The Pretend Darkness

The Pretend Darkness

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By:   Eva Winter  Completed
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My younger brother told me he was overwhelmed by school stress and had developed depression. I tried to help by encouraging him to seek treatment, drawing from my own experience with the illness. However, my mother blamed me, accusing me of passing the depression onto him. She took me to a witch, who locked me in the house. Every day, the witch used willow branches to drive away evil spirits, beating me until my skin was raw, forcing me to drink filthy water, and making me bleed. "This is the only way to banish the evil and bless your little brother." After enduring days of torment, my depression worsened, and I chose to end my life. However, when I opened my eyes again, I was back to the day my brother first confessed his depression. I looked at my body—whole and unharmed. This time, I will make them pay for everything I endured.

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"Mom, nothing excites me anymore. Every time I'm at school, I just want to jump off the roof."Hearing those words sent a chill through me. I watched my crying little brother grab our mom's pants as he sat on the floor. That was when it hit me—I was living my life over again.In my previous life, this was the day when everything started to fall apart.In my previous life, I had just finished cooking dinner when I heard my brother sobbing as he confessed to the crushing pressure of high school and his thoughts of ending it all.I had battled depression myself, so without thinking, I shared my own struggle with him.I told him about my journey to healing, hoping to inspire him to get the help he needed to get better.However, my mother got it all wrong. She accused me of giving my brother the illness on purpose."The Jones family has never had this cursed disease. It must be you, you little troublemaker, envious of your brother, infecting him on purpose!" she screamed, hurling the...

