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THEA'S P. O. VIlang minuto pa kaming nag-stay sa lugar na 'yon habang nag uusap ng kung anu-anong bagay lang.Hanggang sa manahimik na kami parehas at mag-decide na umuwi na.But as we prepared to leave, a sudden gust of wind whipped through the trees, rustling the leaves and sending a shiver down my spine. The sky, moments ago a canvas of vibrant colors, darkened ominously, the air growing thick with the promise of a storm."We should probably head back. Mukhang uulan na,” Ruan said, his voice laced with concern.Tumango ako habang nakatingin na rin sa napakadilim sa kalangitan. Katatayo pa lang namin ay nagsimula nang bumuhos ang malalaking patak ng ulan.Within moments, we were drenched, the rain pouring down on them in a relentless torrent. Natawa na lang ako dahil sa sobrang unexpected ng nangyari."Well, this is certainly unexpected," sabi ko pa. Hindi ko alam kung narinig ni Ruan ng maayos 'yung sinabi ko dahil sumabay ang boses ko sa tunog ng malakas na ulan.Ruan smiled, his
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THEA'S P. O. VI woke with a start, a disorienting feeling of being adrift in a strange, unfamiliar place. I blinked, my eyes adjusting to the soft light filtering through the curtains, and realized I was lying in a bed, the crisp white sheets smelling faintly of lavender.A wave of confusion washed over me, followed by a rush of memories. I recalled the previous day, the chaotic family dinner, the unexpected trip to the lake, Ruan's confession, the rain-soaked drive home, and finally, my arrival at his house, where I had stayed to care for him.Nakatulog pala ako. Sinong naglipat sa akin dito? Si Ruan ba—wait, nasaan si Ruan?!I sat up, my heart pounding in my chest. I was in Ruan's bedroom, the walls adorned with framed photographs, the shelves lined with books, the air filled with the scent of his cologne. It was a space that felt both familiar and strangely foreign, a space that held the echoes of a connection that was both profound and impossible. The same room where we shared th
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RUAN'S P. O. VI stepped out of the gym, myp body still buzzing with the afterglow of my workout. The air felt cool against my skin, a welcome contrast to the heat of my exertion. I stretched, my muscles protesting the sudden shift in activity, and headed towards my room, my mind already turning to the day ahead.As I was about to enter my room, I paused in the hallway, my gaze drawn to the portrait hanging on the wall. It was a painting of me, a younger, more carefree version of myself, standing beside a beautiful woman with long, flowing hair the color of burnished copper and eyes that sparkled like emeralds, dressed in an ancient Egyptian costume.Princess Alriadne.The love of my life.I had met her all so sudden, a chance encounter that had blossomed into a whirlwind romance. She was everything I had ever dreamed of, adventurous, spirited, and free—'yun nga lang, multo s'ya. So ourl time together had been cut short, a cruel twist of fate tearing them apart.I had never forgotten
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RUAN'S P. O. VI sat at the bar, my gaze fixed on the swirling amber liquid in my glass, my mind still replaying the scene in Hope's house, the accusing words, the look of pain in her eyes. Paulit-ulit. I took another sip of my drink.As I sat there, lost in my thoughts, a familiar voice cut through the noise of the bar."Ruan?"I looked up, my heart skipping a beat. It was Thia, a woman I had known briefly, a fling from a time when I was still lost in the haze of real life, seeking solace in fleeting encounters.She smiled, her eyes sparkling with a mischievous glint."Long time no see," she said, her voice a seductive purr. "Fancy meeting you here."She slid onto the stool beside me, her body pressed against mine, her perfume a heady mix of vanilla and jasmine."What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice flat, my gaze avoiding hers."I'm here for you, Ruan," she said, her voice a soft caress. "Napansin ko kasi na mag isa ka lang. Parang ang lungkot mo pa. You look like you could u
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THEA'S P. O. VTHE NEXT MORNING. I sat at my desk, my gaze fixed on the computer screen, but my mind was a million miles away. The events of the past few days had left me feeling drained, my heart heavy with a mixture of heartbreak and determination. Kahit hindi kami okay ni Ruan ay pinili ko pa ring pumasok ngayon. Hanggang ngayon lang.I had finally made up my mind. I was leaving Ruan's company. I was going to start my own league, using the money I had inherited from my parents, a legacy that had been both a blessing and a burden. Lately ko lang din nalaman ang tungkol do'n kina Tito Roldan.I had always dreamed of starting my own business, of creating something of my own, of being my own boss. But I had also been afraid, afraid of failure, afraid of the unknown, afraid of leaving the comfort and security of my current job.But the pain of Ruan's betrayal, the shattering of my illusions, had given me a newfound sense of purpose. I was done being a pawn in someone else's game. I was
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RUAN'S P. O. VI have to admit, I've been a jerk. Ilang araw ko nang tinitiis si Hope. I've been making out with other woman. Ginagawa ko 'yon sa office. Sa harapan mismo ni Hope. I can see her emotions—she seems hurting. Pero hindi ko 'yon pinansin.Pumapasok pa rin naman s'ya sa trabaho.Not until this day. The office felt strangely quiet, the usual hum of activity replaced by a disconcerting silence. I sat at my desk, my gaze fixed on the computer screen, but my mind was elsewhere. I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease that had settled over me since Thea's sudden disappearance."Where is she?" I thought, my fingers drumming a nervous rhythm on the desk. "Is she sick? Did something happen?" I tried to rationalize her absence, telling myself that she was probably on a personal leave, but a nagging feeling of unease refused to subside.I had tried to reach her, calling her phone, sending her texts, but she remained unresponsive. Her silence was a deafening roar, a constant remin
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THEA'S P. O. VI watched Ruan sleep, his face flushed, his breathing shallow, his body sprawled across the couch. I had spent the past few hours tending to me, a familiar routine that had become a burden I couldn't seem to shake off.I had helped him undress, his clothes smelling of stale beer and cigarette smoke. I had cleaned him up, his skin clammy and slick with sweat. I had tucked him into bed, his body limp and unresponsive.I had tried to leave, to escape the suffocating feeling of being pulled back into his world, but something had held me back."I can't just leave him here," I thought, my heart aching with a mixture of frustration and compassion. "He's vulnerable. He needs me."I had been trying to move on, to focus on my own life, to forget about Ruan. But here he was, once again, dragging her back into his messy world.I had tried to ignore him, to pretend that he wasn't there, but his presence was inescapable, his actions a constant reminder of my heartbreak.I had tried
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THEA'S P. O. VThe smell of burnt toast and something vaguely resembling scrambled eggs hit me as soon as I woke up.I stumbled out of bed, my head still fuzzy from sleep, and followed the aroma down the stairs.My kitchen, usually a haven of order and delicious smells, was now a scene of culinary disaster. The countertop was covered in a chaotic mess of burnt pans, spilled ingredients, and a lone, blackened spatula. And there, in the midst of the chaos, stood Ruan, his face flushed, his hair tousled, his eyes wide with a mixture of embarrassment and sheepishness."Ruan?" I asked, my voice laced with a mixture of amusement and concern. "What on earth are you doing?"Lumapit agad ako sa kanya at inagaw ang sunog nang wooden spoon.He turned, his eyes meeting mine, his cheeks flushing a deeper shade of red. He looked like a lost puppy, his usual confidence replaced by a shy awkwardness."I... I wanted to make you breakfast," he mumbled, his voice barely a whisper. "To thank you for... f
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