Amaya
I woke up and the faint smell of cinnamon apple wrapped around me. I thought that Jasper was next to me but there was nobody there.
I lifted my head and saw that his shirt was next to me which means... A shirtless Jasper is running around.
I got up to go find Jasper to give him back his shirt.
As I walked up and down the palace I realized I don't know where his room was. As I walked the hallway I missed having my sister with me to do dumb things with and so I wasn’t walking the halls by myself, I had made up my mind to ask for my family once I get the moment as I was going to turn the corner I saw Jasper talking to someone.
She was a girl who looked around my height. She had pale skin and rich blonde hair. She was wearing a skirt that was a little too small for her. She saw me and then started to smirk. She looked back at Jasper."Let me show you how much I love you, " she said before she pulled Jasper into a deep kiss.
I felt a little pain in my heart as they kissed. I don't know who pulled away but, I just stood there in shock.
"Opps I didn't see you there," she said
Jasper turned around and saw me. I didn't know what to say or do so I ran, I didn't know where I was running to but I had to get away. I felt weird. Like I shouldn't be jealous but I was. I was so deep in my thoughts I didn't realize Jasper had caught up with me.I felt Jasper pull my arm to stop me. I couldn't meet his eyes.
"Amaya that-"
"Wasn't what it looked like?" I said finishing his sentence"Yes, I know it may have looked like that but she-" he started but stopped and lowered his head.
"You know what it's fine I shouldn't be jealous, it's not like we're dating or anything." I couldn't meet his eyes like if I did I'd lose this battle.
"Your right, we're not but I want to. You and I are meant to have this special connection, I feel it and I know you feel it too. So please, believe me when I say she kissed me and it felt like her lips were on fire and not the good kind, and her breath made the kiss taste like some kind of dead meat and onions, her tongue was like slushy garbage."
I laughed a little when he was telling me about the kiss."But seriously, I didn't like it as much as you did."
"How do you know I didn't like it?" I asked
"Because you ran away and only people who care run away." he said with a cocky smile. I had to think of something to change the subject before I get hypnotized.
"Oh um. Here is your shirt back. I thought you were running around shirtless so." I said holding the shirt out.
"You were thinking of me shirtless?" he said in an 'oh really' voice. I thank God that I had dark skin because if I didn't then I would be as red as a tomato.
"Not like that," I said trying to defend myself
"Keep it.""Why? it's yours""I want to know that my scent will be on you." he had the biggest ego but the biggest heart at the same time. Was that possible?
"Well you're going to have to wear it again, the scent is gone.""Ok, that can be fixed." he lifted the shirt he was wearing taking it off. I wasn’t surprised when I saw his abs, he had a toned body. He handed me the shirt that he had just taken off and took the other one to put on. I lifted the shirt to my nose to smell it my insides were on fire once I did.“I love seeing him without a shirt,” the voice said again. I was surprised to hear and feel her again, she seems to come out when I am having a moment with Jasper.
I could see the smirk that grew on his face as I focused on the voice of what may be my wolf. “What are you thinking about?” he asked fixing his shirt.
“Nothing, but I do have a question,” I said
“What’s up?”“You’ve made it clear that I’m not being held hostage here, so may I see my family?”
I could see the hesitation in his face, I was afraid that he wouldn’t let me go because I would tell them about this new world but I wouldn’t because I knew they wouldn’t be able to handle it.“I won’t tell them anything but I can’t just leave them. They are my family” I pleaded with him
“You can go to see them but it will have to be the last time,” he said
“What do you mean?”
“We can’t have a life in this realm and the human realm, not only is it not smart but it’s dangerous you will want to tell them sooner or later and I can’t risk endangering my pack or any other pack. I can let you say your goodbyes but that’s it.”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, this man has already blown up my life, and now he wants me to leave the people who raised and loved me. I would be damned if he tried to take them away from me.
