Everything comes crashing down as my eyes widen into his. Both of our breathing labored but his hands not releasing me. “Grace.” He says breathlessly. That name is all it takes to wake me up. ‘Grace’ I’m not Grace. He thinks I’m someone I’m not. I shouldn’t be doing this when he doesn’t even know who he’s with. I scramble off of him and stand in the middle of the room panting. I can see him start to fumble, standing up and walking towards me. I look up at him, my eyes wide. “I’m so sorry. We shouldn’t… We shouldn’t have done that.” I stammer out and he looks at me shocked. Walking towards me like I’m a trapped animal he’s scared is going to run away. “Why, Grace? Why shouldn’t we have done that? Please, just talk to me.” I can hear the pleading in his voice, the fear that I didn’t want him to kiss me, but that’s not it. I don’t know why. Why I’m so scared to just tell them the truth, so I decide to lie. “I’m sorry, Gunner. I like all three of you. I’m not going to choose, so I’ve just decided I wouldn’t be with any of you. It’s not fair to you guys.” I don’t wait for him to respond, I run out the door and down the steps, landing face first in Dean’s chest. He pulls me up and wraps my legs around his waist causing me to gasp. “Who said we’d make you choose, Bambi?” And before I can respond his lips are on mine.
View More“Wake up, Xena!” Someone whisper yells at me. I groan in pain, wondering who is waking me up. I was just able to get my body to allow me to sleep.
Thanks to the most recent beating from what most people would consider my father, I can barely move. I haven’t considered that man my father from the first time he laid his hands on me.
That doesn’t seem to stop him from laying claim to me, when he needs to pretend that we’re the perfect family.
The perfect daughter, that’s what I am. Great grades, well behaved, and of course what’s most important to him, beautiful.
My long golden blonde hair flows to my butt, bright blue green eyes with a circle of bright, sparkling gold around my pupils, height of five five and skinny with curves in all the right places. All things that I’m required to maintain, for fear of life. Not sure how I’m supposed to maintain half of those, but it wouldn’t matter, I’d suffer the consequences if my body decided to grow an inch. I mean literally, he checks my height monthly.
I look around in a daze, “Mom?” I whisper, following her lead. She scowls at me; I figure berating me for my stupid question.
I manage to get myself into a sitting position on the bed, just as she throws me my hoodie from across the room.
It lands on my face, blinding me for a second, when I grab it and pull it down. Luckily my sperm donor never aims for the face, so it didn’t hit any bruises or cuts. He would never hit my face and risk hurting the ‘according to him’ only good quality I have.
“Get dressed. We have to go.” She whispers again. I start getting dressed as fast as I can, without hurting myself, while I watch her. She’s going around my room throwing all my clothes in a suitcase.
At this point, I’m at a complete loss with what’s happening.
I gave up hope a long time ago that my mom would ever leave my sperm donor. Once I realized the difference in the way they treated my brother, Alec, compared to me. I knew that my mom loved him with all her heart. My mom would never risk leaving and losing my brother, even if that meant sacrificing me.
My sperm donor would never allow my brother to leave. Alec will be the next Alpha of the pack, so there wouldn’t be anywhere my mom could hide that he wouldn’t find her.
That being said, I don’t really believe she wants to leave Heath, my sperm donor. He is her mate and regardless of everything she seems to love him, and he her. It’s really only me who got the short end of the stick, when it comes to love from Heath. Maybe he just didn’t have anymore love to spare once I came along.
I finish getting dressed and look over at my mom, “Where are we going?” She looks at me for a minute, seemingly studying my face. She shakes her head, as if berating herself for whatever thoughts she just had. “Come on. We need to go now.” And with that as my answer, she makes her way to the door.
Once she opens it, she looks both ways to make sure no ones there, I’m guessing.
All this secrecy is scary, if we’re doing something against the Alpha’s wishes, I’m going to be the one punished for it, regardless of if I had any idea what was happening.
I huddle close to my mom, then she deems it all clear, and heads into the hallway. I follow her closely as we make our way through the pack house and outside to the car, without anyone noticing us.
Once we get to the car, my mom throws my suitcase into the backseat, then makes her way to the front as I get into the passenger side. My mom takes a deep breath and then starts the car.
I watch out the window as we head down the road that goes through the woods and passed the pack boundaries.
Once we make it passed the pack boundaries, I look over at my mom, I see the tension in her shoulders fall and then she looks over at me. “I’m going to drop you off at the nearest bus station.” My eyes widen. “What?” I ask, louder than I intended.
