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2024-10-29 19:42:56I knew I’d hugged Lyra Lani a bit longer than I needed to but it was so nice to receive affection from a female after so long with only my mates for company.
I gave her another quick squeezer before letting her go.
She slid her hands down my arms and did the responding squeeze to my fingers right before she let them fall.
Reassuring me that I had her support.
And that she’s here.
Her kindness nearly brought a tear to my eye.
Hearing Killian’s voice behind me, I peered back at him.
He bobbed his head in greeting and waved his hands in a motion for me to come to him.
I did. Returning to hug him just as eagerly. I didn’t know how many times I’d embraced he and Aviari and BailaLae now, but I was beginning to feel like it would never feel like enough.
Probably because I’m so scared of losing them again.
Giving his dark, waving hair, a fond caress before turning my attention back to the girl
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