cold fingers touch mine in an embrace I'm forcing, trying to warm them up I rub our hands t
I had just come back from the bathroom and on our way back I might have sneakily grabbed Big Joe's gun and hit him on the head. I couldn't really pull him anywhere because he was big and compared to him, I was extremely small. Taking his pocket knife I walked back into the room and found Wood beating my Antonio who held a satisfied smirk at what was happening and Stacey standing there watching them as if it was a show. "What in the world is going on here!?" My voice echoed in the room and I ran over to Antonio pulling him away from Wood, here I am acting as if this is my house but I hadn't been gone for more than five minutes and here they were fighting already, slipping the pocket knife into his pocket I helped him stand straighter. "This is an ivory-white jacket, do you know how much work I will have to do because there's blood all over it?" It wasn't really about the jacket, but it wouldn't hurt to get them thinking it was about it. Walking back to my seat but pushing it next to