Her eyes soften just slightly when she looks over at me. “I can’t do much to help you Xena, but I can hopefully get you away for a little bit.” I just stare at her so confused, before she speaks again. “You are to follow the bus route until you land in White Peak. Then, ask for directions to the Turning Point summer camp in the White Peak territory. I’m sure someone there will know and be able to route you there. You’ll being staying there until fall. Your father doesn’t know where I’m taking you, just that I’m getting you out of the pack for a little while. After this last stunt you pulled, he doesn’t want to see your face for a while.”
I stare at her bewildered, because the ‘last stunt’ I pulled was eating an extra roll at dinner. I knew I shouldn’t have, but the regime he has me on to ‘maintain’ my figure, is practically just starvation.
Then I remember who I’m talking to. The same woman that has allowed that man to beat and starve me for years, without saying a word in my defense.
She really doesn’t deserve the title of mom either, but in a world that you have nobody, you have to hang onto even the smallest threads.
We finally pull up to the bus station, and I stare at it for a while before she starts nudging me out. She grabs my suitcase from the back and hands it over to me. I’m waiting for some heartfelt goodbye, or something, anything, as I look into my mom’s eyes.
She straightens, “Well, don’t forget about your regime. You come home fat, you know what will happen.” Then hands me a purple folder.
I rested until kitchen duty, then kitchen duty was uneventful. When I sat at the table, next to Olivia on the edge, the triplets were eyeing me to whole dinner. I can’t eat; I was too nervous for this conversation. I don’t even know why. I’m pulled from my thoughts when Gia squeals. “Midnight moon ball is coming soon?” She yells, beyond excited. I look past Olivia to see her. Her face is bright with joy, I can already see the ideas for her dress running through her mind. I smile, seeing how happy she is.Sarah smiles, “Yeah! My dad just told me! All the juniors and seniors here will have a pass to leave for the weekend!” She claps her hands together practically jumping up and down. I’ve never been to a ball. I’ve had dancing lessons, because Heath said once he marries me off, I needed to be a good wife. I roll my eyes thinking about Heath and his stupid rules.“What balls aren’t your thing?” Justin asks me. Olivia laughs, her mind taking a dirty turn.I look at Justin,
I can’t even think straight, with Grace being mad at us. My wolf won’t calm down, walking around in circles in my head. Us both trying to think of ways to make her feel better about us. Hopefully tonight we can work it all out. I don’t know what I’ll do if we don’t. I watch her and Cole walk down the hill, he starts walking towards us, but she takes a sidestep. Stopping next to the coach, waiting there for instructions on what we’re doing. Cole sighs loudly, when he gets closer to us and realizes he lost her. “Man, I don’t know if she’ll forgive you guys for whatever she’s mad about, but I do know she put Brycen in his place today. His charms are definitely no longer working on her.” He smiles, seemingly thinking of a memory. All of our heads shoot to him when he says that. “He got pissed when she told him she didn’t want to hang out with him tonight because she was hanging out with you guys. Definitely showed some of his true colors. Even had the nerve to act like he mi
“What do you mean, you’ve rarely ever been able to make choices for yourself?” Issac’s cold voice comes low and menacing. I just stare at him, not sure what to say. “It’s nothing.” I say gruffly, not having an actual excuse. I see his eyes narrow, but then he sits down, taking the desk in front of me and turning it around. Crap, I forgot about the group project. This should be fun. Jordan sits next to me, while Justin grabs the seat next to Issac, flipping his around to. We read over the battle and the boys start discussing it. I sit there listening, but not really participating. How has so much happened in my life in five days? “What do you think?” Cole nudges my arm tearing me from my thoughts. I look around all eyes are on me. “Sorry. What?” I ask and Cole gives me a knowing look, before repeating what was said.I somehow make it through the rest of the class, praising the Goddess when the bell finally rings. Grabbing my things and making a run for it. I don’t kno
I wake up with a splitting headache. I don’t even know if it’s from the alcohol, drowning, or the yelling. I groan loudly into my pillow, when I hear my door creak open. I pull my pillow off my face and see Gia standing there with a smile on her face and a mug in her hands.She walks over to me handing me the mug, along with some pain killers. “Tea, with my secret ingredient. It’ll help with the hangover. I take both from her, giving her a grateful smile.Gia sits down on the foot of my bed, looking at her feet. She finally speaks after what feels like forever, “You know I’ve known about Justin’s crush on me for a long time.” My eyes widen, she always acts oblivious to his crush. She continues, “I knew before the triplets were even aware of it. One day Dean hit on me.” She looks over at me, reading my face, but I give her nothing. Even if my heart feels like it’s shrinking on the inside. “Justin wouldn’t talk to him for days. Dean had no idea why. Finally, he put two an
