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The Mobster"s" obsession dark hell( amy)
Since nicolas' death, this mansion is no longer the same, Victor now takes care of everything he called himself the big boss and everything has to be done his way, even nicolas' room he is using as well as his clothes, If before I didn't sympathize with him, now I hate this man, I avoid bumping into him as much as possible around the house, now that Nicolas is gone, I don't have the slightest security anymore, I'm literally in the wolf's den . Sometimes I think about picking up my things and leaving for good, but when I think that leaving here means accepting that Nicolas is dead and turning the page, I give up on going, I'm not and I don't think that someday I 'll be ready to turn this page of my life and move on Forward, Nicolas Montenegro was and always will be someone I will remember. I feel a light caress on my shoulders, I don't even have to turn around to know that it's Chloe, I know her serene scent well, she too sat on the edge of the pool putting her feet in the warm wat
The Mobster"s" obsession second chance? ( amy)
Hungry, thirsty and mostly terrified is how I am in this filthy basement. I lean against the wall and close my eyes and I keep imagining rains of fresh bread falling from the sky, it was better fantasy than reality so I remain in this daydream for hours on end, for a moment I even forget about the pain in my stomach and the dryness in the throat. I don't know if days passed or hours passed, what I do know is that Victor went down to the basement bringing water and food, I was so hungry that I salivated when I smelled food, my stomach rumbling like crazy. ___"Are you hungry or thirsty Amy? I nodded several times and he smiled until he couldn't anymore and taking a sandwich out of the bag he took a big bite, it turned out that Victor hadn't come down here to bring me food but to torture me even more Finishing eating he threw a small piece that was left on the floor and I found myself grabbing it and eating it like an animal. ___ "Have a nice day dear. I said smiling I curl
The Mobster"s" obsession Is it really you?( amy)
Aníbal made me get out of bed before four in the morning, I packed my few clothes in a bag and then we left, he drove fast and I lay back against the armchair sleeping half the way. He stopped at a roadside snack bar around two o'clock in the afternoon, he was hungry, so we had a snack and continued on our journey. Aníbal was extremely silent, his Hawk gaze fixed on the road the whole time, I touched him lightly on the shoulder attracting his attention to me then I moved my hands slightly asking him: ,___ "Is there a problem Aníbal? are you so serious? ___ "Nothing to worry about.. And that was all we said to each other, the excruciating silence prevailing throughout the trip. . It was already late at night when Aníbal decided to stop at a low-quality inn to stay overnight, claiming that it was dangerous to drive at night, he only asked for a room and when we were alone I confronted him: ___" what is your intention anibal in asking for a single room? gesture It took h
The Mobster"s" obsession devil in action ( nicolas)
Redoing a summary of my life I realize that there is no happier moment than this one, meeting Amy again was like having back a little piece of me that had been ripped off. My desire was to stay there glued to her the whole time but my duty called me, I reluctantly moved away from her and spent the whole morning trapped in the office with Aníbal and two of my security guards. ___"" Do you really think it will work? ___" I'm sure anibal was 15 years of legacy, every mobster around italy and the world knows and fears el diablo, they won't deny me support so easily, people from the south will support us you bet book a dinner with di Paolo Di Paolo was the head of the Camorra mob that ran the region where we were located. My plan was to strike an alliance with him. ,___ "" It's up to you ___" tag in your name because for all intents and purposes I'm dead ____ What if he doesn't want to help you? Perhaps Victor has already given you an advantageous offer. __ I prefer to believe that
The Mobster"s" obsession get rid of me (Amy)
seeing Nicolas through the door bathed in blood was too much for me he was the personification of the devil in person. He proudly told that he had invaded the mansion of one of the most dangerous mobsters___You're crazy Nicolas could have been killed. says Aníbal___I was dominated by anger I wasn't thinking about anything but look on the bright side it worked.___you were very lucky__call it what you want and by the way where is Chloe?___Locked in her room, she got really bad with Connection___I think it's good that she decides at once who to pay loyalty to me or Victor.At that moment I joined the conversation gesturing____Nicolas you have to be patient with your sister it is not being easy for her after all Victor is also your brother___You can't follow two masters or me or Victor, she'll have to choose.___nicolas..Without giving me the slightest attention he turns his back to me and goes up the stairsyou couldn't do that to him would be a huge betrayal..___Before being N
The Mobster"s" obsession Take me Nicolas ((Amy)
For a short time I didn't understand what had happened, Amy had pulled that trigger but she was still there whole and alive and apparently as confused as I was when I finally realized what had happened I jumped on her, snatching the pistol from her trembling hands . ___ The pistol misfired !! I say I said it out loud so I could believe it myself it seemed unreal what had happened one of my best pistols had misfired and at the crucial moment. overcome with emotion I hugged Amy as tightly as I could my tears falling down her thin back were Tears. ___how would you do that to me amy, you don't know that I can't live without you.. I held her unhappy face for the moment and repeatedly kissed her lips. ___it's going to be okay now my love you'll see Hugging her waist, I started to walk away with her towards our room. ___" And what about me Nicolas?asks Aníbal I stopped walking but kept my back I didn't want to look at that worm ___I promised my Amy that I wouldn't kill you and I'll
