Kendra groaned as she uncurled her body from the fetal position that she’d lain in on the damp ground for the better part of the night. She’d made sure that her horse was close by so that she could watch over its safety in the event of a zombie or cyborg invasion. What she hadn’t expected was that the horse would lie down so close to her that their bodies were actually touching. It was as if the gelding knew the benefit of staying close.
She lay with her back against the horse’s back. The combination of their body heat was fantastic for her torso, but it also emphasized the cold dampness of the ground beneath her. She’d gathered a few pine branches to act as a barrier between her body and the ground, but they proved ineffective over the long haul. Her pants were so damp as to be considered wet. They clung, uncomfortably, to her slender legs. Her muscles had tightened from a night of damp cold and were struggling to function normally.
As she stretched her body in a cat-like manner, she surveyed her surroundings for signs of danger. Fortunately, all was quiet.
She was miserable. Not only was she hungry, but she’d been away from her son much longer than intended and her breasts felt full and cumbersome. Although he was slowing down with his need of her, she still fed him a few times a day. There were some things about motherhood that she thoroughly enjoyed and others that she could easily do without. The hindrance of breast feeding was one of the things that she would be happy to be freed from in the near future.
The growling of her stomach took her away from her misery over her milk deluged breasts and reminded her that she hadn’t eaten since before they set out on their hunting trip the morning before. She frowned as she observed her gelding munching away at a patch of thick, lush grass. If only she could have food at the ready like that…
After hastily saddling her mount, she hoisted her stiff body into the saddle. She took a little time to adjust her seating and get comfortable in the saddle before cautiously heading in the direction that she believed the meeting place to be.
With the threat of the cyborgs in the background and no encounters with zombies, she was able to focus on finding the trail that would take her to Rex. Once on it, she reached the rock that was their designated meeting point within twenty minutes.
Expecting to see her husband impatiently waiting for her, she was surprised to discover that he wasn’t even there. Having just been there the day before, she knew that the remnants of the small camp fire behind the boulder were from a fire in the night. It was clear that Rex had spent the night waiting for her. So, why wasn’t he still there? Looking at the position of the sun, he couldn’t have arisen more than a few hours ago. Surely he would have given her time to get to the camp before taking off and going… who knew where?
She climbed out of the saddle and groaned as her feet hit the ground. Her bones ached from the torture of the night spent. She longed to soak in a hot bath that was infused with some of Olga’s herbs for muscle stress.
Signs of the fact that Rex had eaten caused her stomach to remind her that she’d had nothing in over twenty-four hours. Reaching for her water jug, she shook it to judge how much was left. She would have liked to have filled her stomach with water to help stave the hunger, but she had to consider the fact that her horse would need a little water to continue on as well and she had precious little left with no idea how long it would be before she’d be able to refill her jug.
She cupped her hand so that it acted as a vessel to hold the water that she poured into it and offered it to her horse. His muzzle felt soft and warm as he quickly emptied her palm. She would have liked to have offered him more, but she didn’t dare. She appeased her guilt by determining that the gelding had received some fluid through the grass he’d been munching on. In fact, all things considered, the horse was actually in better shape than she was when it came to sustenance for the body.
Heaving a sigh, she secured the jug crossbody over her torso and climbed back up into the saddle that was secured onto her mount’s back. The sound of leather straining beneath her seemed loud and invasive in the silent surroundings.
Wincing as she settled her sore body into a more comfortable position, she patted her gelding on his neck and urged him forward. With her water supply dangerously low and no food in sight, she had no choice other than to head back home. Hoping that was where Rex went, she kept an eye out for signs to prove that she was right.
It took the better part of the day before she found her way back to the compound.
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Besides the fact that he saw no signs of Rex, seeing Kendra sitting slummed in the saddle and noting how slow the horse moved was an instant indication to Felix that something was amiss.
He rushed to her aid and grabbed the gelding’s bridle. “Where’s Rex? What happened? Are you alone? You look like shit. What happened?”
“How’s Eugene?” she asked as she slid from the saddle onto legs that felt like they were made of rubber.
He stopped for a moment, as if taken aback by the question. “Why, he’s perfect, of course.”
Kendra gave a tired smile. “Good.”
“Are you going to tell me what happened? Where’s Rex?” Felix asked with urgency.
