Nikolai’s POVGroaning, I slammed the paper I was working on on the table and placed my head on it. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop thinking about Lilliana and the kind of hold she has on me.My mind drifted off to what happened between us last night and my dick twitched. The more I think about her, the more I want her and I have never wanted someone as much as this.Why? Why is this happening? Why can’t I get her off my mind?“Focus, Nikolai, Focus.” I told myself as I swallowed before trying to put my attention on the papers that I needed to work on but my little word of affirmation to myself didn’t seem to be working.How am I supposed to focus when the only thing I can bring myself to think about is Lilliana?How perfect she is, the sound of her moans last night, the way her arms wrapped around me, the way her pussy welcomed my cock and the way I stupidly confessed my feelings for her?How am I supposed to focus when thoughts like that wouldn’t stop lingering in my min
Nikolai’s POV“What do you think you’re—“ the rest of her words got stuck in her throat as she fell down to her knees and bowed her head when she realized that I was the one who had held her.The atmosphere froze over as the rest of them except Lilliana did the same. She looked surprised to see me but I didn’t care for what she felt about me at the moment.Anger rose in me like a ride and fury vibrated through my being as I burned with anger. The tears glistening in Lilliana’s eyes made my fist clench and my teeth gritted as I stared at her.“Stand up.” I ordered and the maid didn’t need a soothsayer to tell her that she was the one I was asking to stand as she stood up at once. Inwardly, I was seething and it was taking all that I had in me to not strangle her to death.“A…. Alpha… I was…” she was stuttering as she cried, my eyes moved from Lilliana and then to the girl, making her swallow as she struggled to form a single sentence.She instantly became a stuttering mess and all the
Lilliana’s POVI found a place out in the garden to sit and I closed my eyes as I let out a groan. I didn’t want to but I couldn’t help but feel like I overreacted. All Nikolai did was to look out for me and I just lashed out at him like it was his fault.I’d gotten in an unfortunate situation with the rest of the maids like I usually do and seeing that I couldn’t stand up for myself, he took it upon himself to do that for me.As much as I hated Denise and the rest for how they usually treated me, the last thing I wanted to feel was guilt for being the reason that a bunch of people lost their jobs.“Why does he have to show up at that moment, gosh.” I said, hitting my legs on the floor and pinching the bridge of my nose as I sighed again. I hated the fact that Nikolai had to be impulsive but what I hated more was the fact that I let my anger overwhelm me.If he hadn’t shown up, I wouldn’t have said all of those things to him out of anger, now I regret letting my anger take over me lik
Lilliana’s POVHis tongue fucked my mouth while his fingers explored my body as he pinned me against the wall, “do you really want to know how you make me feel?” He groaned in my mouth before claiming it again.Unable to say anything, all I did was kiss Nikolai back, my body was hot from everything and I could feel my pussy throbbing so hard that it couldn't wait for Nikolai’s cock.Pulling me away from the wall, we both went mad with pleasure as we kept crashing into anything and everything. Nikolai’s table knocked over and all the papers on it scattered everywhere.“The documents?” I said, pulling away from him but he only slammed me back into him before kissing me even harder than he had initially started kissing me.“I don’t care about it that much.” He said into my mouth before turning me away from the wall I was pushed up against and pinning me against another part of the room. Everything around us, the entire room was falling apart.Our Lycans were relentless and their passions
Nikolai’s POVOpening my eyes, I tried to move but stopped when I felt her arms wrapped around me. I looked down to see her sleeping peacefully and I felt something tug at my heart.She looks gorgeous when asleep, her lips formed a pout and her face was the most beautiful thing anyone could ever wake up to. Smiling to myself, I laid back on the bed as I pulled her closer.She nuzzled herself into me but didn’t open her eyes. I could stare at her for hours and it still wouldn’t feel as though the hours had passed. Looking at her was more than blissful.I could see my life starting to have the colors that even Jenna couldn’t bring into it. My lips formed into a smile and just at that moment, a strand of hair fell across her face.It was distracting me, I wasn’t done staring at her and so I moved the loose tendril to the back of her hair with my fingers as the memories of what happened between us flashed through my mind.Does it make me less of an alpha if I admit that I wanted more than
Lilliana’s POVI was nervous, my palms were sweaty as I sat while the other maids did my makeup, I knew that they would rather be somewhere else than doing my hair, makeup and dressing me up but they had no choice since it was the alpha’s orders.My heart raced, it was beating so loud that I could swear that the sound resonated through the room and the ladies inside could hear it. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t get it to stop beating fast.It’s the Ceremony of Hircine and I’m going to be spending almost the entire ceremony with Nikolai. I’ve never been to a party this grand and I had no idea what to expect but the thought of being with Nikolai calmed me down a bit.“Our job here is done.” One of the ladies said and I opened my eyes to look at myself in the mirror. I gasped at the sight and tears welled up in my eyes.I didn’t expect to look this good, especially in the dress that Nikolai brought for me. It’s a burgundy dress with tiny straps and petals just at the bottom. I st
Lilliana’s POVMy heart fluttered as we made our way in with camera lights flashing at us and everyone singing Nikolai’s praises. I had no idea how to act and soon, I couldn’t help but feel like my smile was starting to get creepy.The interior was even better than the exterior and my jaw dropped but I quickly regained composure as I tried not to act too surprised. Everything was beautiful and it was almost as though I was in paradise.The light shone brightly and the decoration spoke of elitism. Never in my entire life did I think I would ever set foot in a place like this, my inner child threatened to come out and the urge to run and spin around was so strong that I had to hold tightly onto Nikolai to stop it.“Your face is red,” Nikolai laughed as he turned me over to face me, “have you never been to the ceremony before?” He asked and I growled as I shot him a glare.“Yeah, the poor Omega slave has the opportunity to be in a place like this,” I responded sarcastically, “everything i
Lilliana’s POVSmiling, my cheeks felt hot as Nikolai leaned in to kiss me while smoothening my hair with his fingers. He pulled away from me, stood up and extended his hand.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me what he wanted, a slow music was playing and everyone was already on the dance floor with their partners.I looked around, I had no idea if I wanted to do this in front of thousands of eyes yet but I couldn’t refuse with the way Nikolai was smiling at me.He’d said that I was all that matters to him.Smiling to myself, I took his hand without giving myself another chance to think things through and soon, we were on the dance floor.I could feel the gazes on me but it was hard to care when all I could think of was how delicious he smelled, how blissful it felt to sway around with him guiding me.I was laughing genuinely and I forgot all about Jenna or the maids that definitely hate me now. I forgot about all of my worries because nothing mattered when I’m with him.The dance fl