The Mobster"s" obsession sweet farewell (Amy)
My first time with Nicolas had been better than I had imagined, despite having started in a rough way, he had managed to distract me from the pain with kisses and daring caresses worthy of a professional. Now he was sitting on the bed leaning against the headboard and calmly smoking the whitish smoke filling the suite. I got up wrapped in the sheet and headed to the bathroom aware of his gaze on me, I took a deep breath when I was in the solitude of the bathroom so I filled the hydromassage bath and, removing the sheet, I plunged into the warm water that miraculously relaxed my aching body. I ended up falling asleep waking up with the noise of the door being opened abruptly by Nicolas, I looked at him confused. ___what is it? ___this is me who asked you it's been an hour since you've been in this bathroom I thought something had happened I scratched my head in total embarrassment. __ ohh I didn't want to worry you I fell asleep.. He got a big towel opening for me I got up all
The Mobster"s" obsession I'm the boss (Nicolas)
Funny how I've spent my whole life running away from intimacy,, always changing women every night in a frantic and sadistic pursuit of pleasure and now here I am Nicolas Montenegro practically married and very happy and satisfied, if at that time someone had told me that one day I would be me spooning and making love would think it was a joke but now everything feels so right.This intimacy, this familiar warmth soothes my rebellious heart.Feeling Amy's delicate fingers touch my face soon leaves my thoughts returning to the present moment.___why are you so thoughtful? She gestures___ I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to manage to stay away from you....She made a cute little pout, asking affectionately:__so you won't stay here with me..___It's a tempting proposal, my dear, but it's not feasible, I need to go get what's mine.__I thought that only I was enough for you.Amy signs___but you are my love___if it were you would leave all your riches there and stay here with me al
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The Mobster"s" obsession Returning to life( Nicolas)
Returning home was something strange because for me it was as if I had never been away, everything seemed so the same that I even doubted that 15 years had actually passed. However, I sadly noticed that not everything had survived my absence, many of my men of trust was no longer there, some had left, others had died, just like my mother.Marli Montenegro, the woman who raised me and educated me like a son, was no longer alive and this was one of the greatest pains I felt in my life, I wished I hadn't woken up from the coma.At this moment, sitting on my bed, leaning back against pillows, I observe the boy with dark blond hair and a physical build superior to someone his age. I have a hard time accepting that he is my son, that this teenager with the petulant look is the little package, still covered in blood, that For a few moments I held him in my arms.____ richard, my son....I say to myself____ the legitimate Montenegro....he completesI smiled at the petulant tone in which he s
The Mobster"s" obsession back to me ( amy)
In the end Richard didn't accompany me to the hospital, alone I walked through the cold corridors of the hospital like a specter, arriving at Nicolas's room I went in and leaned against the door and approaching the bed I stared for several minutes at the pale face of my beloved looking for something to prove that I was right that he was in fact still alive, I carefully adjusted myself in the little space on the bed placing my head on his chest and without me being able to control the tears they began to flow without stoppingAt this moment I felt unable to do anything other than cry.___ I tried my love to be strong all this time but now it's no longer possible, I no longer have the strength to fight, I feel like I'm going to die from so much sadness..The tears like waterfalls continued to fall and fall progressively, just as the sobs one by one jumped from my chest as if they were tearing my soul.I raised my head, looking at him - I held his cold face between my hands, saying firmly
The Mobster"s" obsession ilusion( amy)
For a brief moment I really believed that Nicolas was awake and that everything would go back to the way it was before, but this obviously didn't happen, he continued to sleep like an angel, I even considered the idea that I had fantasized about that grip on his hand.Unhappy, I took my son in my arms, called a taxi and went home, Chloe and Aníbal's happy laughs greeted me, making my mood even more sour.____amy, come watch with us.. chloe says___ I'm not in the mood____It's a very funny comedy, we're laughing our heads off, you'll like it.____ comedy is enough for my lifeI quickly walked up the stairs with Richard following me and as soon as we walked through the door to my room he asked:.___why are you so sad mom?___ It's nothing son, now go watch television with your uncles...___can I really mom?___ Yes sonHe ran out of the room and I allowed myself to collapse, covering my face with my hands and sobbing convulsively, it seemed impossible to continue at that moment.___may
The Mobster"s" obsession Time does not pass( amy)
