Cora
The drive to the facility is filled with silence. There were only about twenty people on my bus as there was very few this year. Both males and females alike sat like stones and were lost in their thoughts. My mind drifted back to my home and the idea that my father was most likely still yelling at my family. I would have never had the guts to speak to him the way I did had it not been for the fact that I was leaving. I still can't help but wonder to myself if he has ever loved anyone. He grew up with loving parents but with all that was happening during that time, I can see how that might change him for the worse.
I often had to hide my true self from him and my mother. He had never really abused us but he had this way about him that made you feel like there was no room for argument and that if you pushed him hard enough he may crack. I think that his coldness created a new person in my mother. I could at times see the fire in her eyes when she was looking at him, but it always disappeared just as quickly as it came and I knew that it was something she was trying hard to not do. Showing emotion was something that we did not do in our home. The only exceptions were my grandparents.
I feel the bus stop and I turn and look out the window to see the facility. With a sigh so quiet that no one could hear it I stand and head out of the bus, following the others to our fate. I see a large crowd of people standing and I notice the extreme quiet. Whether it is because of the leaders standing on a small stage or if it is just that everyone is nervous, no one makes a sound.
A man walks up to the stage and makes his way over to a microphone and begins to talk. "Welcome ladies and gentlemen. We are going to get started. I need all of the males to make their way over to the right side here and follow Mr. Jack to the private rooms that you will have. Each of you will get your room which is stocked and ready for you. You will be able to view the results of the assessments and along with photos starting tomorrow afternoon. You will be able to mark the females that you want in order of choice. As your name is called you will be given the first female of your choice that is left. You will be able to decline altogether or chose another. If you decline all together you will be able to come to next year's reaping to find your mate."
With that being said the males make their way to the right and are quickly out of sight. "Ladies you will head to the left to the dormitories. You will be housed in rooms of fifty. Each room will be taken to the various assessments in a group and your group will all be tested at once. This is a reminder to you that no matter what your results are and no matter how you feel about them, you will go with whoever chooses you. There is no fighting it. I believe that most here will find that they will find their mates acceptable and that your lives with them will be adequate. Please proceed."
Following along with the group, I reach the inside to see that the dorms are broken up by names and follow the rest of the girls in my group to the room. Still, there are no voices to be heard. I feel like I am in a tomb. Some of the girls have the saddest faces that I have ever seen. Even some of the most beautiful girls in the room seem to have this sense of dread. The way the assessments are set up qualities of strength and intelligence is looked at more highly than beauty. I have never thought of myself as anything other than average but I can see that there are some here who are what many may believe to be below average. I think that looks are only that looks. What matters is the inside of a person. Even the most beautiful person can be a snake at heart.
The next few hours start our assessments. The surprise is that this year they are reevaluating our intelligence. That assessment usually happens when the female finishes what little school they receive, but this new leader has decided that he wants to change that. I honestly answer the questions this time. I know that my father would be flipping out on me if he knew that I was doing this. As I told them before I am letting fate handle this. I trust in myself enough to know that I can't always hide my brain or my thoughts, even though I try. This will at least give the man who chooses me an idea of what he is getting into.
Night turns into morning and I finish the rest of my assessments. I do my best and I know that there are not many in the room with me that can say the same. I think that most have truly given up hope of being happy. I know that it is a long shot but I can't give up the hope of having a happy family. I will do everything in my power to make that happen, no matter who I end up with.
Thomas
I find myself once again in my office waiting for the elders of the Chosen to come barging in demanding something. Over the last five years, I have had to listen to the same arguments over and over. My father was the leader before me and his before him. Most leaders only stay in office until their son turns twenty, and by that point, they are beyond ready to step down. It is a thankless job that most see as a cakewalk but never understands all that the job entails. The elders are the group who have been around since the beginning. They helped my grandfather gain control of the chaos that was in North America. What happened however was that many of these families became greedy. Every day I see it more and more.
My father tried to combat this by promoting those whom he found worthy of the status of a Chosen and found them some typing job to make them feel important and keep them on his side. The Chosen is not as strongly in charge as many think. Those involved in the leadership are not loyal to anything but themselves and my family has been stuck trying to get the group together. This has made us look like tyrants in the eyes of the people because all they see is what the low levels of the group do and sadly that is corrupt and not what my grandfather intended.
A knock at the door brings me out of my thoughts and I see my father standing at the door. Since he stepped down the man has done everything possible to stay out of the headquarters and to spend time with my mother and younger siblings. I know that for him to be here is something that he thinks is important.
"Dad, what brings you here?" I ask as I walk over and hug him. I have been fortunate in my life that I have loving parents who love not only us but each other.
"Thomas I came to talk to you about something that I think is going to make you upset with me." The look on his face makes me want to cringe. "I know that every year you said that no interests you, but son I think you need to consider picking someone in the reaping." I feel my heart drop. I have fought this from day one because I want to find someone that I love, not just pick at random.
