The feeling of soft sheets wrapped around me brought a smile to my face as I stirred from my slumber. Two months ago, I had felt the same sheets against my bare skin, and they felt even better today. I couldn't help the moan of pleasure that left my lips as I stretched like a cat with my back arched off of the bed before I cracked my eyes open. The morning light came in around the edges of the black-out curtains, leaving the room in a calming, dim glow.
Last night had been the most perfect night of my life. Even better than the last time I was in this very same bed. He was sweet and loving, yet rough and demanding. I loved every second of it, especially when he said my name.
Oh, how I deeply regretted keeping my name from him the first time we met. The sound of it coming from his lips while he lost himself inside of me pushed me closer and closer to the edge each time until we were falling together. Over and over again.
It was the most magnificent sound I had ev
I wanted that. I wanted that, and I wanted that with Caleb. No more hiding from the gossip and rumors. They could say what they wanted about me. I could handle it. What I wouldn't be able to handle would be to see Caleb with a new girl when it could have been me making him happy."I was thinking about saying yes to him, finally."The exaggerated drop of Chloe's jaw made me roll my eyes at her. "Took you long enough. That 'damn man', as you put it, is completely head over heels for you.""He is not. We are just getting to know each other." Taking a sip of my iced coffee, I avoided her gaze as she stared me down with a smirk."Sure, you are….Very closely by the looks of it. Anyway, I think it is great that you are giving him a chance. You guys would be great together." She said as she bumped my foot with hers.It felt good to have her support. In the past, she had always been the voice of reason, and I trusted her opinion. It only set
The entire time I was at practice, I couldn't hide the shit-eating grin from my face, no matter how many times I got sacked. She had come back to me, and this time, there was no way in Hell that I was going to let her go again.Coach seemed angry still. He had us run several drills where I was taken down repeatedly. He claimed that our opponents on Saturday always had an opening to their quarterback that we needed to practice taking advantage of. My body hurt, but by the end of practice, he looked at me as though he had a bit more respect for me. He even smacked my shoulder pad when the team came in for the huddle at the end of practice. It felt like a turning point in my life.Love life? Great! Football? Great! School? Still sucks, but my grades were decent.In the rush to get back to Violet, I was surprised to run into Diana.She kept true to her word and was making an effort to earn my friendship back. As much as I wanted to tell her that it would not
The walk to the dining area of the house was quick, as though I were on autopilot. I smiled when I smelled lunch being made. Jones sat across the room with a few members of our team and waved me down."Practice was rough on you, man! I can't see how you could be smiling after you got sacked so many times. Coach definitely has it out for you still." Jones exclaimed as he took another bite of his sandwich and began to talk with his mouthful. "What's got you so happy?"As I opened my mouth to respond, I was stopped short by the feeling of a hand smacking into the back of my head. "What the fuck?!""Briggs, you're a fucking idiot, you know that?" Tyler yelled as I stood from my chair forcefully, almost knocking it over. "You're a fucking idiot!"As soon as I saw the red of his face and the white of his knuckles, I knew that this would not end well. The two of us had been good. He agreed to stay out of it unless I hurt Violet, and I don't remember doing that.
It was a long two weeks without Violet. I waited outside of her lecture hall, but she wasn't there. My calls and texts were ignored, and I didn't see her around campus. I needed to apologize but she made it impossible.I let out a groan of annoyance when my passenger door opened, and the overpowering smell of artificial flowers saturated the inside of my car. I didn't want to drive Diana. Unfortunately, since I had driven her to school when the year started, she had no other way of getting home for Thanksgiving without paying an absorbent amount of money for a cab, or by calling her parents to make the four-hour round trip to pick her up.If I made her do that, the weekend would start off on the wrong foot. Considering it would already be pretty bad, I didn't want to add fuel to the fire earlier than I needed to. There was no way that I could keep it to myself that Diana and I were no longer together. It was bound to come out at some point. If it didn't then it absolut
My room hadn't been changed, but I didn't bother to unpack since I would only be there for three days. I hid in my room for as long as I could until I heard the doorbell. It was sure to be Diana and her parents, Cindy and Tom. My parents had them over constantly as they were best friends, major holidays were no exception.I sent a text to Violet to let her know that I missed her, and I hoped she was having a good thanksgiving. I scrolled up through all of the other unanswered messages. She could at least text me to tell me if she wanted nothing to do with me. She didn't have to ghost me.A knock on my door interrupted my thoughts. I could smell her before I opened the door. Her sickly strong floral perfume wafted into the room when I opened it."Hey, fancy seeing you here." She chirped with a smile that quickly dropped at my lack of expression to her awful joke. "Um, your mom sent me up here to grab you so we could set the table for dinner while they finish up."
As we all sat around the table, I was thankful that my dad had gone and grabbed the table leaf. As it was, Diana was sitting closer to me than I would have liked. Her elbow kept bumping mine as her dominant arm was next to mine. If the table was its usual size, our parents may have tried to get her to sit in my lap due to the limited space.The tension may have been thick between the two of us, but our parents went on and on as if nothing had changed. They brought up memory after memory as if it would spark the romance between us again. When they didn't get a reaction out of that, they began to make future plans for us."I think that Ice Skating would be wonderful for us to do on your Christmas break! Oh, it is so romantic to skate under the twinkle lights! We can do a couple of pictures for the three of us in front of the tree. I'll have to start shopping so each couple can have a different matching Christmas sweater set! That would be so cute!" Cindy's excitement spr
"For the record, Violet is the most important person in my life. I'm done eating. Enjoy the rest of your dinner. Diana, please find your own way back to school this weekend." I took a deep breath as I turned around and walked away. When I reached the base of the stairs, my mother spoke up."You don't get to talk to me like this in my own house. Get back here this instant. You will sit your ass down, eat your dinner, and apologize to everyone!" Her voice wavered at the end when she made eye contact with me.The word vomit came forward too quick to stop it. "I am so sick of you telling me how to live my life, and I am done with it. I don't want to date Diana, I don't want to be a doctor, and I hate this town. I won't be living here once I graduate. I am falling in love with Violet more and more every day. She may not be talking to me right now because your precious Diana won't leave us alone, but I will continue to fight for her every second of every day."My degr
It may have been from the practice I had after the first time we slept together, but it was almost too easy to avoid Caleb for the two next weeks. Instead of eating at the student union or going to FIX, I survived off delivery and my stash of Ramen.Instead of going out the main door of the business lecture hall, I would use the side exit. Then, I would make my way to my dorm room by walking the long way behind the buildings that lined the university's quad. Thankfully it was finally cold enough to get away with wearing my beanie and hoodie, which only helped to hide me from anyone who may have had an eye out for me.I was both relieved and disappointed when he didn't seem to have anyone searching for me. The chase was over. He had me, lost me, found me, and then gave me up. It was inevitable and expected, but that didn't make it any less hurtful. I felt like one of those ridiculous girls in a rom-com. I wanted to stay away from him but also wanted him to chase and fig