I trembled. Life is shitting right in front of my face as I looked at my angry father. The president of the country in his respectable suit with his eyes throwing a dagger at his scandalous daughter. Now, it wasn’t just a scandal.
It’s the truth. A truth that I don’t know how to cope with. I will tell my father about us, but this isn’t what I have planned. I thought to tell him in his calmest mood, but seeing him right now; I feared the future. I feared what he can do to me. To us.
“ D-Dad—” I tried to reach for his hands and beg for forgiveness. To explain, but the disgusts and betrayal in his face makes me crumble down at my feet.
Major Sullivan cleared his throat to speak up but Father only needed to look at him with the same disgusts and anger he shows me earlier.
Kiko bowed down in front of my father. “ Mr. President,” he said in a faint tone. I looked at him, at his boldness to talk after he put
If only the sun didn’t try to peek into the hole in my window. If only it appeared to not invade my privacy. If only it did not try to disturb my most peaceful sleep, I will not consider to rose from my bed and find silent treatment from everyone.The president is at the dining table as he sips from his coffee and reads the daily newspaper. He didn’t even give me a slight glance as I assumed the seat beside him.“ Y-You’re not going to your office?” I asked in a shaky voice. Yesterday’s events made me terrified of him. Something in my heart yearned for acceptance. They say that everyone wanted for love to prosper but when things like this happen, they are the ones who cut the root of that love. I don’t know if I will be angry at my dad or if I have the right to be angry at him because, at the end of the day, it was me who chooses to hide everything from him.Major Sullivan is nowhere to be found and I saw u
“ Enjoying the view?” Major Sullivan chuckles as he caught me staring at him while driving. His one hand is in the steering wheel, navigating us into the location of our date. Although I have always thought he looked hot, this specific look of him makes me want to grip my jaw to prevent it from falling out of amusement.Was it because he is literally driving his own car? Or was it because he was wearing his soldier uniform? Don’t get me wrong. I have seen more than enough men in a soldier uniform because again, I am the president’s daughter but seeing him like this makes me want to enumerate what I fantasize about him.He chuckles when I didn’t even blink at his words. As bold as it may sound, I think I may be drooling over him right now. He looks so hot in his uniform. And I look so flushed as I admire him right now.Throughout the entire drive, Major Sullivan held my hand. He held it like he doesn’t want to loo
A breathless moan escaped my lips as I shuddered when I reached the peak of my orgasms. He thrust forward, and I let him because he deserves to come just as much as I did. He collapsed on top of me, full of sweat and heavy breathing. But the lust inside of me started to surge again.He groaned when I move and turn our bodies. The sight of me on top of him makes him shudder as I put my hands at his chiseled chest. The small hairy hair did justice for his hotness. I heard him groan as I lean forward and lick his nipple.“ Damn! You’re insatiable, aren’t you? Give me a minute,” he wheezes but that is not going to work. I don’t need a minute. I needed a fuck because what we didn’t satisfy what I am feeling inside.Ares groaned and as I put him inside of me, for the fourth time of this night. He didn’t have enough choice but to let me ride him and use his body for my pleasure. Use his body, that made me ride him
I sauntered into the hallways, the cream paint in the wall and the nude furniture. My blouse is hanging off my shoulders as I opened the door of my room and felt how I missed my bed. It’s not as grandeur as what I have in the mansion before but it is enough to accommodate my sleepless nights. Today, I had made a photoshoot for an international magazine. My schedule is full and my body is tired even so, I cannot find myself to fall asleep. It’s been always like this since that day that he left. I looked at my phone and realized that it is 10 in the evening. I wonder if the prime minister is still having free time for fucking. Ares and I became close or maybe, our body became close as he helped me cope up with the pain of him being gone. When I am in the bliss of ecstasy, my mind and heart cannot remember that I am still in pain of losing him. Cursing my father isn’t a solution anymore, it became unnecessary. I wonder if he still remembers what he did. He didn’
Some times I have thought about why the hell do I need to wear a dress if I will just go and eat my lunch? Then I remember that I am not just the president’s daughter but I already climbed the ladder and became one of the famous international model. What my life did made me turned into some sort of workaholic who views modelling not a form of rebellion but a habit to keep my mind off the things that I needed to think.One of those things are the shadow of Major Sullivan appearing outside of my house. What the hell, right? If I only know that he will appear magically and disappear instantly, I shouldn’t blink that time.Stupid. Even after wrecking me, there’s a part of me that wanted him to be real. For him to come home in my arms.Another stupidity is me coming into this restaurant and coming face to face to the man that I hate the most. His face resembles mine so I needed to gulp and looked away.Just like before, he was surrounded by h