"Before you tell me to know, just think about it. You can what the girls through the monitor and see if anyone catches your eye. The longer you put it off the longer you may stick in that chair or worse run the risk of someone else taking over. Your mother and I just want you to be happy and we don't want you to be stuck here alone." His voice is a pleading one that I know I can't say no to. I have been lonely I just didn't want to give up my hope.
"I will take a look, Dad. I'm not promising anything will come of it but I will try." After a few more minutes of talking, he leaves. I let out the sigh that I have been holding in and turn on the monitors. What could it hurt to take a look? As I am watching I notice one girl who is talking with one of the assessors. I turn up the volume and listen to her.
"Cora we checked and you appear to still have your virginity in tack. Is there a reason for that? You must know that is not something that we see here very often." The assessor looks at her with a curiosity that I haven't ever seen them have.
"Well to be honest I thought about changing that at one time, but it fell through. Honestly, the only reason I would have done it is to make my parents happy. I know some may think it is stupid but I have the hopes that the man who chooses me will be someone that I can fall in love with. I have grown up in a home where there wasn't an ounce of love between my parents. I just want something more than procreating. I want a companion, best friend, and lover all in one. I will give myself to the one who takes me and I will do my very best to make him love me." She says this with a look of determination in her eyes.
I feel my heart skip a beat and I find myself looking at this girl on the screen in a way that I have never looked at anyone before. She is an average girl with red hair who looks like she wouldn't stand out in any way. For all I know I could have walked past her a million times and just never noticed her. The more I listen to her talk the more I want to know her. There is something about her that makes me feel like I could find what I am looking for in her. I pick up my phone and call the head assessor.
"This is Thomas. I want to choose at the Reaping. I will be first and I will not hear any arguments." With that, I hang up and know that I have just made a decision that will change not only mine but that girl's life as well.
"Oh my dear Cora, you have no idea how you have made my day." With a smile, I get back to work so that I will have time to spend with my new mate.
ThomasThe morning of the reaping is one that is always busy for the people in the headquarters. Everyone makes sure that the event goes off without a hitch. I on the other hand have to spend this morning meeting the newest member of the Chosen. There is one man who scored higher than anyone has in a long time so he was picked to join the ranks here in headquarters."Thomas the young man is here." I hear a voice come through the intercom system. Amazingly after the great illness, we have been able to restore almost all of the technology we had at the time. Although it works most people do not have access to certain things. That is one of the things that I have been working to change."Send him in." The next second the door opens and a young man walks in. He is tall with blonde hair and I can tell that he is very popular with the ladies. He already has an arrogant air to him, so I can tell that he is goin
ThomasAs those words left my mouth I looked over to Michael who was seated to the side. His face visibly paled and I saw the huge gulp that he took when he realized he had been busted. At this moment I received so much satisfaction that I almost smiled. I knew that I couldn't do that as it would show emotion. I had been trained from an early age that as the next leader that to anyone who was not family I had to appear to be a tyrant with no feeling.Throughout the years that had been many stories circulated that made me sound like a heartless monster. That couldn't be further from the truth but I had to make sure that those outside my circle saw me as just that, a monster. My only fear in this is that my mate would be terrified of me. I knew that only those who were just after power would easily come to me and try to seduce me and want to be my mate. I had never entertained a woman because I always wanted to wait for the woman
CoraI look into his eyes more confused than I think I have ever been. No one has ever said that I am above them. I know my family cares about me but even they have never lifted me above them. Yet I sit here looking into the eyes of the man that leads a whole continent of people and he says that I am greater."You look like you don't believe me." He says with a chuckle, and I feel myself begin to relax again. He smiles at me. "Cora I have waited to find someone that I thought I would be able to love. I waited to meet the woman I would fall in love with. I listened to your answer to your questions and I know that you are looking for the same thing. You have never been intimate with anyone and neither have I. I want us to try and make this a real relationship and not just a mating."I know that I am sitting here with my mouth hanging wide open and look like a total idiot. I take a moment and study this man in front of me. He is beyond handsome and it is obvious
CoraThomas looks at me in anticipation as I sit and contemplate my next answer. I look once again into those eyes that seem to always captivate me and I know how I should answer.“Yes, I did often feel like I had no freedom. I’m not sure how much you have been outside of the headquarters or how many villages you have actually seen, but women are not treated as equals. There are very few men who actually care about their mates. I was lucky enough to live in a home where my father wasn’t physically abusing my mother. Well, at least not where I had ever witnessed it. My grandparents were together before the reaping so they were actually in love.” I see the look on his face and I can see that he has not heard this or at the very least knew that it was a widespread problem. “Most women in my village were with men who would abuse them. They were treated as second class citizens. That is why I have acted the way I have. I was