We decided we shouldn’t all bombard Grace’s ‘whatever’ with Brycen. I could see if her eyes how much it freaked her out when the bond tried to take effect, making her not want to leave. Her not understanding why I had that effect on her. I wish we could just tell her. Maybe none of this would be happening. Dean wouldn’t be out there, making sure our girls okay after being out with another guy. Fuck, the jealously is real though. I can’t even sit still, I’ve been pacing since we left the dining hall, Gunner’s been brooding in the recliner. Jordan not understanding what’s going on, and Justin trying to help, but not knowing what to do. We need to find a way to figure out her birthday, so we know how much longer this has to go on. This is going to kill us. I hear the door open, and slam back shut. My head whips up to see a fuming Dean. Fuck. “I fucked up. We fucked up. I mean. Fuck! This is all fucked up!” He yells angrily, walking over to the fridge, swinging it open a
We walk in silence on the way to my cabin. She pushed me in! Was she actually willing to kill me? Just because I wasn’t willing to be her friend? Did it really effect her life that much? I’m pulled from my mind when a body comes flying out of no where, grabbing Brycen and throwing him into the nearest tree. “Why is she soaking wet? What the hell happened?” Dean yells at Brycen. Goddess, this is the last thing I need right now. “Dean!” I run over to him and try pulling Dean off of Brycen, but he doesn’t budge. “Dean, stop! He saved me! Stop!” I yell at him, and he finally relents, pulling himself off of Brycen, the latter falling to the ground coughing. Oh my Goddess. Was Dean choking him? I go to help Brycen, patting his back. Dean looks at me, “What do you mean he saved you? Why did you need saving?” I flinch at his tone but look up into his eyes. “I fell into the water. If he wouldn’t have helped me, I would have died.” I explain, getting angry. If it wasn’t
I change my shorts and Hoodie and then hear a knock at my door. I go to open it, being graced with a beaming smile from Brycen, “You ready?” I nod, giving him a slight smile. I’m still reeling over the turn of events from dinner.We walk in silence, til we get closer to the pond. “Are you okay?” Brycen asks, and I look up at him. “I’m fine.” He nods, “I saw what happened at dinner. It doesn’t surprise me that the triplets are trying to claim you.” My brows furrow in confusion, “I don’t think they’re trying to claim me. They’re just worried about me.” I say, not understanding why he’d think that. He chuckles, “Trust me. They’re trying to claim you. They have like a pact or something to sleep with every girl here.” My heart sinks when I hear that, regardless of it having no reason to. Why should I care that they’ve slept with every girl here. Granted, I guess I should care if I’m their latest conquest. Is that why they’re so nice to me? Is that why they don’t want me h
I managed to only slip and almost fall a handful of times before we finished. That was so exciting, so exhilarating! I’ve never done anything like that before! I end with a beaming smile on my face, having decided to forget about the weird moment I shared with Dean. “That was so exciting!” I lean into Gunner, who’s smiling down at me. He wraps his arm around my waist pulling me closer, laughing at my reaction. I quickly pull away, having forgotten he doesn’t like being touched, “Sorry.” I say quickly once I’m no longer touching him. He frowns, “For what?” “I was told you don’t like being touched. I’m sorry I didn’t realize.” I rush out, wanting him to forgive me for my previous transactions along with this one. His face changes to one of almost… Panic? That can’t be right. “No… I mean, I don’t mind. I don’t mind when you touch me. I mean its only certain people.” He stutters out, and my eyes soften. Before I can respond, Justin walks up, “Oh, please. You won’t eve
Music class was fine, I’m still miserable at the piano, but I think I’ve learned a couple things.Now, I’m sitting in Art, Cole by my side. Kids are still slowly making their way into class, when I see Brycen apart of the mix. He smiles when he sees me and starts walking over to me. “Hey Grace, Hey Cole!” He exclaims and I smile and give him a little wave. “Hey, Brycen!” I look at Cole, he just frowns and nods his head at Brycen. Weird. “Mind if I sit with you today?” Brycen asks, I nod my head pointing to the empty chair next to me. “So, Grace, me and a few friends are hanging out tonight, down by the lake. I was wondering if you wanted to join? You can come to Cole, if you want.” Brycen says, looking at me expectantly. I grimace slightly, thinking about hanging out at the lake, when I can’t swim. Then I realize I’ve been doing that all week. Cole shakes his head, “We’re busy.” My head whips to him. Did he just say we? “Doing what? I don’t remember making plans.”
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