Marshall
*****
My muscles cramped with exhaustion as I sat outside in my car, struggling to keep my eyes open. It had been a long week. A pain in my ass kind of week, too.
We had recovered the damaged goods from the attack and I'd managed to get the local police off my back. Barely. They were persistent fuckers. The driver was still in my basement, though hardly alive at this point.
Today, I couldn't give less of a fuck. Not about that guy or anybody else. I sat in my car and occasionally lifted my head to look through the heavily tinted windows. I could tell when classes were changing or lunch was out, since kids would flow out of the red brick monolith. Otherwise, the school was dead from the outside.
This wasn't my first day. I knew when to expect my angel. She walked to and from this building every weekday at the same time. Ear buds in, feet at the ground. She never noticed me and I doubted she ever would.
This morning, she walked out of the decrepit little house in skinny jeans and a pink hoodie. Her honey gold hair folded down both shoulders in two long braids. I thought all day about tugging the elastics off and dragging my fingers through the wavy strands.
My eyelids were growing heavy again when the school bell tolled. Jolting, I glanced at the clock on my dashboard. Three o'clock. Students came pouring out of the building. I dragged in a deep breath and pushed myself upright. My gaze pierced the herd of bodies, each moment more impatient.
The herd began to thin out. Where the hell was she? I felt more awake now as the familiar pound of adrenaline pumped through me. My fingers wrapped around the steering wheel. Maybe she'd escaped my notice and was already down the street.
No. I would have seen her.
My breath wavered as the school doors opened again. A tall boy stepped out, very clearly a jock from his hideous red and black letterman jacket. He was holding the door. Half a second passed and then a short figure stepped out after him. She was dressed in an oversized gray jumper that hung down to her thighs. Her cheeks were flushed as the two started down the sidewalk together.
My blood boiled. Who the fuck was this kid? And where the fuck was her hoodie? I grabbed the door handle and leaped out of the car without a second thought. I'd been so patient all week. Biding my time, memorizing my angel's schedule, learning about her life.
But this shit? Absolutely not. My hands balled into fists as I marched across the street and down the sidewalk. The boy was just saying 'see you later' as I approached. When my angel turned, I was there. She halted and her eyes widened. I peered down at her face, absorbing the satisfying fear that flickered through her round emeralds. Then I lifted my face to glare at the jock's retreating form.
"You," she said.
My gaze dropped down to her face and the softness there surprised me. "Yes, me," I snapped. "Come with me."
I grabbed her wrist and tugged her along. She didn't resist at all, though. When we reached my car and I opened the passenger door, she seemed to snap out of her trance.
"Get in," I ordered, releasing my hold on her to gesture inside the car.
She eyed me suspiciously. "Why?"
"Because I said so. Get in, little girl, before I make you."
"We're in front of my school," she said. "I could just scream 'pedo' and like five resource officers would come running."
"Is that so? Well, why don't you go ahead and try?"
She pursed her lips but didn't utter a noise.
"That's what I thought. Now, get in."
Sighing, she shrugged her backpack off her shoulder and slid into the seat. I ensured her legs were inside before slamming the door. My gaze swept down the street but the boy was gone and no one seemed to notice. I rounded the hood and climbed in behind the wheel. She stared at the side of my face as I cranked the engine and put the car in drive.
"It's rude to stare, angel."
"I knew it was you," she said.
I glanced over at her before returning my focus to the road. "What do you mean, exactly?"
"I knew you were following me. I just didn't know if this was your car."
I waited a few moments before saying, "You don't sound as terrified by that observation as you should be."
"Why should I be terrified?"
"Because a strange man has been stalking you." I stopped at a stop sign to glower at her. "Have you mentioned your little observation to anyone?"
She finally looked away and shrugged.
"Angel," I growled.
"My name is Caroline," she muttered, her eyes locked outside the window.
I sighed and rolled on through the intersection. We would be at the 7/11 soon and I wasn't ready to release her.
Caroline. Somehow, it suited her.
"Does anyone know about me, angel?" I asked more softly.
She returned my gaze now. Her eyes were dark, thoughtful. For a moment, I felt a panicky flutter in my chest that she could somehow see right through me. I internally chastised myself.
This naive little girl? She would be the last person to ever recognize a monster. If she knew what I was capable of, she would have never gotten in this car.
"No." She rolled her pink lips together like a nervous tic. "I didn't know if it was true or if I was just hallucinating. Doubtful anyone would believe me anyway."
She shouldn't have told me this. If I had ill intentions towards her, now I would know how easily I could harm her. My angel wasn't stupid, though. If she was telling me this, it meant that she trusted me. She shouldn't have. She wouldn't if she knew what I really was. Some very small, very trivial part of me was gratified by her trust, though.
