The cafe that Anya frequented was unusually packed for the day. Perturbed by the unaccustomed view, she took a spot in the area outside the cafe which she usually avoided.
She waited for her coffee as she looked at the busy road. A group of people were standing across the pedestrian crossing, waiting for the signal to turn green. She noticed a young boy tugging his mother's coat impatiently. It brought a smile to her face. This surprised her considering how her smile had become a sort of rarity.
The sound of the ceramic cup placed on the wooden table shook her back to reality. She thanked the waiter and eagerly lifted the cup off the table and took a deep sniff. The aroma filled her nose with pleasure. Excitement crept through her body as she reached for the brink of the cup.
“Hey.” She heard a voice.
She looked up and she felt her heart slowly sink to the deepest part of her stomach. A feeling that came in so suddenly and a feeling that she hadn't felt in a long time. She gulped the coffee in her mouth repulsively which made her gag and cough.
" What....” She took a deep breath trying to swallow the ball of fear that was blocking her throat. “How....?” She let out a breath forcefully and that was it. That was all she could muster up to the man that had almost destroyed her life.
"Well, I just...uh." He said looking utterly confused.
"Listen, you infertile bastard! I was done with you, from the minute I divorced you! Stay away from me or else.." She couldn't believe what she was hearing, let alone believe that she was the one saying. It was as if at that moment someone else had taken over. The strong part of her that she never really acknowledged.
"Infertile bastard? I'm sorry, what?” He said with a ludicrous expression on his face. “You crazy woman. I came here to give the handkerchief that you dropped earlier." He said with a deep scorn while placing the handkerchief on the table with a thud.
"What? Do you actually want me to believe that you're here for this?” She said waving the kerchief in front of his face.“Cutting your hair and growing a little muscle isn't going to fool me into thinking you're someone else.” She said with a snort.
"What? I don't believe this. I don't who you are or what you're talking about or why you're acting crazy. So I'm going to just leave." He said with disbelief and turned around muttering to himself, " Crazy woman."
Anya immediately called a friend, the friend that worked in the same office as her ex-husband, in a different country. Her friend answered,
" Hey, what a surprise!"
"Is he there?" She asked without answering her friend.
" Is who, where?" Her friend questioned.
She let out a deep breath and continued,
" My...you know....ex" She stopped. She couldn't say more. She couldn't say the word 'husband' because she couldn't call him that even with the addition of 'ex'. She waited for her friend to answer.
"Oh. Let me check and tell you, just hold on, okay?" Her friend whispered.
There was just silence on the other end for what seemed like a long time. She glanced over at the table where the man that she had never wanted to see again in her life was sitting. He was not looking at her, a blonde woman was sitting next to him. He said something to her and both of them looked back at her. She didn't want to look at him anymore so she turned away.
"Hey, you there?" She heard her friend.
" Yes." She cleared her throat, bracing herself for what was to come.
"He is here in his cabin.”Her friend said assuringly.
“Oh, okay. Thanks.” She said biting her lip. “Hey, are you sure? I mean, are you seeing his face or is his back turned towards you?” She retraced the question and was hoping it was the latter for her own good.
“I am sure. I can see his face .He is pulling out something from his desk as I'm talking to you. Hey, what is this about? Is everything alright?" Her friend asked with concern.
Anya sighed and turned around to take another look at the man that she had assumed was her ex husband. She couldn't believe her eyes. The resemblance was uncanny.
“Yeah, everything's fine. Listen, I'm sorry if I disturbed you at work.” Anya tried to evade the question that was put her way.
“No, are you kidding me? You rarely ever contact me and besides it's always a pleasure talking to you.” Her friend said reassuringly.
“Thank you. That means a lot. I have to go, I'm late for work. Can we catch up sometime later?” Anya said grabbing her handbag.
“Sure...” Anya hung up before her friend said anything else. She noticed the table that was occupied by the man was now empty.
One month later
"May I come in, sir?" Anya knocked the door to her new manager's cabin. It was the first day of her new job, the job she had always wanted.
" Yes." She heard a male voice answer.
She entered with a smile, confidence radiating throughout her body, ready for a new start. She looked up and her smile faded, the confidence ran out of her body and all she wanted to do was run away again.
It appeared as if the person in front of her wanted to do the same as she saw him frown upon her entering the room.
