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37.|| Seeing A Bully.

Author: Abbywritess
last update Last Updated: 2024-01-14 04:18:18

Nikolai’s POV

Groaning, I slammed the paper I was working on on the table and placed my head on it. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop thinking about Lilliana and the kind of hold she has on me.

My mind drifted off to what happened between us last night and my dick twitched. The more I think about her, the more I want her and I have never wanted someone as much as this.

Why? Why is this happening? Why can’t I get her off my mind?

“Focus, Nikolai, Focus.” I told myself as I swallowed before trying to put my attention on the papers that I needed to work on but my little word of affirmation to myself didn’t seem to be working.

How am I supposed to focus when the only thing I can bring myself to think about is Lilliana?

How perfect she is, the sound of her moans last night, the way her arms wrapped around me, the way her pussy welcomed my cock and the way I stupidly confessed my feelings for her?

How am I supposed to focus when thoughts like that wouldn’t stop lingering in my min
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