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2020-09-04 18:07:33So it's Wednesday and I'm sitting on my bed contemplating on whether I should follow Woods orders or what? But today is my birthday, my twenty-second birthday and I'm feeling bolder and happier. Like I just turned twenty-two-years-fucking-old! I don't know why that's my favourite age but it is!
I get off my bed and go take a shower, two days away from Antonio have been therapeutic. He hasn't called or texted me since that night and I've been internally and externally grateful! I've been smiling more and laughing more, of course with the help of Charlie and Tiffany. They are the most entertaining people I have in my life.
Jake comes around to visit when he can, which was yesterday. He even bought me an early birthday gift which he instructed me to not open until my birthday...but we all know I'm not one for complying with queries or orders so I opened that box
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