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2021-04-21 20:57:52Cora
I find myself standing in front of a man whose face I can't see but I feel that I should fear him. I am standing with the rest of the women for the reaping knowing that I am going to be picked by this man who is scaring me. I hear a voice say my name and I know it's over for me. Any chance of me going back home to my village is gone. All hope of having a happy life is destroyed as soon as I see the devious smirk on his face.
I feel myself begin to shake and I hear a scream rip from my mouth as I feel the hands of the guards begin to pull me away. I kick and scream begging for someone to help me, but no one moves. All eyes are on the ground and I feel my heart shatter as I see Michael look away.
I startle awake with sweat covering my face. I still feel myself shaking and I feel like there is nothing that will calm me down. Then the realization that it was a dream hits me full force and I fall back on my pillow trying to slow my breathing down. What made me have that dream? I never have nightmares, and my dreams never seem that real.
Then it hits me. I turn eighteen today, meaning that when the reaping happens next week I will be going and the chances are that I will not be coming back here. This is the only home that I have ever known. My grandparents survived the sickness that took most of the world when they were in their teens. They were lucky enough to make it and to fall in love and be together before the craziness of the reaping started.
My father chose my mother in her first year and they had me a few years later. My father wasn't high up the list of males, but he was not near the bottom either. My mother was an average woman who my father thought would make an adequate mate. I don't think that they hate each other, but I don't see the love there either. My mother like most gave her virginity to a man of her choosing who I am pretty sure she had feelings for. The problem was that he was not considered a high-ranking male so he was not able to choose a mate.
There is a night and day difference in the relationship between my parents versus one of my parents. My father. Grew up in the time when the Chosen took control and he fell into line with their teaching no matter how absurd they are. My grandmother always had a look of disappointment when she would listen to my father talk about the greatness of the Chosen leaders. I see how it kills her to know her family. Will never know the happiness of what life used to be before the illness.
My grandparents would often tell me stories from before and would tell me their love story. I grew up to see both sides of what life was and what the reaping has caused. Many women kill themselves due to the harsh treatment that their mate gives them. Most men have begun to look at women as nothing more than a means to reproduce and a personal housekeeper.
I look to my bedside table and see the clock reading six am and know that there is no point in my trying to go back to sleep. I have chores to do and my temporary job to get to. Most women only receive the basics in education unless their intelligence is off the charts. Although my intelligence is high my father pushed me to only do marginally well on my tests. He said that he was concerned for my safety and that the Chosen would take me away if I scored too high. I honestly think that it all had to do with the fact that I am smarter than he is and he was afraid of the embarrassment of having a smart daughter.
Girls are given temporary jobs to do until they go to reaping. Most women do not work once they are chosen. They are expected to stay at home and raise their family. The Chosen states that this is done so that the population can rebuild and that our core values are taught. I have no problem staying at home as I have always wanted to have a large family. The only problem is that I wanted it with someone who I love. I know that is something that is just a dream, but I use that dream to get me through the day.
As I finish my chores and make my way to the pharmacy that I work at I think about Michael. He has been my friend since we were ten and he is the man I plan to give my virginity to. He has told me for years that he wants to choose me at reaping and although I don't necessarily love him I feel that we're could make a good family. I have been trying to talk to him for the past three weeks but he is nowhere to be found.
Three weeks ago the men found out what their standing and choosing order is for the reaping. That was the last day that anyone saw Michael. I know that's he is very intelligent and he is most definitely a handsome man so I know can't be upset about his ranking. I just hope nothing happened to him. I'm counting on him to choose me and save me from what could be a rough future.
Over the last few months, he has been getting restless about me giving myself to him. He says it's because he doesn't want something to happen and I get chosen by someone else and have that person hurt me. I want to believe that is the reason but in all honesty, I think he is just like most young men, horny. He thinks that I don't know of his exploits with the girls of the village, but I'm not stupid. I'm nothing special with my red hair and average body. The only thing I have going for me is the intelligence that I have to hide to protect my father's pride. I have had men ask me out but I have always turned them down for one reason or another.
My mother does her best to try to get me to forget the notion of love, but I just can't make myself do it. I know that there is someone out there that I can love, I just haven't met him yet. I know that I will just settle if I end up with Michael but the devil you know is better than the one you don't.
