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Chapter Fourteen
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2020-07-13 18:29:36Chapter Fourteen
Walking out of work, I looked around, the sun beaming in my eyes made me pull my sunglasses out. It was such a nice day, I wasn’t going to just go home and say indoors, it was too warm for that shit. I decided to go to the shop and
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