Kendra frowned. “I was hoping that he was here already. We got separated.”
“Zombies?” he worriedly asked.
“I encountered some, but…” she began. “I’m very thirsty and I haven’t eaten since yesterday morning. Is there anything to eat?”
“I just made a pot of gruel,” he offered. “It’s fresh.”
“It sounds wonderful,” she said as she massaged her empty stomach. “I’ll tell you everything while I eat. Okay?”
Felix hesitated before saying, “Ari is inside.”
“Aunt Olga?” she asked with newfound energy and a hint of enthusiasm.
He shook his head. “Just Ari. She was in pretty bad shape when she got here. Some zombies got her horse and she had to walk here.”
“That’s awful,” Kendra said with genuine sympathy as she patted the neck of the gelding that she’d only recently bonded with. Knowing how deeply that she’d connected to him during their time of crisis, she could only imagine the loss that Ari felt over a mare that she’d had for years and that Kendra knew she considered more of a friend than a mount.
“Worse than that,” Felix added. “They ate the thing while it was still alive right in front of her.” The cousins simultaneously shuddered and then Felix added, “I’ll take care of the horse. The gruel’s in the pot. I’ll be in after I’ve tended to him.”
“I can’t imagine life without you,” Kendra said as she kissed his cheek.
Never completely comfortable with shows of affection toward him by Kendra, his face reddened. “Sure. Sure. Now, go on before I change my mind and make you do it yourself.”
She smiled and headed into the house.
Even though it was bland, she was so hungry that she was able to detect a slight aroma coming from the pot as she forced herself to move past the kitchen and check on her son. Seeing that he was snuggled up for his afternoon nap, she scurried back to the kitchen. After drawing herself a tall glass of water, she greedily put the glass to her lips and didn’t stop drinking until she’d drank every last drop. It tasted as if the filter was in need of cleaning. She made a mental note to tend to it as soon as she’d eaten. Although the water was potable, there was still the concern of contaminants that needed to be filtered in order to keep it at its healthiest grade. Since her son also drank the water, they were all very careful to monitor and clean the filter that they’d fashioned over the opening of the main water pipe.
With her thirst satiated, she went to the pot of gruel and scooped a healthy portion into a bowl that had been set out as if in preparation for her.
She was so eager to eat that she never even spotted Ari standing near the back window of the room with her peripheral vision. Nor did she remember that Felix had only just told her that she was there.
“Hello, Kendra,” Ari said in a soft and almost timid tone.
Startled, Kendra’s body gave a slight jolt as she turned in the direction of Ari’s voice. “I didn’t see you there.”
“Your son is adorable,” Ari said with a warm smile.
“My son,” Kendra said with a raised brow, “and your nephew.”
“Yes, yes. My nephew,” she replied in an off-handed manner.
“You don’t allow yourself to get attached to babies. Do you?” Kendra observed.
“Would you if you lived where I live?” Ari asked and then she gasped when she realized what she said.
Kendra closed her eyes and pursed her lips together. “Why are you here?”
“Olga sent me to fetch you,” Ari replied.
“I understand that you ran into some trouble coming here,” Kendra said as she, once again, focused on tending to her hunger. “How long were you traveling?”
“Almost a full week,” Ari said as she went to the kitchen counter and seated herself in a stool opposite Kendra. “I’ve never experienced anything like it. The zombies seemed almost… intelligent.”
“There are intelligent zombies out there,” Kendra said as she stuffed an overly full spoonful of gruel into her mouth.
“This was my first encounter with them,” Ari said with regret. “They killed my mare.”
Kendra’s voice was genuine when she offered her condolences.
They chatted a bit more about the intelligent zombies and what made them semi-resistant to the virus for a while longer before Ari swung the conversation back around to the reason that she came.
“Do you seriously want me to believe that my aunt sent you to fetch her great nephew and take him to a place that will rip him from us and put him in a program to prepare him for war?” Kendra practically hissed. “I think that, when you’ve properly rested, it would be a good idea for you to return to Center Land… Without us, of course.”
“But… Olga…” Ari began.
“Is crazy to have gone there with you,” Kendra interrupted, “but is not crazy enough to ask me to take my son to a place that separates children from their parents. You lie, Ari, and I shouldn’t be surprised. In fact, I’m not surprised. I’m just disappointed. Now, I’m tired and hungry. So, if you don’t mind, I’d like to eat my food in peace and then take a short nap before I sit down with Felix to discuss what to do about the fact that my husband is missing.”
