Kendra straightened her shirt as she cuddled her infant son while sitting in one of the Adirondack chairs that were lined in a neat row on the front porch. He’d greedily emptied her burdensome breasts and she’d been happy to let him do it. She’d had a difficult time enduring the sensation of milk filled breasts that were long overdue for release. Olga told her how, prior to the war, women fed formula to their infants and bypassed nursing all together. Oh, how she would have liked to have been able to do that.
“He’s almost ready to stop nursing,” she said to her cousin as he sat on the top step with his back against the rail post.
“You sound happy about that,” he mused.
“I won’t miss it,” she admitted.
“It’s one on one time with your son that no one else can share,” he observed. “I’d think you’d want it to go on forever.”
She shrugged. “My love for my son isn’t based on whether or not I breast feed. I can still hold him and love him without nursing him. Call me a bad mother if you wish, but I don’t enjoy nursing and I’ll be happy to be free of it. I love my son with all of my heart, but I’m not keen on having my activities limited. Not only is it actually painful if I go too long without feeding him. I hate it.”
“If I’d been born a woman I would have had dozens of children and nurse them until my boobs dried up and shriveled away,” he boasted.
“That’s an image I could do without,” she giggled.
“Am I interrupting?” Ari timidly asked as she stepped onto the bottom step of the stairs leading to the porch.
“Where did you come from?” Felix asked with surprise.
Ari pointed to the spa house. “I took the liberty of using the jacuzzi.”
“I’m sure it felt good,” Felix said as he moved his body to let her pass by. “You were in pretty rough shape when you arrived.”
“Soaking in the tub with Olga’s herbs didn’t help?” Kendra asked.
Ari’s brow creased in thought. “What herbs?”
Kendra hugged Eugene close while she gave Felix an accusing look. “You, who keeps talking about what rough shape she was in when she arrived, didn’t tell her about the herbs?”
Felix looked away. “It never crossed my mind.”
Kendra frowned. “Spoken like someone who’s never really felt the hardships of the world outside.”
Ari gasped at her harsh statement while Felix jumped to his feet.
“Nice, cousin,” he said in a tone that clearly showed his hurt. “The next time someone wants me to give you up to them, maybe I should do it instead of letting them cut off pieces of me.”
Kendra was equally as shocked as they were over her meanness. “I don’t know why I said that. Felix, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean it and I don’t’ know why I said it. It just came out of my stupid mouth.” She thought for a moment. “It was weird. I felt super angry when I said it too and I have no reason to be super angry.”
“I do,” he grumbled.
“Do you still feel that way?” Ari asked Kendra in a gentle voice that she hoped would help soothe the situation.
Kendra was quiet for a moment and then shook her head. “I’m angry with myself for what I said to someone who truly didn’t deserve such meanness, but I’m not angry like I was when I said it.”
“Are you psychic?” Ari asked as she anxiously looked out into the tree line.
“I wish I was,” Kendra said with sincerity. “Why do you ask?”
Ari sounded nervous as she continued to search the tree line with her captivating eyes. “Have you heard of thought manipulation?”
“What are you getting at?” Felix asked.
“The aliens,” Ari said in a voice just above a whisper. “They have the ability to manipulate your thoughts and emotions from a good distance. That could be what’s happening here.”
Remembering the cyborgs, Kendra panicked. Did they follow her home? She gave a worried gasp as she cradled her son even closer. “Cyborgs?”
“Not cyborgs,” Ari corrected her. “The aliens themselves do it.”
“There was a drone hovering around a few hours before Ari showed up,” Felix muttered. “It took a lot of pictures.”
“Damn,” Ari hissed. “Why didn’t you say something about that earlier? We need to leave this place.”
“Are you sure it was a drone?” Kendra asked.
Felix simply rolled his eyes without responding. She couldn’t blame him, nor did she take offense. She knew it was a foolish question, but she was so desperate for it to not be true that she couldn’t stop herself from asking it.
“We can’t just leave,” Kendra said as she hugged Eugene close while following Ari and Felix into the house. “What if Rex comes back. Where would we go? We have a baby to think about.”
Seeing that his cousin was heading into out of control emotional grounds, Felix decided that it was time for him to take charge of the situation. “Calm down, cousin. No one’s going anywhere. Ari just voiced a suspicion. It doesn’t mean that’s what’s going on.”