“ Fuck, Amara. I’ve missed you,” Ares groans as soon as we get out of his car. The door of my house is still far away from this area but he cannot contain himself and I cannot either.What happened earlier made me angry. It made me in pain and I needed to blow off this steam before I lose and it takes over my body. Ares is there and he did his purpose in my life. A dick to ride every time that I’m too in pain to breathe. A worshipper who will make me forget how to breathe and just let him make me alive.This is cheating! The same voice whispered inside of my head, it’s the same voice that’s been haunting me ever since I started this relationship with the prime minister.Major Sullivan’s leaving me left me scar to patch so excuse me for using a dick to patch those scars. Besides, it’s not that too much compared to what he did.Words from my father circle around my mind. He’s right. I barely know Major S
Normally, I have the bravery of a warrior. I don’t lose battles or back down from anything. Literally, anything. When I was labeled as the scandalous president’s daughter, it didn’t bother me. The hate comments and anger of the people in different social media platform didn’t even scared the shit out of me.Denying the president of the country, my father, didn’t gave me goosebumps. And drinking until I passed out didn’t even hit a nerve but whilst those are extra things that should make a person, a woman, scared. I don’t.I almost believe that nothing scares me that much. Not until today. That time, I didn’t blink. My gaze is straight and even though I am driven into the peak of my pleasure, it doesn’t change the fact that I have seen what I have seen.His face. The way how his dark eyes pierce a punishment warning into my body. And the darkness invading his whole aura. His whole physique that I
He reaches up to tear every clothes in my body. His lips touch the bare skin of my neck before I felt his teeth piercing over my skin. A yelp escapes my lips, my body felt so hot and sweaty then I felt myself being dragged into the dark.It appealed to me that I might have a problem in my mind. I sigh as I cleared my mind from those, well, utterly sinful thoughts as I tried to concentrate on the details of my photoshoot today. What Major Sullivan did still lingers in my mind. His words are posted in every corner of my mind. I can’t believe he gave me a warning and I can’t believe I fantasize about his treatment.I shook my thoughts away and decided to just seize every circumstance of this day.An international magazine gave me a contract to post for their annual release and it appears to me that they wanted something which I am contemplating to give.“This is what you wanted me to do?” I asked the organizer as I throw the mag
Grey perky clouds cover the vicinity of the place. They say that grief comes in many forms. It comes with agony and sadness for those who did nothing but to love. It comes with happiness and joy for those who gave resentfulness until the last breath.However, above all of those that was mentioned, nothing can beat the true meaning of grief. For those who spend their life living with that person and for those who shares every bit of their life with that person, griefs come with pain.The pain of losing someone and knowing that there is no choice left but to accept the cruelness of being left alone.I kneeled and sighs as I tried to wipe the dirt out of his name. The cold stone where his honorable name was engraved stood right infront of me. I’ve brought flowers and even this time, I don’t know if he will be happy with the type of flowers that I have chosen.Funny how even his favorite one is such a puzzle for me. I guess, I took my time rebelli
“ No…. no!” I screams as I turned around and found them both lying on the floor.There are bloods. Lots of blood colors over Major Sullivan’s clothing. Everything for me stops the moment that I choked on my own breath and run to him.“ Amara!” I heard my father said behind me, trying to stop me from going to the man that I love but how can I? How can I not run when I literally saw blood on his clothes and know that he’s been shot.Terrors and fears fills my body when I saw him shutting his eyes.“ No!” I shouted. My hands touch his face, shaking my head as my body trembles with terror.No. No.“ Y-You can’t leave…me…again,” I whispered and just like a star appearing on the middle of the night where only darkness dominates the whole place, I saw Major Sullivan opens his eyes.I heard him sigh. “ I won’t baby,” he whispered. I was st
“You’re going to pay for this!” Major Sullivan shouted as he tried to resists on the knots that are binding us right now.We are on the couch, our whole body is tied with some thick ropes as Ares and Maricriz appeared in front of us, their guns are pointing just right on our heads.I can feel the tip touching my skin and the coldness from it only made me shiver and drown into being terrified. I know that in just one click, the bullet will surely pierce through our heads.My body is shaking from the fear and from everything. I am still lost because of the too much information that I’ve absorbed earlier and now, I am being tied on the couch whilst a gun is pointed at my head.Tears are streaming down my face. I was trying to calm myself but I just can’t simply do that. I was choking from too much nervousness.Maricriz stopped in my direction, the tip of her gun is pointing just beneath my jaw forcing me to
