The car rattled down the lonesome road. A grave tale she didn't want to face anytime soon. Her fingers on the steering were straining so much, her knuckles were turning white. All the piled up anger in her was just being suppressed under her skin. She wanted to turn around right now, march back up to that house and give Ivailo a piece of her fist. She just wanted to shove his word back down his throat and eradicate it from her mind but did she even have the balls to punch a werewolf?
Wasn't she running like a cattle about to be butchered because she was afraid of even offending such a fearsome entity? The man exuded danger and murder like he has dipped his hands in blood before. His touch still lingered on her skin and she wanted to reach home as fast as possible and scrub every part of her until not even a scent was left.
and fuck, Elizabeth Harewil still wasn't answering her fucking phone.
Her car hit a bump and she jolted in her seat. Her body was still on high alert even if she couldn't even see the community anymore and it was aggravating. If Ivailo had been any less of a wolf and more human she would slam her bag into the side of his head already like she would have done any other man. Ollie shouldn't have felt as pathetic as she did now. Her fear was slowly turning into anger.
No matter how scared she was, she wasn't accepting this disgrace. Ollie squeezed the steering wheel and pressed down on the gas. She could run away and quit or she could give that bastard something to shove up his hairy ass.
Or she could wait around and see if his words were true?
Even if intuition was telling her he was right, why should she throw good money into the air because she thought he was? Why should she believe him so blindly? Ivailo wasn't god.
Hypothetically, the government would do something this atrocious, she didn't put it past them but Ivailo himself claimed werewolves weren't inhumane and were more human than humans were. If those words had any truth in them, he wouldn't kill her even though every minute she spent in his presence felt akin to death. Wasn't the government banking on the werewolves going ballistic on her flesh?
So if they didn't, she still had a job to carry through, be a good nanny and integrate Lilac, Nile and Edil safely into human society. A smile surfaced on her face.
Ollie had a flaw.
She had an obsession with proving anyone who assumed she was weak wrong. She shouldn't have hated a man so much in a matter of minutes. Her fear and anxiety were quickly forgotten as she took a turn unto a road out of the forest and she was back to civilization. It was like she entered another dimension with the stark difference hitting her in the face.
One thing she knew was, Human society was the best and she wouldn't give it up for anything, not even death.
......
Yellow irises stared down at her in contempt. His expression was dark and his face was the epitome of distaste like he was staring at something vile. Under all of that, Ollie could see the surprise that she even showed up at his doorstep after the whole diabolical situation yesterday. He must've thought she was too much of a weak human to come back. Well, he thought wrong and she was hellbent on proving that. She wasn't scared of him. She wasn't scared of wolves. It would be a cold day in hell before she made him continue to believe that.
A tight smile was on her lips and she tried to be friendly but the day that was ironically sunny felt chilled and it felt like cold air was blowing against her skin. She suppressed the shiver and stretched her smile, so much, her cheeks were beginning to hurt. She had goosebumps trailing down her arms from just being vindicated by this man who didn't have an ounce of hospitability.
"Mr Bridge," She said through her lips blinking as slow as possible. She ignored the fear that was crawling up her legs when he stepped closer to tower over her even more. How tall was this wolf, a giant? Was he a goddamn skyscraper? No matter how short she was, she never felt so small, in front, well, anyone. She cleared her throat and took a step back to stand near the stairs that lead up to the porch. She was dressed more relaxed than yesterday in blue jeans and white sneakers with a red tucked-in blouse that covered her arms but exposed her cleavage to a certain degree. She had wanted to wear something more threatening but decided against it. She didn't want to stroke a fire she couldn't handle. This was still her client no matter how insufferable Ivailo Bridge proved to be.
"Because you barely gave me time to speak yesterday I didn't get to inform you that I am here for the children," Ollie said filling the atmosphere with her voice. She was glad it came out as strong as she hoped because nerves were slowly gnawing away at her resolve. The oppressive pressure was returning bit by bit the more he looked at her and she could see his eyes getting darker by some miracle.
"Your prejudice of humans are seeping into your judgement Mr Bridge and I would am here to fix that," She forced out when he stepped even closer forcing her to step back near the stairs.
"I'm not here to threaten your livelihood, just to help them function better when humans and werewolves become one-,"
Ivailo stepped forward again cutting her sentence down. She couldn't move anymore because of the white porch railing touching her back. She was trapped, again. Her smile faltered and her words came out chopped when he opened his mouth showing his lethal fangs. Her legs almost crumbled and she reached back to hold the ledge tightly to stop herself from caving. Another shot of fear trailed down her gut and squeezed into her stomach.