Kendra shook her head as if to clear it. “Something’s going on. I just felt an overwhelming sense of panic. I meant the words that I said, but the emotions felt foreign to me. It was like they belonged to someone else. ”
Ari gave a knowing nod. “That’s what I’m talking about. They plant the thoughts and emotions into you. We need to leave.”
After a considerable effort, Kendra managed to clear her head enough for her to grasp the situation. “If what you say is true, then they’re already out there and doing this. If we leave, they could get us.”
“If we stay, they definitely will,” Ari said with forcefulness.
Felix lovingly stroked the crown of Eugene’s head as it rested on his mother’s shoulder. “She’s right. That drone did some serious picture taking. We should leave.”
“We have the horses,” Ari eagerly said. “We can use them to transport us more efficiently.”
“And go where?” Kendra asked suspiciously.
Ari looked at her boldly. “I was sent to fetch you for your aunt. We can go to Center Land. The aliens won’t find us there.”
“Unless they follow us,” Felix worriedly said as he looked at Kendra. “Do they tag you or something once they’ve tapped into your mind?”
“Even if they follow us,” Ari said with confidence, “they won’t see through the shield. We’ll be safe there. Eugene will be safe there. Stay here and he just might end up in their dinner pot tonight.”
Kendra sucked in air. “What a horrible thing to say!”
Ari’s body language took on a defensive tone. “But, a true one.”
Felix groaned. “She’s right again.” He turned to Kendra. “I know that you’re worried about Rex, but we can leave him a note or something. We have to think about Eugene’s safety, if not our own.”
Kendra nervously chewed on her bottom lip while she debated on what to do. They were right about leaving. She knew this, but she was also concerned about abandoning Rex. If they left him a note, would the aliens read it and come after them?
“We’ll have to use some type of code so that the aliens don’t read it and follow us,” she mused.
“I’ll start packing,” Felix said as he rushed toward the bedrooms.
Kendra placed Eugene in the portable crib that was positioned at the end of the sofa and began to pull food from the cupboards.
“You won’t need too much,” Ari urged. “Just enough to hold us over for a few days. There will be plenty to eat in Center Land.”
“I’m not sure I want to go to Center Land,” Kendra admitted.
Ari gasped. “Are you crazy?”
“Who’s crazy?” Felix asked as he hurried out of the bedrooms with a few hastily packed backpacks.
“Kendra doesn’t plan on going to Center Land,” Ari snipped.
Felix stopped and looked from Eugene to Kendra and back a few times while he thought about things.
He looked directly at Kendra. “I can’t blame you for not wanting to go back there, but do you have a better suggestion? If you do, I’m open to hearing it.”
Kendra shook her head. It was getting harder and harder to think clearly. “I don’t trust those people.”
“Are you willing to risk getting caught by the regime?” Ari asked, using emphasis on the word regime.
“If kind of feels like we’re damned if we do and damned if we don’t,” Felix mused.
“I need Rex,” Kendra muttered. “I can’t think clearly. I need Rex to help me think on what to do.”
“He’s not here, Kendra,” Ari snapped. “Time’s wasting. Before you know it, the aliens will be here and you won’t have to worry about deciding on anything.”
“Why are you so sure that it is the aliens messing with my mind?” Kendra asked in an accusing tone.
Ari looked down at the floor. It was clear that she didn’t want to answer. When the acute silence made it equally clear that Kendra and Felix expected an answer, she eventually filled her lungs with air and then looked up at them. “When I was a little girl, my mother and father took me and my brother out of Center Land for training. They both had psychic abilities.” She looked directly at Kendra. “The same thing happened to them as is happening to you. Baelil and I were hiding when the aliens came so they didn’t see us. We were helpless to do anything about it as they killed and dismembered my father before our very eyes and then they tied our mother up and took her away. These are vicious and uncaring creatures that have taken control of our planet. You don’t’ want to mess with them. I can promise you that.”
“They dismembered your father?” Felix said with wonder. “For what reason?”
“They don’t cook their food like we do,” Ari said with a shudder. “At least, that day they didn’t.”
“How horrid,” Kendra said in a voice that was just above a whisper.
