…Isabella POV…
They say that sometimes you have to love someone from a distance, give them space, and get their heads straight before coming back into your life. It has been three days now; every part of my being was hoping that I would have heard from Clayton by now, but nothing. Not a call, not even an angry message, nothing at all.
I sat here in silence and watched him as he packed all his things in two suitcases. Not even hours later, he was out the door. One thing that he did not take along with him was my heart. He had, with one final resolve, detached himself from it.
Today we are to meet up for a briefing before we ship out. This means that I shall be forced to see him today. Much to my disappointment, and I am sure Clayton's too, Harrison could not get me a transfer. I shall be stationed with Clayton's platoon for the next six months.
Katarina has been staying here for these past couple of days; she is most frustratingly trying me t
Give a man enough rope, and he shall hang himself with it. That is what I clearly have in mind as I decide to show Isabella how one can love someone and not wanted to be with them, for this brave marine has just planted his lips squarely on top of hers.She still tries to speak, but I suddenly cover her mouth with mine and make her stop. Unable to contain myself anymore, I pull her into a fiery and passionate kiss. All my thoughts are obliterated, and the world gives away. It is a sensual dance of lips...but this...I want more. I slip through her lips and entwine her into a deeper kiss. Then the kiss starts growing greedier, our mouths are locked together, and it feels like I am walking on air. Nothing around us matters, it is just me and her engulfed in this moment, in this perfect kiss. After what seems for more than a minute, we finally pull away.There is nothing that felt more natural than having her lips rub against my very much trembling and ever so angry ones.
…Isabella POV…I don't know what Clayton's game is, but if he thinks his rude cocky behavior will affect me, he has another thing coming. He knows that he is being unreasonable, but being the stubborn soldier that he is, he will not be the first one to admit that he is wrong. And me being the strong-willed woman that I am, I shall not be the one that will be giving in either.So this is foolishly leading me to agree to something that I would have never agreed to in the first place."Yes, I will join you for a drink, but you know this is going to grind Clayton?""Anything that pisses Jackson off gives me pleasure.""I was afraid you were going to say that.""Come one; there is a part of you that wants that?""Ok maybe a small part."And with that, I see MacKey smile what can even be wider than his face. This is about to go so many ways south, and I will be caught in the middle of it. But hey, a bit of fun for the b
Well, talk about a mood killer, throw an ex-girlfriend's name into a heated moment. But let us forget about that for a second. How does she even know about it?"Of course, MacKey could not help himself. So what did he so kindly say?""I don't know, like maybe that you were engaged?""And I bet you that he said that I stole his girl?""Yes, he did mention it. So care to explain to me why you never told me about it?"Now is this something that I truly want to discuss with my ex-fiance? I know we said no more secrets and no more lies, but that is a part of my time here at Pendleton that I would like to forget. The thing is not even my parents know, so do I really want to tell her. Then again, I should not have to say anything, for there is no relationship between us anymore."Well let's see, I don't see why I need to tell you anything.""Maybe because we are in a relationship and we should tell each other everything?""See, that i
…Isabella POV…Of all the times, now, I decide to panic; I have done this before. I was trained to do this; I knew that this would be part of it. But no, now I find the need to freeze up. Do I not want to do this because I am not doing it with Clayton anymore or because I never truly wanted to do it in the first place at all? Either way, I will let him down, but will it really bother him so much, seeing that he truly does not want me around. The thing is, I am the only nurse, so in a way, I am letting this entire platoon down. Do I really want to be that person?But now I have Clayton standing all confused in front of me; what do I even begin to tell him. The longer I hold us up, the further we move away from the drop point. So I guess it is time that I make up my mind."Clayton, I can't do this.""Isabella, what do you mean you can't do this? Is this not why you are here?""We both know what the reason is why I am here.""Well
I feel her soft hand gently rest on my shoulder; I can hardly believe that it is her voice that I hear coming from behind me. I cannot help but bring a smile to my face. The woman has indeed done something that is hard to forgive, but I will honestly say that I am pleasantly surprised to hear that she is here. Though I never saw her jump off the plane, I am sure I would not have missed something such as a thing.So without hesitating, I immediately turn around to greet her, and as I turn around, I cannot believe that it is her that I am truly seeing."Hi, Emily.""Hi, Clayton. I cannot believe it is you; when Harrison told me that you would be here, I thought he was just joking around with me.""I did not see you on the plane?""I flew in yesterday; I wanted to come to check that we have all the supplies that we will need.""Well, it was great to see you, but I was actually looking for Harrison. Have you seen him?""He is busy with a
I have died a thousand tiny deaths in the last second. Now Isabella is not an irresponsible person, nor is she crazy enough to do such a thing on her own. But do I even dare and say that she has not been herself lately? Do I even dare to think what Harrison said is real? Do I even dare to think that she is somewhere out there alone, she is somewhere, she is in danger, she cannot be there out on her own. Harrison must have it wrong!"Sorry, but she… What?""Isabella is not on the plane.""Who did she jump with?""I thought she jumped with you!""No! She did not jump! She did not jump with me!""Clayton, she is not on the plane!""Fuck, Harrison! Where is she?"Every single drop of blood that flows to my brain leaves my face, and it feels as if I can crash to the floor. Everything is spinning out of control; tears are creeping to the corner of my eyes; I am terrified, I am not a man that gets terrified, but this shakes me
It has been the longest hour of my life trying to make the way back to the beach as fast as we can. So I can say as I step onto the beach, and I look left to right and see a very tree with a rock under it, I feel an overwhelming relief set in. But…there is nothing, there is not Isabella, I cannot see her as far my eyes can travel across the sand. That world that threatened to crash in earlier on looms on the brink again, but I will not show weakness yet. I know that we shall find her if we perhaps take the path that is clearly winding through the forest.Now, if I thought that I could hide disappointment and pain from the two men that know me, then I am sorely mistaken. Galland comes up to me while Clark walks a bit further down to where the rocks are close to the shore."We will find her, Clayton; she must have wandered off onto the path, thinking that she will find us somehow.""Galland, she knows that she should stay put.""And I am sorry to say
It is with absolute horror that I stand in front of Harrison and utter these words. But beyond the horror, beyond the fear, there is a hopelessness that fills me. I do not know where Isabella is, and even if I did know, would I then be able to rescue her. It feels that she is gone from me; she cannot be gone from me. She is safe; she has to be. I will find her, and I will rescue her.Yes, we do not leave a soldier behind; we will get our own back no matter what. And we are here for each other; someone always has your back. I was supposed to be her someone. I was supposed to have her back; I promised her that I would make sure she is safe no matter what.But that is truly not the only reason I love the woman, and even though I am ten kinds of pissed off with her, I still want her in my life. And right now, she is not in my life; she is somewhere in another camp, and god forbid it is not a friendly one. So I need to get my ten kinds of a stubborn woman back so I can tell