CoraWaking up the next morning I find myself confused as to where I am and what I am doing here. After a few deep breaths and calming myself, I realize that I am Thomas’s house and that this is my new home. Just knowing that he wants to take care of me and make me happy gives me more hope then I have ever had in my life.Thoughts of what my life has been up until now make their way into my head. Had I really spent my life living in fear of what the day may bring, granted my life was never as bad as some in my village? I think that for the most part I have been spared the worst of what this life has to offer, but that still doesn’t mean that my life has been a bed of roses. Knowing that these thoughts were doing nothing to help my mood I decided to get up and start the day.Last night at the end of our date Thomas walked me to the door and told me that today he would have to return to work. He also said that he wanted me to come with him. After givin
CoraI could tell that the two of them were having some sort of weird conversation about pasta and bread, but I honestly had no clue as to what it all meant. Thomas was a very different person when he is at headquarters and I can’t help but think that maybe he’s that way to protect himself from those around him. Just from the way he’s talking to Elliot I can see that he trusts this man more than anyone around him. I’m hoping that this means that there will be someone helping us to change this world we call home.I look up and notice that they are saying their goodbyes and I give Elliot a slight smile and wave. I look over to Thomas and see him looking at me with a twinkle in his eye. He is up to something that much I am sure, but what could it be.Thomas begins showing what he would like for me to do in helping him at headquarters. He tells me how the leaders mates would help in the office until children are born. I feel my cheeks heating
ThomasI could tell that Cora had questions about what just happened. She was fidgeting in her seat and I could practically see the wheels spinning in her head. Even though we have only been together for a day and a half I can say that I already pick up on her emotions. She has let her guard down with me and so now I can tell what she is feeling, and right now she is curious.“I do not for one second believe a word that man says. I knew the moment he walked into my office that he was going to be in trouble. I told you that I had watched most of your evaluation. I know the doctor who examined you personally and they would never lie about your purity. I’m afraid that Michael has a different idea as to what the Chosen is about than I do. I will explain more later.”She looks over at me and I see the understanding in her eyes. She is a smart little thing to pick up on the subtle hints that I have been giving her all day. Not once has she pressed me
Cora “So you’re saying that you two have been working to take down the Chosen before the Reaping?” Elliot smiles like it’s his birthday and he just got the thing he wanted most. Thomas makes his way over to me and takes my hand in his. “Well, it is the three of us, “Rebecca states with a light in her eyes that shows that she is in this for the long haul. “Should I go over the areas that we have been working on Thomas?” “That would be great Rebecca. Let’s all have a seat because this conversation is heavy.” He leads me over to the couches and we take a seat. He never lets go of my hand and I can tell he is wanting to reassure me that everything is going to be ok. “So I guess I should start from the beginning. We all grew up here around headquarters. Just like the girls in the villages I was taken out of school way before most of the boys. I was given a temporary job of inventory for the shipments of food and logging the distribution of the food.” She s
Cora As time passes things get clearer on what needs to change. the first huge step was punishing those who were out to harm others. Not a day goes by where we do not receive new reports from people wanting to inform us of a crime. A task force has been set up to help handle the situation and find justice for the victims. Thomas and Elliot worked hard on forming a new type of what was once called the police. These men and women are tasked with learning the truth and helping bring justice to those who are victims as well as those who are falsely accused. Our personal life has also moved forward and gotten stronger. Over time I learned to work through the pain from my attack and with Thomas’s help, I have made peace with that incident. I have even started a support group for women who have been attacked in any way to get help from each other. “Cora, please sit down and take it easy. I don’t want you getting too tired or hurting yourself or the baby.” I
Cora “Cora you must rest. You have been through a very traumatic experience and your body will start to shut down again if you are not careful. Thomas takes her home and makes sure she rests. I will contact one of my colleagues in the villages that worked as and therapist. She is going to need help working through all this.” Once you make it home Thomas takes me up to our room. As I walk into the room it suddenly hits me that I have just been to hell and back. I suddenly break down and sob my heart out. I cry for my rape. I cry for Thomas and all that he lost today. I cry for the friend that Michael had once been but is now no longer on this earth. I cry for Doug and the sad life that he must have had to live all these years. And finally, I cry for this world full of evil like Caroline. For all the girls who never got to live their lives. Thomas helps me get ready for bed and asks if I want him with me tonight or if I would rather him not stay. I know
