Avery POV
I roll to my side trying to find Matteo next to me but his side of the bed is cold. I open one of my eyes trying to find him but he is not in bed. I frown and I sit down on the bed looking around as I pull my hair up into a messy bun. Where is he? Bathroom maybe?
My legs hurt and all of a sudden I am hit by the memories of the night before. Katherine and Matteo devouring my body. I feel my cheeks start to burn as I go bright red. I cover my face with both hands and giggle a little as I am hit by the images of us three in bed last night. I shake my head and I move out of bed. I walk to the bathroom that has the light off. Where is he? I look at the time on my watch and it’s past eleven in the morning. No wonder he is not in bed. Lazy bitch.
I walk into the bathroom doing my business and having a quick shower washing away the shame I feel over myself and over the things I have done yesterday. Things I have never done before. Things I have never consid
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Matteo POV “Do you have everything packed?” I ask Avery as I pull my small luggage out of the bedroom. “Almost, I can’t find my bikini”, Avery says, and I can’t help but grin, I took it out of her with my mouth yesterday, and I have it in my luggage so I can keep it in my house for any time she wants to use the swimming pool. “It’s okay, and I’ll buy you a new one”, I say, trying to convince her to let go of the bikini. “No, I can’t just leave my clothes like that, and you don’t have to keep buying me clothes. That’s just ridiculous”, she says as she kneels to look under the bed. I feel my cock twitching as her ass is up. I can’t help but slap it, making her gasp. “Matteo, this is not time for that”, She says, and I can’t help but chuckle, she is adorable, and I can’t wait to make her mine, to introduce her to everyone as my own, but before I go to have to tell her about my life, hopefully, she
Avery POV Matteo has been out of bed since three in the morning. I don’t know what is bothering him so much but I am getting worried. I walk out of the bedroom looking for him, he is sitting in front of his grand piano in the middle of the living room. His fingers touch the keys slowly playing the most beautiful song I have ever heard in my life. I cross my arms as I rest my shoulder against the door frame. “Take a picture, it will last longer”, I hear Matteo’s low voice. I smile and I walk towards him. Matteo stops playing and taps the seat next to him, I sit and he keeps playing. “Couldn’t sleep?”, he asks and I nod my head. “Been worried about you”, I say and he takes a deep breath. Matteo stops playing and turns half way towards me. Matteo grabs both my hands that were resting on my knees. “I don’t want
Matteo POV "If you keep doing that, I will take you to the bathroom and fuck you", I say as Avery keeps rubbing her ass on me, making my cock twitch. I need this girl to be mine in more ways than I already have. I kiss her neck as she sings her favourite song loudly. I am not going to lie. I hate this band, but she loves it, and I will do anything for her. I look around, and I see one of my security guards giving me a signal to leave, and that's when I see him pulling a gun. I grab Avery's hand, and I start moving her out of where we are when people start screaming and Gunshots are heard. Avery asks what is going on, but it's too late. I tell her to get down, and she does what she is told, and I pull my gun out, and I shoot the guy in front of us. He falls dead in front of Avery. Avery is covering her ears, and I can see that she is shaking. I bend down, grabbing Avery, and I know that she is bleeding. What the fuck. How? I scoop her face between my hands, fo
Matteo POV “Because you were easy”, I let out, I feel my heart beating so fast that I can almost swear that Avery can hear it beating. She is looking at me with so much pain in her eyes that is breaking my dark heart. I never thought this would ever happen to me, that I would fall for someone and then have to dump them. Avery looks at me with her arms crossed before she starts talking. “You know what Matteo? You think you are so special, but you are nothing but an insecure little shit. You think that playing with my feelings makes you better than me, you think that telling me to go away after making me believe I was special makes you the biggest bad ass of New York. But it doesn’t. It makes you weak. You are a sad little boy. Fuck you Matteo”, she says right before she opens the bedroom door and walks out of my house and my life forever. As I hear the front door closing with a slam I pass my hands through my ha
Avery POV It's been two months since Matteo dumped me. It's been two months since my life changed completely. "Are you ready?" Eliana says as she walks back into my room. I nod my head looking at myself in the mirror, and I am wearing a long red dress that hugs my curves and exposes my back. I don't know how I will manage to wear this dress all night. Tonight is a charity ball that my parents got me tickets to. I am taking Eliana as my date because I can't even begin to think about dating again. Eliana whistles as she sees me in front of the mirror. "You just need red lipstick, and you will be done", she says, and I look at her shaking my head. "Isn't that a bit too much?" I ask, and she shakes her head as she passes me the red lipstick. I pat the lipstick on my lips as Eliana pulls her hair up into a sleek ponytail. "Shall we?" she asks as she looks at herself in the mirror while I place my phone inside my clutch and close it. I nod my head, and we walk out
