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Chapter 26

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Chapter 26: Cold and Blue

Victoria Abbel's Point of View

Trevor sings from his heart. That's an irrefutable fact. Kaya naman sa tuwing kumakanta ito ay napakaganda talagang pakinggan. I felt so many emotions in his words. That's why you'll just keep on listening for more. Asking for more. And Trevor only looks so free when he sings.

The five of them make a good harmony together. Focus na focus sila sa kanilang ginagawa kaya. Nang ibalik ko ang tingin ko kay Trevor, napansin kong hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa rin niya pinuputol ang pagtitig niya sa akin. It felt so hot all of the sudden.

But then I realized, Trevor and I are in a push-and-pull relationship. But I'm not going to settle in that kind of relationship. I want it clear as daylight. I want him to be mine.

He will kiss me when he got a chance and then the next day, it is as if I didn't belong on his world. Hindi ko namalayan na napaka cross arms na ako habang nakataas ang kilay na tumitingin sa kanya habang nag papractice pa rin
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