I work my shift and begin to make my way back home. I think about trying to contact Michael once again but quickly change my mind. Something is telling me that what I once that would be my best option for giving myself to someone of my choice now seems like a really bad idea. I look to the sky and see the sun beginning to set and come to the conclusion that I am just going to let fate chose my future. The more I think and worry about it the less I am enjoying my last few days with my family. There are no promises as to where I will end up and I know deep down that I can't rely on Michael. So the best option is to go with the flow and let fate work her magic, whether it's good or bad.
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CoraThe next few weeks go by much faster than I hoped they would. I haven't seen or heard from Michael and I think that it is for the best. I spend my time working and soaking up every second I can with my family. My grandparents are trying to hide the pain that they are in knowing that I will be leaving in the morning. I have always been much closer to them and I feel as if they think of me as more of a daughter than their grandchild. My father has always been rather cold when it comes to family and I think that it is a result of Chosen's teachings rather than what he learned from his parents. Affection is something that you just don't give and sex is merely the means to create life. The saddest part of it all is that when I look at my mother, I can see all the longing she has. She wants to be loved and cared for. She has sat by and watched my grandparents and she knows what true love is, she just hasn't experienced it for herself.
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CoraI look into his eyes more confused than I think I have ever been. No one has ever said that I am above them. I know my family cares about me but even they have never lifted me above them. Yet I sit here looking into the eyes of the man that leads a whole continent of people and he says that I am greater."You look like you don't believe me." He says with a chuckle, and I feel myself begin to relax again. He smiles at me. "Cora I have waited to find someone that I thought I would be able to love. I waited to meet the woman I would fall in love with. I listened to your answer to your questions and I know that you are looking for the same thing. You have never been intimate with anyone and neither have I. I want us to try and make this a real relationship and not just a mating."I know that I am sitting here with my mouth hanging wide open and look like a total idiot. I take a moment and study this man in front of me. He is beyond handsome and it is obvious
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Cora As time passes things get clearer on what needs to change. the first huge step was punishing those who were out to harm others. Not a day goes by where we do not receive new reports from people wanting to inform us of a crime. A task force has been set up to help handle the situation and find justice for the victims. Thomas and Elliot worked hard on forming a new type of what was once called the police. These men and women are tasked with learning the truth and helping bring justice to those who are victims as well as those who are falsely accused. Our personal life has also moved forward and gotten stronger. Over time I learned to work through the pain from my attack and with Thomas’s help, I have made peace with that incident. I have even started a support group for women who have been attacked in any way to get help from each other. “Cora, please sit down and take it easy. I don’t want you getting too tired or hurting yourself or the baby.” I
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Cora “Cora you must rest. You have been through a very traumatic experience and your body will start to shut down again if you are not careful. Thomas takes her home and makes sure she rests. I will contact one of my colleagues in the villages that worked as and therapist. She is going to need help working through all this.” Once you make it home Thomas takes me up to our room. As I walk into the room it suddenly hits me that I have just been to hell and back. I suddenly break down and sob my heart out. I cry for my rape. I cry for Thomas and all that he lost today. I cry for the friend that Michael had once been but is now no longer on this earth. I cry for Doug and the sad life that he must have had to live all these years. And finally, I cry for this world full of evil like Caroline. For all the girls who never got to live their lives. Thomas helps me get ready for bed and asks if I want him with me tonight or if I would rather him not stay. I know
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Cora Rebecca gasps as she hears the words that change everything forever. The people we have been searching for turned out to be one person. Caroline was thought of as a loving mother and example to all women. She was poised and gave off an air of royalty, and yet standing here now she looks like a psychologically deranged person. “Mother you didn’t. Say you didn’t.” Thomas pleads with her. He looks like a broken child who has just learned that their hero wasn’t the person that they thought they were. “Thomas? Have you learned anything in all the years of training we gave you? You’re showing your emotions and making yourself look weak in from of your men.” She barks out at him. I look toward Doug and he just sits there looking straight ahead as if he hadn’t just heard a thing that was said. “Doug, why don’t you look surprised?” The words come out of my mouth before I have a chance to stop them. He finally breaks his staring contest with the wall in fr
