Ollie didn't even know why she wanted to know what he thought of her. This must have been affecting her brain more than she thought. She wasn't one to think of her looks as inferior or anything someone would have on their mind but Ivailo stared at her like she was a rare object. It was the scrutiny in his gaze that irked her and she didn't like it. She didn't like it one bit. It crawled under her skin like ants. She couldn't help moving her eyes away in discomfort. Why did he have to make this so awkward?
"The humans shot his mother with silver poison. It's a bullet you savages developed, to subdue us," He answered. His eyes left her to move to the sleeping child next to his thigh. She could see the grievance in his expression with how tight his eyebrows were drawn.
Ollie's mouth went dry at the statement. That she didn't know. She didn't know anything about the human-werewolf war. The majority of the human population weren't told anything. Everything was wrapped up in a pretty bow and presented nicely in the media like it was some petty disagreement. The war was brushed over by some mediocre peace treaty the humans and werewolves supposedly signed.
The alarming fact was, Ollie had believed it. She didn't see any reason not to.
So this was why they made her sign a nondisclosure form.
She swallowed the lump in her throat. She felt some guilt crawl through her gut even though she had nothing to do with this. When she went home, she was going to kill Eliz, stab her with her baking spatula.
"He'll be sick all his life, his wolf might abandon him if he stays like this,"
Each sentence seemed painful coming out of Ivailo's mouth. Ollie tensed because she didn't know what to say. It wasn't her place to even open her mouth. How could she ever salvage this situation? Why did she even ask?
Ivailo's head turned back abruptly and she was sure his eyes were shining even brighter and his expression was darker, much more wolf than man. She found herself retreating into the sofa and fear filtered through her veins again. He was angry, she could feel it. Her instincts alone told her to run when she saw his claws dig into the couch cushions.
Her legs turn to jelly on the ground and she almost tried to mend with the cushion when he smirked and a hint of sharp teeth could be seen. She crouched in the seat while gripping the hem of her floral dress.
She was too young to die. Her life had barely begun at twenty-three. She couldn't die now, not for some bastard who was the head of the military government. She sprung up and lifted her head. She won't accept this.
She glared back.
"Look," She started with her words coming out shaky but they were cut short when he stood up slowly. She felt something lodge in her throat at his daunting size. He covered the short distance between the large sofa and hers too fast. She didn't have time to register his closeness and she swore she almost peed her panties when his clawed hand landed on the arms of the couch on each of her sides. He crowded her and leaned down into her face with a pinched expression. She felt like liquid was gushing out of her when she rolled down the couch in fright to escape. His nostrils flared like he was scenting something, her fear, he was smelling her fear.
Oh god, she must be stroking a fire she couldn't handle.
"Wait, Wait," She said frantically while her eyes moved around to find somewhere to escape but he blocked everywhere with his body. His leg pressed into her knees and his face inched closer until she could hear his breathing. His hands moved down and gripped her ankle. He tugged it lightly dragging her down further into the chair where her back was laying flat and her eyes were staring directly into his face. He leaned down more hovering over her so menacingly, Ollie almost called for Jesus. His glowing eyes seemed scarier than hell. She thought they were ethereal and unique before but would they be the last thing she sees before her death?
"Because of you humans, he'll be ostracized for being weak, he'll be pampered for being weak, he'll never be taken seriously because he'll be weak," Ivailo hissed curving his back to brush his nose against the side of her face. Ollie was too scared to even make a sound.
"You coming here was just them, making you a scapegoat for us to take our anger out on, even to their own species," He whispered in her ears, " they're heartless,"
His hand moved up her leg. She could feel the ghost of his claw against her skin.
"I bet they were hoping we would sink our fangs," Ivailo blew out on her sensitive ear. Ollie didn't even notice that she was trembling. She wanted to speak, to say this was unfair. She had nothing to do with whatever happened to werewolves. She shouldn't have to atone for their mistakes but not a word could leave her quivering lips. She closed her eyes and held back the tears, She wasn't going to cry, no, that couldn't happen. This was unfair. Ivailo trailed his nose down her jaw pushing his head deeper like he was smelling nicotine. A shaky warm breath hit her neck and she trembled when she felt something sharp touch her skin. Dread sunk into her stomach. A prick of his sharp teeth vibrated through her.