By the grace of gods, why was this man so insufferable?
He leaned down towards her like he did the first time. He arched a questioning brow but his expression was seeping in suppressed contempt.
"It seems you have a death wish, Ollie." He hissed menacingly as if, she was testing his straining patience. His nostrils twitched and his eyebrows deepened into a crease. The pressure increased tenth fold like an anchor was pressing down on her lungs as his eyes glowed even brighter and he seemed like a true man-eating wolf once again. Ollie tightened her hands into a fist and steeled her resolve even if he was tearing through it like a rabid dog.
She peered up at him trying to stop her lips from trembling because she wasn't about to reenact yesterday's incident. She arched her back bringing herself closer to him like she was one threatening and not him. She lacked the fangs but not the courage. His scent slapped her in the face and she inhaled it while hissing through clenched teeth. Her things dropped to the ground at her feet as she stepped forward even more. Their noses could touch and at this angle and he could easily rip her throat out with those sharp fearsome molars but she didn't care.
"Listen, wolf, I'm not here to be subjected to your pathetic act of pissing over yourself like a wild dog,"
"I'm here to teach, not destroy so stop acting like a damn child and let me do my fucking job, "Ollie really did have a death wish. Standing in front of a beast and degrading his species was asking for a pummeling until she was 6 feet under. His fangs glinted in her face. She was so close she could see the reflection of the sun on the sharply curved edges. They would always elicit a coil of nerve in her throat. It sent a strangle tingle to her nape. His chest brushed hers slightly and she swore she saw certain death in his eyes but she couldn't back off now. The damage had been done.Her hotheadedness could be blamed butno. Something about this wolf was agonising her internally and she only met himonce. He made her gut turn with just his glazing eyes. She felt compelled by something unknown. Maybe, it was the fear she felt from being in his presence, the oppression she felt under his scrutiny. She didn't like it.She really hated it. Ivailo's strangled intake of breath brushed ove
Ollie moved her eyes down to the ground with difficulty. No matter how annoying the man was, he commanded her attention effortlessly. Her gaze had been glued to Ivailo's back unknowingly while he walked up the stairs slowly,step by step. His hands had been clenched into tight fists, a common activity around her now it seemed. She didn't know why she was staring at his flexing back muscles like they were the holy grail.Ripped men weren't her type, have never been,in fact, she found their overbearing body structure daunting. Ivailo always looked like the type of man that would mould a bear in a pretzel andhe probably haswith those daunting bulging arms. She had felt his hands around her ankles before. They were eerily rough on her skin,sizzling, and had shot fear up her spine because he knew he could just snap it in two with one move. She arched her eyebrows at her scary thoughts and turned back in h
Ivailo held the sides of the counter tightly in his hands. He pressed his palm against the surface as hard as he could to steady himself. The air in the kitchen swirled with a scent that he couldn't stand. It prickled his nerves and made every cell in his body quiver. His mind wasn't calm, hasn't been calm from the moment she showed up at his door with this look on her face that couldn't be described with anything better but fear, masked but unfiltered fear. He could smell it on her, taste it on his tongue like it was nicotine within minutes. His wolf had tracked in his head for a second, sniffing as if he breathed in delectable prey before reality slapped him in the face. It had gripped him harder than he would like to admit. Ivailo had forgotten about the deal that darn crazy she-wolf made with the human government, about integration, as if that made any goddamn sense. He was too busy chasing diapers
The steering wheel under her hands felt rough and wet. She knew it was just the sweat being produced from her hands by the heat of the forest filtering through the car windows. In spite of that obvious natural reason, she was convinced it was the notion of death that was causing her wet perspiration. Every second she spent in that bastard's presence always made her like this, weak when she was anything but.Ollie had spent the next 3 hours talking to Lilac, even visiting her room which was...eccentric to say the least. Ollie really had no other word to describe Werewolves butedgy.It was nothing like what a teenager's room should have looked like but yet once again, Ollie had been stunned into silence. Lilac had been nonchalant while introducing her to th
Standing in front of a white beautiful designed door in the middle of the woods wasn't how Ollie thought she would start a Monday in her mundane life. It wasn't that bizarre of a thing even if she thought she would never see such a day. In fact,Ollie didn't even know what she wanted in her life. Someone was in control of that wheel and it wasn't her. She was also never good at starting something new. Her palms always got clammy and her chest always felt like a drum that was going to beat out of its socket. She really should have prepped herself more for this because, Werewolves. An unexpected addition she never thought would ever land in her sorry excuse of a reality. Ollie wanted to turn around and walk back to the bus or h