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20 Chapters
Chapter 1
"Mom, nothing excites me anymore. Every time I'm at school, I just want to jump off the roof."Hearing those words sent a chill through me. I watched my crying little brother grab our mom's pants as he sat on the floor. That was when it hit me—I was living my life over again.In my previous life, this was the day when everything started to fall apart.In my previous life, I had just finished cooking dinner when I heard my brother sobbing as he confessed to the crushing pressure of high school and his thoughts of ending it all.I had battled depression myself, so without thinking, I shared my own struggle with him.I told him about my journey to healing, hoping to inspire him to get the help he needed to get better.However, my mother got it all wrong. She accused me of giving my brother the illness on purpose."The Jones family has never had this cursed disease. It must be you, you little troublemaker, envious of your brother, infecting him on purpose!" she screamed, hurling the
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Chapter 2
"Brianna, you're a college student. What do you think should be done about this?"Mom gently pulled my brother up from the floor, wrapping her arms around his bulky body to soothe him.He was just a high school freshman, 15 years old, not even 1.68 meters tall, but already tipping the scales at 77 kilograms. Huddled there, he looked like a mound of squished meatloaf.I bit back the bitterness rising in my throat and put on a show of concern."Mom, do you think this could be a case of depression? That's serious stuff. Remember, last year a kid at our school with depression... Well, it didn't end well. We should get him to a doctor, pronto. School's not as important as staying alive, right?"My brother, realizing I had caught on to his act, dropped the waterworks and nodded like his life depended on it. "Yeah, Mom, I'm really freaked out. I can't seem to get a grip on myself. Can we go see a doctor, please?"Little did they know, they both thought a couple of quizzes could nail dow
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Chapter 3
My younger brother must have been plotting his little act for a while because he barely touched his bread at dinner, claiming he was not hungry. Mom was so freaked out she did not even finish her food before dragging him off to the clinic.If he had not kept eyeing the meatloaf like it was the last one on earth, maybe I would have bought his act.Just as I figured, the doctor at the clinic handed him a quiz to check how he was feeling. Of course, my brother started checking off all the worst answers.[Lost my appetite lately.][Don't care about anything anymore.]If it had not been for my soul having been able to see in my previous life—seeing him munching on chips and gaming under his blanket at night until his phone practically caught fire—I might have fallen for it."This looks bad," said the doctor, scribbling out a prescription. "Take these meds daily and come back in a month for a check-up."Brother left the clinic grinning like he had won the lottery, while Mom looked lik
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Chapter 4
When it was time to pick colleges, I had my sights set on some outstanding out-of-state schools. However, Mom had other plans and kept me local.She used to teach at the elementary school back home but quit to move near my college, all so my brother could go to a fancy high school.They made me come home every weekend to clean and cook because he was boarding there.Then, with him on a break, she had me coming back every day to cook.On the weekends, my roommate was always buzzing with excitement, either hitting the town for some fun or catching extra sleep in our dorm. Whenever they were itching for a shopping spree, a little charm went a long way with their parents.Me? I was juggling part-time gigs to scrape together cash for tuition and living expenses, and then I was back home playing nanny to my kid brother.People who did not know any better thought I was the child my parents had been hoping for.In reality, I know better—I was born Brian.Mom, even the teacher, worried
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Chapter 5
Since my brother Zane bailed on school, he had been holed up at home, glued to video games.Every day when I walked through the door, his gaming would blast through the house, peppered with shouts and curses that I would not believe could come from a 15-year-old.I crank up the language lessons in my earbuds to block out the noise, pretending to be nothing more than a clock-punching worker bee.Once the cooking and cleaning were done, it was a mad dash back to campus.My roommates got the picture. They felt for me, but there was not much they could do. Still, my desk mysteriously collected little snacks and essentials, courtesy of their quiet support.I made a mental note of every act of kindness, promising myself that when I finally broke free, I would pay it back double.Mom, however, totally bought into the idea that her son was battling some heavy-duty depression.She could not fathom that he might have been blinding her with lies. After all, why would her precious baby boy
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Chapter 6
"Brianna, the doctor says it's bad, like really bad. Your brother needs this fancy imported medicine that's gonna set us back a hundred bucks a month. You have to pick up more shifts. From now on, his medicine is on you."I had heard this spiel more times than I could count, in this life and the previous life.Months of summer gigs and the college fund I hustled for got hijacked by Zane for his shiny new computer.I had been busting my hump day and night, living on free white bread, just to scrape by with tuition. Meanwhile, Zane was relaxing with the air conditioner, gaming and guzzling Cola, while I was out there roasting in a mascot suit, handing out flyers, dreaming of a meal with more than two vegetables.The sting of it all faded in seconds, and I steadied myself. That was the break I had been waiting for."Look, Mom, I've got classes all day and dinner's on me at night. I can't be working all the time. I'll clean on the weekends, but I'm going to snag a night job, try to ra
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Chapter 7
After we switched up Zane's meds, he got the picture. His health was tanking, just like the doctor said, and he started acting out even more.He used to be glued to his video games at home, but he began to hanker for the full set of fancy game skins. He did not bother asking Mom, though. He came straight to me."Yo, Brianna! Lend me ninety-seven bucks, I need those new game skins!" he ordered, acting like he was the king of the castle.I glanced at the plant on his windowsill, practically on its last legs from all the spilled medicine, and had to stifle a laugh. However, I kept my face all twisted up in worry."Little bro, you know the drill. Every penny I earn is already going to Mom, to keep you stocked up on meds. I'm pulling in two hundred twenty-five a month, and a hundred fifty of that's for your pills. That leaves me with just seventy-five for grub," I told him.He looked at my worn-out clothes and let out a snide chuckle. "Loser!" he jeered.I put on my best 'I feel your
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Chapter 8
Halfway through class, when my phone buzzed with a call from home, I just knew my dear little brother had not disappointed me.My roommates looked concerned, asking if I needed company on the way home. I just shook my head with a grin and waved them off."Oh, my Zane! You're just like my Gene! What's got you down? Just a little trouble with a game? You should've told me—I would've gotten it for you. Oh, it hurts, my treasure. My heart aches for you!"Mom's cries were echoing through the house before I even stepped inside.I gulped down a few breaths, pretending I had sprinted the whole way. "Mom, how's the little guy?""You heartless thing, you finally show up, jealous of your brother's happiness! You might as well quit your job and just stay home to babysit him."I caught a glimpse of the overkill gauze job on my brother's wrist and could not help but cringe."Mom, that's way too much gauze, the wound needs room to breathe." I peeled off the layers around his wrist, and yep, it
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Chapter 9
"Mom, if you don't want me to go, I'll just stay here and look after my little bro. But you know, that four hundred fifty bucks is an advance on my salary. If I bail now, I'll have to pay it back to the company."Mom was still on the fence, but when Zane heard about returning the money, he bolted to the table, snatched up a fruit knife, and pressed it against his wrist."Fine, fine, fine, just go and get it yourself. From now on, send eight hundred twenty-five home every month, and keep seventy-five for yourself to eat."Walking away with my ID card, I let out a deep sigh.Tears welled up the second I was out the door, and despite my best efforts, one spilled onto the ID card.I secretly changed my address to the company's.The company was started by an upperclassman, and one of my teachers hooked me up with him at the Outstanding Graduates Meet-up.He got the lowdown on my family situation and offered to help. He set me up with a salary of 1500 a month and even agreed to let me
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Chapter 10
Once I had soothed Zane, I sneaked Mom off to the side for a chat."Mom, I've been watching him take his meds forever, and it looks like he's getting worse, not better."Mom shot me a look and rolled her eyes. "Don't play dumb with me. You just don't want to shell out for his meds! Let me remind you, if you hadn't been born first, you wouldn't be here at all! You should count yourself lucky you can spend money on your brother!"It was weird, but the old sting from her words just was not there anymore. It was like trying to cut cotton with a dull blade—no sharp pain, just a weird kind of nothing."Mom, why would I even think that? Look at this."[Skip the antidepressants, witness a miracle from a deity's descent!]"I stumbled on this a few days back. It's not that I don't want to buy his meds, I just don't want him to suffer more. Meds can be poison too, you know? What if..."Mom's face got all serious, and she kept mumbling about how that witch from town seemed to really have so
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