“No” I stated
“What?” he said looking confused at me“I said no, I won’t be saying goodbye to anyone. I think I can handle a secret, I’m not a child-”
“You may not be a child on the outside but in this world, in this realm you are,” he said cutting me off, he was acting more defensive
His body language had changed too, he was chill and cheeky but now his whole body has stiffened and he had a brooding look on his face. I didn’t like how quickly he changed the way he was acting.“What’s with the way you are acting?” I wanted to know if he was bipolar so I could make a mental note about it
“That’s the thing about you newbreeders, you get an inch and then you want a mile” he started to move closer to me as I backed away from him. “Why do you have to ask for so much? Damn, I thought you were going to be different” he said before he stormed off.
I stood there shocked at what just happened he had blown up over the smallest thing. I was under the impression that I could be free here, clearly, I was wrong. I walked back to the room I was staying in. I sat on the bed thinking of a way I could leave this place, I could see a little town from the balcony of the room. If I could get there I could maybe call my mom and get her to come to get me.
“I don’t want you to leave we just found our mate,” the voice in my head said
“Why should you get to decide what I did?” I asked out loud
“I am your wolf spirit, I am what will help you turn into a wolf and get in touch with your supernatural abilities.”
As I was about to ask another question to the wolf there was a knock at the door. The girl that was here from before with Jasper and the other guy came through the door I hadn’t gotten a good look at her before. She looked to be a few inches shorter than me, she had hips that curved down to the perfect body. She had brown hair that reached her shoulders that complemented her green eyes. “Hey just thought I’d come to check on you,” She said walking closer, I got off the bed to face her as she talked.“Well if you don’t count the bipolar guy that kidnapped me and took me to a weird place and is forbidding me from seeing my family, then I’m fine,” I said sarcastically as she giggled.
“I swear that Jasper is usually nicer it’s just that the last newbreeder this pack had she kind of tore apart the pack and that hurt Jasper personally” great I was destined to have a soul mate with unsolved issues.
“And that gives him the right to blow up at me, blaming me for something that I haven’t done,” if this is what this world is like I don’t think I want to be a part of it my normal world is already like this.
“He just needs time, he’s literally been waiting for you his whole life. Be open-minded, promise me you’ll try to be open-minded it's the least you could do after almost breaking my mate's arm,” she said lightheartedly. I had connected the dots and realized that the guy that came into the room when I woke up had been her mate.
“That was fight or flight response, and I chose to fight” I joked
“It’s okay but please try to be patient with him and this situation.” I nodded to end this conversation but I know that if I felt uncomfortable at any time I would leave.Jasper I had walked from our conversation because I know if I stayed there any longer then I would have said too much. I walked out of the palace and into the woods next to the training grounds, I took off my clothes and shifted. As I ran in wolf form I had one thought on my mind, as much as I am ready to have Amaya as my mate I’m not ready to trust newbreeders. My mother was a newbreeder. My father was going to be alpha and had not found his mate yet so he had to marry his step-inmate Marie and they fell in love. By the time he meet my mother he had already had my two older sisters with his step-inmate, and he tried to have a relationship with my mother. She was in love with him but my father was torn between the two. They had me and I was crowned future alpha because I was born from the pack’s true luna and alpha. My mother tried to raise me as my father was with his step-in mate but it only hurt my mother. One day my mother snapped and hurt Marie after an argument, my father banne
Amaya After the girl left I went into the bathroom to try and freshen up. After today I was so tired, I had to make sure there was clothing that would fit me before I went into the shower so I wouldn’t forget. Luckily the closet had a few shirts, shorts, and other things that I would need. Once I got out of the shower and dressed in a t-shirt and shorts, I felt a sharp hot burning pain in my body from my feet to my head the pains mainly lingered in my chest. It hurt so badly I fell to the floor, I gripped my chest in pain holding in my screams. The pain slowly started to go away for a minute and I gladly welcomed the air into my lungs As I was taking deep breaths, the pain started again this time ten times worse, I let out a bloodcurdling scream to try and relieve the pain. I was so lost in the pain I didn’t realize it when someone came into the room. “Amaya?” someone called, it was a voice I had not heard before. I looked up to see a guy that looked around my age, he had a muscula
