then he turned to me while drawing a dazzling smile on his face .....
Once I saw him looking at me like this and smiling , I heaved a sigh , deep deep deep inside...
now how can I save my stained dignity , should I start running ?
I hope he doesn't stuck my face in anyone's *ss for real , not even his , oh what I am thinking?
"l.... I want to say ..."
I said while trying my best not to look at his face , trying to resist the shimmering drops of peppery air between us , drawing valleys on his hard rigged skin like moist clam , and I like clams , yeah thinking like this just made things worst in my mind .
I didn't know what to say , I lost it , my words somewhere , I can't talk , I just need to focus and stop these feelings that drives blindly , why i am doing all of this because I saw a man ,like its my first time seeing one , besides who is he??.
" so did they brought you here ?" he said with that same tone and same voice of my dreams , i froze then looked at him and gazed .
What is supposed to mean anyway.
that changed my mood and widened my eyes.
"what , where did this came from ?"
he looked at me wondering .
is he playing with me??
"who are they , answer me !!!!" I said
"why I am here ?!!!"
I said it with all astonishment drawn in face, how did I dream about what he was going to say and his voice I recalled it precisely , it is the man voice of my dreams !!!!!.
he came to me and clinched my arms by both of his hands so tight that I felt like he tied me with chains not hands , yet it didn't hurt at all but I couldn't escape his grasp to my soul rather than my hands .
"do you remember, do you ??? "
"do you remember, do you ??? "
"do you remember, do you ??? "
he asked me repeatedly but I wasn't answering right away , he was so close , so close that my mind went blank , his breaths were warm , hitting the skin of me like fumes of rusty chimney .
but remember what exactly ,does he mean my dream , but I only dreamed it .
" remember what I don't get it , leave me please , I need to go....I can't stay." I whispered softly
"remember me "....he said and looked at me with saddness climbing back to his eyes...
"you .....don't ...."he stopped talking for a while ,and started taking back his hands with little sarrow crawling on his face..
"I will never let you go , you are my answer , Muons " he whispered.
suddenly the sun light started to fade like a drop of ink in a blooded milk , erased quickly , and a cold wind blew for a second that froze everything around us , even my finger tips and my breath became shallow and cold, , I started to shake from coldness while he didn't blink but was alert , I can tell , the wind stopped , everything was flying around us dropped frozen dead to the grounds all dirt , leafs and insects even the poor twigs .
"we have to go ,NOW ,something is going on and I don't feel safe for you to be here " he said with seriousness even i agreed to him without argument.
he whistled 4 times , and a midnight raven horse came running, and didn't stop really, he ran near him and he rode it , he reared it ,and guided him to me .
" I am where the sun leaves , where the wind sleeps , and when the night sweeps , your destiny shall meets him" I remembered it in my mind .
I rode with him not questioning, rather but thinking .....
before we go I stopped his horse "wait , the tree " i jumped off the horse , and I went to it while his horse was starled so much , unable to stand still .
before we go I stopped his horse "wait , the tree " i jumped off quickly , and I went to it , while his horse was starled so much , so eager to leave.unlike the horse I rode earlier but that horse was different it was tough like his owner .I went for the dead tree I felt being driven to touch it , once I did , I felt it , that shiver that ran from me to the tree , so I was conquered few steps back from the unexpected surprise .the tree where I touched started to excrete water so much that all the ground became muddy and it started to grow and nourish small flowers moving and dancing around me !!! , it started to grow in so unbelievable speed.I felt so dizzy once I inhaledb the grains that came from the flowers.I was taken by it as I watched until water reached my knee , and didn't hear his calling like I was in delirium .he kept calling and waving for me but somehow I couldn't see him.this tree , this is why I a
Before entering that huge tibetan castle.as the air was hitting me in a vain try to wake me up from my coma , I struggled to look back at him , as my mind and soul were drowning in shame , I saw what seemed like a scar trace , a burning scar to be specific in the shape of a tree branches reaching to his shoulders and wrapping through his muscled rigid neck .For a moment , I wasnot there , i felt like i was carried to another distance , under hypnosis I think i became , by just looking at his scar.We reached our destination......Once we arrived, the gates were being opened for us very quickly ,soldiers came in a coordinate organisation surronding us , and baving the way across those fancy gates .soldiers bowed to him in so much respect, he got off the horse in one jump and looked at me by the side of his eyes , I saw one girl , very well dressed like a princess maybe , came running to him hugging him while he went fo
he looked back at me and I looked at him back in a mannered fierce ."SAY IT" he saidI kept staring at him in anger , anger mixed with fear."say it princess , where are you ? and who AM I ?" .I swallowed back and closed my eyes while whispering " I am at Rivera , the Dark Kingdom, and you are .... y...ou ..... are ...." I was sileneced by my fear .Back then....there was a story rumouring back when I was just 12 , about a fierce young king , who ruled all the nearby kingdoms by a hand of steel , his father was murdered in front of his bare eyes , his younger brother were tortured to death , and he was thrown into the flaming fire to engulf him alive , but what happened next was never like anything , it was a horrifying miracle , he jumped off the fire with unbelievable wrath of ignited flames of fire eating his flesh , he screamed loud and fough