Ollie should have been offended. She wasn't considered weak, well, amonghumansbut her mouth refused to move. Her lips were trembling and she slammed her eyes shut when he pushed his nose onto her cheek and smelled. She didn't know what he was doing.She didn't want to know what he was doing.She was just praying in her frightened heart that he wasn't contemplating cooking her for stew tonight. After what felt like a millennium, she felt the hand leave her chin and suddenly the pressure that was heavy in the atmosphere lifted. Air filtered into her lungs and she found herself sucking it in rapidly through her mouth. She moved her trembling hands to her chest. "They could have at least sent one who didn't look so frail," Ollie shifted her eyes t
The kids weren't awake even an hour after she arrived. She had been seated on the small couch next to the wall and waited,alone. Ivailo didn't give her so much of a glance when he left her there to her own devices and went upstairs. She was grateful that he left her alone though. His presence was too much to handle. She hadn't gotten used to such pressure yet. His authoritative demeanour didn't sit right with her. It made her skin crawl and she couldn't help closing up in front of him. He made her feel restless, like a secretary at the mercy of her boss's tyranny. Ollie would never get used to it.She didn't want to get used to it.She had started looking over the files for some minutes now, to distract and remind herself of the children's names. She scanned them for the hundredth time. "Edil, Lilac and Nile Bridge," She muttered underneath her breath as she skipped through each individual slowly. The boys were twins and the girl was the oldest of the
The squeaking of the stairs from above sliced Lilac's and Ollie's conversation in half. The atmosphere in the room tensed seizing Ollie's thoughts with it.Just his presence made her feel like a fish out of water.Her nerves had started to settle around Lilac but now that wasshotthe moment he stepped into the room. There was no explanation for the way her body reacted to his presence, maybe,it was how he looked at herlike she was prey, like he could circle her knowing she could run with all her might but still wouldn't be able to escape, like a rabbit caught in a wolf trap. His shining yellow eyes reflected her thoughts. Ivailo stared down from his position while holding two children in each of his arms. They looked asleep and like small cream puffs on his large chest. A drastic contrast to the animalistic hostility rolling off him in waves. One h
The steering wheel under her hands felt rough and wet. She knew it was just the sweat being produced from her hands by the heat of the forest filtering through the car windows. In spite of that obvious natural reason, she was convinced it was the notion of death that was causing her wet perspiration. Every second she spent in that bastard's presence always made her like this, weak when she was anything but.Ollie had spent the next 3 hours talking to Lilac, even visiting her room which was...eccentric to say the least. Ollie really had no other word to describe Werewolves butedgy.It was nothing like what a teenager's room should have looked like but yet once again, Ollie had been stunned into silence. Lilac had been nonchalant while introducing her to th
Ivailo held the sides of the counter tightly in his hands. He pressed his palm against the surface as hard as he could to steady himself. The air in the kitchen swirled with a scent that he couldn't stand. It prickled his nerves and made every cell in his body quiver. His mind wasn't calm, hasn't been calm from the moment she showed up at his door with this look on her face that couldn't be described with anything better but fear, masked but unfiltered fear. He could smell it on her, taste it on his tongue like it was nicotine within minutes. His wolf had tracked in his head for a second, sniffing as if he breathed in delectable prey before reality slapped him in the face. It had gripped him harder than he would like to admit. Ivailo had forgotten about the deal that darn crazy she-wolf made with the human government, about integration, as if that made any goddamn sense. He was too busy chasing diapers
Ollie moved her eyes down to the ground with difficulty. No matter how annoying the man was, he commanded her attention effortlessly. Her gaze had been glued to Ivailo's back unknowingly while he walked up the stairs slowly,step by step. His hands had been clenched into tight fists, a common activity around her now it seemed. She didn't know why she was staring at his flexing back muscles like they were the holy grail.Ripped men weren't her type, have never been,in fact, she found their overbearing body structure daunting. Ivailo always looked like the type of man that would mould a bear in a pretzel andhe probably haswith those daunting bulging arms. She had felt his hands around her ankles before. They were eerily rough on her skin,sizzling, and had shot fear up her spine because he knew he could just snap it in two with one move. She arched her eyebrows at her scary thoughts and turned back in h