Ari’s mouth opened and closed several times, but nothing came out of it. She was at a loss at what to say to convince the young woman before her that she was telling the truth.
She couldn’t blame them for not trusting her. Had the situation been reversed, she doubted that she’d trust anything that came out of Kendra’s mouth either. But, the fact of the matter was that she was charged by the elders of her village to fetch Olga’s family. They had assured her that it was at Olga’s request and she had no reason not to believe that they spoke the truth.
The world slowly came into view as Rex struggled to get his sky blue eyes to work for him. He raised his hand to inspect the lump on his broad forehead and tried to remember how he got it while, at the same time, working on determining just where he was.It took him some time to realize that it wasn’t his vision failing him that caused visibility to be so poor. It was the fact that he was in a space that was so dimly lit that it could almost be considered dark. Feeling his pulse quickening, he worked at controlling his breathing to avoid panic. All of his life, he’d suffered from mild claustrophobia. Waking up in a strange and unknown environment while unable to see his surroundings made him feel trapped and closed in. He couldn’t let it overtake him. He needed his wits about him more than ever.Going back over the chain of events leading to his waking up in this unsettling place, he slowly remembered the tall
Kendra straightened her shirt as she cuddled her infant son while sitting in one of the Adirondack chairs that were lined in a neat row on the front porch. He’d greedily emptied her burdensome breasts and she’d been happy to let him do it. She’d had a difficult time enduring the sensation of milk filled breasts that were long overdue for release. Olga told her how, prior to the war, women fed formula to their infants and bypassed nursing all together. Oh, how she would have liked to have been able to do that.“He’s almost ready to stop nursing,” she said to her cousin as he sat on the top step with his back against the rail post.“You sound happy about that,” he mused.“I won’t miss it,” she admitted.“It’s one on one time with your son that no one else can share,” he observed. “I’d think you’d want it to go on forever.”She shrug
The constraints around his ankles made it difficult for Rex to walk. He was forced to take small, clumsy steps as the excessively tall and surprisingly strong alien males half-pushed, half-dragged him from his cell. He stumbled his way down a long, narrow corridor to a set of double doors. After pushing their way through the doors, his alien tormentors shoved him into a room that was large enough to support a double bed, two metal chairs, and three rolling medical trays. They pushed him with such force that he fell to his knees. He had to fight back the urge to strike out at the laughter that came from his evil captors.They unceremoniously yanked him to his feet by his cuffed wrists and secured them to a chain that hung from the ceiling so that his arms were raised above his head. He was surprised when a male pulled on a few zippers along the shoulders of his kaki colored jumpsuit and the entire suit puddled around his ankles.Completely naked
They’d pushed the horses hard for several hours without stopping or even speaking when Kendra finally gave the orders to let them rest while they got their bearings straight and decided what to do.“We need to go to Center Land,” Ari said with conviction as she hopped off her horse. When Kendra simply pursed her lips and looked away, Felix spoke up. “Is it really that bad there? I mean, other than what Baelil did to you, what else was done that was so bad?”Kendra could think of nothing. In fact, she had to admit that, although she felt as if she’d been kept on the sidelines when it came to socializing, she’d been treated well enough. Even so, the memories that place held were still fresh in her psyche and periodically tormented her in her dreams. As far as she was concerned, if she never saw Center Land again, it would be too soon.Ari stood before Kendra with her
Felix marveled over how quickly the slender, shapely legs of Ari’s petite body were able to cover ground as his longer, lean muscled ones struggled to catch him up with her. If she’d remembered his club foot, she wasn’t giving him allowance for it as she moved along at a pace that was as close to a jog as one could get and still be walking.“I don’t need a bodyguard,” she hissed over her shoulder as she leapt over a log-like branch that had fallen off a half-dead tree.“What’s bothering you?” he managed with labored breath. “Geez, can you slow down just a bit?”“If you can’t keep up, then go back,” she snipped. “I didn’t ask you to come along to begin with.”His ankle was beginning to pain him from the unfamiliar demands that he was putting on it, but he held firm. “I’m not going back.”She abruptly stopped
Kendra adjusted the wrap that she’d just created from a bed sheet to secure Eugene to her back. Although Felix frowned upon carrying him in that fashion - preferring to have him snuggled close to his chest – Kendra found it both comfortable and convenient. It kept her arms free for important issues such as defending them with her bow and arrow. She could feel the heat of his relaxed body against her as he peacefully slumbered off the meal he’d so greedily consumed.She envied the security and peace that he was enjoying. She couldn’t remember ever having the privilege of experiencing such a feeling, although she probably did when she was a baby as well. Her memories began with the traumatic destruction of her village and the murdering of her parents. It was a foggy and abstract type of memory that would mostly present itself during sleep, but it was a memory that she found impossible to erase.