" You!"
She decided to bolt and turned around immediately to leave.
"Where do you think you're going? Scared of the infertile bastard, are we?" His voice raised with each word.
" Sir, I..." She turned around to face him.
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August 2011, IndiaShe slowly got up from the bed and looked at the time in her watch. The radium numbers glowed showing that it was 2.00 am. Two more hours for her flight. She had already packed the basic necessities in a duffel bag. She neatly combed her hair with her fingers and put on her coat.She walked towards her parents room as her heart thumped inside her chest. It was beating so loud that she feared the sound might wake her parents up. She reached for the door. It was partly closed. She pushed the
March 2014, in a far away land." You're making breakfast?" Anya looked surprised." Well, it's your first day at work, so I thought I'll ease up the tension a bit." Viola smiled.Viola was Anya's best friend and room mate. Even though they knew each other only for three years, their bond was much more stronger.
"No way." Viola squealed. She looked at Anya who had buried her head in a pillow. " No way." She repeated again in disbelief." Yes." Anya looked up. She had just narrated to Viola, the details of that morning's catastrophe." Oh, no. I'm so sorry, Ann. Are you going to take up the test?" She asked looking concerned. Anya didn't answer."You're going to quit the job, aren't you?" She asked stroking her hair.
"What are you thinking?" Anya snapped."I was thinking of making Ann one of the contenders for the post." Viola said slyly."That's a brilliant idea!" Jess applauded."Oh, I know where you're getting at, Vye." Emily jeered.
He looked at her intently for a second and then exclaimed, " You passed!" Anya exhaled rather loudly than intended and smiled.Of course I'd passed, phew.She wanted to smack his head for making her question her own sanity." Don't smile yet. I'm a man of perfection and I need to verify this." He said picking up the receiver from the desk phone.Of course you would, why didn't I see this coming?He didn't sound rude at all whereas this time he seemed amused.
Anya gave Chloe an explanation that lasted about five minutes about Shalwar kameez and looked at her expectantly." Okay, I get all that but are you supposed to wear it only after a shower?" Chloe questioned intently. This reminded Anya of an old Indian saying,"It was like asking if Ram was Sita's uncle after listening to a whole night of Ramayana,"because Ram was actually Sita's husband in the epic, Ramayana.
"What am I doing, Ronan?" She asked sweetly, pouting her lips. His frown suddenly broke into a grin." You know Anya, now that I think of it, it actually makes sense." He looked up and smiled. Anya's amusement vanished in a second. She wondered what he was referring to."What, what do you mean?" She hesitated." You hurt this little guy here," He parted his lips and pointed to his molars," and his friend here." He pointed to his canine, " took it all out on you. A friend in n
"What makes you think I'll come withyou?"Anya asked sweetly. She knew there was an ulterior motive behind all the sweetness and she needed to be careful. She knew what 'having a coffee with someone' meant outside India and she was not ready for it, especially not with Ronan. She wondered why he was being so nice to her, probably because he felt bad for making her bleed. She had to be careful because Ronan was her boss." What makes you think I'll save you from another panic attack?" Ronan snorted.That's it dude, I'm going to punch you now.
Anya woke up with a headache. The room was lit with light from outside the window indicating that it was morning. Her hand immediately reached for the phone. There were no calls or messages from Ronan. There was however a message from the boutique informing her that her wedding gown was ready for delivery. She sighed at the message and got up feeling light headed.She knew getting her mind off all this stress was the only thing that will help her with the headache and with that thought in mind, she decided to go to work. She had applied for leave and it was her day off but one of the perks of being in a superior position was that no one questioned her presence.She dragged her feet off the ground and forced herself into the bathroom. After a relaxing bath, she walked out and found Emily sitting on her bed with the morning daily in her h
Anya woke up feeling sore between her legs. A conscious pain pressed against her chest as she tried to move. A slight movement triggered a staggering amount of pain through her thighs. Her whole body ached but her heart relished every bit of the pain for it was a sign of a new beginning, a new direction, a new purpose and she felt fresh all the same.She took a deep breath for she knew it was her first since the start of a new life as she turned her head to her side hoping to see Ronan probably sleeping but the bed was empty. Her head immediately shot up as her eyes scanned the room for him but the sound of wind rustling against the curtains was the only thing she could hear.She tried calling his name but her lips were dry and her throat was parched. She couldn't help but smile
"I'm so happy for you both, Ann." Victoria said for what appeared to be the hundredth time to Anya. Victoria had arrived that morning and would not stop expressing how happy she was for them. She also told her how deeply disappointed she was that she didn't have much time to plan anything or call anyone properly. Her emotions could only be suppressed when they told her of the proper wedding that may happen in the future but she would still not stop conveying her disdain at the rushed up wedding. That didn't stop her from bringing the best dress for her daughter in law to be. The choice of a dress itself was left to Anya's decision and she desired for a saree because she knew quite well from experience that Victoria would bring her something that she liked.