The larger part of me was mystified by her disbelief. Why wouldn't people believe her?
"Why?" I asked.
Smiling, she shook her head. I failed to recognize the emotion behind the gesture until I saw a gleam in her eye. She was sad. "You wouldn't get it," she said.
We had arrived at the 7/11 now. I parked at a pump but pressed the lock button to keep her from getting out. She didn't move to, anyway.
"What wouldn't I get?"
She shrugged again and this time I could sense her shield rising up, her body tensing with uncertainty. "Me," she said.
"I think I understand you fine."
"You don't know anything about me."
Relaxing back into the seat, I raked my eyes over her. She sat slightly slouched, her curved chin pointed down.
"Where is your hoodie?" I asked.
Her eyes flashed up at me with her brows bent in confusion. "I . . . spilled milk on it at lunch. Why?"
"Do not lie to me."
Color spilled across her cheeks. "I'm not."
"Liars get punished, angel. Tell me what happened to your hoodie."
She exhaled forcefully and crossed her arms over her chest. "I don't know what it is to you anyway, but some girl at school dumped her lunch tray on me. I had to change." Her eyes bore down at the floor mat while she waited for my response in silence.
I turned her chin towards me, a feeling of immense satisfaction taking over when she didn't resist. Her eyes were glossy now as they held mine. I rubbed my thumb gently along the silky flesh beneath her chin.
"Don't lie to me again," I said. "Tell me you understand, angel."
Her long, painted eyelashes fluttered against her freckled cheekbones with a sigh. "I understand."
I realized then how close our faces were. I had leaned towards her, unnoticed by even myself, until we were now but inches apart. Releasing her chin, I sat back in the seat.
"Why should I trust you?" she asked.
"You tell me. You got in the car."
She blushed again and turned her face away as if to hide it from me. "I guess I'm just stupid, huh?"
"We both know that is not the case."
"You don't even know me."
"But I will."
Her responding groan of frustration was so adorable that I couldn't help but smile.
"You don't believe I'm going to hurt you," I said. "That much is clear."
When she said nothing, I added, "I hope you don't make a habit of trusting strange men."
She rolled her eyes. "You would know, since you're my stalker and all. Right?"
My grin widened. My sweet little angel had some bite to her, after all.
"It's not strange men I'm worried about." I looked away, surveying the other pumps and pretending to sound bored. "It's idiot high school boys."
Again, she said nothing. I looked over at her and found her biting back a smile.
"What could possibly be funny about this?"
"What are you—my father?" She laughed. "Why are you worried about high school boys if they're such idiots?"
My voice tilted down a notch. "You'll wish I was just your father, angel. I will kill any idiot who lays a finger on you. And I may or may not make you watch."
She was blushing furiously again. I sighed again and forced myself to relax. My finger found the unlock button but I never took my eyes off her scarlet cheeks.
"You're a smart girl, Caroline. Let's not make a mess of things. Anyone who finds out about me will meet an unkind fate, and I know you would not do well with blood on your hands," I said. "You're free to go."
Her grip tightened on her backpack. "I don't even know your name."
I smiled. "Next time, I'll tell you."
She didn't move at first but then, seemingly accepting this, she pushed open the door. As she stepped out with her backpack, I leaned across the console.
"Oh, and one more thing."
She leaned her head back in.
"Burn his sweatshirt," I said. "Or I will."
Her stare went wide again. I shooed her out of my car and grabbed the handle of the door.
"See you later, angel." Smirking, I closed the door and peeled off.
My blood pumped quickly through me, hot and thick with thrill. I was achingly hard for her. I wanted my little angel bad. I craved her like a sick junky. One dose of her made me feel more alive than I ever had. I knew I had to leave now before I did other rash things. I hadn't intended to reveal myself to her today but I couldn't help it. She was mine and I would rather commit murder than allow her to believe otherwise for even a second.
