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64: "I blame myself"

Author: Leyla McKenzie
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Hector's POV

" I said no!" Nova said for the thousandth time.

" My time has come okay? Do you think I want to die? I don't! But I'm too badly injured and -"

" - if you were meant to die you'd have died a long time ago, you've been bleeding for forty-five minutes. I think the universe is keeping you alive so that I can do something I was born with. This isn't black magic "

" You don't even know how you would go about it," she said after sitting in silence for a while, knowing that I was right about her dying a long time ago if that was what the goddess wanted.

" I do," I said, yanking off my locket and showing it to her.

" So what's the spell for this one huh?" She asked sarcastically but I just smiled at her and placed it on the part of her stomach where she was bleeding. As far as I was concerned, it would seem to me that even if I didn't do anything, she would still live - but as a woman who bleeds continuously. I know that sounds stupid but something about Nova made me feel like sh
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