Matteo POV “Boss, she is going to the Gala”, I hear as soon as I answer the phone. I take a deep breath and I instruct him to get me tickets, it doesn’t matter how he gets them, I need tickets for me and Leo. I don’t trust myself to go alone, I might end up bringing Avery with me. I end the call and and walk into my bedroom to get changed, I don’t have a lot of time, as I do so I call Leo instructing him of what is happening. I can almost see him rolling his eyes as soon as I say we are going to the Gala. “I thought you hated that kind of events”, Leo says and I take a deep breath. “I do, but I am following your advice, I am going to get get what is mine”, I say and Leo laughs on the other side of the line. “If she wants you back, after what you said to her I imagine she will never want to see you again”, Leo spits and I end the call because I don’t want to tell him to fuck off. I look at myself
Avery POV I get myself ready for class when my phone starts ringing, I smile seeing Jason’s name flashing. Since the night of the gala we have been texting and he is a very nice guy. I reply to his text and then I throw my phone back into my bag. I grab my keys and I leave the house to find Leo standing outside my building. I shake my head and I walk past him, I need to get the subway to uni and I don’t have time for this. “Avery, wait, I need to talk to you”, he says but I don’t stop, I keep walking and he soon catches up to me and he grabs my arm making me stop to look at him. “What are you doing?”, I ask pulling may rm away and Leo raises both his hands in front of his chest. “Look, he is miserable without you”, Leo says and I turn around and start walking again. Leo starts walking next to me as he continues to talk saying that Matteo needs me, that he is miserable and is not himself lately, he has b
Matteo POV “Boss, where do you want these ones?”, One of my guys asks as he is holding a box with drugs we confiscated the last time we did an assault to the containers arriving by boat at the doc. “Put them in the back of the car, I will be there soon”, I reply as I walk away opening another container to find the new pills that are getting everyone in New York addicted to drugs. I hold a bag in front of my eyes looking at the pink pills, I don’t like this at all, I don’t deal heavy drugs, I don’t deal with that kind of shit. I am not a good man, but drugs, prostitution and human trafficking is out of my league, I never dealt with that shit. “Boss, come and have a look at this”, Leo says and I approach him to find a girl inside one of the containers. “Fuck”, I whisper, we both get inside attending to the girl that is passed out on the floor. “She’s barely
Matteo POV I finish washing changing clothes and having a shower as soon as I came out of the basement, I couldn’t let Pedro live any longer, I made him as miserable as I could, he was tortured every day by my people, and he was starved and abused. They did to him everything he did to Avery and more, he was begging to die, but they knew better than to end his life. That was up to me. His eyes lit up when he saw me walking into his cell. He begged me to kill him faster and for once I agreed with him, a quick kill is what was needed here, he had become a problem in my house, Avery was getting agitated with Jane in the house and Pedro in the basement, so I had to finish him. Baby Jane is officially our daughter from today, All the paperwork was approved and we can finally call her our daughter, Avery is so happy, happier than I have ever seen her. I can’t even believe this is happening, I thought this day would never come
Avery POV Present Day “How does that make you feel?”, Suzanne asks me while I take a deep breath and I play with my wedding ring. I look up at her and shrug my shoulders. I know she is my therapist and she is paid to help me but today I can’t talk to her, my anxiety is creeping in and I know I should tell her about it but I just can’t. I have been trying to tell Matteo about Jane and every time I start the conversation he changes the subject. I know he is not doing it to spite me, because he doesn’t even know about her, and deep down I know I haven’t tried hard enough to tell him ion fear he will say no. Once my hour in the therapy session is done I walk to the waiting room where Eliana is waiting for me, she has been feeling sick today and she looks terrible, she looks like she hasn’t slept one little bit and I have to say I am worried about her.
Matteo POV FOUR DAYS AGO I am sitting in my office with my head between my hands as I take a deep breath after reading the reports of my last weapons sale, the Irish are trying to get us to change the price, and I don’t negotiate with terrorists. They have been attacking some of my guys, they say it is not them, but I know it is. And this will have to end. I hear someone knocking on the door, and I tell them to come in. I have to say I wasn’t expecting Eliana to walk through the door, and she always avoided being around me. She said to Rio that my aura scares her, well good, like that she knows not to fuck up with me. “I am sorry for bothering you, but I need to talk to you”, Eliana says, and I nod my head, pointing at the chair opposite from mine on the other side of the desk. She closes the door behind her, walks towards the chair, and takes a seat. She looks at me, and she smiles.