“I know that you don’t trust me and I can’t really blame you,” Ari said, “but the fact of the matter is that your aunt is in Center Land waiting for you. If I’m wrong about the aliens, then I apologize and you can come back home. But, if I’m right, you’ll be glad you listened to me.
Kendra was staring out of the window at nothing in particular while she listened to Ari make her case when she saw movement along the tree line. Planting her forehead against the window pane, she focused on the spot where she’d seen the movement. It was a man climbing the fence. Her heart beat double-time when she recognized him as Rex.
“Rex is home!” she gasped as she pulled the door open and raced outside.
“Thank the gods,” Felix said as he followed Kendra out of the house at a more relaxed pace.
Ari scowled. It wasn’t that she resented the fact that Rex had returned. She’d been assigned to bring him back along with the others, after all. It was the fact that she was certain that the aliens were nearby and were messing with Kendra’s mind. She’d inherited her parent’s psychic gifts and, although she’d never worked to develop them, she had a sense for certain things such as the foreign energy that accompanies cyborgs and aliens. She felt it strong at that moment. Yet, it was Rex who was approaching them. It wasn’t making sense. Was she losing her ability to sense the aliens?
She stepped out onto the porch just in time to hear Felix’s panicked shout as he raced toward Kendra who was struggling against Rex’s iron clad grip. “What’s happening?”
“Rex has gone mad!” Felix bellowed as he moved as fast as his club foot would let him.
“It’s not Rex!” Kendra bellowed as she kicked her leg high into the air between her captor’s legs. “It’s a cyborg that looks like him!”
Although she would have expected him to suffer much more from her powerful kick in the groin, the cyborg was effected enough by it to loosen his grip enough for Kendra to break free. Without skipping a beat, she stepped back enough to give her the space that she needed to twirl her body and kick her foot into his gut with such force that he fell back onto the ground. Seizing the brief opportunity the cyborg laying stunned offered, she turned and ran toward Felix. “Go back. Get back into the house! He won’t stay down. Get the baby. Save the baby!”
Ari spun on her heels and returned to the house with surprising speed for such a petite and slight female. Kendra grabbed Felix by his arm and pulled him along as they hurried to beat the cyborg impersonator of Rex into the house. They’d managed to get inside and lock the door behind them just as he mounted the stairs.
“He’ll be able to break through the glass if he has a brain in his head,” Felix whispered.
The door shook and it sounded like thunder as the cyborg slammed his body against it.
Kendra struggled to regulate her breathing. “Let’s hope that he doesn’t have the capacity to think for himself. It’s my understanding that most don’t.”
“They’re given a mission and have tunnel vision for that mission,” Ari said from across the room where she stood vigil over Eugene. “Now that he knows you’re behind that door, I doubt he’ll have the sense to try a different route. He’ll just beat on the door until he breaks it down.”
Felix quickly assessed the door. “It looks pretty strong. Rex reinforced it when we first arrived.”
“It won’t hold up forever under such an onslaught,” Ari complained.
Seeing Ari so close to his ward, Felix moved next to her.
Either the flaxen haired soldier didn’t notice his mistrust of her being so close to his nephew or she simply didn’t care, because her focus was all on the actions of the Rex impersonating cyborg. “Do you believe me now?”
“You said it was aliens, not cyborgs that look like my husband,” Kendra hissed.
Hearing the woman who she’d witnessed be wed to her brother call another man her husband left Ari feeling more irritated than being berated for being wrong about who was out there sending telepathic messages to Kendra. She couldn’t stop herself from asking, “Is he really your husband?”
“We were married before the gods,” Kendra replied. “My aunt performed the ceremony.”
Ari nodded. “Okay, then. It’s just difficult not to think of you as my sister-in-law. You were legally married to Baelil, you know.”
“Legal in whose eyes? Center Land?” Kendra spat. “I was coerced into that marriage and you know it. I loved Rex then like I love him now. I’ve never felt anything but hate for your brother.”
“Those are cruel words to say about the dead,” Ari said with regret.
“Dead or alive, he was evil scum,” Kendra growled.
“He’s the father of your son,” Ari reminded her.
“Sperm donor,” Kendra hissed. “Rex is his father.”