Jasper I went to Amaya’s room hoping to feel better, hoping that I could explain to her why she was in pain last night but I came to find out that Elijah was with her last night. I knew I could feel someone with her but I thought it was Melina or a maid, the fact that it was a male made my wolf angry, and me anxious. But I was left confused and stunned. I was confused about how she was able to move as nothing happened. When my father would be intimate with Marie my mother would not be able to move for the next week or so, but Amya looked as if nothing happened. And I was stunned at how angry she was with me, I thought the mate bond would have more control over her. Every time Jacob would apologize to Melina for sleeping with someone or my father would come to apologize to my mother for the pain she felt, they would say it was okay and continue as if nothing happened. Yet Amaya is holding a grudge against me as if the mate bond isn’t doing to her what it did to them. I try not
Jasper I went to Amaya’s room hoping to feel better, hoping that I could explain to her why she was in pain last night but I came to find out that Elijah was with her last night. I knew I could feel someone with her but I thought it was Melina or a maid, the fact that it was a male made my wolf angry and me anxious. But I was left confused and stunned. I was confused about how she was able to move as nothing happened. When my father would be intimate with Marie my mother would not be able to move for the next week or so, but Amya looked as if nothing happened. And I was stunned at how angry she was with me, I thought the mate bond would have more control over her. Every time Jacob would apologize to Melina for sleeping with someone or my father would come to apologize to my mother for the pain she felt, they would say it's okay and continue as if nothing happened. Yet Amaya is holding a grudge against me as if the mate bond isn’t doing to her what it did to them. I try not t
Amaya “It’s difficult because I still want to be luna and I will be luna, newbreeder” the end of her sentence had so much hate in it, I was a newbreeder not by choice but I still was who I was. “I’m sorry to pop your bubble but that makes no logical sense. If you are made for someone why would you want someone else, someone who wasn’t made for you,” I stated clearly no one ever said no to miss diva “Because before you come I was meant to be with him and no one, not even you will take that from me. It's my birthright” every word that left her mouth had a cocky tone to it. “Okay, clearly this is a topic that will not be settled easily so how will we fix this?” I asked turning to alpha Micheal “Well, um, I’m open to all ideas,” he said, throwing up his hands in the air and leaning back into the chair. “So this is how you're going to deal with this. Let an idea fall onto your lap and go with it” the man said who stood near the sofa with a woman to his side. I had put two and two to
Jasper I could hear and feel but I couldn’t see and move, I guess it was true that when you can’t see your other senses get heightened. I could hear the cries of someone, I could feel the sparks that came off of her. She held me so close to her body moving my hair from my face and holding my face, the way she screamed for help and the blood cries she let out I never would have thought she cared enough about me to cry this much for me. “Please come back, I forgive you.” I heard her say to me, I know that my wolf spirit would heal me but it would take time and since my injuries are this bad it will take a long time. She continued to scream until I could feel someone else there. I felt them lift me and carry me somewhere, I began to lose the rest of my senses and fall into the darkness. **** I woke up to the same senses I could hear and I could feel. I felt that I was elevated on something soft and I could hear beeping and someone breathing, more than one person. A few minute
Amaya After the incident with Jasper, I wanted to know what happened and how was I able to throw him in the air without touching him? Jasper recovered after two nights in the hospital since then he has been touchy with me. It relaxes my wolf spirit and me because it shows that he is not mad at us and he cares for us, but he makes time to help me figure out what I did and how I did it so far we have nothing. We are in the library within the palace with Melina trying to see if there was anything that we could find that resembles what I did. “Why don’t we search it up on a laptop?” Melina asked, closing another book as she sat across from me. “Because they will give us myths and the books are from our realm so they are accurate,” Jasper said as he walked back looking down at a book. “Maybe that’s what we need. Myths. I’ve never heard of something like this happening, have you?” Melina asked Before Jasper could rebuttal a worker for the palace came through the big library double d