"Why didn't you tell me before?" Anya spoke up breaking the silence as they drove back home."You know why." His brows were puckered up as he looked straight ahead. She wondered why he looked so upset all of a sudden. Could it be because she said that they couldn't get married the very next day?"I don't know why!" She exclaimed quite loudly. He stopped the car instantly, sighing as he leaned onto the wheel and that's when she realised something was really bothering him."What's wrong Ronan? Are you not feeling well?" She asked pressing her palm against his forehead as she felt his temperature. He felt so cold."Tomorrow's my real birthday, Anya." He said taking her hand from his head and pressed it over his lips.
"Wha- what?" She gasped as she closed her palm tightly to escape the cold shiver that froze her hand but what he did later made the beats of her heart drum against her ears like the blaring sound of an horn.He knelt in front of her and took her hands in his. His hands were colder than hers and made her breath hitch. She couldn't take all the weight that was drowning her down and she found herself kneeling along with him."I know its too soon. I know that I don't even know your full name and honestly it doesn't matter because I'm here to offer you mine. I want my name to be yours, my house to be yours, my children to be yours, my happiness and sadness to be yours because I don't think I can do this alone, Anya. Ever since Nat left me, I stopped believing in relationships, marriages or love." He said brushing her cheek with her hand as a
"What's this?" Anya shot her head back and found Ronan standing by the door holding a cover which she recognised immediately. She ran over to him almost instantaneously and grabbed it from him."I threw it in the dustbin." She eyed him warily as a mixture of embarrassment and anger rose up her throat."That's where I found it and I'm in complete shock now." He said wide eyed."What's there to be shocked about? I'm a perfectly able woman." She nudged him hard as her face constricted and he laughed. During other times, his laugh sounded therapeutic while now it was more annoying than ever."That's not what I mean. I'm shocked because I didn't hear a single complain of a cramp or uneasiness nor did I see you flinch during any part of the
*This is a special bonus chapter for Halloween and I've added it up with your favourite characters so that it'll be more fun and interesting for you to read but more importantly Super CREEPY.I repeat this is not the continuation of the main story but a bonus chapter. Hope you enjoy! *
"Yes, I'm sure buying more than fifty flower pots in a day to impress Peter is nothing." Tash chuckled."What?" Anya laughed in surprise."I'm still holding on to my previous statement. It's nothing. I only bought them as a token of apology for my behaviour at his house the other day." Jess said in a disappointed tone."Well, how's he taking it?" Anya enquired as her mind was still processing the new information."Not well. He said it was not necessary as he doesn't care much about what she thinks. He kind of shoved it in her face by telling her that not even a million flower pots would open his heart for another woman. Ever." Emily said wryly stressing on the last syllable."Well, that's pretty harsh." Anya confessed as she tried to put on the top over her head."
"Morning, Moonlight." Ronan's voice sweeped gently through her ears waking her up. He was busy pushing the curtains to the sides when she peaked through her eyelids.Anya squeezed her eyes shut as the light was too strong for her sleepy eyes to adjust. "Moonlight?" A yawn escaped her lips as she tried to straighten up."I bet you haven't heard that before!" He said excited jumping onto the bed and suddenly insecurities that she wasn't even aware of presented themself before her making her squirm in the bed. She had just woken up and there were high chances of her hair looking like a forest which seemed like the least of her worries when she thought about her bad breath and crusty eyes. She couldn't help but wonder how cleaned and fresh he looked with his wet hair. She tried her best to stay at a distance from him as she slowly reached for her eyes to clean the crust