"Right here," Ivailo continued pressing his fangs more, threatening to break skin, "to rip your throat out and quell our rage,"
Suddenly he was gone and Ollie collapsed on the couch and gripped the edge of the couch arm. She was going to empty the contents of her stomach on the floor. She never felt so scared in her fucking life. What was that? Why?
Ivailo let her leg go and moved to sit back in his original position. She was heaving and tried to push back the tears at the edge of her eyes. She wasn't even mad at him because he was right. She figured it out the second he mentioned poison. They sent her here to die. She will never trust easy money in her life ever again.
"That was uncalled for," Ollie hissed, "what you just did was harassment, how could you-?"
"We aren't like your species Ollie," Ivailo's face and hands were normal again. He wasn't looking at her at all but he patted the babies backs.
"We don't kill innocent people that have nothing to do with our brethren's deaths,"
"Humans are more of animals than we will ever be,"
Ollie couldn't stay a second longer. Boiling anger was running through her veins like hot lava. She knew if she stood in this suffocating place for one more minute, she would overstep her boundaries and slap this feral bastard across his face, then she would see who was an actual animal. She knew he wouldn't hesitate to tear her to pieces then. She grabbed her bag and marched out the door without even looking back, to hell with all of this. She held back her tears by sheer will. She didn't even care about her job, frankly, it wasn't her job anymore. Werewolves were too unpredictable, too overwhelming and her nerves wouldn't survive this. A heart attack would kill her befo
The car rattled down the lonesome road. A grave tale she didn't want to face anytime soon. Her fingers on the steering were straining so much, her knuckles were turning white. All the piled up anger in her was just being suppressed under her skin. She wanted to turn around right now, march back up to that house and give Ivailo a piece of her fist. She just wanted to shove his word back down his throat and eradicate it from her mind but did she even have the balls to punch a werewolf? Wasn't she running like a cattle about to be butchered because she was afraid of even offending such a fearsome entity? The man exuded danger and murder like he has dipped his hands in blood before. His touch still lingered on her skin and she wanted to reach home as fast as possible and scrub every part of her until not even a scent was left. and fuck, Elizabeth Harewil still wasn't answering her fucking phone. Her car hit a bump and she jolted in her seat. Her body was
Ollie really did have a death wish. Standing in front of a beast and degrading his species was asking for a pummeling until she was 6 feet under. His fangs glinted in her face. She was so close she could see the reflection of the sun on the sharply curved edges. They would always elicit a coil of nerve in her throat. It sent a strangle tingle to her nape. His chest brushed hers slightly and she swore she saw certain death in his eyes but she couldn't back off now. The damage had been done.Her hotheadedness could be blamed butno. Something about this wolf was agonising her internally and she only met himonce. He made her gut turn with just his glazing eyes. She felt compelled by something unknown. Maybe, it was the fear she felt from being in his presence, the oppression she felt under his scrutiny. She didn't like it.She really hated it. Ivailo's strangled intake of breath brushed ove
Ollie moved her eyes down to the ground with difficulty. No matter how annoying the man was, he commanded her attention effortlessly. Her gaze had been glued to Ivailo's back unknowingly while he walked up the stairs slowly,step by step. His hands had been clenched into tight fists, a common activity around her now it seemed. She didn't know why she was staring at his flexing back muscles like they were the holy grail.Ripped men weren't her type, have never been,in fact, she found their overbearing body structure daunting. Ivailo always looked like the type of man that would mould a bear in a pretzel andhe probably haswith those daunting bulging arms. She had felt his hands around her ankles before. They were eerily rough on her skin,sizzling, and had shot fear up her spine because he knew he could just snap it in two with one move. She arched her eyebrows at her scary thoughts and turned back in h
Ivailo held the sides of the counter tightly in his hands. He pressed his palm against the surface as hard as he could to steady himself. The air in the kitchen swirled with a scent that he couldn't stand. It prickled his nerves and made every cell in his body quiver. His mind wasn't calm, hasn't been calm from the moment she showed up at his door with this look on her face that couldn't be described with anything better but fear, masked but unfiltered fear. He could smell it on her, taste it on his tongue like it was nicotine within minutes. His wolf had tracked in his head for a second, sniffing as if he breathed in delectable prey before reality slapped him in the face. It had gripped him harder than he would like to admit. Ivailo had forgotten about the deal that darn crazy she-wolf made with the human government, about integration, as if that made any goddamn sense. He was too busy chasing diapers