Caroline*****I kept my head down as I hurried home. If he was following me, I didn't want to know. Or did I? He did proclaim himself as my stalker. I mean, I should have been scared, right? There was no soul behind those eyes. They were hollow, dark, abysmal.And yet, looking into them, I didn't feel afraid. The darkness in them couldn't scare me. I had no idea what my stalker's intentions towards me were and even I had to admit that they probably weren't good. He was older than me. Old enough to have a trace of dark stubble along his chiseled cheeks. Old enough to have multiple very nice vehicles.So why? What business did he have stalking me, some nobody high school girl? He had to be a pedophile. Granted, I was technically legal but what else could a guy like him want from me? It's not like I had anything to steal but my virginity.That should scare the shit out of me. I've never been intimate with anyone, much less an older guy. If he wants to hurt me, I should be running for th
Caroline*****And then the door flew open and a pack of wolves emerged. By wolves, I meant half of the cheerleaders and their friends. The tall, leggy redhead, Ally, who'd been Greg's date for every dance and formal for as long as I could remember, threw us a saccharine grin."There you are, Greg!" she cooed. "We've been looking everywhere for you."I glanced at him and was stunned by his discreet eye roll. Taking a deep breath, he turned to face the pack."Hi, Ally." He smiled but it was so clearly forced that I almost laughed. "What's up?""Oh, we were just planning the after party at my house and I wanted your input on some things," she said, her friends bobbing their heads.I didn't miss the suspicious or even downright hostile look some of them sent me. As if I asked for Greg to suddenly befriend me."Okay. What things?" he asked."Well . . ." She looked warily at me.I was already rising to my feet, grabbing my backpack. "I was leaving anyway," I muttered."Caroline—" he starte
Caroline*****Mr. Mysterious didn't make an appearance even once the entire weekend. I constantly was checking the windows or taking walks, watering the bushes or washing Freya's car. I knew she thought I'd lost my mind. Maybe I had. What was I even doing? Waiting for him to come around? Fuck that. I wasn't going to wait for anyone. Not after what I'd been through. By Sunday evening, I was hating myself for wasting the weekend thinking about some creepy stalker. I tramped out to the living room and sunk into the recliner. Valentina and Freya were curled up, surrounded in a cloud of smoke. They'd been like this all weekend, not that I could judge."Wanna order a pizza delivery for dinner?" asked Freya. She was turning down the volume of the Seinfeld episode they'd been absorbed in. Valentina whined and tried to grab the remote, to which my cousin just ignored her."Sure." I sat up. "What do you guys want?""Pepperoni," Valentina moaned."Just get the meat trio or whatever," Freya sai
Marshall*****She almost had me. I felt her, really felt her, for the first time. My angel was the perfect combination of soft and warm. I almost lost my nerve holding her so closely. There was little stopping me from taking her, from sucking on her sweet lips and squeezing her until she moaned for me. She wouldn’t stop me. I knew that much already.I sat rigid straight behind the wheel. Her small figure shuffled up through the dimly lit street, a bit faster than before. She glanced around the street and hurried up towards her house.Good! She should be scared. This was not a safe neighborhood for a girl like her. She was too naive, too attractive, too small. I knew I wasn't the one man who would look at her with intent. Her openness with me was also concerning. Of course, I wanted to believe she was only that way with me, but I wasn't a fool. She was innocent and soft. My breath caught just thinking about her silky golden hair and round cheeks, the fullness of her curves under anyt
Caroline*****Monday was pretty dull, as to be expected. Greg stopped by during lunch to get his sweatshirt but he didn't linger for conversation. I had to study for an exam so I didn't take offense. The only things keeping me going were the thought of my stalker making an appearance and starting my shift at the gas station. That was only exciting because I was ready to make money for myself.I would have gotten a job sooner but I didn't have a car and Uncle James forbade me from working. He said my focus should be on my studies and that he paid for everything, so why should I work?Freya was indifferent about my decision but I could tell she was proud, in some way. I was happy to get out of the house, just in case Valentina popped up, and start saving. Maybe if it was enough someday, I could go to school. I wasn't going to set my hopes too high, though.Once last period was out, I went to my locker to grab the gym bag with my uniform in it. It was actually just a collared shirt in t
Caroline*****My favorite day! Friday. It's literally the best. Just a few hours of torture at school and then freedom for a whole two days. I wondered if I could be named Friday like Wednesday Addams. Probably not, she was way hotter than me.Fuck, why did I smoke before school?Groaning, I dragged my feet as I stared at the sidewalk leading out of the neighborhood. I was just starting it and I had so far to go. Why didn't I take the damn bus?Somehow, I remembered to plug my earbuds in and scrolled through my Spotify to find a decent playlist. There were an embarrassing number of Selena Gomez albums in there. I picked the Mac DeMarco playlist that had been stuck in my head. Each step became slightly more bearable.Honey, the stars keep on calling my nameBut don't worry, I've told you again and againWhen I'm down, you're always the first one to knowSkipping town, I'll take you wherever I goI finally turned onto the Main Street and started towards school. By happenstance, I glanc