Cora Rebecca gasps as she hears the words that change everything forever. The people we have been searching for turned out to be one person. Caroline was thought of as a loving mother and example to all women. She was poised and gave off an air of royalty, and yet standing here now she looks like a psychologically deranged person. “Mother you didn’t. Say you didn’t.” Thomas pleads with her. He looks like a broken child who has just learned that their hero wasn’t the person that they thought they were. “Thomas? Have you learned anything in all the years of training we gave you? You’re showing your emotions and making yourself look weak in from of your men.” She barks out at him. I look toward Doug and he just sits there looking straight ahead as if he hadn’t just heard a thing that was said. “Doug, why don’t you look surprised?” The words come out of my mouth before I have a chance to stop them. He finally breaks his staring contest with the wall in fr
Thomas “I know who did it!” With those words, my heart stopped. Elliot held the information that I needed the most. “Follow me.” I lead him to a remote area and made sure that there wasn’t anyone around. At this point, I didn’t care if there was a way for someone to be recording this. I just needed to find out what happened. “It was Michael. I know you probably thought of it too, but he is the only one that I could think of that would be that emotional when it came to Cora. I have him recorded going into the room and then an hour later leaving looking like he had just been through hell. His clothes were messed up and it looked like he had a few scratches on his face. She must have put up one hell of a fight.” Elliot is treading lightly considering that this was the woman I love and she was currently unconscious. “Get Rebecca down here. I want her to stay with Cora and her family. You and I are going to meet my parents and grandfather. Is security pick
Cora I come to find Michael stripping my clothes off. My dress is gone and he is working to get my undergarments off. I start flailing around trying to stop his movements. He raises his fist and punches me in the face. “Stop fighting me dammit! You brought this on yourself!” He says into my ear in an almost whisper. “Please don’t do this Michael. Please don’t hurt me.” I feel myself beginning to lose control and the tears are starting to roll down my face. I want to stay strong but I am weak from being knocked out and I can feel the fear taking control. “I told you already, I should have been the one to have you first! I loved you and you just threw me away for what? Power, sex, money, or were you just trying to get me to prove myself to you? Why are you making me out to be the bad guy?” He slaps me a few more times and takes my underwear off and uses them to bind my hands together. He stands and starts to pull his pants down and all sane thou
Cora The first morning I went back to headquarters with Thomas I was a complete nervous wreck. Knowing that we still had no idea who was sending the messages or who was behind Michael’s schemes made it all that much harder. Thomas told me multiple times that I would be fine but, something in the back of my mind told me otherwise. “Cora, could you go to the file room and see if you can find the records from your old village for the last six years? I want all of them if possible. Do you need someone to go with you?” Thomas has worked extremely hard the last few days and I know that he is getting tired. “I should be fine. I am just walking down the hall little ways. If I need anything I’ll yell. There is security always walking around. Don’t worry.” I kiss him on the cheek and head out the door. Walking down the hall I see the security guard walking around and notice that there is a lot of activity today. Since we came back Thomas has been working on man
Cora As soon as the words left her mouth my anger raged inside me. When we were talking earlier I noticed how she was trying her hardest to not have to touch anyone and the looks that she was giving my family. She just avoided me altogether and I just wanted to know what was so wrong with me that she couldn’t even make an effort. It seems that now I have my answer, she doesn’t like people from the villages. The rest of Thomas’s family was amazing. His grandfather had me laughing the entire time we were talking. He said that I reminded him of his late wife and that I would be perfect for Thomas “What do you think I mean Dear? it is clear to me that my son has picked well below him in the Reaping.” Gasps were heard around the table and the sickly sweet smile that she is giving me is anything but friendly. “Caroline, what in the world are you talking about? You are from the villages!” Doug yells and I can see that he is losing his temper with her.
Cora The ride back is one that was full of silence. Everyone was lost in their thoughts trying to make sense of all that we had learned. The trip was not as successful as we would have liked but we did learn enough to get a good start. Thomas seemed to be thinking more than any of us. The thought that one of his family members could be behind this was beginning to take a toll on him. I reach over and take his hand to show him that he isn’t alone in this. He has supported me so much that all I want to do is give him that same love. Once we finally reach the headquarters Elliot and Rebecca head home and Thomas leads my family into the house. They all stand around looking like they have never seen anything like it. I smile knowing that they are finally going to be living a life that is free of Carl’s tyranny. “We have three guest rooms on the second floor for you to stay in. Please treat this as your home until we can get you set up with a place of your
Cora As the words hang in the air and I can see that my family is nervous. More nervous than I have ever seen in the entire time that I lived with them. I take a deep breath and center my mind knowing that something is going on here and that it may change everything. “Look we have made sure that no one can hear a word you say. We are most certainly not going to do anything to hurt you, we just need to know what is going on.” Thomas says in his voice that he reserves for only those closest to him. I smile at him in thanks and turn back to my family. “I’m sure that you were coached on how to act in front of the leader. We are trying to do something that can help everyone but we need to know the truth of what is happening in the villages. Dad, I know that you are a man that follows what the Chosen says, but you need to know that what you have been told and what is the truth are not the same things.” “What do you mean by that? You know they could kill you