Jasper It was a wild guess. We wanted answers and I intended to get them, there was nothing that could have made sense here so the only thing you can do is throw a shot in the dark and hope it sticks. And this was my shot in the dark. As the doctor did tests and took blood as needed, I saw Amaya feeling increasingly uncomfortable. It got to the point where she would flinch at any movement, I put my hand on her thigh to try and give her comfort but the longer my hand was there the longer she stayed tense. “Can we take a break?” I asked before the doctor stuck a needle into her again on the opposite side of her. The doctor nodded, putting the needle on the tray next to her and leaving, as the door closed Amaya let out a huge sigh of relief. I rested my arm slightly above her head and started to play with her curls that were slicked up into a ponytail on the top of her head. She closed her eyes and slightly leaned into my hand. “Mmm. That’s something I never let people do” she sai
Amaya Walking into the castle, it looked as if it was an ancient Roman chapel. The windows had stained glass with different artworks and designs. We stopped in front of a foyer that had two sets of stairs that split into two with staggered chandeliers hanging from the ceiling. The pillars that held everything up seemed to have been renovated, but they still gave off the vibe of an old castle. Lynda stopped in front of me and turned with a grin-eating smile. Lynda and Isabel didn’t give me a reason not to trust them but ever since I became part of the world someone has been trying to hurt me or kill me. “You don’t have to be afraid. The smell of fear is basically pouring out of you” Lynda said looking me up and down. I frowned my eyebrows and looked at her as if she was insane, with the question of how someone can smell an emotion. “Lynda specializes in empathy. She spent years learning to read people” Erica says walking right to me. “I don’t take offense to it, you’ve been through
Amaya I have come to peace with my emotions. The pain, the dullness, the anger. It’s still there, but I tell myself it doesn’t hurt. It wouldn’t be the biggest lie I’ve told myself. I stare at myself in the mirror, not knowing who looks back at me. I try to think back to my life before all of this, about how that was almost a year ago. I wanted so badly to return home to my parents, friends, and school, but now I want to become who I was meant to be. A knock at my door made me snap back into reality; Erica opened the door and walked to me. She wore black leggings with a hoodie; here, she had only worn things a princess would wear. The capital was in Colorado, and even though events on the other side of the barrier didn’t affect the other side, the weather was the same for both. “You ready?” she asked, squeezing my shoulder. I nodded my head and walked out of the now-empty room. I tried to leave all the clothes and other things they had given me while I was here, but everyone enco
Jasper I knew it was coming, I tried to prepare myself but in that moment nothing mattered. The pain that was on her face and the emotions that radiated off of her was enough for me to know that the pain was more than she could handle. I had to shift and move around people to try and catch up to her. I could feel both connections fighting inside of me, one longing to be with Amaya and the other wanting to stay loyal to Chloe. My heart and soul wanted Amaya but I knew I could never have her again. I ran out of the door that she ran out of, not being able to see her. I followed her scent into the woods that were behind the building, I ran trying to catch up to her. I could see her leaning against a tree, her silk dress lit up with the yard lights that were scattered around on the ground. She had her eyes closed inhaling and exhaling deeply, she opened her eyes and turned to me. “What are you doing here?” she asked out of breath. “I had to make sure you were okay,” She pushed hers
Amaya I didn’t know whether to consider the coronation as a wedding or a very overdressed prom. Erica took me outside the barrier to get a dress that the people of the town didn’t make. Due to the multiple attacks that the pack has had, we got a lot of security. It was just Erica and me, she started to ask me about my life. What was I majoring at college, what was my life like growing up, and what was my love life like? I would answer by being careful not to overshare, but I also knew she was only trying to get to know me so I didn’t hold it against her. “When we get to the castle, I just know Isabell will adore you,” She said looking down at her phone and texting someone. “Isabell. She’s the youngest princess right?” I asked. “Yes, our parents had her just five years after they had you. The wolves that are on the board wanted another werewolf, but the witches wanted another witch, and the witches got their wish.” she joked. We slowly pulled up to the first store, we stepped out