Okay, this wasn't too bad. The bleachers filled in as the game started and by half-time, it didn't feel like I was even sitting alone. It didn't hurt that Greg was a pretty good quarterback. My football knowledge was limited but I could see that he was agile and had an impressive arm, despite being built like a linebacker. I even found myself yelling and hooting with the rest of the crowd as we scored touchdown after touchdown. At the final buzzer, my fellow spectators poured out of the bleachers. The old lady who sat next to me with her walker needed assistance so I waited with her until everyone was gone. Then I held her hand and guided her down to the ramp."Aren't you a sweet girl," she cooed at the bottom.I chuckled. "Less sweet, more sour."She patted my arm with a laugh. "Thank you, dear. My son is just over there. He'll help me to the car."Her son? That piece of shit wasn't here to help her down the stairs? My eyes followed her finger to the blue and white jacket hanging off
Marshall*****She wore her heart in her eyes. I could see every desire, every ounce of adoration and trust, teeming in those hazel green eyes. In the dark, lying beneath me, she looked more like a fallen angel than anything a holy god would keep around. She was sin embodied, my personal elixir. Wavy golden hair, bright eyes, and never-ending curves.My hand stroked down her side while she blinked up at me. Trustingly.She shouldn't trust me. I was a true monster under all these human layers. I was arrogant, not blind. Although I was obsessed with her and knew deep in my bones that I would never get bored of her, I also knew what I was incapable of.Love!If I couldn't feel love for my own parents or siblings, I was incapable. My angel was a sensitive being, though she tried to hide it. She wanted love. I knew it was the one thing I'd never be able to give her.Not that it mattered. She would be mine, regardless of whether she wanted to be. From the moment I set eyes on her, I wanted
Caroline*****My eyes were physically out of tears. They felt heavy and almost itchy from their dryness. I wished I could just close my eyes and rest them, but sleep was impossible.I glanced over at Uncle Sam, who was sitting in the driver's seat. He was staring at the road and didn't respond to my lingering gaze. We hadn't spoken much since he picked me up at the foot of Marshall's driveway. It certainly wasn't out of lack of interest on my part.I had so many questions about Marshall, about the FBI, about Freya's murder and my parents' death, and Sam's role in all of this. I just didn't have the heart to ask anymore. Only hours ago, Sam picked me up and brought me to a discreet FBI checkpoint in town where I was told by agents that Marshall was the leader of the Persian mafia. They'd been trying to catch him on drug charges for years now but had been unsuccessful in penetrating his ring. They told me it was extremely likely he was responsible for the death of my parents and tha
Marshall*****I was still in the depths of sleep when the shrill ring of my cell phone pierced through my dreams of a beautiful blonde girl with kind eyes.Sighing, my hand extended to the nightstand where my phone was plugged in. I popped the cord out and sat up. I saw it was Nuel and cursed, shoving the sheets off of me."What?" I answered. My eyes flicked to the lump on the other side of the bed. Caroline remained peacefully asleep. I reached over to caress the curve of her side before stopping myself. I didn't want to wake her, especially given how late I'd kept her up.My fiancé. I still couldn’t believe she said yes, that it was official. I never once in my life imagined I would get married—certainly not of my own volition. She was the only person I knew capable of changing my mind. I was a stubborn fucker. But I also wasn’t willing to lose her.I'd have to make time today to get her a ring. I wanted to get her something special and meaningful. But also something fucking hug
Caroline*****The first thing I noticed was the lingering soreness of my thighs and pelvis. Grimacing, I stretched through the pain.My right hand searched through the sheets. Finding only coolness, I leaned over and reached further. The emptiness struck me and I frowned. My eyes reluctantly peeled open to look around. Marshall wasn't in bed. His side was stone cold, as though he hadn't been here for a while. I didn't hear him moving around in the bathroom either. I sat up and instantly gasped at the spasm of pain in my thighs. Gritting my teeth, I threw the covers off of me. My breath caught.My abdomen and thighs were littered with hickeys and bruises. The man did a toll on my body last night. As soon as I agreed to marry him, it was like a switch flipped. He took me again in the bed a few times, then against the vanity in the bathroom, and twice more in the kitchen. I couldn't escape his massive cock or greedy fingers or ravenous lips. And because I was a little fucked in the