Ollie really did have a death wish. Standing in front of a beast and degrading his species was asking for a pummeling until she was 6 feet under. His fangs glinted in her face. She was so close she could see the reflection of the sun on the sharply curved edges. They would always elicit a coil of nerve in her throat. It sent a strangle tingle to her nape. His chest brushed hers slightly and she swore she saw certain death in his eyes but she couldn't back off now. The damage had been done.Her hotheadedness could be blamed butno. Something about this wolf was agonising her internally and she only met himonce. He made her gut turn with just his glazing eyes. She felt compelled by something unknown. Maybe, it was the fear she felt from being in his presence, the oppression she felt under his scrutiny. She didn't like it.She really hated it. Ivailo's strangled intake of breath brushed ove
The car rattled down the lonesome road. A grave tale she didn't want to face anytime soon. Her fingers on the steering were straining so much, her knuckles were turning white. All the piled up anger in her was just being suppressed under her skin. She wanted to turn around right now, march back up to that house and give Ivailo a piece of her fist. She just wanted to shove his word back down his throat and eradicate it from her mind but did she even have the balls to punch a werewolf? Wasn't she running like a cattle about to be butchered because she was afraid of even offending such a fearsome entity? The man exuded danger and murder like he has dipped his hands in blood before. His touch still lingered on her skin and she wanted to reach home as fast as possible and scrub every part of her until not even a scent was left. and fuck, Elizabeth Harewil still wasn't answering her fucking phone. Her car hit a bump and she jolted in her seat. Her body was
Ollie couldn't stay a second longer. Boiling anger was running through her veins like hot lava. She knew if she stood in this suffocating place for one more minute, she would overstep her boundaries and slap this feral bastard across his face, then she would see who was an actual animal. She knew he wouldn't hesitate to tear her to pieces then. She grabbed her bag and marched out the door without even looking back, to hell with all of this. She held back her tears by sheer will. She didn't even care about her job, frankly, it wasn't her job anymore. Werewolves were too unpredictable, too overwhelming and her nerves wouldn't survive this. A heart attack would kill her befo
Ollie didn't even know why she wanted to know what he thought of her. This must have been affecting her brain more than she thought. She wasn't one to think of her looks as inferior or anything someone would have on their mind but Ivailostared at her like she was a rare object.It was the scrutiny in his gaze that irked her and she didn't like it.She didn't like it one bit. It crawled under her skin like ants. She couldn't help moving her eyes away in discomfort. Why did he have to make this so awkward?"The humans shot his mother with silver poison. It's a bullet you savages developed, to subdue us," He answered. His eyes left her to move to the sleeping child next to his thigh. She could see the grievance in his expression with how tight his eyebrows were drawn. Ollie's mouth went dry at the statement.Tha
The squeaking of the stairs from above sliced Lilac's and Ollie's conversation in half. The atmosphere in the room tensed seizing Ollie's thoughts with it.Just his presence made her feel like a fish out of water.Her nerves had started to settle around Lilac but now that wasshotthe moment he stepped into the room. There was no explanation for the way her body reacted to his presence, maybe,it was how he looked at herlike she was prey, like he could circle her knowing she could run with all her might but still wouldn't be able to escape, like a rabbit caught in a wolf trap. His shining yellow eyes reflected her thoughts. Ivailo stared down from his position while holding two children in each of his arms. They looked asleep and like small cream puffs on his large chest. A drastic contrast to the animalistic hostility rolling off him in waves. One h
The kids weren't awake even an hour after she arrived. She had been seated on the small couch next to the wall and waited,alone. Ivailo didn't give her so much of a glance when he left her there to her own devices and went upstairs. She was grateful that he left her alone though. His presence was too much to handle. She hadn't gotten used to such pressure yet. His authoritative demeanour didn't sit right with her. It made her skin crawl and she couldn't help closing up in front of him. He made her feel restless, like a secretary at the mercy of her boss's tyranny. Ollie would never get used to it.She didn't want to get used to it.She had started looking over the files for some minutes now, to distract and remind herself of the children's names. She scanned them for the hundredth time. "Edil, Lilac and Nile Bridge," She muttered underneath her breath as she skipped through each individual slowly. The boys were twins and the girl was the oldest of the