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Thomas “I know who did it!” With those words, my heart stopped. Elliot held the information that I needed the most. “Follow me.” I lead him to a remote area and made sure that there wasn’t anyone around. At this point, I didn’t care if there was a way for someone to be recording this. I just needed to find out what happened. “It was Michael. I know you probably thought of it too, but he is the only one that I could think of that would be that emotional when it came to Cora. I have him recorded going into the room and then an hour later leaving looking like he had just been through hell. His clothes were messed up and it looked like he had a few scratches on his face. She must have put up one hell of a fight.” Elliot is treading lightly considering that this was the woman I love and she was currently unconscious. “Get Rebecca down here. I want her to stay with Cora and her family. You and I are going to meet my parents and grandfather. Is security pick
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Cora I come to find Michael stripping my clothes off. My dress is gone and he is working to get my undergarments off. I start flailing around trying to stop his movements. He raises his fist and punches me in the face. “Stop fighting me dammit! You brought this on yourself!” He says into my ear in an almost whisper. “Please don’t do this Michael. Please don’t hurt me.” I feel myself beginning to lose control and the tears are starting to roll down my face. I want to stay strong but I am weak from being knocked out and I can feel the fear taking control. “I told you already, I should have been the one to have you first! I loved you and you just threw me away for what? Power, sex, money, or were you just trying to get me to prove myself to you? Why are you making me out to be the bad guy?” He slaps me a few more times and takes my underwear off and uses them to bind my hands together. He stands and starts to pull his pants down and all sane thou
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Cora The first morning I went back to headquarters with Thomas I was a complete nervous wreck. Knowing that we still had no idea who was sending the messages or who was behind Michael’s schemes made it all that much harder. Thomas told me multiple times that I would be fine but, something in the back of my mind told me otherwise. “Cora, could you go to the file room and see if you can find the records from your old village for the last six years? I want all of them if possible. Do you need someone to go with you?” Thomas has worked extremely hard the last few days and I know that he is getting tired. “I should be fine. I am just walking down the hall little ways. If I need anything I’ll yell. There is security always walking around. Don’t worry.” I kiss him on the cheek and head out the door. Walking down the hall I see the security guard walking around and notice that there is a lot of activity today. Since we came back Thomas has been working on man
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Cora As soon as the words left her mouth my anger raged inside me. When we were talking earlier I noticed how she was trying her hardest to not have to touch anyone and the looks that she was giving my family. She just avoided me altogether and I just wanted to know what was so wrong with me that she couldn’t even make an effort. It seems that now I have my answer, she doesn’t like people from the villages. The rest of Thomas’s family was amazing. His grandfather had me laughing the entire time we were talking. He said that I reminded him of his late wife and that I would be perfect for Thomas “What do you think I mean Dear? it is clear to me that my son has picked well below him in the Reaping.” Gasps were heard around the table and the sickly sweet smile that she is giving me is anything but friendly. “Caroline, what in the world are you talking about? You are from the villages!” Doug yells and I can see that he is losing his temper with her.
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Cora The ride back is one that was full of silence. Everyone was lost in their thoughts trying to make sense of all that we had learned. The trip was not as successful as we would have liked but we did learn enough to get a good start. Thomas seemed to be thinking more than any of us. The thought that one of his family members could be behind this was beginning to take a toll on him. I reach over and take his hand to show him that he isn’t alone in this. He has supported me so much that all I want to do is give him that same love. Once we finally reach the headquarters Elliot and Rebecca head home and Thomas leads my family into the house. They all stand around looking like they have never seen anything like it. I smile knowing that they are finally going to be living a life that is free of Carl’s tyranny. “We have three guest rooms on the second floor for you to stay in. Please treat this as your home until we can get you set up with a place of your
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Cora As the words hang in the air and I can see that my family is nervous. More nervous than I have ever seen in the entire time that I lived with them. I take a deep breath and center my mind knowing that something is going on here and that it may change everything. “Look we have made sure that no one can hear a word you say. We are most certainly not going to do anything to hurt you, we just need to know what is going on.” Thomas says in his voice that he reserves for only those closest to him. I smile at him in thanks and turn back to my family. “I’m sure that you were coached on how to act in front of the leader. We are trying to do something that can help everyone but we need to know the truth of what is happening in the villages. Dad, I know that you are a man that follows what the Chosen says, but you need to know that what you have been told and what is the truth are not the same things.” “What do you mean by that? You know they could kill you
