“Thank you for helping me get Leif back here, Wyatt. I don’t know how I could have done it without you.” I tried to make my voice as gracious and sweet as I could. The fact that it was true—I would never have saved Leif without Wyatt—stuck in my craw, but there wasn’t much to be done.
Wyatt knelt in front of me and checked the wound on my leg as the cameras took in his every move. His body language and facial expression told me he was desperate to give me one of his legendary ass-chewings. He tended to give me those after I did something particularly dangerous. But he blessedly had to keep his mouth shut due to the cameras.
Instead, he whispered, “I’m glad you made it back.”
He sounded totally genuine, which surprised me. All I could do was nod at him. “Yeah. You too.”
“Looks like you’re already healing up,” Wyatt said, running his fingers along my thigh, trailing over the thin fabric of my torn leggings.
I glanced around. We were still alone.
“Were we the first ones back?”
Von smiled languidly. “Indeed you were, Kira.”
A fae healer was crouched down next to Leif. He’d roused himself and managed to sit up. His wounds were fairly severe, but the healer was removing any infection that might be setting in. Gods only knew what those feral shifters ate out there in the jungle.
Leif pushed himself to his feet and limped over to us. He kept his eyes downcast, probably embarrassed about having to be rescued on his first challenge.
“Thank you,” he said with a grimace.
His hand was clamped to his side, blood still seeping from the wound. It looked like the feral had not only tried to rip his throat out but his guts as well.
“Are you gonna be okay?” I asked.
The fae healer took Leif by the arm. “He will be, but even with his advanced healing, he’ll need a couple days to get back in order.”
She led him up the steps to the mansion to finish treating him. More screams and shouts rang out from the jungle. A moment later, J.D. and Tate came tumbling out of the forest. A massive, slithering, snakelike creature with the head of an eagle pressed up against the magical barrier, turning and sliding back into the trees when it couldn’t pass.
J.D. was on his back, heaving air into his lungs. “Holy shit.”
Wyatt remained by my side as more and more of the alphas returned. Some came stumbling in, slow and exhausted, while others sprinted in with dangerous creatures hot on their tails. Not one of them was without a mark or bruise, though none looked as rough as Leif had.
At last, Von raised his hands. “Welcome back, gentlemen. Such a wonderful job, and I’m sure a great way to get the blood going in the morning, is it not?” His smile faded, and the fakest frown I’d ever seen replaced it. “Unfortunately, Mister Ryan will not be joining us again. He ran afoul of a dangerous beast in the jungle and has been eliminated from The Reject Project. Very unfortunate. I was really getting to like that one.”
A sick, hollow spot opened in my stomach. Ryan was dead? He’d been so sweet the night before. There’d been nothing nasty or mean about him. In my mind’s eye, I saw Ryan screaming as some awful creature clawed at his body and tore him to shreds in the dark of the jungle.
I buried my face in his hand and refused to look at Wyatt. If I did, he’d see me crying again. And it had been a very long time since he’d seen that happen.
Chapter 20
Von sent Kira off to get cleaned up, and the males were escorted to a sitting room inside the mansion. Like all the other rooms, it was luxurious beyond belief. My hands were still shaking after what had happened in the forest, and I was happy when servers came to take our cocktail orders. I ordered a vodka cranberry to help calm my nerves.
The others were in various states of shock and anger. Some were pissed that the first challenge had been so difficult. Others were trying to deal with the fact that one of our own had died. Everyone had liked Ryan, and his death was jarring, to say the least.
J.D. was pacing back and forth across the room, running his hands through his hair. He was taking Ryan’s death the worst.
“He’s dead. Killed. I can’t believe this.” He kept muttering those and similar words to himself as he paced.
I doubted any of these guys had ever been through something this dangerous. Sure, they’d likely seen tons of death, but I doubted many of them had ever been this close to danger. J.D. was from the Third Pack, which meant his upbringing had been as privileged as mine. When you’d always been insulated from the dangers of the world, it was hard to come to terms with the fact that the universe wasn’t a perfect place.