I sat there silently, memorised every corner , looked threw the windows and saw very very huge number of troops all bowing to him while being deployed, in coordinate moves they go , suddenly he raised his head up where my window was and stared at me , how did he know I was standing already there , I panicked , and took few steps back until his sharp eyes left my sight , the maid entered with very beautiful dress that I have never saw alike for it , like a crystal blue ice , chimmering like diamonds in the morning sunlight , with very wide and open neck , and falling off shoulder design , I loved it right away , but for who . Maid Jewel "our king has ordered you to get dressed and to get prepared to lunch with him .......... alone " I took a sigh while looking disappointed at that beautiful dress going into waste because I won't dress it. " and if I said no ?" " I don't think that's av
He is coming closer and closer , touching my fade skin , I am trembling for no reason.“what are you doing ...., please stop” I weakly said.He didn't answer, nor stopped , I raised my hand to remove his sluty hand voyaging over my shoulders but he grabbed it by his other hand and pulled me closer to him , he was super silent , that silence before the upcoming storm , I can tell his breathing is becoming heavier and harder.Suddenly we heard a knocking on the door , I hope that is someone who could save me from his clutches .It was the servants, they brought few food items to our small table , I saw them shaking and sweating not daring to look at him in his eyes , it is very strange, they are like being burned by the time they spend inside the room with him , it was like they came in hurry, like they left in hurry too, leavi
He called me by my name ....He heaved down a sigh , once I looked at his eyes , I saw nothing again , that cold ice , that dead hovering silence , that he is hiding behind , he let go of my hands in coldness and bitterness like it was nothing , and left without saying anything not even a word and sat there and started eating in dullness , I stood there , not knowing what to do , how can he show me so much affection to me in one minute and in the next minute he acts like it was nothing , I felt humiliated did he bring me here to mock me , to laugh on me ??Is he testing some theory or maybe he is trying his handsome musclinty on me , so he could take advantage of the dump girl he met in the forest !!And he thinks it worked on me , he doesn't know who I am , until now.Omg I am truly hurt yet I am still standing there not moving , in the same posture , he made me feel something
Once he left , I catched my racing breathes.I had this fight with my curiosity whether I should go and check on what happened inside the room after I have left.Sure it won my curiosity....I was pushing one leg forward while the other wasn't moving without force , it was shivering, I was shivering.But afterall I went into the wrecked room and I saw everything was broken down and destroyed like it was hit by hurricanes and catastrophic earthquakes , all the antics , all of the books , all of the hanging weapons were broken down and shattered like it was some piece of paper not metal or wood at all , all the walls had holes from apparently punches , and the biggest hole were made so big that you can see how thick the walls were this castle is made of , their thickness was the double of me literally or maybe more , you can see walls of the outer great gates , I can see the far side now , I stoo
Where I am ??Where I am ??again ,really , another nightmare I guess , they have to know I am kind of busy nowadays trying to plan my escape .It is very dark , I can't even see my hands , do I even exist here , or maybe it is my conscious being trapped in no where.Suddenly something glowed in the dark , it is a rose , red glowing rose with a stream of unstoppable dust falling from it , with very bright green yet dusty twig , the dust revealed my hand as dusty figure holding tight to the rose , it is spreading now to my whole body, and I am breathing dust ! in and out , I am just made of glowing dust , a glowing dusty figure to be specific , not like a human , like I am co
While watching closely from the back besides monitoring their moves , I saw them signaling something I don’t know and their positions even changed, I felt that I need to leave this place imediately but all the gateways were closed , suddenly I heard aloud noise where a surprise ambush of people and gurads entered through the gates now opened and started attacking the royal gurads and defenseless people , what is happeneing , this is bigger than I thought !. It was a complete mascare , all running out over bodies , I looked up searching for Kalim but saw his throne empty , where is he ?? how can he be gone now ?. I saw them pointing at me I started to back off really slowly then I started to run quickly away with the crowds, but by the side of my eye I saw his sister pointing at me to them while leaving with her mother in peace with an evil smile drawn over her face , it is all her plan , isnot it ? . I tried my best to escape but got surrounded by many of them who were all focused
Suddenly Muons woke up from her day dreaming , was it really daydreaming ?she was smiling in happiness while stretching out but unfortunately she started to remember all so vividly...she was so shocked , that her eyes were so wide open that would let a bird nest inside ,she remembered that dream , it was so lecherous but thanks God it was only dream phew hahahawas it a dream this time , like the last time , remember Muons ???? I will just lay again to the bed , that quiet bad mattress I wonder how did I sleep on it so easy , it was so tough and rough I turned back to tidy it but it was little squishy , for a mattress it felt like a human , I raised the cover to find him below me all along , that is why it felt like human !!!!!I let a silent scream while putting my hand over my mouth to suppress it from coming out .seems like i was sleeping in his hug all night , so what happened and the kisses and me touching him oh my god what did i do ? oh him how could he sleep so peacefull