Caroline*****His words hung between us like a wall of cracked glass. Marry me.I stared up into Marshall's impermeable black eyes. I never felt so distant from him. Yet, at the same time, he offered me more insight into his mind than he ever had.Some kind of emotional block held him back. He could admit to caring for me, but he wouldn't allow himself to call it 'love.' He was a tortured soul. I knew that early on. Our dynamic was fucked from the start. I was desperate to feel loved and wanted by someone. I was tired of feeling like a burden to those I loved. Marshall made me feel the way I always wanted to: wanted, desirable, sexy, trustworthy, worthy.So, could I really hate him?I couldn't. I was sick in the head for loving him and wanting to be with him, even when I knew he may never admit to loving me. But I would never pass up the opportunity to be with him. Nevertheless, I wasn't going to concede to his demands so easily."Marriage isn't something to casually throw aroun
Caroline*****"You think?" I challenged her.My angel blinked up at me through her big, doe-shaped hazel eyes. Her lips parted in surprise.Leaning down, I stole another breath-taking kiss from her sweet mouth. I tweaked her nipple between two fingers and earned a small cry from her. My cock was already turning stiff again. "Marsh," she whined. "Tell me," I said, leaning over her so I could peer directly down into her eyes. "Do you love me or not?"She sucked her bottom lip into her mouth. As it tugged free, the pink skin was glossy with her saliva. I stared helplessly at them. "You know I do," she whispered.My hand rubbed circles into her hip. We stared at each other without looking away, the air thick between us. "I have known for a while now," I told her. "The way you look at me . . . the way you touch me…" I rubbed my hand over the top of her thigh before tracing down to her warmth. Her curls tickled at my fingertips. I strummed my fingers through her slippery folds. Some o
Caroline*****My stomach fluttered like one giant net filled with butterflies.Marshall's intense eyes focused directly on the walls ahead. His face was neutral but I could sense the tension coiled in his muscles as they carried me. I leaned into his chest with a small sigh. The fact that I was here, in his arms and in his house, partly surprised me. He knew about Greg but he was still here. He still wanted me. And as far as I could tell, he had no plans to murder me or Greg. Maybe he does love me, I mused. Despite the signs of his dedication and affection for me and my welfare, I knew I'd never believe it unless he directly said it. I often speculated on it all day and night but I never allowed myself to believe it. Just in case he didn't. "How old were you when you lost your virginity?" I asked him. Marshall's unrelenting glare briefly broke form to glance down at me. "Thirteen." I couldn't help but choke on my next breath. 13?! I was fantasizing about Edward Cullen and po
Marshall ***** Gold digger! Sugar daddies!! I wanted immediately to throttle this bitch. There was not a goddamn plane in all the worldly dimensions in which I would share my angel's sweet and supple skin. Caroline tightened her grip on my hand as I did an about-face. A thin girl with freckles and red hair glared at me with a smirk. "Name," I said. Her eyes flashed with interest. "Oh, did I say something you—" "Give me your fucking name," I growled. "A-Ally," she stuttered, blinking hard. "Ally what? Full goddamn name." "Ally Sa-Samson, sir." "Okay, Ally Samson—" Pressure on my arm drew my attention down to Caroline. Her eyes were wide, pleading. "Just ignore her," she said. "She's Greg's ex-girlfriend and she's convinced I'm trying to—" "THEY MADE OUT." Ally's face flushed crimson. Caroline ducked her face, letting out a muffled cry. I studied her closer and deciphered her body language. "Who made out?" I asked the girl in a clipped tone. "Caroline a-and Greg." I t
Caroline*****My entire body felt like jello.Partly because Marshall fingered the hell out of me this morning. But mostly because I was about to step into the gates of adulthood.My high school career ended today.Tomorrow, I could get a full-time job. I could apply to college. I could get knocked up and have a baby.Just kidding.I could barely take care of myself, much less a whole ass other person.Still, the looming thoughts about losing my v-card tonight made my overthinking brain consider all the repercussions.Sex was pleasure but also STIs and pregnancy and pain. Or so I'd heard.I wasn't afraid to lose my virginity. There was no other person on the planet I wanted near my body but Marshall Brown. I think my behavior over the last few weeks made that more than apparent.Jesus, I'm embarrassed.Some of it I blamed on hormones. I couldn't help that being near him made all logic and rational sense fly out of my metaphorical and literal core.His presence absorbed every fiber of
Caroline *****I didn't realize we were already outside until Marshall firmly stopped me on the curb.He reached around me to open the car door.My focus was so scattered from all the sexual tension and desire that I failed to take in the vehicle.Only as I gathered my dress to slide through the door did I notice the vehicle's shape was strange—unusually long and polished perfectly.My hands flew to my mouth."A limo?" I gasped. My eyes jumped to Marshall's smug expression."Only the best for my angel," he said.My face scrunched in what I knew was about to be an all-out ugly cry. I'd never been in a limo. Hell, I'd never even been in the general vicinity of one.Sniffling, I ducked my head and slipped into the back of the limo.The interior was all black leather. A disco ball spun from the ceiling and some kind of upbeat jazz blared through the speakers. Grinning, I settled onto a seat. Across from my legs was a silver bucket nestled into the back of the seat. I reached over to pu