Avery POV The ceremony was beautiful and baby Rose is the most beautiful baby I have ever seen, she loves her mommy and daddy but she loves mu cuddles and I have to say that I enjoy her company more than I enjoy any adults at the moment, she is a great listener and she is helping me a lot, more than therapy. The way she looks at me melts my heart and I made a decision. I want to volunteer at the Maternity ward in the hospital. There’s a Volunteering program that all you have to do is cuddle babies that are in the NICU while their parents are at work and can’t give them attention. As soon as we got home I told Matteo what I wanted to do and he smiled. I know he is worried about me and he knows that this is the first step for me to get better, I will do something to help someone, it will make me feel better about myself, I will be able to help those children and those parents. Matteo decided that because I will volunteer there he will provide hot food to parents that a
Matteo POV “Where is he and where is Avery?”, I ask and Robyn say he has a house in the Hamptons, she doesn’t know where exactly, y, but I should start there, that gives me something to start looking for Avery. As that information leaves Robyn’s mouth Eliana stands up and pulls a make up wipe and starts wiping her face. Robyn looks at her horrified realising she was played as Eliana walks out of the room after giving me a half hug. Now its the two if us little bird, and you will regret the day you were born. I walk to Robyn that is now begging for her life and I pull her up by her hair and she looks petrified. I bring her to the small table in the end of the room while she screams a kicks and I smack her in the face. This is going to be fast, I throw her on the floor on her knees and I tell her to beg, beg for her life as Avery tried to save hers and my sister’s. She looks at me with wide eyes as I pull my weapon from
Avery POV I open my eyes and I can’t see Matteo next to me. I look around starting to feel my anxiety creeping in as I pull the blanket closer to my body and I hear Matteo moving and walking to me. “Hey, I am here”, I hear his soft voice whisper, I look at him and he looks tired, he looks like he hasn’t slept in days and I feel myself breaking again, I feel my tears spilling down my face as Matteo wraps his arms around me pulling me closer to him. “Everything is okay, I am here, you’re safe”, he whispers and I nod my head. Matteo pulls away saying I should have a bath and I can’t think of anything better right now. Matteo walks to the bathroom opening the taps I can hear the water running and the bath filling up. I put my legs out of the bed and Matteo walks back into the bedroom rushing over to me to help me stand up. As soon as my feet touch the floor Matteo wraps his arms around my waist keeping me stand as my knees give up on me. I am weak and Matteo knows. He wa
Matteo POV "Boss, we got her", Leo says through the phone, and I can't help but smile. They finally found Robyn, it's been two days since we spoke and dealt with her waste of space of a boyfriend, and now she is waiting for me to deal with her ass. I walk down the halls and towards the cells in the basement. She was curious to know where our safe house was, and now she knows because she is here and she will never leave. I don't care who she is to my sister and to Avery. She will die for her betrayal and for Avery being taken away from me. I open the door, and she is in the corner, she looks afraid, she is looking at my men as if they were monsters, but she doesn't know I am the worse of them all, I can become the devil if people cross my way. "Matteo, please help me", she says, and I look around to see Leo and Rio looking at her. Leo looked like he was going to kill her. "Leave", I tell them both, and she looks at them and then at me, and the truth hi
Avery POV I don’t know how long I have been in here, but the torture makes all the day blend together. Every day and hour is the same, I still have the blindfold and I am being fed by tubes, just enough to keep me alive while man after men touches me, they touch my body as if it was their property and not my own body anymore, but none of them actually penetrate me, I don’t know how much longer I can live like this. My body and my personal choice being taken away from me by force. I have been enduring psychological torture since I have arrived here, the constant hands touching me are nothing compared to the psychological torture I am suffering, I have earbuds on playing constant sounds of crying babies keeping me awake and from time to time the sounds stop and I am allowed to sleep for a few minutes and then the torture continues. I am sleep deprived, my head hurts and my body, well I stopped felling my body as a way of disassociating from the constant hands touching
Matteo POV It was all planned out to take Avery from me. Amber told me what happened and I can’t believe I was so stupid. Eliana is still there helping Rio. I can’t believe I fell for this. What was I thinking? They took her and they haven’t made any contact yet. Rio is trying to find any leads he might get on Avery in the meantime I am driving all around the city trying to think where they could have taken her. My phone starts ringing through the car speaker and I answer, it is Leo and I know he is taking care of my baby sister and their child. But I can’t believe this. I can’t even enjoy the birth of my niece when I am this worried about Avery. I know she was training with Leo and Rio, she became good at fighting and shooting but she is still my wife. I should have protected her. And how did the bastards get in the safe house? That place is full of passwords and security. It is an inside job. Amber said it wasn’t Eli