The air felt so intense, and breathing became labour over my bounding chest and specially being so near to him worked as a catalyst for my silly thoughts , how can I find him hot in situations like this ? Why is he saying that he will make me stay !!!!! i shouldnot stay silent , it is not like i am agreeing to him ."You can't make me stay , you don't own me your highness , I am not a mirror you buy and trash it and whenever you want to look at and whenever you don’t want to , you just ignore like it have never been , you DON’T OWN ME your highness you don’t , I am not YOUR thing "I said it to him while looking straight in his eyes .He intensly just stared back at me while smirking ."You can own lands , castles , armies and scared servants that are so afraid of you that they will faint to the ground and hurt themselves just to obey you , but me no no and no , me is another whole human you Don't get to own I amm ..." didn't get to complete my words to him but saw him getting low
Hitting his tough sturdy chest , with my sore back , felt like I had crashed into a rock. But with moist human skin , I looked back at him with a terrified face , on the contrary , he looked down at me but with a furious face , his anger that silenced my mouth for a moment , I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth that I just wanted to see if it was really him here for me and to be honest I was just trying to escape by any way , so it was a baragin , yet a win win situation to me , and coming to think that I am looking for his attention I donot know why I want something like that from such a man .His raven horse kept running ,and I felt his grip getting stronger and stronger pushing over my frigid waist like he was so afraid to let go of me , that reminded me of that first time when we were together on the same horse , but it felt different , he was different .but the harder he presses, the closer I was to him ,that I can feel his chest muscles hitting me like drum dom dam d
I went outside the big castle where I sat on the green land over there , and laid my back to the fullest ,where i freed my hair to the swirling winds, and filled my lungs with the fresh breeze of the purple orchids dancing near me ,for a moment I enjoyed the peace , like I had nothing to worry ."Ma'am " I heard someone calls while taking his breath out of running.I slowly turned my head with one eye closed in complete laziness i answered " oh it is u Jewel ""We are very late , we have to go now , please m'am "She extended her hand to me but I was reluctant to take it , i didnot want my short timed peace to end , but I had to , I can't leave her hanging all of this time .Once she had my hand she started running literally while pulling me behind her , am I now a bag of empty pototas now she carries in hurry . like I am a young child who doesn't want to leave his grandparents but his angry mom insist on leaving and dragging him behind her ."Relax , what is going on , why so much
but I grabbed her at time .It was his sister , I politely apologised to her and kept walking on my path but she got clingy to my arms in fake sweetness that made me nauseaus yet i am trying not to judge her .she insisted on inviting me to her room for tea and talk , I poorly agreed but actually I just hated tea more than anything in my life and talk with her , we have just met ??? what do we have to talk about right now , and who would like to talk while drinking something bitter , in my country it is insult to drink it with suger , hope they don’t follow this role too here .We are sitting in this big cozy room , full of fur and feathers of poor ostriches which was put in huge pots in everywhere ,and also with the waving servents like it was supposed to bring fresh air but i cannt help but thinking about the poor ostrishes and for sure red roses everywhere too, yet so much red for my eyes making them twitch
God no no noI had a dream , yes again !! I am supposed to be called the dreamer princess or princess of dreams, but this time it was all about him , however I tried to escape or wake up from it , it all goes back to the starting point , him, i wake up in a dream to dream about him , what an irony.I even pinched my self but it was all in pure flutifle ..... vain , I cant feel it , where are the brown crawlers of my dreams or those voices calling me , come back again please instead the man I am seeing right now god no , he is taking off his clothes piece by piece and believe me when i am saying he dosent wear much .........stop ........oh my god he didnot stop , don't come closer stay away oh no ... he is coming , someone save me ... please ,why can't I run now ?he is slowly approaching me and I am unable to move I can feel his wet lips gently pushing on my frightened cheeks slowly slipping to my tre
A tale of ancient myth , of a deadly man who did only know how to turn everything into lifeless straw which is tossed over to the ground to be stepped on . he could throw the fear in any man's heart , he kills good people , he kills bad people , he dosent distinct white from black , he was the real annihilation , he wiped out nations , he loved no one , no one loved him , had no family . they said to become the one he is , he went to “life “ and mercilessly killed her , stabbing her through her beating heart , earning the darkened power of destruction , he truely became king but king of no one because he killed everyone . Mindless he became , lived thousands millions of lives , lost control till he killed himself in a petty show of no mercy . No one knows why did he gone mad , but my mother told me this story when I was young , that I had nightmares about it a lot , dreaming being killed by this dark figure , who was the darkened king in my mind ,
All left us , even healers were scared to come closer to me or him , I was sitting down to the wrecked floor for a little time just staring at him , his face with the blood still coming from him , I saw my trembling fingers just touching his rough cheek in a gentle way that I didn't tend myself with before , I decided to get up and to carry him as long as I am able to , surprisingly I had power to do so , I sat him on what is left of the broken bed , I have torn two big pieces of my sliced down dress , and went to the bathroom and already wetted it throughly, and went to the sleeping Kalim .I started to wipe his face from the dirt and the blood covering him , again and again and by the other piece I wiped my face too we both were in kinda of a great mess , I couldn't feel myself , I lost control , my shaking hand betrayed me and I fainted over his rough chest , it is more like hitting moist rock , but i wasnot balanced I almost slipped