The steering wheel under her hands felt rough and wet. She knew it was just the sweat being produced from her hands by the heat of the forest filtering through the car windows. In spite of that obvious natural reason, she was convinced it was the notion of death that was causing her wet perspiration. Every second she spent in that bastard's presence always made her like this, weak when she was anything but.Ollie had spent the next 3 hours talking to Lilac, even visiting her room which was...eccentric to say the least. Ollie really had no other word to describe Werewolves butedgy.It was nothing like what a teenager's room should have looked like but yet once again, Ollie had been stunned into silence. Lilac had been nonchalant while introducing her to th
Standing in front of a white beautiful designed door in the middle of the woods wasn't how Ollie thought she would start a Monday in her mundane life. It wasn't that bizarre of a thing even if she thought she would never see such a day. In fact,Ollie didn't even know what she wanted in her life. Someone was in control of that wheel and it wasn't her. She was also never good at starting something new. Her palms always got clammy and her chest always felt like a drum that was going to beat out of its socket. She really should have prepped herself more for this because, Werewolves. An unexpected addition she never thought would ever land in her sorry excuse of a reality. Ollie wanted to turn around and walk back to the bus or h
Ollie should have been offended. She wasn't considered weak, well, amonghumansbut her mouth refused to move. Her lips were trembling and she slammed her eyes shut when he pushed his nose onto her cheek and smelled. She didn't know what he was doing.She didn't want to know what he was doing.She was just praying in her frightened heart that he wasn't contemplating cooking her for stew tonight. After what felt like a millennium, she felt the hand leave her chin and suddenly the pressure that was heavy in the atmosphere lifted. Air filtered into her lungs and she found herself sucking it in rapidly through her mouth. She moved her trembling hands to her chest. "They could have at least sent one who didn't look so frail," Ollie shifted her eyes t
The steering wheel under her hands felt rough and wet. She knew it was just the sweat being produced from her hands by the heat of the forest filtering through the car windows. In spite of that obvious natural reason, she was convinced it was the notion of death that was causing her wet perspiration. Every second she spent in that bastard's presence always made her like this, weak when she was anything but.Ollie had spent the next 3 hours talking to Lilac, even visiting her room which was...eccentric to say the least. Ollie really had no other word to describe Werewolves butedgy.It was nothing like what a teenager's room should have looked like but yet once again, Ollie had been stunned into silence. Lilac had been nonchalant while introducing her to th
Ivailo held the sides of the counter tightly in his hands. He pressed his palm against the surface as hard as he could to steady himself. The air in the kitchen swirled with a scent that he couldn't stand. It prickled his nerves and made every cell in his body quiver. His mind wasn't calm, hasn't been calm from the moment she showed up at his door with this look on her face that couldn't be described with anything better but fear, masked but unfiltered fear. He could smell it on her, taste it on his tongue like it was nicotine within minutes. His wolf had tracked in his head for a second, sniffing as if he breathed in delectable prey before reality slapped him in the face. It had gripped him harder than he would like to admit. Ivailo had forgotten about the deal that darn crazy she-wolf made with the human government, about integration, as if that made any goddamn sense. He was too busy chasing diapers
Ollie moved her eyes down to the ground with difficulty. No matter how annoying the man was, he commanded her attention effortlessly. Her gaze had been glued to Ivailo's back unknowingly while he walked up the stairs slowly,step by step. His hands had been clenched into tight fists, a common activity around her now it seemed. She didn't know why she was staring at his flexing back muscles like they were the holy grail.Ripped men weren't her type, have never been,in fact, she found their overbearing body structure daunting. Ivailo always looked like the type of man that would mould a bear in a pretzel andhe probably haswith those daunting bulging arms. She had felt his hands around her ankles before. They were eerily rough on her skin,sizzling, and had shot fear up her spine because he knew he could just snap it in two with one move. She arched her eyebrows at her scary thoughts and turned back in h