Amaya The drive back to the barrier was like a breath of fresh air. There wasn’t any chaos, no one to tell us what we were meant to be doing; just us alone. Sadly, we didn’t get to stay in the hotel as long as I had hoped, but being with Jasper was all I had wanted. When we pulled up to the barrier entrance, it seemed different than when we had come. Once we passed through I could tell something was wrong, we had gotten into the pack’s territory. The border patrol was gone, Jasper looked around to see if anyone was there. We finally got to the palace to find everyone in one of the meeting rooms with a round table in the center and couches along the side, yelling back and forth. Micheal, Jacob, Woods, Princess Erica, and Prince Brandon were all yelling around the table. “What is going on?” Jasper asked once we entered the room. Everyone turned their heads and let out a sigh of relief. “Jasper, I’m so glad you’re safe,” his oldest sister said, coming to give him a hug. Brandon and Er
Jasper Once we passed the barrier, we quickly started diving to our destination. It was as if Amaya was racing time itself, once we got out of the open road and started to encounter traffic I could feel the breath I was holding in release at every stop light and sign. “Where are we going? You need to be pushing a hundred?” I asked as we stopped at a red light. “Well, I haven’t been out of that town for months and neither have you, so we are going to the one place where we can party, drink, eat, and have fun,” she said, turning her head to me. She looked at my hair and started to laugh. “On second thought, you're not going anywhere with your hair like that,” she said as she ran her hand through my hair. It sent a warm spark that surrounded my head as I closed my eyes and leaned into her touch. She took away her hand which made me quickly open my eyes to see that the light had turned green, she continued to drive into the city. The sun had just started to set when I realized where w
Jasper It was slowly but surely getting closer and closer to my birthday. I hadn't liked my birthday but this was the cherry I didn’t need on this horrible day. I had been strategizing how I would run the pack with Amaya and Chloe, ideally, it would be Amaya but I needed to plan for the worst. I wanted to stay in the fantasy that there was a chance that we could be together, and that my father hadn't made a horrible decision for me. As my birthday came up so did the responsibilities of becoming alpha. My father was giving me all of the passcodes and telling me how he had organized the pack and all of its information. I hadn’t liked his way of setting it up so I planned to change it. I spent the rest of my time organizing the files and folders the way I wanted them. I was not the only one who had to prepare to step into a leadership position, Jacob and Elijah and to have lessons on what they do for the former beta and third in command. “So after that, the alphas for the southern
Amaya I never thought my powers were useful or could be used for anything useful. But clearly, Jasper thought I could. As we left the orphanage I couldn’t stop thinking about a conversation I had with my royal siblings. After leaving the woods behind the palace and walking in, I wanted to talk to them, just us. I walked to the hall where the room was and walked in right as they were about to leave. “I want to talk to you,” I said looking at them as they were talking to some workers. They dismissed them, leaving after they bowed. “What is it that you want to talk about so urgently?” Brandon asked “I know that I have a low chance of becoming luna of this pack and or Jasper's mate but I want peace. I want to know that I can leave and not hurt him. Is there a way to make the bond go away without rejecting each other?” I asked, I know the only way to make the mate bond go away was rejection and I’ve heard what it does to people and I don’t want that to happen to us. “There is a way to
Jasper I knew telling Amaya what my father did would cause more problems in the future, but it wasn’t just my life that was being affected negatively. Amaya turned a few months ago and found out that she had powers and was royalty. I walked with her to different games and had her try some of our pack’s food, it hadn’t been that different from the food they make in the human dimension. As we were talking, John and another senior member came up to Amaya and me. “Ah, Jasper, I am so happy to see you having a good time.” he said in a cheerful tone.” “Yes, me too,” I said, trying to be professional. He looked over to Amaya who was standing next to me then back at me as if asking me to introduce him. “ Amaya, this is John. This is Amaya, my mate.” I said. He squinted his eyes at me as if I had said something I shouldn’t have. I knew that saying she was my mate would anger him but the moon goddess chose her to be with me. “Ah, it is nice to finally meet you. You have slowly become