“I can’t even believe you two are having this discussion at a time like this,” Felix said with exasperation. “This Rex impersonator doesn’t seem to have the brains to move away from the door and I don’t see his partner. Now might be a good time to get the hell out of here.”
His words snapped both women back into focus. They nodded and grabbed the backpacks while Felix secured Eugene to his torso. With the stealth of a wild animal stalking its prey, they made their way out of the back of the house to the stables. With any luck, they’d be able to tack and mount the horses before the brainless cyborg was able to grasp that they were no longer behind that door.
The constraints around his ankles made it difficult for Rex to walk. He was forced to take small, clumsy steps as the excessively tall and surprisingly strong alien males half-pushed, half-dragged him from his cell. He stumbled his way down a long, narrow corridor to a set of double doors. After pushing their way through the doors, his alien tormentors shoved him into a room that was large enough to support a double bed, two metal chairs, and three rolling medical trays. They pushed him with such force that he fell to his knees. He had to fight back the urge to strike out at the laughter that came from his evil captors.They unceremoniously yanked him to his feet by his cuffed wrists and secured them to a chain that hung from the ceiling so that his arms were raised above his head. He was surprised when a male pulled on a few zippers along the shoulders of his kaki colored jumpsuit and the entire suit puddled around his ankles.Completely naked
They’d pushed the horses hard for several hours without stopping or even speaking when Kendra finally gave the orders to let them rest while they got their bearings straight and decided what to do.“We need to go to Center Land,” Ari said with conviction as she hopped off her horse. When Kendra simply pursed her lips and looked away, Felix spoke up. “Is it really that bad there? I mean, other than what Baelil did to you, what else was done that was so bad?”Kendra could think of nothing. In fact, she had to admit that, although she felt as if she’d been kept on the sidelines when it came to socializing, she’d been treated well enough. Even so, the memories that place held were still fresh in her psyche and periodically tormented her in her dreams. As far as she was concerned, if she never saw Center Land again, it would be too soon.Ari stood before Kendra with her
Felix marveled over how quickly the slender, shapely legs of Ari’s petite body were able to cover ground as his longer, lean muscled ones struggled to catch him up with her. If she’d remembered his club foot, she wasn’t giving him allowance for it as she moved along at a pace that was as close to a jog as one could get and still be walking.“I don’t need a bodyguard,” she hissed over her shoulder as she leapt over a log-like branch that had fallen off a half-dead tree.“What’s bothering you?” he managed with labored breath. “Geez, can you slow down just a bit?”“If you can’t keep up, then go back,” she snipped. “I didn’t ask you to come along to begin with.”His ankle was beginning to pain him from the unfamiliar demands that he was putting on it, but he held firm. “I’m not going back.”She abruptly stopped
Kendra adjusted the wrap that she’d just created from a bed sheet to secure Eugene to her back. Although Felix frowned upon carrying him in that fashion - preferring to have him snuggled close to his chest – Kendra found it both comfortable and convenient. It kept her arms free for important issues such as defending them with her bow and arrow. She could feel the heat of his relaxed body against her as he peacefully slumbered off the meal he’d so greedily consumed.She envied the security and peace that he was enjoying. She couldn’t remember ever having the privilege of experiencing such a feeling, although she probably did when she was a baby as well. Her memories began with the traumatic destruction of her village and the murdering of her parents. It was a foggy and abstract type of memory that would mostly present itself during sleep, but it was a memory that she found impossible to erase.
Felix marveled over how quickly the slender, shapely legs of Ari’s petite body were able to cover ground as his longer, lean muscled ones struggled to catch him up with her. If she’d remembered his club foot, she wasn’t giving him allowance for it as she moved along at a pace that was as close to a jog as one could get and still be walking.“I don’t need a bodyguard,” she hissed over her shoulder as she leapt over a log-like branch that had fallen off a half-dead tree.“What’s bothering you?” he managed with labored breath. “Geez, can you slow down just a bit?”“If you can’t keep up, then go back,” she snipped. “I didn’t ask you to come along to begin with.”His ankle was beginning to pain him from the unfamiliar demands that he was putting on it, but he held firm. “I’m not going back.”She abruptly stopped
Kendra adjusted the wrap that she’d just created from a bed sheet to secure Eugene to her back. Although Felix frowned upon carrying him in that fashion - preferring to have him snuggled close to his chest – Kendra found it both comfortable and convenient. It kept her arms free for important issues such as defending them with her bow and arrow. She could feel the heat of his relaxed body against her as he peacefully slumbered off the meal he’d so greedily consumed.She envied the security and peace that he was enjoying. She couldn’t remember ever having the privilege of experiencing such a feeling, although she probably did when she was a baby as well. Her memories began with the traumatic destruction of her village and the murdering of her parents. It was a foggy and abstract type of memory that would mostly present itself during sleep, but it was a memory that she found impossible to erase.