Ollie really did have a death wish. Standing in front of a beast and degrading his species was asking for a pummeling until she was 6 feet under. His fangs glinted in her face. She was so close she could see the reflection of the sun on the sharply curved edges. They would always elicit a coil of nerve in her throat. It sent a strangle tingle to her nape. His chest brushed hers slightly and she swore she saw certain death in his eyes but she couldn't back off now. The damage had been done.Her hotheadedness could be blamed butno. Something about this wolf was agonising her internally and she only met himonce. He made her gut turn with just his glazing eyes. She felt compelled by something unknown. Maybe, it was the fear she felt from being in his presence, the oppression she felt under his scrutiny. She didn't like it.She really hated it. Ivailo's strangled intake of breath brushed ove
The car rattled down the lonesome road. A grave tale she didn't want to face anytime soon. Her fingers on the steering were straining so much, her knuckles were turning white. All the piled up anger in her was just being suppressed under her skin. She wanted to turn around right now, march back up to that house and give Ivailo a piece of her fist. She just wanted to shove his word back down his throat and eradicate it from her mind but did she even have the balls to punch a werewolf? Wasn't she running like a cattle about to be butchered because she was afraid of even offending such a fearsome entity? The man exuded danger and murder like he has dipped his hands in blood before. His touch still lingered on her skin and she wanted to reach home as fast as possible and scrub every part of her until not even a scent was left. and fuck, Elizabeth Harewil still wasn't answering her fucking phone. Her car hit a bump and she jolted in her seat. Her body was
Ollie couldn't stay a second longer. Boiling anger was running through her veins like hot lava. She knew if she stood in this suffocating place for one more minute, she would overstep her boundaries and slap this feral bastard across his face, then she would see who was an actual animal. She knew he wouldn't hesitate to tear her to pieces then. She grabbed her bag and marched out the door without even looking back, to hell with all of this. She held back her tears by sheer will. She didn't even care about her job, frankly, it wasn't her job anymore. Werewolves were too unpredictable, too overwhelming and her nerves wouldn't survive this. A heart attack would kill her befo
Ollie didn't even know why she wanted to know what he thought of her. This must have been affecting her brain more than she thought. She wasn't one to think of her looks as inferior or anything someone would have on their mind but Ivailostared at her like she was a rare object.It was the scrutiny in his gaze that irked her and she didn't like it.She didn't like it one bit. It crawled under her skin like ants. She couldn't help moving her eyes away in discomfort. Why did he have to make this so awkward?"The humans shot his mother with silver poison. It's a bullet you savages developed, to subdue us," He answered. His eyes left her to move to the sleeping child next to his thigh. She could see the grievance in his expression with how tight his eyebrows were drawn. Ollie's mouth went dry at the statement.Tha
The squeaking of the stairs from above sliced Lilac's and Ollie's conversation in half. The atmosphere in the room tensed seizing Ollie's thoughts with it.Just his presence made her feel like a fish out of water.Her nerves had started to settle around Lilac but now that wasshotthe moment he stepped into the room. There was no explanation for the way her body reacted to his presence, maybe,it was how he looked at herlike she was prey, like he could circle her knowing she could run with all her might but still wouldn't be able to escape, like a rabbit caught in a wolf trap. His shining yellow eyes reflected her thoughts. Ivailo stared down from his position while holding two children in each of his arms. They looked asleep and like small cream puffs on his large chest. A drastic contrast to the animalistic hostility rolling off him in waves. One h
The kids weren't awake even an hour after she arrived. She had been seated on the small couch next to the wall and waited,alone. Ivailo didn't give her so much of a glance when he left her there to her own devices and went upstairs. She was grateful that he left her alone though. His presence was too much to handle. She hadn't gotten used to such pressure yet. His authoritative demeanour didn't sit right with her. It made her skin crawl and she couldn't help closing up in front of him. He made her feel restless, like a secretary at the mercy of her boss's tyranny. Ollie would never get used to it.She didn't want to get used to it.She had started looking over the files for some minutes now, to distract and remind herself of the children's names. She scanned them for the hundredth time. "Edil, Lilac and Nile Bridge," She muttered underneath her breath as she skipped through each individual slowly. The boys were twins and the girl was the oldest of the