Abel and Mika had taken seats beside me. Abel was nursing a beer, and Mika was staring blankly into the ashes of the cold fireplace. They also seemed to be taking Ryan’s death hard, but they were dealing with it better than some.
My own thoughts were with Kira. She’d been devastated to learn of Ryan’s death and had struggled to keep herself composed. She couldn’t be a blubbering mess for the cameras, but as tough-as-nails as she always tried to be, she had a kind heart. The whole reason she’d pursued a career as a Tranquility operative was so she could protect and save people.
Before I could dwell on Kira’s state of mind, a conversation between Omar and Nathaniel pulled me away from my thoughts.
“You got it, bro. Called it big time,” Nathaniel said.
“I know. When I put those hundred bucks down, I had no doubt that fucker was gonna be the first to die.”
I turned toward the men. Nathaniel pulled his wallet out and slid a crisp hundred-dollar bill into Omar’s hand. They’d placed bets on who would die first? I clenched my jaw.Tate watched the exchange and laughed, then shook his head. “Woulda been nice to win some money, but I’m just happy I got back looking less messed up than most of you. Speaking of, does anyone know how the hell Kira got back that fast? A little surprising since she obviously can’t keep her mind on task. Like, how dumb was it to go back for Leif? She could have gotten herself killed.”I clamped my mouth shut and curled my hands into fists instead of telling Tate exactly what I thought of his assessment of Kira.Surprisingly, Abel, who usually seemed so quiet and reserved, spoke up. “Yeah, Tate. It would be surprising to you. If Kira ran by and saw a piece of shit like you lying there, she’d leave your ass.”Omar snickered. “Please, what are you doing, Abel? Trying to look like Prince Charming?”“Yeah, get over your
Instead of being taken aback, Von’s smile only widened. “Well, this is exciting, isn’t it? Nathaniel, you are allowed a physical fight to take his advantage or reward for yourself. As our long-time viewers know, this is called an Alpha Brawl. Very sexy and usually bloody, but…” He held up a warning finger. “Competitors are not allowed to kill one another in the Brawl. That’s the only rule, really. Nathaniel, is this something you would like to pursue?”Nathaniel glared at me. “Hell, yes, I do.”He obviously wasn’t used to not coming in first place. It was like he took personal offense that I’d gotten back before he did. This fucker had been laughing about Ryan’s death and happily handing over the winnings to Omar.Gritting my teeth, I held Nathaniel’s gaze. “I accept,” I growled.Nathaniel stared me down. He was trying to intimidate me and was probably used to getting other guys—even alphas—to bow to his intensity. All I did was stare right back.“Fantastic,” Von said. “Before we get
“No weapons,” Von said. “All you have are your human and wolf forms and whatever fighting skills you bring to the brawl. Remember, killing is expressly forbidden and can be punished with expulsion from the island. That means you need to fight hard, but not too hard. Proceed,” Von said, slicing his hand through the air.The vampire backed up quickly to join the others. Nathaniel raised his fists into a fighting stance and walked toward me.“You screwed up now, motherfucker,” Nathaniel said. “Shoulda just given me the date. Shit, how is she gonna enjoy herself with a cunt like you?”“Nathaniel, do you ever shut up?” I asked, walking forward to meet him.He didn’t respond other than jabbing a fist at my nose. I turned my head aside at the last second. I was a little surprised by how fast he was. My face stayed passive as we circled each other. I’d already read him to the bone. The best way to fight a guy like this was to frustrate him. Once there, he’d make mistakes and give me openings.