It was another ordinary and boring day, the sky was clear and the temperature was mild, perfect for a day at the beach. I observe with disinterest the euphoria of Chloe as she places an umbrella, reclining chairs, a Styrofoam box containing food and other junk in the trunk of the car.____ hurry up, Amy, or we'll be very late at the beach...I rolled my eyes at my sister-in-law and getting up from the step where she was sitting, I picked up my belongings and put them in the trunk.The short trip to Praia was filled with the happy and cheerful laughter of the children, as soon as we parked a meter away from the beach they were the first to get out and run happily on the white sand.___do not enter the water richard. I screamed...He turned to me with a smile from ear to ear and at that moment my heart missed a beat and a tear ran down my cheek, it was as if I was seeing Nicolas in front of me, the smile was exactly the same. I noticed that Chloe and Aníbal were watching me, lately they
The Mobster"s" obsession Nostalgia (Amy)
A week after my terrible discovery, I was discharged and without telling anyone in the family, I left the hospital alone with my son in my arms, oblivious to everything, I walked down the street like a specter and more than once a car slammed on the brakes so as not to run me over and more than once a driver screamed profanity , it felt like my soul had been ripped from my body , when i walked through the gate of the mansion Montenegro chloe ran towards me exasperated___Why didn't you tell me that you would be discharged today, Aníbal or I would have gone to get you.___I didn't want to bother either of you, the days you stayed with me are enough.Chloe looked down at little Richard that I held like a bag of sugar, she took him from my arms and asked next.___where is the taxi you came from?___ I came on foot...___my god Amy are you crazy? I didn't understand that you can't make that much effortI went into the house looking at everything strangely because here it didn't seem like
The Mobster"s" obsession hard truth (amy)
When I opened my eyes the first thing I saw was the dull, white wall, I tried to get up but feeling dizzy I soon went back to bed and when I looked around the room I realized that it was a hospital room, I automatically put my hand on my stomach stoned.___my son....At this chloe came through the bedroom door with a pitcher of water that she placed on the nightstand next to the bed___Your son is fine, he's a huge boy,..A smile played on my lips, knowing that my baby was fine made me feel at ease..___Do you want water Amy?I shook my head, my throat and lips felt dry, Chloe filled a glass and handed it to me, I turned around asking for more, satisfied I lay back down, everything seemed to go round and round.A flashback crossed my mind and I saw myself in that forest alone screaming while expelling my little Richard from my body, hearing the voice of my beloved Nicolas again.___Nicolas....Chloe looked at me for a long time and in that time I could see a lot of pain in that look..
The Mobster"s" obsession After the storm, there was no calm (Chloe)
When I imagined myself coming on this endeavor in search of Amy, I didn't imagine that things would be the way they were, I had in mind that deaths would happen, something I was already more than used to seeing, in this dangerous world I was born, death was a necessary evil, some would have to die for others to be born, my father old Richard had taught me this when I was still a six year old girl, at this moment when I look at little Richard, my nephew huddled in my arms crying as if there was no tomorrow I wonder if this would be fair, two die and only one is born, what would become of him without his parents?What would become of me if one more member of the family left? there were so few of us lately, all I wanted right now was to go back in time to being a kid again, playing hide and seek with Victor and Nicolas in the garden or watching them fight in arm wrestling, who was the better of the two, Nicolas always won, maybe that's where the hatred between brothers started.At that m
The Mobster"s" obsession It's the end? Nicolas)
I was in the car watching the right time to act when I heard the shot my heart literally missed jumping through the mouth in my head a single thought, my sweet Amy.I jumped out of the truck and ran towards the old cabin on the path next to a car I found a man lying in agony, my attention fled from him going to stop at the door of the cabin where my brother was standing with his back turned he had not seen me so I tried to call his attention once and for all__victor Montenegro?He turned on automatic, staring at me in disbelief as if I were a ghost.___ it can't be you I killed youI smiled at his amazement at the fact that he thought that at this moment I was being fed to worms.___you're deeply mistaken, little brother, I'm very much alive. It seems that like a cat, I have seven lives. This is already the third unsuccessful attempt to kill me, isn't it? I think I should stop trying___bastard, damn, now I send you to hellWhen he raised the pistol to shoot me, Hannibal and the other
The Mobster"s" obsession your father is coming (Amy)
Hearing Nicolas's voice on the other end of the line was one of the most emotional moments of my life.Unfortunately I couldn't say everything I wanted to because Victor had woken up and was screaming at me, I tried to say that diegues was the traitor but I had my cell phone snatched from my hands and my face slapped several times__Who are you calling? question___for no one VictorUnfortunately there was no time for me to erase anything so Victor looked at the call log recognizing his sister's number he cursed and dragged me to the bedroom throwing me on the bed and slapping me something that had become a habit.___What are you thinking about Amy? No one will take you from me before I kill you..I was crying softly as he continued to scream.___can you hear me Amy, you will never leave me....I curled up on the bed and stayed like that for a long time until a twinge in my stomach made me change position I thought it was something fleeting but it wasn't that initial twinge now it mad