Felix marveled over how quickly the slender, shapely legs of Ari’s petite body were able to cover ground as his longer, lean muscled ones struggled to catch him up with her. If she’d remembered his club foot, she wasn’t giving him allowance for it as she moved along at a pace that was as close to a jog as one could get and still be walking.“I don’t need a bodyguard,” she hissed over her shoulder as she leapt over a log-like branch that had fallen off a half-dead tree.“What’s bothering you?” he managed with labored breath. “Geez, can you slow down just a bit?”“If you can’t keep up, then go back,” she snipped. “I didn’t ask you to come along to begin with.”His ankle was beginning to pain him from the unfamiliar demands that he was putting on it, but he held firm. “I’m not going back.”She abruptly stopped
Kendra adjusted the wrap that she’d just created from a bed sheet to secure Eugene to her back. Although Felix frowned upon carrying him in that fashion - preferring to have him snuggled close to his chest – Kendra found it both comfortable and convenient. It kept her arms free for important issues such as defending them with her bow and arrow. She could feel the heat of his relaxed body against her as he peacefully slumbered off the meal he’d so greedily consumed.She envied the security and peace that he was enjoying. She couldn’t remember ever having the privilege of experiencing such a feeling, although she probably did when she was a baby as well. Her memories began with the traumatic destruction of her village and the murdering of her parents. It was a foggy and abstract type of memory that would mostly present itself during sleep, but it was a memory that she found impossible to erase.
Waiting for the drunken soldiers to finish their plans of turning Rex in the following morning had to be one of the most grueling things she’d done in a long time. She longed to run inside and warn him, but knew better than to alert them. They may be drunk, but they were still highly trained men of combat. If they decided to capture Rex, they’d find a way to do it. Superhuman strength or not.She did her best not to show her relief when Felix popped his head out of the door to find out what was taking her so long to return. The soldiers pulled him out into their drunken circle and jovially bantered with him about his future as a married man until they finally tired and the call of alcohol pulled them back inside. He was about to escort her in behind them when she tugged hard enough on his arm to grab his attention.She was grateful that he hadn’t consumed enough alcohol to cause him to lose his faculties. One look at her eyes and at
Felix noted the looks on the faces of the three people he loved with all of his heart as they joined in the reception celebration, but he and Ari were inundated with well-wishers and their toasts so he was unable to make his way to them to see what was up. Also, his beautiful bride was glowing with happiness and enjoying the adoration and complements that were flowing her way. After such a long time of being mistreated by her peers, it had to be like a dream for them to be surrounding her with laughter and marriage jokes as if they were the best of friends. He couldn’t spoil the moment for her. If whatever was bothering his family was truly serious, he was certain that they’d find a way to confer with him about it.As time progressed, he and his bride eventually managed to work their way to the table that his family sat around. They were in such deep and serious conversation that they didn’t notice the newlyweds standing next to them.