The leg that bore the burden of his club foot buckled from beneath him as he slid from the saddle after a long night’s journey to safety. Felix quickly grabbed the saddle horn with one hand while holding tight to Eugene with the other, giving thanks for the fact that his mount was not an overly zealous one when it came to exerting his energy through unnecessary movement.Ari was quick to rush to his aid. “Are you okay?”Embarrassed by his weakness, he turned away. “I’m good. Nothing to worry about. My leg went to sleep from sitting for so long.”Realizing that her show of concern may not have been the best thing for her traveling companion at that time, she backed away. “It’s happened to me more than once. I hate riding in the dark like that. You can’t relax your muscles at all.”Relieved by the direction the conversation was going, he sighed and gave her
Rough shaking of his shoulders roused Felix from the deepest slumber he’d experienced in a very long time. It took him several moments to register where he was as he looked around. When he did, he sat up to see who it was that was shaking him with such aggression.He didn’t recognize the male figure that towered over him. As his eyes focused more solidly on him, he could see that his tormentor was around the age of twenty. He had a solid, muscular frame that was well defined. It was easy to see this since he was bare from the waist up. Although Felix had a well-defined and muscular frame as well, his torso was narrower than this intruder. If his perception was correct, he was also a few inches shorter than the man.“Who are you?” he asked with an annoyed tone and a voice that was still filled with sleep.“Wake up!” the intruder growled. “Ari’s been waiting outsi
Waiting for the drunken soldiers to finish their plans of turning Rex in the following morning had to be one of the most grueling things she’d done in a long time. She longed to run inside and warn him, but knew better than to alert them. They may be drunk, but they were still highly trained men of combat. If they decided to capture Rex, they’d find a way to do it. Superhuman strength or not.She did her best not to show her relief when Felix popped his head out of the door to find out what was taking her so long to return. The soldiers pulled him out into their drunken circle and jovially bantered with him about his future as a married man until they finally tired and the call of alcohol pulled them back inside. He was about to escort her in behind them when she tugged hard enough on his arm to grab his attention.She was grateful that he hadn’t consumed enough alcohol to cause him to lose his faculties. One look at her eyes and at
Felix noted the looks on the faces of the three people he loved with all of his heart as they joined in the reception celebration, but he and Ari were inundated with well-wishers and their toasts so he was unable to make his way to them to see what was up. Also, his beautiful bride was glowing with happiness and enjoying the adoration and complements that were flowing her way. After such a long time of being mistreated by her peers, it had to be like a dream for them to be surrounding her with laughter and marriage jokes as if they were the best of friends. He couldn’t spoil the moment for her. If whatever was bothering his family was truly serious, he was certain that they’d find a way to confer with him about it.As time progressed, he and his bride eventually managed to work their way to the table that his family sat around. They were in such deep and serious conversation that they didn’t notice the newlyweds standing next to them.