J.D. wasn’t even grudging in his admiration. “Dude, you are freaking strong. Holy shit, man, that was fantastic.” He pumped his fists like he’d just watched his favorite boxer win a match he’d bet his life savings on.“This is bullshit,” Nathaniel groaned as he finally sat up. “That wasn’t a fair fight.”“What part wasn’t fair?” Mika asked in disgust.Nathaniel slowly got to his feet and gestured toward me. “He…well, he…” He shook his head, and his face went red. “You wouldn’t understand unless you were fighting him, but he fucking cheated.”Von raised his eyebrows, and I could tell he was doing an epic job of keeping himself from rolling his eyes. “Yes, anyway, it’s time for Wyatt and Kira to get ready for their romantic evening.” He looked from me to Kira and smiled gleefully. “And hopefully, we’ll get lucky and see some more pining looks. It looks like Kira enjoys a man who can take what he wants, hmmm?”Kira, face flushed, glanced away from me. So, Von had noticed the way she’d lo
All I could do was sit there for a few minutes and think about what Zoe had just revealed. Ryan had a mate back home? He’d been so charming and flirty with me the night before. I felt dirty and nauseated just thinking about it. I still didn’t think he deserved whatever fate had taken him out in the woods, but he most certainly didn’t deserve any more of my sadness and pity.Zoe was right—I needed to worry about my own survival. I wasn’t here to get a mate, either. Did that make me as bad as Ryan and the others? I supposed it did.“What other rumors or drama have you heard? Spill it, sister.”Zoe quickly looked away. “Uh…oh jeez. Let me get your next outfit first, then I’ll get into it.”She grabbed the clothes I’d be wearing. Once she started working, juicy tidbits of info started tumbling out.“So, neither Mika nor Leif wants to be here. Their packs forced them to come as some kind of severe punishment.”“Punishments for what?” I asked, gaping at her. What could be that bad?Zoe shru
I was appalled that she recalled so much of that might. She’d barely been able to stand when I found her out on the street, talking to Wyatt.“Also, you still haven’t given me the good dirt about Wyatt,” Zoe said.“What dirt?”Zoe held her palms so they were roughly six inches apart. “Bigger?”“Huh?”She moved her hands another three inches apart. “Bigger than this?” she asked with a gasp.“Oh, for fuck’s sake, Zoe. Stop it.”She pouted and lowered her hands. “It’s important information.”“That night was a spur-of-the-moment thing. I was coming here to maybe die, and I needed some stress release. That’s all that was. A night of…” I paused and gave a defeated shrug. “Good sex, I’ll admit. I was desperate to get my mind off everything for a while, and Wyatt happened to be there. Nothing more. I let myself forget what a bossy, domineering asshole he was for one hour. I put all that out of my mind, used his body to get what I wanted, and then we were done. I’ve already forgotten how it fe
Vin clasped his hands together and leaned down close to Wyatt. The hovering camera followed him and got a close-up view of the two men.“Wyatt, I think this would be the perfect time for you to ask Kira about her rejection story.”A cold hand clenched around my stomach. The last thing I wanted was to talk about that. Not with Wyatt, and not with hundreds of millions of people watching. I’d known that I would eventually have to talk about it. The show was called The Reject Project for a reason. But I never thought it would happen at the end of the first day or with this man—the person who’d been there to see the embarrassment, shock, and shame on my face. It would almost be like telling the story while looking into a mirror.Smiling thinly, Wyatt nodded to Von. “Great idea,” he said, but I could pick up the annoyance in his tone.Von, ever oblivious, grinned and took a step back. “Enjoy your dinner. The chefs of The Reject Mansion have a glorious seven-course meal planned for you.” He
Wyatt swallowed and waved his hand at me to stop. “Don’t do that. Don’t talk negatively about yourself. If I had to guess? This rejection sounds like normal pack politics. His shitheel of a father probably found him a better match in a higher-ranking pack, and then they cut you loose. You deserved better. Did you ever get the chance to confront this so-called mate about this rejection?”I cleared my throat. Things were getting real. It didn’t feel like we were on a show. Wyatt sounded sincere. Did he actually believe these things? Ever since Jayson rejected me, all I’d experienced was shame. Shame, anger, and self-loathing. Nothing I said to myself ever got those emotions out of my head. A small part of me continued to believe that I was at fault, that I’d somehow ruined the mate pairing. Hearing Wyatt sticking up for me and trashing Jayson and his family should have been petty and childish, but it lifted my spirits and made me feel less broken.“I never really had the chance,” I said