Whilst I don’t know what to expect as I was ushered out of the car. Major Sullivan is holding me like I’m a fragile object that will shatter at the moment that he will drop his hands.Maricriz is beside us. Or beside him, and judging by her reactions, I think she’s curious or entertained right now. I can’t figure out why she’s alive and why she’s here.There is no way that she accidentally turns out on our wedding day and drops all of this like a bomb, waiting to explode.The journey to the house felt like forever. Major Sullivan kept on touching my hands and reminding me of his presence. I’ve never been to this part of the country where the next house is located miles away from this one.I don’t know how they pulled this out or how they escaped me out of Ares’s den.As soon as the door opened, I was expecting a little not so ambitious style of the house. The outer exterior looks like it’s
“She’s awake.” My mind heard someone say or whisper right beneath my ears. I don’t know what to do because when I tried to move my body, all I can feel is the leather itch strap holding me back down into whatever I am tied to. I can feel a loud gush of the wind and it seems like I am inside of an enclosed space where there is only one cycle of a breathing pattern that is allowed to do. My back is aching from being tied down for so long. How long have I been out of this world? Then, it occurred to me. The nurse forces me to gulp some capsules after she injected me something. I fought my urge to be drowned back to the oblivion. No. The nurse is working for someone else making me panic. My body started to squirm out of the hold of the bound. I shouted but there is something in my mouth. It’s a piece of clothing preventing me from speaking. It tastes like fabric clothing. The only thing that I can do is to open my eyes. Sensing the danger, I am mu
My goal right now was to escape Ares. I don’t know how to start but I definitely needed to do something about my life right now. Before, I used to think that I possess a Masteral degree when it comes to escaping. I didn’t have any problem with running out of the presidential house as well as with the bodyguards. Considering that they are trained professionals, I partake pride in my works of escaping against their vision and running out of their sight.I am used to escaping. It’s always the plan when everything seems to be heavy in my life. I used to escape for fun but right now, it’s not for fun anymore. It’s a matter of life and death situation because escaping means that I will have the chance to get out of this hell.Inside of my heart, the emotions and commotion cannot be sustained with every ounce of braveness that I’m using to bridge the gap of wanting to survive and accepting my fate in this lifetime. What happened the o
Huddling inside of the room, Ares tried to get my attention as I helped myself with the television. This is the only entertainment that I can have to not make my sanity wash over the wind.The only entertainment that I was allowed in this prison. In this prison where I was forced to live, without knowing that I’m in the devil's den. The memory of the day of the accident drowns my thought away. It’s one of the things that is bothering me right now.Ares was there too. He insisted on driving the car for me as I was wrecked and stubborn, trying to chase Major Sullivan. His expression and the concern in his voice shook me within.I cannot accept it. None of it seems like a dream.A tear slid down my cheeks and I was abrupt on wiping it over. I cannot afford to be weak but being pregnant makes me sensitive and fragile. It makes me overthink things that I shouldn’t suppose to think of.Ares moves over causing our skin to touch with one
The room is silent. If only the gush of the wind can spare a moment from creating a whirlwind sound, the cricket outside can definitely be heard because of the silence. It’s been like this, it’s always been like this, and every time that I had a glimpse of what Ares and I had done in this lifetime, all I can feel is disgust.Major Sullivan messages stills appeared right into my mind. It’s like a permanent reminder that right now, I am in the lion’s den and he is dangerous. I should deem him as a dangerous predator pretending to be a protector.I should deem him as nothing but the enemy. That is what Major Sullivan wants. He wanted me to be careful and I don’t want to do anything that will put me into the danger zone.My baby. Our baby needed to be protected from Ares. I gulped as I survey his movement, watching his movement in caution.Ares looked down on me. He was trying to unbutton his coat, leaving him with only his white
For another day, I found myself resting inside of my room. The television is my only source on what is happening outside of this room. Ares told me that he will visit me today but he didn’t. I was only told that he was busy with his new duty. His new duty as the president of the country. I can still see his smile while swearing his oath on the national television. I know that he wants that position for a long time but I almost felt like he’s hiding something because of that smile.I tried to seek for my phone but the guard said that it wasn’t with me when I was brought here either. The only thing that I can do is to rest and to hope for my father to be in best shape.He wasn’t conscious yet and it’s been almost five days since the incident. The doctor told me that it is normal and maybe he’s taking his time to rest but it didn’t sit well with me. If he was just shot on the shoulder, he should be awake right now, right? However,