Kendra slipped out of the great hall as quietly as she could. She’d just witnessed Felix’s wedding and was filled with mixed emotions. She was happy for him, of course. It was wonderful that, after all of the misery he’d seen in his short life, he’d managed to find love. Unfortunately, the blatant happiness of the newlyweds mirrored her own misery back at her.She and Rex were far from normal in their relationship since they’d escaped the aliens; let alone happy. It was weeks since their escape and they’d yet to come together as man and wife. Nor had they sat down to talk about what they’d been through. It was like it had never happened.They could use the excuse that their days were filled with searching for information about how they might get Eugene back. Olga had even stood before the village leaders on more than one occasion to plead for his return. Sadly, she was given the same response each
They made it back to Center Land without mishap. True to his word, Jax spread the word that Trevor had been speaking garbage and that he and his men had witnessed, firsthand, the courage that the female soldier possessed. He proudly proclaimed that he’d accept a mission with her at any time and urged his men to give her the respect, consideration… and apologies… that she deserved. Although it felt good to finally be free of their taunting and ostracizing, Ari just couldn’t muster up a warm and fuzzy feeling for her comrades and she doubted if she ever could.“They love you now,” Felix said as he lay on the narrow bed and nestled his face into her bare breast.“I could care less,” she sighed. “It’s too late.”“You need to try to find the good in what we’ve been through before you become permanently embittered,” he murmured.“That’s one
It was past midnight before the camp settled down for the night. Although Rex and Kendra lay together in the make-shift tent that they’d created with the tarp from the cart, they lay stiff and separate. Kendra wanted to feel the security and love of being wrapped in his powerful arms, but she feared that he might want more from her than she was presently comfortable with.The thought of being touched in an intimate way - even by Rex- after being manhandled for so long by the guards and being forced to climb atop strange men by the aliens made her hesitate. She just needed a little time without sex to put the past behind her.Understanding that everyone was different and, therefore, had different needs for healing, she decided that if he needed the intimacy of coupling with her to bring normalcy back into his own existence, she would ignore her own emotions. She loved him and wanted things to go back to the way they were as quic
It took all three of the prepared shots before Rex was able to comfortably move about and speak coherently. At first, he remembered very little about what he’d endured, but what he did remember left his mood dark and sullen. As time moved forward, more bits and pieces of what occurred came forth, like a puzzle waiting to be put together.He quietly sat and listened to Jax and his men update him on the preparations that they were making and the precautions that they were taking in the event that the aliens sent a search party after Kendra and him.Doing his best to focus on their words, he battled memory flashes of strange naked women mounting him as he lay strapped to the bed. When his manhood began to react as erotic sensations accompanied one particular vision, he quickly forced it from his mind while doing his best to put his body in check. This type of reaction to a sexual thought had never occurred before. He assumed it was residue from the shots
The location that Ari found for them was as close to perfect as Olga could have asked for. She quickly went about assigning tasks for everyone so that the camp was set up in record time. Kendra was amazed at the lack of resistance Jax gave Olga when she barked orders to his men. Most of them obediently obliged her right away. Of the one or two who looked to Jax for guidance over what to do, he simply nodded his approval of her request and they went about it without question.Felix took charge of the baby that Kendra had rescued. As he swaddled the infant in a clean shirt from his backpack, he noted how familiar the features of the little tyke were. Was he Kendra’s child? No. He had Rex’s bone structure and -although he was still too young to tell for sure- it looked like he had his nose as well.Olga took a brief moment to coo over the infant before she poured her attention towards Rex’s well-being. She accepted the littl
Olga and Felix had just finished packing up their camp when Ari returned with Jax’s soldier. She quickly explained that the others were bringing Kendra, Rex, and a baby by pony cart but that he wanted them all together for strength in the event of a battle against the aliens as well as peace of mind in knowing where everyone was. She’d hardly finished her explanation before Felix and Olga were mounted and ready to leave.They were closer to each other than they’d imagined. Within an hour Kendra’s cart – surrounded by Jax and his soldiers- could be seen making its way down the road.Felix kicked his horse into action and raced toward them. Not as expert in the saddle and very aware of the hard macadam beneath her horse, Olga had to be content with urging her horse into a trot.The reunion was bittersweet as they embraced and cried while giving just enough information about what had been happening to each
Kendra stroked the stubbled hint of a beard on Rex’s face as she debated whether or not to give him his first shot. She cursed herself for not having the presence of mind to have asked Josie to explain what type of reaction Rex might have. Would it be physical? Emotional? Was she capable of handling it on her own? Or, should she do her best to get back to her family where she’d have help.Taking the water jug, she carefully tipped it to his lips to make sure that he stayed hydrated during their long journey.After checking on the baby’s position to make sure that he’d stay secure during the travel, she loosely propped the tarp over them to protect them from the sun’s rays, but still allow a comfortable air flow for them, and then climbed back into the driver’s seat.By the position of the sun, she guessed that she had about four hours of sunlight left to her before she’d have to find a