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"Say hi baby girl, go on." I shyly hid at my mother's back while my head is popping out just to see the handsome boy that I could ever see. He's not smiling and not hospitable. Or maybe ganon talaga siya. He has this bored look on his face and looks like he isn't interested in the party. A twelve-year-old girl like me, as spoiled as I am, my mother is always calling me a baby girl because I'm their Unica Hija. Sumama ako sa reunion party na pinuntahan ni Mom and she let me. Sa Dmitri Mansion ginanap ang reunion party at di ko akalain na dito ko makikita ang magiging love of my life ko! My eyes just turned heart-shaped!
Napatingin ulit ako sa batang lalaki na hindi pa din ngumingiti. Napakagwapo niya talaga, mas gwapo sa mga dugyot kong kapatid, hindi ko mapigilan na ngumiti at magpacute sa harapan niya. May nakalagay na headphones na nakasabit sa may leeg niya and his hands were inside his pocket. Malapit na mapagod ang labi ko kakangiti sa kanya.
"This is Trevor, my son. Bakit hindi muna kayo maglarong dalawa?" Sabi ng magandang babae na nasa tabi ng gwapong lalaking nagngangalang Trevor. Mas matangkad siya sa akin, though, my mother is always telling me I'm too tall for my age. Pero mas matangkad pa rin siya! Nakita kong sumama ang tingin ni Trevor at umismid.
"I'm too old to play with a little girl, Mom."
"You're just seventeen, Trevor! You are still young, at least for me and please don't act like an adult. Play with Victoria. Isn't she cute." His mother pinched my little cheeks, but not enough to make me groan in pain. Bumaling naman ang paningil niya sa sa nanay ko.
"Ophelia, let's go. Samahan na natin ang dati nating kaklase." Sabi ng Mom ni Trevor which is hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa din alam ang pangalan.
"That's a good idea Beatrix." Sabi naman ni Mom. Tumingin siya sa akin. Lalong lumawak ang ngiti ko dahil iiwan nila kaming dalawa.
"Victoria be nice, okay? Dito ka muna kay Trevor. Maglaro muna kayong dalawa." At tsaka umalis si Mom kasama si Tita Beatrix na kakaalam ko lang na iyon pala ang pangalan ng future mother-in-law ko. Should I start calling her Mom too?
"Play with your own, little girl. I'm out." Tatalikod na sana siya ng pigilan ko siya. I touched his hands and then he winced with my touch. Oh, he doesn't want to be touched?
He glared at me but I'm used with that stares. Ang mga dugyot kong mga Kuya ganyan tumingin sa akin kapag nakakagawa ako ng kasalanan sa kanila.
"Sabi kasi maglalaro tayong dalawa." I pouted.
"What are you? Five years old?" Tumingin siya sa akin mula sa mukha ko hanggang sa paa.
"I'm twelve." I smiled sweetly. "And I'm going to be a teen." Masaya kong pahayag ng malalaman kong malapit na akong mag thirteen. So puwede na din akong iaddress na teenager.
"Still young. Piss off." Umakyat siya ng hagdan at iniwan akong nakasimangot sa labas.
No!
Sigaw ng isip ko. I was born to be a fighter. My dad is always telling me if I want something, go for it. Kung gusto ko hindi ko titigilan hanggang mapasakin. Pagkakita ko pa lang kay Trevor, nagustuhan ko na siya at kahit napakasungit niya sa akin.
Umakyat din ako ng hagdan at sinundan kung saan siya pupunta. Akmang papasok na siya ng kwarto niya ng agad akong tumakbo at pumasok din sa kwarto niya ng walang pahintulot.
"What the actual fuck!" He cursed. Hindi ko siya pinansin. My brothers used to curse like that too. At sa tingin ko may mabuting naiidulot din pala ang mga kapatid ko sa akin. Nasasanay na ako sa mga kadugyutan nila.
"Wow." I said in excitement. Ang ganda ng kwarto niya. Napakalaki. There's a computer set on the table. Laptop and psp na nasa king size na kama niya. Black and white lang ang kulay na makikita sa kwarto niya. Marami ding iba't-ibang instruments. May electric guitar at ang isa naman ay bass.
"Do you play?" Sabi ko at tumingin sa kanya. Ang sama lalo ng tingin niya sa akin. Tingin na nakakamatay.
"Get. The fuck. Out. Of. My. Room. Now!" He boomed. It sent shivers down to my spine. Bakit imbis na matakot ako mas kinilig ako? Umiling ako.
"Gusto ko dito lang ako sa tabi mo. I like you." Diretsong pahayag ko. Umismid ulit siya sa akin.
"I don't like you." Agad niyang sabi. My little heart broke into pieces pero ipinagsawalang bahala ko lang yun.
"It's okay. Hindi naman kita prinipressure. Pagisipan mo yan ng mabuti." Hinawakan niya ang magkabilang balikat ko. Oh no! Hahalikan ba niya ako? Sa kanya ko ba mararanasan ang magiging first real kiss ko!? Naexcite ako bigla kaya pinikit ko ang mga mata ko. And then...
He pushed me out of his room. "Ohh!" Napasigaw ako. Muntikan ko ng mahalikan ang sahig! Buti na lang hindi ako na out of balance.
Hinawakan niya ang doorknob. "You better work on your breast." He said while eyeing my breast.
"Fuck off." He muttered at sinarhan ng malakas ang pinto niya. Napangiti na lang ako sa ginawa niya. Yieehh. Kinikilig lang siya ayaw lang niya aminin.
Bumaba ako ng hagdan na may ngiti sa labi ko. Magugustuhan rin niya ako. I'm sure of it. A guy like him just need a little push.
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