Kendra slipped out of the great hall as quietly as she could. She’d just witnessed Felix’s wedding and was filled with mixed emotions. She was happy for him, of course. It was wonderful that, after all of the misery he’d seen in his short life, he’d managed to find love. Unfortunately, the blatant happiness of the newlyweds mirrored her own misery back at her.She and Rex were far from normal in their relationship since they’d escaped the aliens; let alone happy. It was weeks since their escape and they’d yet to come together as man and wife. Nor had they sat down to talk about what they’d been through. It was like it had never happened.They could use the excuse that their days were filled with searching for information about how they might get Eugene back. Olga had even stood before the village leaders on more than one occasion to plead for his return. Sadly, she was given the same response each
They made it back to Center Land without mishap. True to his word, Jax spread the word that Trevor had been speaking garbage and that he and his men had witnessed, firsthand, the courage that the female soldier possessed. He proudly proclaimed that he’d accept a mission with her at any time and urged his men to give her the respect, consideration… and apologies… that she deserved. Although it felt good to finally be free of their taunting and ostracizing, Ari just couldn’t muster up a warm and fuzzy feeling for her comrades and she doubted if she ever could.“They love you now,” Felix said as he lay on the narrow bed and nestled his face into her bare breast.“I could care less,” she sighed. “It’s too late.”“You need to try to find the good in what we’ve been through before you become permanently embittered,” he murmured.“That’s one
It was past midnight before the camp settled down for the night. Although Rex and Kendra lay together in the make-shift tent that they’d created with the tarp from the cart, they lay stiff and separate. Kendra wanted to feel the security and love of being wrapped in his powerful arms, but she feared that he might want more from her than she was presently comfortable with.The thought of being touched in an intimate way - even by Rex- after being manhandled for so long by the guards and being forced to climb atop strange men by the aliens made her hesitate. She just needed a little time without sex to put the past behind her.Understanding that everyone was different and, therefore, had different needs for healing, she decided that if he needed the intimacy of coupling with her to bring normalcy back into his own existence, she would ignore her own emotions. She loved him and wanted things to go back to the way they were as quic
It took all three of the prepared shots before Rex was able to comfortably move about and speak coherently. At first, he remembered very little about what he’d endured, but what he did remember left his mood dark and sullen. As time moved forward, more bits and pieces of what occurred came forth, like a puzzle waiting to be put together.He quietly sat and listened to Jax and his men update him on the preparations that they were making and the precautions that they were taking in the event that the aliens sent a search party after Kendra and him.Doing his best to focus on their words, he battled memory flashes of strange naked women mounting him as he lay strapped to the bed. When his manhood began to react as erotic sensations accompanied one particular vision, he quickly forced it from his mind while doing his best to put his body in check. This type of reaction to a sexual thought had never occurred before. He assumed it was residue from the shots
The location that Ari found for them was as close to perfect as Olga could have asked for. She quickly went about assigning tasks for everyone so that the camp was set up in record time. Kendra was amazed at the lack of resistance Jax gave Olga when she barked orders to his men. Most of them obediently obliged her right away. Of the one or two who looked to Jax for guidance over what to do, he simply nodded his approval of her request and they went about it without question.Felix took charge of the baby that Kendra had rescued. As he swaddled the infant in a clean shirt from his backpack, he noted how familiar the features of the little tyke were. Was he Kendra’s child? No. He had Rex’s bone structure and -although he was still too young to tell for sure- it looked like he had his nose as well.Olga took a brief moment to coo over the infant before she poured her attention towards Rex’s well-being. She accepted the littl
Olga and Felix had just finished packing up their camp when Ari returned with Jax’s soldier. She quickly explained that the others were bringing Kendra, Rex, and a baby by pony cart but that he wanted them all together for strength in the event of a battle against the aliens as well as peace of mind in knowing where everyone was. She’d hardly finished her explanation before Felix and Olga were mounted and ready to leave.They were closer to each other than they’d imagined. Within an hour Kendra’s cart – surrounded by Jax and his soldiers- could be seen making its way down the road.Felix kicked his horse into action and raced toward them. Not as expert in the saddle and very aware of the hard macadam beneath her horse, Olga had to be content with urging her horse into a trot.The reunion was bittersweet as they embraced and cried while giving just enough information about what had been happening to each
Kendra stroked the stubbled hint of a beard on Rex’s face as she debated whether or not to give him his first shot. She cursed herself for not having the presence of mind to have asked Josie to explain what type of reaction Rex might have. Would it be physical? Emotional? Was she capable of handling it on her own? Or, should she do her best to get back to her family where she’d have help.Taking the water jug, she carefully tipped it to his lips to make sure that he stayed hydrated during their long journey.After checking on the baby’s position to make sure that he’d stay secure during the travel, she loosely propped the tarp over them to protect them from the sun’s rays, but still allow a comfortable air flow for them, and then climbed back into the driver’s seat.By the position of the sun, she guessed that she had about four hours of sunlight left to her before she’d have to find a